While awakening from probably my best sleep ever I came to the sight of a mare in a doctors coat and a nurse right next to her looking at my charts on the front of the bed.

"Well good morning Ms. Star Chaser, looks like you slept well."

With a smile I hugged my hoodie a little tighter.

"Heheh...well given the circumstances I guess you can say that its been the better of my nights." I smiled back gently at the doctors welcoming smile.

"Well we are impressed with how fast your recovery has been progressing. In my opinion you look a thousand percent better than when you came in,"

Surprisingly I hadn't even noticed or taken notice of all the bandages all over my body. My head was completely covered with bandages, as well as my wings and upper body. It was strange though, I didn't feel sore or anything.

"I know that you have been out for almost a month but still even then with your injuries, It still amazes me your alive..."

(Almost a month! God...It doesn't feel like it...but I guess I should not be complaining, I am alive after all.)

A all too familiar feeling started to overcome me once again, I could not help but remember everything that happened to me before this. I could not live like this...I just couldn't I have to move on, I cannot be sad like this the rest of my life. If they didn't want me then fuck them! I will find someone who does. That part of my life is done I am ready to move on and start living.

"How long was I in that field doctor?' she seemed a little hesitant to answer at first but I feel she knew It would just be better if I knew."Well You were in that field at least four days. If it wasn't for Rarity stumbling across you, You would have surely died."

(Rarity...Your the one that found me? In a bloody mess on the ground...barely alive...I'm so sorry you had to witness that.)

"Thank you doctor. So how long do I have til I can get out of here?"

"Well Given your outstanding recovery rate I'd have to say about tone and half to two weeks. Then your free to g-"

The doctor paused and stared behind me motioned her hoove for someone to go ahead and come in.

I turned to see rarity approaching slowly and when our eyes met she ran towards me with tears in her eyes.

"It's true your finally awake!" Rarity ran towards me as we took each other in a embrace..

I burst into tears as I held Rarity, but these were not tears of pain, not anger, nor sorrow, but of joy.

(I guess this this what being loved feels like...It's quite a feeling...I can't explain it. It felt like the world started to melt around us and Rarity and me were the only ponies here. Just us In our own little heaven and the past was just a fading silhouette.)