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Previously
"I would like that a lot Dad."
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Tony didn't get a lot of sleep that night. After calling Dean's Principal and informing him of the news, he tried to call Bobby and Pastor both with similar results getting the voicemail of both men telling them to call back as soon as they could. Figures they would be gone on a case when he needed them most. Finishing his beer he slowly got ready for bed. Passing Dean's room he looked into the room. It looked almost exactly as Dean had left except for the half empty pill bottle lying on its side spilling on to the carpet. Sighing he decided it could wait and closed the door before walking to the bathroom to brush his teeth and wash his face.
Slipping into bed he pulled his warm comforter over him and stared at the ceiling. He tossed and he turned, he stuffed his face in the pillow, he did everything he could think of to get a little sleep but it evaded him. Watching his clock switch to 3:00 am he grumbled and got up to watch some TV instead of tossing and turning.
Wandering down the hall he stopped in the kitchen and poured himself a glass of whiskey before settling into the couch turning the big screen on low turning it to ZNN watching the headlines cross the bottom.
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He wasn't sure when he fell asleep but he felt something land on his shoulder. Cracking his eyes open he was surprised by the light filling the room and he turned his head to look at his left shoulder and found Sam sound asleep.
Readjusting to a comfortable position he covered them with the blanket laying on the back of the couch and closed his eyes. What would a couple more hours of sleep matter?
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Gibbs slammed the front door behind him as he got home from the hospital. Storming through the house he made it to his bedroom stripping from his work clothes into a pair of worn sweats and old NIS shirt stomping his way to the basement.
Damn that kid. He had gotten so good at feeling nothing at all, no pain, no nothing just what he wanted to feel.
Dumping out a rusty nail jar he poured himself some bourbon and grabbed sandpaper starting to work on the boat.
What was he going to do? He didn't think he could take losing another life so early and Tony sure as hell wouldn't last if Dean did die the kid was barely holding it together as it was. He had to be there for them and that was going to be the hardest job of all especially with Dean growing on him and making him love him. Here he was all prepared to take Dean out shooting at one of his buddies range's as soon as the weather cleared up; he was going to show him how to build a boat. Damn it he was going to teach Dean anything and everything he was going to treat that kid like he should have been treated all along. Now he just hoped he would get the chance to see those emerald green eyes again.
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Abby was pulling McGee along behind her as they made their way towards her apartment and as the door closed behind them she was pushing McGee against the wall in a passionate kiss.
It wasn't anything either one of them had planned but it wasn't unexpected either. She wasn't sure if it was the fear of what could happen with Tony and his little family or that they couldn't risk not showing their feelings in fear of what tomorrow might hold, but they weren't holding back.
"I love you Abby." McGee whispered into her ear as he lifted her and carried her over to the bed.
"Don't talk." She whispered back and started on his tie and the buttons on his shirt.
Soon clothes found their way off the bodies and into a mixed heap on the hardwood floor. Soon Agent and Scientist were moving to a rhythm all their own not thinking passed the moment.
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Caleb unlocked Kate's apartment shutting it behind him dropping his bags at the door and moved carefully to the bedroom. Sliding the door open he found Kate kneeling against the bed praying on her rosary.
"What are you still doing up?" He asked moving over to sit with his girlfriend as she muttered a prayer before looking up.
"I didn't want to sleep without you."
He gently moved the beads from her hand turning off the night side lamp and slid into bed resting the nightgown clad body to rest against his chest, "I'm here now."
She nuzzled into his neck before sleepily answering, "I love you Cale."
"I love you too Kate."
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Tony rolled over and was awakened by the sounds of Saturday morning cartoons blaring, "Sam turn it down."
Opening his eyes he found his little brother sitting in the armchair with a bowl of Fruity Pebbles in his lap. He watched as hazel eyes stared at the screen in front of him in total fascination at the action taking place in front of him and not hearing a word he was saying. Smiling he realized he couldn't be too rough on him not after yesterday and whatever the upcoming months would hold. Getting up he walked into the kitchen to start the coffee and make him something to eat.
Deciding on left over pancakes he heated them up and smothered them in peanut butter and maple syrup. Taking the plate and coffee he made his way back into the living room to watch cartoons with his brother.
"How you doing Sam?" He needed to make sure his brother was doing ok. He couldn't risk losing another member of his family.
Sam looked up from his cereal and set a pair of observant eyes on his older brother. Taking in the bags under his eyes, worry lines that seemed to have taken up residence overnight and knew his brother was worried about him and Dean, "I'm doing ok Tony. Can we go and see Dean yet?"
Seeing it was well after nine he realized visiting hours should have started already, "Yeah, why don't we finish breakfast first and then we can head over."
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Tony was stepping into his room when he tripped over a bag in the doorway. Bending down to pick up the offending object he walked it over to his bed before digging through the contents. It wasn't until he pulled out the Transformers movie pack that he realized what it was. It was the gift Sam had picked out for his friend.
Picking up the bag and he stepped into the hallway down to Sam's room before knocking on the closed door, "Sam can I come in?"
"Yeah" Sam replied.
He stepped in just as his brother was pulling on a t-shirt and hoodie with his blue jeans, "So I just found Matt's birthday present," he said coming to sit on the end of the bed watching as realization crossed the young face, "what would you like to do?"
"I want to be with Dean. Do you think Matt will understand?" Sam asked conflicted.
"I think that Matt will understand. I know you were really looking forward to going to this party but maybe when things calm down a little bit you can have him over and give him his present." Tony suggested and watched as Sam's face lit up at the suggestion.
"Really?"
"Really."
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Michael was locking the school building after he sent out an e-mail to the school announcing the events of the previous day and calling the Christenson's inviting the parents and Jared back to school to discuss his lack of future at the school. Mr. Novak had no qualms about expelling the student and was just disappointed that it would have to wait until Monday morning.
"So we're going now right?" Cas begged as they got into the car and exited the empty parking lot.
"Yes Cas. Do you want anything to eat or a coffee?" He asked as they passed a block of restaurants and coffee shops.
"I just want to see how Dean is doing." The teen answered looking out the window in reply.
"You know they might not even let us in because we aren't family."
"Well then we'll wait until somebody shows up and lets us in." Castiel answered in his stubborn tone he had perfected.
"Then wait we shall."
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"And you're sure this is the right number?" Tony asked as he typed in the phone number into his cell at a red light.
"Yes I'm sure." Sam answered impatiently from the passenger seat, "Can you just call already so they aren't worrying?"
"What are you my mother?" Tony light heartedly grumbled as he hit talk and held it to his ear as the light turned green.
The call was about to go to voice mail when he heard a female voice pick up, "Hello?"
"This is Tony Winchester; Sam's older brother. I don't believe we have met."
"I don't believe we have. My name is Angela, Matt's Mom. Do you need directions for the party?" She questioned and he could hear shuffling in the background.
"Actually I was calling to say that we have had a family emergency and Sam won't be able to make it. I'm sorry it's such short notice."
"Don't worry about it! God I'm sorry to hear that." Angela rushed sounded frazzled by whatever she was working on.
Tony paused as he moved around a construction crew and took the advised detour, "Sam would love to have Matt over sometime though when things calm down a bit."
"I only have half custody of Matt but as long as he is with me its fine."
"Good deal," He answered pulling into the hospital parking lot, "I gotta go and once again I'm sorry about the short notice. Wish Matt a happy birthday for us."
"I will be sure to do that. I hope everything works out for you two."
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Tony passed the sliding glass doors to the ICU when he caught a glimpse of a familiar black head and harried Principal, "What are you two doing here?"
Turning around Cas approached him quickly, "I wanted to see how Dean was doing. I heard what happened and I'm so sorry. I don't know if there was anything that I could have done to prevent this but I'm sorry about everything. Can I please see him at least for a minute?" He babbled watching Tony's reaction.
He thought about it for a minute. This kid had been nothing but kind to his brother was probably Dean's first and only friend here in D.C and was the only one besides the team and their family that was showing any interest in what happened, "I don't see why not. Just let me talk to the nurses first and take Sam in. You don't mind do you?"
Cas looked to his Dad and back to Tony, "I have all day."
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Tony stepped into the ICU room just as a young nurse stepped away from the bed and nearly ran into Tony, "I'm sorry sir I didn't see you there." She quickly amended turning to exit the room.
"Wait," he called reaching for her arm, "can you tell me how my brother is doing? Have there been any changes?"
"Nothing has changed Mr. Winchester. I'm sorry." The young blonde answered before exiting the room to tend to other patients.
Watching the nurse leave he turned around to see Sam already at Dean's side ignoring the mechanical noise of the ventilator and heart monitors as he plugged in the Ipod he had brought.
"What are you doing Sam?" He asked curiously coming to sit across from his brothers.
"I heard that sometimes music helps people in comas and I know how much Dean loves his music. You don't think the doctors will mind do you?" Sam asked as he finished plugging the device into a set of speakers and turned the 80's rock on low.
He smiled as AC/DC filled the room and couldn't help but think of what a good idea it was to have it with Dean, "I think it's a wonderful idea Sam."
The younger boy nodded briefly and then all that could be heard was the machines and music.
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It was nearing lunch when Dr. Hale came in with a nurse carting in more medical equipment.
"What's going on Doctor? Is everything alright?" Tony asked standing up as the medical personal came closer and started to organize the new equipment.
"I meant to talk to you about this last night but felt it could wait until this morning," The old doctor answered as he started to unwrap plastic tubing and the nurse adjusted the breathing tube, "Dean's weight is way too low for his stature. I'm afraid if we don't put in a feeding tube he won't be able to heal himself. This isn't going to hurt him it will help him regain the calories and nutrients he has been depriving himself of."
Tony nodded as they put the feeding tube in his nose and the same nurse as earlier put the bag of nutrients next to the saline solution on the rack.
"You're sure this isn't going to hurt Dean?" Sam peeped up gaining the attention of the adults in the room.
Dr. Hale looked over to the ten year old and smiled at the curiosity coming from the young boy, "I promise."
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"Cas I think we should just come back another day. Dean should be with family." Michael stood up stretching his back from the uncomfortable seat.
Cas though sat watching the hallway he saw Tony disappear down hours earlier and waited for his turn to see his friend, "Just a little longer. I just want to make sure Dean's ok and then we can leave."
Glancing down the hallway in doubt he answered, "Just a little longer Cas and then we are leaving."
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Tony waited until the Nurse was done taking down final notes before turning to Sam, "Why don't we go and get something to eat?"
"I'm not really hungry." Sam said as he sat on the edge of the bed watching the forced rise and fall of Dean's chest.
"To bad that wasn't a request. Come on we are going to eat and then we are going to let his friend sit with him for awhile. Got it? Good." Tony said getting up and pulling Sam out behind him.
Coming down the hallway he was met by the raven haired teen nearly colliding with him, "Can I see him?"
Tony nodded and pushed Sam ahead, "Sam head down to the cafeteria and I'll meet you down there."
Sullenly the little boy nodded and headed towards the elevator while Tony lead Castiel towards the room he had just vacated, "Now he is in pretty deep but he might twitch a little here and there. Don't worry they are just muscle contractions. He is on a ventilator and feeding tube so there are lots of wires."
"I got it. Just knock when you want me to leave." Castiel answered turning to pin him with his ocean blue eyes before he stepped into the room.
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He wasn't sure how long he was sitting beside the hospital bed before he started talking, "I'm sorry about what happened yesterday. I wish none of it had happened I wish had seen what Jared was doing to you." He paused taking a breath before continuing, "But what I wish the most is that you would have told me what happened. About the loss of your parents and about what you were feeling. I want to be your friend, I want to help you out in any way that I can but I can't do that if you won't let me in."
He felt a finger twitch in his hand and watched as the smaller hand twitched again and stilled. It was weird seeing the hand moving when the body wasn't awake. Although he supposed it wasn't any different than him kicking in his sleep or Balthazar hitting his sleeping buddies.
"You just gotta promise me that you are gonna wake up and kick this thing in the ass. I really want to see the real you and not the imitation I have met because I have a feeling I will really like the real you." Cas answered as the first couple of riffs of 'Fix You' by Coldplay came out of the Ipod. Castiel smiled at this. He was going to fix Dean if it was the last thing he did because that is what friends do.
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