Part IV
(Chapters V & VI)
(Disclaimer: I am in no way affiliated with Jane Austen or any republication of her works. I only wish to express an idea inspired by her novel Pride and Prejudice.)
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Chapter Five
(Seeking Truth)
Mary awoke the next morning with slightly higher spirits than the previous day. Although she still disparaged at the thought of her foolish heart, she felt that she could still have a decent life at Dodgewood. The lord was a dear friend and she felt that she could survive the torment of seeing him each day. Besides, she could not simply leave Daniela. Mary loved Daniela as if the child had been borne from her own body. Mary sighed and left her bed to prepare herself for another day.
Mrs. Garwood had arrived shortly after Mary had finished washing her face and the elder maid helped Mary lace her corset. After that tedious task was done, Mary dressed completely and slid on her shoes. Mrs. Garwood then helped Mary bind her hair into a braided knot at the base of her neck. Sighing, Mary stood and offered the older woman a glimmer of a smile before thanking her. Mrs. Garwood gave her a worried glance and placed a well meant hand on her shoulder.
"Are you alright, dear?" the maid asked softly. Mrs. Garwood did not like the lifeless defeated look in Mary's eyes.
Mary gave her a startled look and nodded, "Of course I am alright, Mrs. Garwood. Why would I be otherwise?"
Her matronly friend sighed and gave her a sympathetic smile, "Mary, it is not my place but I must give you some advice."
Mary looked into Mrs. Garwood's wise brown eyes, "Yes?"
"Do not miss out on love by fearing to take a chance," was all the older woman said before patting Mary's startled arm and leaving the room.
Mary's shocked gaze traveled after the maid until Mrs. Garwood's form disappeared. Did the maid know of her affections for the lord? Mary shook her head, she could not dare hope that Mrs. Garwood was referring to her feelings towards the lord. It could clearly be some reference to her unmarried status. Yes, Mary decided, it was simply kind advice about her unmarried status. Shaking off her giddy nervousness at possibly being exposed, she left her room and made her way to the kitchens for breakfast.
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Edward awoke that morning and found himself in a state of strange awareness. His entire being tingled and he took a deep breath as he rose to dress for the day. Today was the day that he, Edward Gerard Eckert of Dodgewood, would ask Mary for her hand in marriage. Today was the morning when he could finally call the amazing and beautiful angel his. He was so overjoyed by this prospect that he practically ran down the stairs to the kitchens where his lady was most likely to be. Unfortunately, he realized that he still held a duty to be a host to his 'guests'.
Bianca Ives and Miss Bingley were chatting at the foot of the stairs when he came down the steps. He nearly groaned in frustration and nearly succumbed to the urge to cast them out in a rather discourteous and improper manner. He could not stand the thought of his future with Mary being put off another day. His frustration grew even further when the two harpies caught sight of him and Bianca immediately latched herself to his side. He gave a tight restrained smile and nodded before gently taking his arm away.
"Oh, Lord Dodgewood," Bianca murmured in feigned breathlessness. "Miss Bingley and I were commenting on the commendable qualities of an education away from home. You see, she and I were educated at Madame Brighton's School for Young Ladies. We both found the experience worthwhile and it has taught us much about the world. Miss Bingley and I thought to mention it for Daniela's sake. I am sure it will be a much better atmosphere for her. She could learn so much and be around other young ladies her age. That is a rather important aspect of growing into a young woman…"
Edward was halfway tempted to strangle the woman and rid the world of her bothersome existence. However, his eyes caught sight of a rather pleasant distraction. Mary was just ahead of them in the hall and it appeared that she had dropped something for she was bent down to reach for the stray object. The other two women's prattle disappeared as his wayward mind played out many possible scenes in which he and Mary started out modestly but ended… He shook his head and sighed. He was a man after all and he was madly in love with the angel before him. He decided to end his agony with the two harpies and bid them to wait for him at the breakfast table. When they had, thankfully, done as he'd asked he started walking towards his still bending governess.
"Is there a problem, Maria?" he asked teasingly and chuckled when she nearly fell over.
She quickly straightened and gave an embarrassed glance towards the floor, "I seem to have caught the heel of my shoe in a crack and it refuses to budge."
Edward arched a brow, "Can I be of some assistance, senorita?"
"Oh! Do not trouble yourself, my lord," Mary started shaking her head almost fiercely. "I can manage. You must go on to your guests and your breakfast meal. I will figure this out."
Edward wanted to kiss her for her stubbornness. Instead, he chuckled and shook his head as he bent down to inspect the problem. Softly, he instructed Mary to slip her foot out of the shoe and move away. With a defeated sigh, Mary did as she was told and watched the secret keeper of her heart look at her wayward shoe thoughtfully. Quite easily, the lord loosened the shoe from its entrapment. Mary felt foolish and blushed as the lord came to her, still on bent knee to gently take her ankle in his hand and replace the shoe onto its owner's foot. His deep cobalt eyes held fast to her emerald green ones. Slowly, the nobleman stood and took her hand softly but urgently.
"I… Walk with me? Please, Maria?" he asked almost frantically.
Mary could not help herself. The answer spilled from her lips before her mind had even registered the consequences of her actions. Soon, she was being led outside of the castle and towards the maze. All the way her mind was racing with confusion and elation at feeling her hand enclosed in the warmth of the lord's. She did not even realize that they had stopped within the entrance of the maze… an archway made of different plants and blossoms. She did not realize anything but the lord's deep blue gaze, until his deep warm voice broke through the haze within her mind.
Edward took a deep breath and brought the delicate hand he held up over his wildly beating heart. He took his other hand and placed it over the one holding her hand captive. Mary's eyes were wide with shock and confusion. She had never looked more beautiful to him at that moment. Her hair and fallen from its knot and tendrils had escaped the braid to delicately frame her face. Her skin was flushed and glowing from their quick escape. Her lips were parted as she took in gentle gasps of breath. No, Edward decided silently, he had never seen any single being more beautiful than the woman before him.
"Lord… Lord Dodgewood?" Mary asked breathlessly; breaking Edward's reverie.
Edward sighed and gave a smile, "Maria… you've captured my heart. I cannot bear the thought of spending another moment without you."
Mary's heart threatened to burst with its rapid pace and she gazed up shyly, "My lord… I don't understand… Why? What are you...?"
Edward took his uppermost hand to cup her cheek within his palm. He gently caressed his thumb over the soft curve of her cheek and he smiled as Mary closed her eyes with a deep intake of breath. She could not help herself and leaned into his warm touch. Her mind was screaming at her to stop her foolish actions but her heart had been too long denied and forcibly took over her entire being.
"I am saying, Maria," Edward murmured tenderly, "that I lo…"
His declaration was interrupted by a hated shrill voice coming nearer. Mary's eyes opened at the sound and it seemed the voice was all it took for her mind to regain control. She gasped as she recalled her actions. She had made a fool of herself and obviously revealed her love of the lord. Her eyes were wide and she felt tears start within her eyes because of her stupidity. She quickly, without much thought about the intruder, fled for the castle. Tears streamed down her cheeks and her mind could not help the rending within her heart as she ran up the stairs and locked herself within her room. She sank onto her bed, clutching a pillow to her chest, and let out the sobs she'd ached to release since her knowledge of love for the handsome nobleman.
Edward watched Mary run and felt hard pressed to run after her but was stopped by a set of hands pressing themselves against his chest. He looked down with blazing eyes of fury to find the evil beast called 'Bianca Ives' before him. He looked down with a critical unfeeling gaze as the woman began to implement her tricks and acts. He did not believe a single word the horrid wench uttered and found it harder and harder to contain his anger at losing his chance to profess his love to 'Maria'. If he had not been raised a gentleman he would have delighted in strangling the monster before him. As it was, he could not think of a gentlemanly thing to say. Then his last vestige of control snapped as the witch spoke the most unforgivable words she could at that moment.
"Oh, do not bother chasing after the servant," Miss Ives laughed lightly. "She is highly intolerable and quite plain if you ask me. I think you should be rid of her. She can hardly be of much use to Daniela. Besides, Miss Bennet is a horridly impertinent wretch. I am surprised you did not dismiss her two nights before."
Edward grabbed hold of the hands clasping his chest and forcibly removed them. He glared at the woman before him and found his voice amidst the rage roiling within.
"Maria Bennet is the most beautiful woman on this earth! She has been everything to Daniela. She had every right to say what she said to you! You are the beast of a shrew! You have no place in my home! Miss Maria Bennetwill be the lady of this castle and you will no longer see past the doorway of our home at Dodgewood!" Edward raged before stomping off after Mary.
He was bombarded by the other 'guests' and nearly roared in his disgust, "Leave! All of you! Leave at once! Those within my home have been insulted enough! I will not have it! Leave!"
He said nothing more to the shocked bystanders and he raced up the staircase to the hall that held his and 'Maria's' bedchamber. He disregarded anything other than the task to reach his beloved intended. He rushed passed Mrs. Garwood, who nearly fell over from the shock. Even Daniela could not slow him down as he reached the hall. Eagerly, he increased his pace until he stood before the dastardly door barring him from his angel. He took a deep breath and knocked on the door gently.
Meanwhile, down below, the castle was in an uproar. The lady 'guests' were in an outrage at the lord's lack of decorum and his violent insistence that they leave. Lady Charlotte was condemning the lord, when the chaos increased because a terrified and sobbing Bianca rushed into the castle foyer. The Lady Charlotte, Mrs. Hurst, and Miss Bingley huddled around the seemingly distressed woman and found out the 'whole' story. Lord Dodgewood had 'accosted' her and yelled profanities. During Miss Bianca's 'recount' of the events in the gardens, Mrs. Garwood came down the staircase and called for other servants to cast the guests' things out into their carriages. Ms. Hollander, Neil, and Dodgewood's stableman Rodger came to see what all the commotion was about.
Mrs. Garwood placed her hands on her hips, "I believe the lord has requested you leave his property. Your things are being placed in your carriages and I hope you think twice about insulting the lord and those within his household."
Lady Charlotte nearly screamed in her rage, "I have never been treated thusly in my life! The rest of London will hear of this and do not be surprised when I bring London's finest magistrate for the Lord's traumatic attack on my daughter!"
Ms. Hollander joined her friend as Mrs. Garwood moved to stand the 'lady' down. Mrs. Garwood and Ms. Hollander both stood with their arms crossed.
"I believe that would be an unwise decision, Lady Ives," Mrs. Garwood responded coolly. "There are plenty witnesses here that can attest otherwise. Your daughter simply happens to be a foolhardy wretch and our good master decided to make her known to the fact. I would also not let the rest of good London here about this incident for it will be very easy to validate the truthfulness of the real story. Your daughter's chances will be ruined."
"You cannot threaten me; you…you servant!" Lady Charlotte shouted. "You have no witnesses that what my daughter says is untrue. You have no power to harm our reputations in town!"
"Oh, you underestimate the power of a determined 'servant', milady," Mrs. Garwood smiled without humor. "I happen to have close acquaintances with plenty a titled person in London by family association. 'Servants' are a greater number than aristocrats, my dear, and a too many of you aristocrats forget that. As for a witness, Ms. Hollander would you please call for William and Ephraim. If they will not suffice, Mr. Mohr will have witnessed it as he tends to the gardens in the mornings. I suggest, madam, that you take your horrible daughter and leave our master's estate. As for the rest of you, I would like to apologize on my master's behalf. He as been terribly distressed these past few days partly due to Miss Ives' horrible behavior and partly due to private circumstances. He truly is not affronted by anything you have done except perhaps your unannounced and uninvited arrival. However, Lord Dodgewood had certainly already forgiven that transgression. Now, I suggest the wisest course of action would be to do as the lord wished and leave the premises. Do not fear to call upon the castle again, but please make sure it is known in advanced. Oh, and Mr. Forrester, the lord was quite interested in your new novel and wanted a copy of your manuscript to glance over and make suggestions. That is all, thank you."
Mrs. Garwood said nothing more and continued to orchestrate the dismissal of their guests. It took absolutely no time to rid the castle of the intruding guests. She smiled happily when the job was done and joined Ms. Hollander, Neil, and Rodger for a nice pot of tea. All of them spoke of their hopes that Mary and their master would come together. The latter three also commended Mrs. Garwood on her performance with the wretched Lady Ives and her daughter. They were laughing when Daniela entered the room quietly.
"Mrs. Garwood," she murmured softly, "may I have something to eat and some tea?"
Mrs. Garwood helped Daniela sit down, "Of course, dear, you may have something to eat. You just sit down and I will prepare a little snack."
"Thank you," Daniela murmured before asking worriedly. "Is Miss Maria alright? Did Senor Edward say something wrong? They both looked very upset and did not even talk to me when they rushed past the hallway."
Ms. Hollander chuckled, "They are fine Daniela. They are simply suffering the throes of love. Do not worry, everything will be fine."
Daniela nodded and thanked Mrs. Garwood before accepting a glass of fresh milk and a light sandwich. They all silently watched the little girl eat and occasionally looked up towards the upper floors of the castle.
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Edward sighed as he gave up knocking against the door for the moment. He turned and ungracefully slid down the door until he was sitting on the floor. He buried his head in hands and looked positively bedraggled. Mary would not answer the door for anything and he could hear through the wood that she was sobbing. That information was cutting through him mercilessly and he ached to straighten things out. He yearned with all that he was to go to her side and take her into his arms and murmur his confessions of love to her; to wipe away her tears away, to kiss her trembling lips, and to ask her for her hand in marriage. Edward knocked his head back in frustration. He did not know what to do to lure his hiding angel out from her chambers.
He listened to the heart wrenching sobs until they softened and eventually quieted all together to a random hiccup. He had called her name too many times to count and he was tempted to just tell her through the door. However, Edward refused to lower such a fantastic revelation. He would confess his love and ask for her hand face to face. He was not going to have doubt going through his 'Maria'. She would see his heart by the look in his eyes as he looked into hers. He knew that that was the only way for Mary to be convinced of his ardor. It would be the only way to secure her spot in his future. And as if he had been struck with a bolt of lightning, Edward came up with an idea. Easily, he stood and leaned against his beloved's door.
"Maria," he called loudly enough to carry through the thick wood of her door. "I have something of great importance to reveal to you. However, I understand that you are in a state of emotional turmoil. I will leave you to compose yourself, but I… I wish that you would come out soon. Good day, Maria."
Taking a deep strengthening breath, Edward slowly retreated from the door to the second floor library. He moved to the large window seat and sat looking at the fields and clear autumn day. He sighed and leaned his head against the glass pane. He prayed to the heavens that he would have the chance to prove his love for Mary. He hoped that he would be able to spend his future with her by his side. He smiled as his thoughts traveled to that future with his intended bride. Before he knew it, he had fallen into a light slumber.
Mary finally quieted down and moved to get a handkerchief to wipe her eyes. She settled stood after a moment and went to her nearby wash basin and gave her face a refreshing splash of the cool water. After that, Mary took a deep breath. She looked at herself in the looking glass attached to the wash stand and sighed. Although the streaks of tears no longer appeared on her face, her eyes were still red and puffy and her skin was still flushed in a most unattractive manner. During her self-appraisal, she heard Lord Dodgewood reveal his intentions to let her be. Refusing to let her self be overcome by tears again, Mary waited until she heard his footsteps grow faint. She sat at her desk, not bothering to write down her thoughts. They were too jumbled within her mind. She stayed there for a long time before deciding that she needed a diversion.
Mary did not want to go down to the drawing room for the pianoforte, her normal distraction for emotional upheavals. She did not want to take the chance that the lord was there waiting for her to reveal herself. She did not think she was ready to face him after her embarrassing and ridiculous behavior that morning. It was mid-afternoon when Mary finally decided that she would bury herself into a book. Aside from music, reading had always been a great distraction for the young woman.
Quietly, she opened the door to her chambers and stepped out of the room. While still holding her handkerchief for random outbursts of tears, she made her way to the second floor library. A place she was sure no one but she and Daniela frequented. Carefully, she opened one of the double doors to enter the large room. She felt her spirit lift a little at the familiar sights, smells, and even tastes that welcomed her into the library. She went to the nearest shelf and took a book that she had already started, but had not the chance to finish, and started her trek to the window seat she knew was at the farthest point in the room. She saw the bright sunshine from the clear day and that too lifted her spirits. She closed her eyes to let the warmth fill her. Her feet knew the way almost by heart and she felt safe to let the sunshine from the window cure her of her woes. She smiled as she felt her feet touch the wooden edge of the table by the window seat and she opened her eyes… only to let out a gasp.
Edward woke quickly to the sound of that quick gasp. He turned his head from the window pane and his eyes quickly took in the sight of his 'Maria' standing over him with a shocked and frightened look up on her face. She held a book in her right hand and her left was clutching the locket that she constantly wore. He read her eyes and knew that if he did not act quickly, she would regain mobility and flee once again. As his thoughts registered this, Mary mumbled an unintelligible apology and turned to make a hasty exit. Without much thought, Edward grabbed hold of her wrist holding the book. This hasty maneuver quickly brought Mary to a halt and prevented her from departure.
"Please, Maria," Edward murmured, standing and gently pulling Mary until she faced him. "I must tell you something most important."
Mary took a deep breath and lifted her eyes to face the lord, "I apologize, my lord, for my disgraceful behavior these past few days. I never meant to insult you or anyone else."
Edward arched a brow, "What are you talking about? You have done nothing to insult me, Maria. If anything you have just done or said what I was thinking."
Mary blushed and looked down, "I… I do not know how to… to…"
Edward brought her closer to his form and brought a hand to cup her cheek, "Maria, I know you are afraid of being hurt. I know that you have been undeservedly overshadowed by the eclipse of your sisters but Maria you must know that you are the shining sun amongst them all."
Mary looked up at those words, "What do you mean?"
"I mean that you are my sun, Maria," Edward murmured softly. Caressing her cheek, he leaned forward to rest his forehead against hers. "These past three days I have been in agony, holding something back that I wished to shout atop mountains. I have been fascinated by you since the day we met but over these past months that fascination has grown to friendship and now, to this."
"Milord," Mary murmured softly, her breath coming quickly as her heart pattered dangerously beneath her breast. "I do not think this is proper…"
Edward chuckled and moved to kiss her forehead, "Damn propriety, it means nothing to me. All that matters to me right now is this moment."
"What about your guests?" Mary murmured her eyes closing at the feel of his warm breath and tender kiss upon her skin.
"I cast them out," Edward murmured leaning back to look into her eyes seriously. "I grew weary of their interference."
"Interference…?" Mary murmured, her eyes still closed and she leaned against the hand cupping her cheek.
"I am referring to Miss Ives desperation to become Lady Dodgewood," Edward murmured without humor. "However, despite my distaste for the viper, I had already had a woman in mind for the position. A woman a million times Miss Ives' better."
Mary took a deep breath as Edward's fingers trailed down the side of her neck and his thumb moved to softly rub against her lips. She opened hazy eyes to find his head hovering over hers. She gasped as his fingers caressed against a sensitive point on her neck.
"Who would that be?" Mary barely got out.
Edward chuckled, "Why I thought that should be obvious, Maria."
"What?"
Edward leaned forward until his lips barely touched Mary's, their breath mingled, and Mary's eyes closed as her mind lost control of her body yet again. Her hands reached up to clutch at the shirt covering the lord's chest. She felt a million bolts of electricity going through her senses, and truth be told, he had not truly kissed her yet. Edward took a breath and began to speak, each word a caress of lips against lips.
"I love you, Maria Bennet," Edward murmured. "I have loved you before I even knew you existed. I loved you the moment you gave me that deserved slap. I loved you when you put Miss Ives in her place. I loved you when you were the strength I needed to share Ana Maria's story. Maria, you are all I need in this life to be complete and without you I am a terrible void. Please accept as I ask for your hand in marriage. I ask for you to be the keeper of my heart, the mother of my children, my best companion throughout life, and most importantly my wife. Please, Maria, please say yes."
Mary could not breathe as the lord's words entered her consciousness. Her mind became over loaded with sensation and emotion. She felt tears slip down the corners of her eyes and she clutched at the fabric she held even tighter. Lost with passion after his admission, Edward finally succumbed to the need he had held ever since that first moment his eyes beheld her. Moving his hand to cup the back of her head, he pressed his lips against hers in a firm but tender kiss. It was the first passionate encounter Mary had ever had and she gasped against his mouth. Edward took that chance to slowly sweep his tongue within her orifice. Timidly, Mary's tongue met his and by instinct she let her self explore his mouth as he was plundering hers. Finally, Edward pulled away only for necessary air. Mary opened dazed eyes and did not realize why her head was swimming until Edward chuckled lightly.
"Breath, angel," he murmured with a tender smile.
Mary took a deep breath and found that it cleared the fog within her mind somewhat. She took a step away from him. Her heart raced and her mind was dazed with shock from what the lord had just admitted. She gazed at him with wide amazed green eyes. Then as she recalled their kiss her fingers shakily came up to her lips. She closed her eyes as the memories of his smell, taste, and feel against her came back. Mary did not know what to say. Her heart relatively screamed at her to say yes but her mind told her to stay cautious. Taking a deep breath, she took her chance and looked up at the waiting nobleman.
"I…" Mary tried roughly and softly cleared her throat, "I… I am unsure how to respond, milord. I need… I need time, to think over your proposal. Please, do not think I am insulted or ungrateful…"
Mary trailed off and gazed up at him with a helpless look in her eyes. Edward smiled, understanding her well. He moved and took hold of both her hands. He carefully brought them up to his lips and kissed each one. Then he caught her emerald gaze within his midnight-blue eyes. He smiled and nodded softly telling her first with his eyes that he understood what she was trying to communicate. He knew she was nervous and being a logical creature (a rarity among the well-bred women within the social circle) she would wish for time to consider his proposal.
"As you wish," he murmured softly. "I understand, Maria. You may have as long as you need to give me an answer. However, I might express my sincerest wish and hope that it is a yes." He finished that statement and kissed her forehead, "I leave you for now. I love you. Please, do not forget that."
Edward quietly retreated from the room taking a last glance of Mary before she disappeared from his sights. He sighed as he entered the hallway; he had accomplished what he had set out to do. Now, all he could do was wait and pray that Mary accepted his proposal. For, she may love him but being the stubbornly proper woman she was, she may consider the idea outlandish. He smiled, then he would have to keep convincing her that propriety was foolhardy and that the only thing that mattered was their love for one another.
He found Daniela, along with his loyal servants (who he considered family), in the kitchens. He gave them all a smile and a nonchalant shrug of the shoulders. Mrs. Garwood stood and informed the nobleman that she had taken care of the 'visitors'. She told him what the Lady Ives had planned. Edward laughed and hugged the older woman after she finished the tale. Mrs. Garwood blushed and bid him to let her go. He did so and then the matchmaking team asked the lord about Mary. He smiled knowingly at Mrs. Garwood and Ms. Hollander.
"So, I suppose you approve of my choice then, ladies?" he asked with a grin.
Mrs. Garwood swatted at his shoulder, "Of course we do. Mary is the best thing that could have happened here at Dodgewood."
Ms. Hollander nodded enthusiastically, "I have never seen you or Daniela so happy, milord. That is all we care about as far as a wife for you."
Edward nodded at the women affectionately, "You know that you have both known me since I was a child. You knew me before I was born, Mrs. Garwood. I am happy that you approve. That will possibly make Maria's decision easier."
"She has not decided?" Mrs. Garwood asked taking an upset look.
Edward smiled and shook his head, "She needed time to think over my proposal. I am a gentleman, even if I detest the limitations of propriety. Besides, I believe I gave her a little shock," he added a bit sheepishly.
"Edward Gerard Eckert," Mrs. Garwood chastised, "What did you do?"
The lord chuckled lightly, "Nothing to terrible, my dear lady. I just proved my ardor a little more forcefully then I had intended."
"How?" Ms. Hollander asked suspiciously. "You had better hope that you did nothing to insult Mary, young man."
Edward held up hands in a submissive manner. He chuckled before speaking again.
"I do not believe I insulted her," he smiled, remembering the tender moment. "I believe she returned the affection I bestowed upon her quite happily. I simply kissed her… a little more passionately than I had originally intended."
The women let out a sigh of relief and Mrs. Garwood nodded thoughtfully, "She would be shocked, milord. You not only bestowed her with a passionate kiss. You bestowed on her, her very first kiss. That would be a little larger than a small shock. No wonder she needed time to gather her wits about her."
Edward nodded and then grinned, "Is it beastly of me to feel exceptionally happy that I was the first to kiss her?"
The group in the kitchen, aside from Daniela, laughed at this admission. Daniela moved to embrace her surrogate father and Edward kissed her forehead. He requested a small snack before luncheon and sat with the rest of the group. They shared stories with Daniela about life when Edward was a boy. The older generation however, saw that the lord of Dodgewood was a little more than distracted with his intended lady.
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Mary sat at her desk at the end of the day. She was watching the sunset through her window and her mind raced over the events of the day. She had already written down her thoughts in her journal and each recount brought forth a quickened heartbeat and shortened breath… especially, the kiss the he had given her. She was dressed in her night gown; her hair was undone and it fell down her back to the upper most part of her bottom. The lapels of her robe were open and she sat haphazardly in a languid position on her chair. She had not attended supper and Mrs. Garwood had brought up a tray with insistence that she ate every speck of food. Daniela had arrived shortly after to keep her company and to see for her own eyes that Mary was okay. After the meal, she sent the child to her bath and then came back for her own bath.
An hour or so later, she was sitting in the chair, her mind wandering over every detail from the day. She was overwhelmed with emotion. He loved her, the lord loved her! Mary had thought such a thing would be impossible. A lord had even asked for her hand in marriage! Mary's head literally span at such a remarkable occurrence. However, her mind countered that it was highly scandalous for a governess to marry the man who employed her. She could not possibly consider such a notion! Her heart fought against these thoughts and broke through with her love's trademark philosophy. Propriety be damned! He loved her and she loved him! That was the only fact that mattered. She was not in love with the world. The world needed to mind its own business.
Mary sighed as her thoughts still conflicted against one another. She stood and slipped off her robe, deciding to let her head rest from the chaos running within. She blew out the lamp at her desk and moved to her bed. She said her prayers and slid beneath the blankets and sheets of her bed. Sighing after a moment, she blew out the lamp on her bedside table and turned over for sleep. She would ponder her situation further in the morning.
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Chapter Six
(Wooing)
Edward woke that morning with a myriad of plans to convince 'Maria' to marry him. He was eager to see her and confess his love again and again if needed. His soul felt more liberated than ever before. He had every confidence that his plans would succeed and Mary would accept his hand. Quickly, he dressed and left his room. He found that he was the first to awake and smiled. He could put his plans to encourage her affections into action almost immediately.
He nearly ran down the stairs and jumped down the last few steps. Mrs. Garwood was startled as she encountered him in the front hall. She shook her head as he grinned and gave her a nod. She watched him bound out the door and chuckled. It was as if the boy he had been had somehow been reborn within his spirit. The maid started toward the kitchen in search of a new young maid that had arrived to work at the castle.
Edward reached the gardens easily and quickly picked two of the best rose blooms. One was a deep scarlet and the other was the purest of white with the most miniscule flush of pink on the edge of the petals. As an afterthought, he also took an unknown, but pretty, yellow blossom for Daniela. Then with the same elated energy, he returned to the castle and the hall he shared with Daniela and the woman he loved. He quietly walked into Daniela's room and laid the blossom beside her head. He kissed her forehead and stole out. Slowly, he entered the room that held his beloved 'Maria'. He carefully and quietly made his way to her bedside and laid the roses on the pillow. When Mary awoke the first thing she would see were the roses. Grinning at his handiwork, Edward could not resist a light kiss to her lips and then took his leave. He decided to attend to some minor business while he waited for the beauties of his household to waken.
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Mary yawned and stretched her arms. Slowly, she opened her eyes clearing her head of the delightful dream she had just been having. Her green eyes widened as they realized what was nestled on her pillow beside her. She could not help the compulsion and picked up the roses to carefully breathe in their pleasing scent. She smiled and closed her eyes at the thoughtful and romantic nature of the gift. She wondered if the lord knew the language of flowers to choose such blooms. Shaking her head of such mundane thoughts, she left her bed to dress for the day. Despite the fact that he loved her and she, in turn, loved him; she was still his employee and she still had a duty to educate Daniela. Hopefully, she could avoid the lord for a few hours to give proper attention to Daniela's neglected studies. Thank goodness the child was so determined to succeed that she studied even without Mary's instruction.
Mary sighed and brushed her hair out, deciding to simply pull half of it back into a braided bun. She washed her face, dressed in her chemise and other under-things, and then called for Mrs. Garwood to help her with her corset. By the time the elder woman found her way to Mary's room, she found the young woman humming and pulling out her best dress. Mrs. Garwood smiled as she saw two rose blossoms entwined in Mary's bun attractively.
"I see you are in better spirits this morning, Mary," she said to announce her arrival.
Mary jumped and turned to smile at the woman, "Yes, Mrs. Garwood, I am in better spirits. I believe today will be a special one indeed. I must hurry though. I feel I have neglected Daniela for far too long."
Mrs. Garwood chuckled and moved to Mary's back and took hold of the laces, "So have you decided on your answer to Lord Edward's proposal?"
Mary gasped, partly due to the corset and partly due to Mrs. Garwood's question. "You… You know about the lord's proposal?"
The maid laughed, "Mary, I have been at this castle since before the present lord was born. There is very little that goes on without my having some knowledge of it. Besides, he told us… Well, we guessed really."
"We…?" Mary asked stunned, "there are more who know about his and my…our feelings?"
Mrs. Garwood laughed again and helped Mary fasten her dress, "Of course dear, it is obvious to the weakest minded person who has ever seen the both of you together."
"And you do not disapprove?"
"We happen to give thanks for it," Mrs. Garwood chuckled. "Ms. Hollander and I happened to have been waiting quite awhile for the both of you to realize one another's feelings. We could not be more than happy for both of you. The whole castle approves Mary. The whole of Dodgewood, not just Lord Edward, has fallen in love with you."
Mary sighed with relief, "I was so worried you would disapprove and I respect you too much to bear your disappointment."
"I would only be disappointed if you did something so foolish as to deny your feelings," Mrs. Garwood murmured. "Please tell me you have decided on accepting the young man's hand."
Mary turned to face her friend and smiled happily, "I want to wait until tonight…but I have decided."
"And…?"
Mary gave a mischievous grin, "I believe I could grow accustomed to being called Lady Dodgewood."
Mrs. Garwood gave a quiet shout of glee and hugged the young woman. Mary laughed lightly and returned her friend's embrace. She had decided the moment she had seen the roses. She knew she could not deny her wish come true. He was the man that she had always longed to find, the man who found her his equal, and the man who saw her as the most spectacular and beautiful woman in his life. Just realizing that brought Mary to her senses about the situation and Mrs. Garwood's approval had rid her of any misgivings. Then she realized that she did not want her decision to be revealed by way of gossip. She wanted him to hear her answer straight from her lips and eyes. She quickly pulled back to look Mrs. Garwood desperately in the eye.
"Please promise that you will not tell anyone," Mary begged softly. "I do not want him to know until I am ready to tell him and I want him to hear it from me. Please? Do not even tell Ms. Hollander, even though I love and trust the dear woman."
Mrs. Garwood smiled and nodded with understanding, "Of course dear, I understand. All it takes is for an earnest ear and the whole village knows what is afoot."
Mary smiled and happily kissed the woman's cheek, "Thank you, Mrs. Garwood. Thank you for everything!"
The wise woman smiled and nodded, "I will also do you and Daniela another favor for today."
Mary arched a brow, "What?"
"I will keep the young lord away until noon so that you can concentrate of Daniela's studies," Mrs. Garwood grinned. "After that I can make no promises."
Mary smiled and nodded, "I guess I will have to make do with what time I have. Come Mrs. Garwood, I insist that you join me for breakfast. I have the need for feminine companionship. I do believe I have a spontaneous fondness for friendly gossip this morning."
The maid laughed and followed Mary out the door and too the kitchens. They found Daniela already enjoying her breakfast with Ms. Hollander fussing over the child. Unfortunately, Mrs. Garwood was called to some emergency within the castle and had to take her leave. Mary gratefully took a full piping-hot plate from the grinning cook and sat next to her pupil. Daniela smiled happily at her. Mary grinned back and kissed the girl's forehead. It was as if the two had some invisible and mysterious bond that enabled Daniela to know Mary's decision… and being the intelligent and discreet child she was, she did not say a word about it.
"You look very beautiful today, Miss Maria," Daniela murmured softly. "I am happy to see that you are feeling better."
Mary smiled at the child, "Thank you, Darling. Now, we must hurry. We do not have much time to devote to your studies I fear. I hope you do not feel neglected, dear."
Daniela shook her head with a smile, "More important things were being decided. I understand, Miss Maria. Do you think we could work on arithmetic last?"
Mary laughed and nodded, "Of course, I know how you feel. Arithmetic was always my least favorite subject. Come along."
Daniela nodded and stood giving her plate to the nearest scullery maid to take for the washing. Mary did the same and thanked the young woman for her service before following the child to the drawing room. Mary caught a glimpse of the lord speaking with Rodger in the front hall. She felt her heartbeat quicken as she remembered their kiss and the love she held for him. She felt the mad desire to go up to him and run her fingers through his ebony curls to see if they were as soft as they appeared. Shaking her head with a silly smile she continued on her path to the drawing room.
As if sensing that someone was staring at him, Edward looked up to catch a glimpse of his 'Maria' as she made her way to the drawing room. He caught the soft wondering smile and could not help but feel joy that she no longer seemed depressed. His heart thudded with excitement as his eyes caught sight of the roses bound in her hair before she completely disappeared from his view. Remembering himself, he turned towards his stable manager with an apologetic smile.
"I am sorry, Rodger. What was it that you were saying?" He murmured guiltily.
Rodger chuckled at his employer and shook his head, "I understand that my reports are found dull when one has a beauty like that. I simply said that your stallion and the mare you requested are ready and fit for a ride today. Trident and Sunlight will be saddled when you come for them."
"Excellent, thank you Rodger," the lord grinned elatedly. "Around half-past noon should do."
"Right sir," Rodger nodded and before taking his leave turned with a grin, "you know, milord, if it were me wanting to take my sweetheart for a picnic I would go to the spot where the river meets the orchard."
Edward smiled and nodded at the suggestion, "Thank you, Rodger. That is marvelous advice. Now, if you will excuse me, I have a most pressing matter to attend to."
"Of course, your lordship," Rodger grinned as he watched the young man stroll away, whistling a happy tune.
Mrs. Garwood came out from the shadows, "That was a marvelous idea, Rodger."
"Thank you," Rodger grinned before turning to look seriously at the woman, "I had hoped to ask you on such a picnic, Jennifer."
Mrs. Garwood looked at the gentleman with startled eyes, "Me? Why would you want to take me on a picnic?"
Rodger chuckled, "We have both been alone for far too long Jenni. I think it is safe to take a chance at love again."
The maid looked up at him with a gasp, "Who told you?"
Rodger smiled tenderly, "A little bird from the kitchens and does it matter? I feel the same."
Mrs. Garwood smiled at him with happiness, "I suppose it does not. Still, you just wait until I get my hands on that impossible matchmaking gossip."
"You are just as bad as Helen Hollander, Jenni," Rodger grinned leaning to kiss her lightly. "Come, we must see that our young fledglings fare well with their budding love. I feel it will be a love story for the ages."
Mrs. Garwood nodded, "I believe so too. Well, I will see to you later, Rodger Dellinger. I have to stop the foolish lad from interrupting Daniela's lessons. I made a promise to Mary that he would not interfere until noon."
Rodger chuckled and kissed her cheek goodbye, "Well, good luck, my sweet. You will need it to stop that headstrong stubborn lad."
Mrs. Garwood shook her head with a laugh and hurried off. Rodger smiled after the woman he had admired and loved from afar for many years. Stuffing his hands into the pockets of his coat, he made his way outside whistling the same happy tune he had heard from the young lord.
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"I do not understand," Daniela murmured thoughtfully as she looked down at her books. "Why did Brutus betray Caesar? I thought that they were close friends."
Mary nodded, "They were good friends. However, Brutus felt that Caesar had become a threat to Rome and he felt that Rome's fate was more important than his friendship with Caesar. It is like our saying 'for king and country'. He felt that the survival of his country was more important than a man's life…even a close friend."
"But… I thought it was wrong to take life," Daniela murmured softly.
"It is," Mary answered, "but wars are fought all the time and sometimes they bring about necessary change. Still, one should never have to choose between country and loved ones, and loved ones should never put a person into such a position. One should always hold the highest respect for life in general and only kill as the most necessary last resort. Now, onto a happier subject, blood-sport is hardly a suitable topic of discussion for young ladies."
Daniela nodded and Mary instructed her to find the sums problems she had given to the child before they started their lessons. Daniela set to work and Mary sat reading while she waited for the child to finish or ask for help. She was startled out of her novel by a warm palm coming to rest at the crook of her neck and shoulder. She looked up to find the lord's dazzling eyes smiling down at her. Taking a glance at a nearby clock, she realized that it was noon. She laughed inwardly; Mrs. Garwood was right down to the minute. Carefully, she raised her eyes to meet his.
"May I assist you, my lord?" Mary asked with a soft unassuming smile.
Edward gave her a charming smile in return, "I was hoping to gain your consent for some riding and a nice picnic luncheon."
Mary looked at Daniela who was giving her a hopeful and earnest gaze, "I would be willing to give my consent… as long as Daniela is allowed to accompany us. She could do with the fresh air."
Edward looked at the young girl, who had turned her entreating eyes to him. He chuckled and nodded. Daniela smiled happily and clapped her hands. She excused herself to get her bonnet, riding gloves, and her governess's cloak. Mary was left alone with her future fiancée and she turned to look at him with a wide smile. She stood from her place and moved to tidy up the table she and Daniela had been working at. Edward watched her and felt several compulsions to go, wrap his arms around her, breath in the scent of her, and let kisses rain upon the silky skin of her neck. He was exceedingly happy that his roses were entwined within her hair and felt a rise of hope at the pointed smiles she gave him. Then he saw his opportunity to get closer to her when a book slid off the table to the floor.
Mary bent to reach for the volume and was startled when her hand met the warm fingers of the lord. They both looked at one another and Edward quickly moved to hand over the slippery tome. Mary smiled and nodded in thanks before setting it aside. Her skin still tingled in response to his accidental touch. She was half tempted to tell him her answer then… but she was saved by the light singing voice announcing Daniela's return to the drawing room. Edward turned to smile at the child and Mary let out a breath. She was so close to confirming her future. Daniela hurried and gave Mary her cloak and began to put on her own cloak, gloves, and bonnet. Mary settled the garment over her shoulders but struggled with the clasp. She looked up as the lord reached to help her. His hands then settled on her shoulders and they stared at one another with equal passion. Edward nearly reached down to kiss her…and had it not been for Daniela's presence, he would have.
Mary however broke their reverie to assist the child with the ribbons to fasten her bonnet. Edward let out a sigh and shook his head to rid him of the small feeling of annoyance. He turned to smile at the ladies within his presence and offered them each an arm. Daniela giggled and Mary smiled without looking him in the eye. The small group began their journey to the stables. Along the way, Mary and Daniela seemed to be having a silent conversation with one another as they both seemed to giggle at several intervals. Edward arched a brow and gave a look to each.
"It is very impolite to leave your escort out of the loop, ladies," he teased with a rakish grin.
Mary shook her head, "It is a woman's secret, milord. It would be most improper of us to reveal such a secret until the right moment."
"And this is not the right moment," Edward murmured softly.
Mary turned to give him a bright meaningful smile, "No, but I feel the moment will come soon…very soon, milord. You must simply utilize that small amount of patience I know you have."
Edward chuckled and continued to lead the group to the castle's stables. Daniela entertained them with a tale she had heard from Ephraim, and the trio was laughing when they came upon Rodger. The stable master arched a brow at the young girl's presence. He said nothing but gave a quick nod and returned inside the stables. Mary looked up in question and Edward gave a befuddled shrug of his own. Daniela seemed to be the only one unaffected by Rodger's strange behavior. A few moments passed and the answer to the man's strange behavior was revealed. Rodger and another stable worker came, leading two adult horses and a young colt. Daniela smiled happily and quickly went up to the young tan blonde colored colt. Edward chuckled and led Mary to the smaller of the two adult horses Rodger had brought out.
"Maria," he grinned, "I would like to introduce you to Sunlight. She will be your horse for the afternoon. I promise, she as gentle as a lamb. I raised her myself. She is the daughter of this brute here," Edward said while affectionately patting the stallion.
Mary looked at the beautiful mare with a smile of delight. She knew how to ride; Mr. Bennet had taken all the girls riding in their childhood. However, she had never seen such beautiful horses as the ones before her. Sunlight was tanned with a dark red chestnut mane. The chestnut color was also faintly on her flanks and she looked perfect for her namesake. She was the color of fire and sunlight. Mary turned to smile at Edward and noticed the father of her mare. The stallion was a beautifully exceptional creature as well. It had a deep rich chocolate hide with a deeper shaded mane. He exuded strength and speed… but at the same time, the stallion also exuded a wild but amiable spirit.
"What is his name?" Mary asked softly, running a palm over the beast's side.
Edward looked at Mary and smiled at the awe she held in her eyes, "His name is Trident. He is my best stallion. He was born when I was a lad of six."
Mary smiled at the thought of the lord as a child, "He is beautiful, milord… he is absolutely breathtaking."
Edward smiled tenderly, "He is not the only one with those qualities."
Mary looked up at that statement and blushed when she realized he was staring at her. She gave him a soft smile and moved to mount Sunlight. Edward moved to assist her and his hands moved to gently grasp her hips. Mary took a deep breath and looked at him as her hands moved to involuntarily clasp his shoulders. Although the moment lasted merely seconds, it seemed to the two lovers that time seemed suspended into that single moment. Sapphire and jade were fixated on one another and Edward's hands remained on Mary's hips well after she was sitting in a comfortable side-saddle position upon her mare. Mary's hands also remained on the young lord's shoulders. A deep cough broke their reverie and they quickly pulled apart with an embarrassed flush on both faces.
"Angel is growing beautifully," Edward murmured towards Daniela for a quick change in subject.
Daniela nodded as Rodger helped her mount the colt, "Yes, I am glad. He will be a strong stallion just like Trident."
Edward chuckled as he mounted said stallion, "Perhaps, we will simply have to wait and see." He turned to Mary and explained, "Angel was born a few months before you came… on my last visit before now. I decided that he would be Daniela's horse and allowed her to name him and make sure he was cared for and trained well. She does remarkably well with animals."
Mary nodded and patted Sunlight as they began a light trot towards the orchard, "Yes, which is understandable when no one knows your native tongue. She could talk to the horses and feel comforted because they did not need talk back. She knew they could understand her no matter what language she spoke."
Edward nodded thoughtfully and smiled at Mary. Daniela had gained a few paces in front of them and was blissfully ignoring the couple behind her. Edward rode at a quiet pace, keeping his stallion beside Mary's mare. Delicately, he took Mary's hand in his. Mary smiled at the small action and gave a happy sigh.
"So, how is your mount? Are your comfortable?" Edward asked with honest concern. "I know you have not been riding since your arrival here at Dodgewood."
Mary smiled at him, "I am fine, Lord Dodgewood. To be honest however, I am more accustomed riding astride. I know it is proper riding side-saddle but it is terribly uncomfortable."
Edward chuckled and moved the hand up to kiss it gently, "Then by all means, milady, you should make yourself comfortable. You know I hold little stock with propriety."
Mary grinned and gracefully maneuvered until she was riding astride. After making sure the skirt of her dress would not billow and reveal anything embarrassing, Mary challenged the lord to a race on the last few paces to the orchard. Daniela was already there waiting, for the couple had been too caught up with one another and had dawdled. Edward agreed to Mary's challenge and soon the pair was laughing as their mounts galloped towards their destination. Mary's hair and cloak billowed behind her and Edward could not help but feel mesmerized by the ethereal beauty the woman held. He laughed as he caught her teasing gaze when her mare gained a little ahead of Trident.
Mary almost lost her breath at the sight of him on Trident. The horse and rider moved naturally and beautifully. Edward's hair was blowing about wildly and his eyes were alight with laughter and life. The smile on his face would not leave. Not only was that thrilling, but the way he moved with his stallion was an art form… a representation of the beauty that came from life itself. Mary felt her heart fill with emotion. This amazing man was going to be hers forever. She found herself on the losing end of the race… but just by inches. The couple was laughing as they desperately tried to catch their breath from their intense ride and impromptu race. Edward dismounted Trident, tied his reigns to a low branch, and moved to assist Mary off Sunlight.
Mary and Edward gazed into one another's eyes as the lord gently grasped her hips to bring her down. Mary clutched his shoulders lightly and gave him a light smile. When she was on her feet, Edward couldn't help himself and bent to give her a light kiss. Mary gasped before returning the light pressure. They broke apart at Daniela's giggle and Mary blushed. Edward's smile would not leave him and he went to grab a basket and blanket he had packed upon Trident's saddle. Mary joined Daniela and was telling the girl different names of the plants that were found near the river and orchard. Edward smiled affectionately at them and spread the blanket out. He then called the two females in his company and bid them to join him as he sprawled lightly blanket covered ground.
Mary caught Daniela's hand and they quickly moved to join him. Daniela giggled as Edward reached out and caught her in an embrace. Edward gave a playful growl and kissed the child's hair. Mary smiled as she sat beside him at a proper distance. Edward glanced at her and she blushed lightly. Mary could see what her life would be like with this man. He would be affectionate, tender, and humorous… He would also be jealous, possessive, stubborn… Mary shook her head with a small smile. His fine qualities outweighed his faults ten fold. She knew that their marriage would be one full of passion and tenderness. They would have their arguments… there was no doubt but, Mary knew that they were both intelligent enough and most importantly… in love enough not to allow their arguments to become serious.
"What are you thinking about, Maria?" Edward murmured, interrupting her thoughts.
Mary jumped, startled out of her thoughts, before smiling down at the relaxed sprawled figure of the lord, "I was simply thinking about the future. It is a very mercurial thing, the future."
Edward gazed up at her with intense cobalt eyes, "And what do you envision as your future, Maria?"
Mary grinned with mischief, "Oh, I was thinking about arguments and stubbornness. I see that in my future. I also envision a very large amount of happiness but, that is of course one version of the future I imagine."
Edward felt his heart fill with hope at her words. They leaned towards the idea of her accepting his proposal. If that were true… he would shout his bliss for all the world to hear. Mountains would tremble with his happiness and ardor. Edward smiled up at her and Mary returned the sentiment. The lord was stunned for a moment when he realized that Mary had taken hold of his hand on her volition. She simply held it without any exploring caress but still, the contact of her skin was enough to send a hurricane of awareness through him. He looked up at her but she was staring out at the horizon. He grinned happily as he saw the light tell-tale flush of pink on her cheeks. He sighed and lay back. He closed his eyes and listened to the sounds around them.
Mary's breathing, Daniela's giggle, the wind passing through the orchard and grass, the rush of the river; they were all a gentle lullaby and he soon found himself drawn to a light slumber. Mary looked down to find her love asleep and she shook her head with a chuckle. She murmured to Daniela to quiet her antics and the little girl noticed her father's sleeping form. She nodded and smiled before lying next to him. Mary felt her heartstrings tug at the tender moment. Daniela had quickly fallen asleep with her little head resting on Edward's chest. Edward's arms had come round to hold her in a warm comforting embrace against his side. She felt herself overwhelmed with emotion. Easily, she moved to lie next to him. Before she was fully reclined, Mary moved to place a quick tender kiss on his lips. She rested her head on the other side of his chest, over his heartbeat and the relaxed beat brought to slumber.
Edward felt Mary's lips cover his and opened his eyes when he felt a new weight settle upon his chest. He smiled happily when he realized his love was laying her head against his chest… over his heartbeat. He brought his arm around her tightly after she fell asleep and bent to kiss his forehead. He rested his head back again and stared into the clear cloudless sky. It was a perfect day… well, almost perfect but he felt that the event which would complete his perfect day was short in coming. Quietly, he hummed a soft love tune and stroked the locks of lovely dark chestnut hair his left hand held.
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Edward let the angels he held sleep until it came far to close to dusk. Regretfully, he nudged them awake. Mary was easy to awaken and opened her eyes with a smile and another endearing blush. She sat up and nodded when he told her that it was time to leave.
"What shall we do with Daniela?" she asked when she realized the child refused to be brought out of sleep.
Edward chuckled and easily stood with the child cradled in his arms, "I'll carry her on Trident and lead Angel by attaching her reigns to my saddle."
Mary nodded, "I'll clear away our things. You should let her lay on the blanket until the horses are prepared and we have everything packed away. I will help you lift her so that you can mount Trident."
Edward lifted a brow, "Can you lift her? I am not trying to be chauvinistic," he added sincerely at the glint in his love's eyes. "I just know that Daniela is not as light as she seems. I do not want you to strain yourself, sweet."
Mary smiled at his concern and nodded, "I am confident I can lift her. Besides, you will be there to reach down and lift her the rest of the way. I promise I will not injure myself."
Edward nodded and moved to help Mary as she packed there things. He then moved to fasten Angel's reigns to Trident's saddle. Mary packed the basket and blanket on her own saddle and then moved to help Edward with Daniela. The child was a challenge, but Mary managed and gave the lord a smile of triumph after she had successfully handed Daniela to him. She then mounted her horse easily without assistance and they made a slow pace back to the castle.
"How was your rest, Maria?" Edward asked teasingly.
Mary grinned while staring ahead, "Strangely refreshing, milord. I would not be troubled to take many such rests in the future."
Edward smiled at her quick witted answer and what it implied. He said no more as they made their way. The trio returned to the stables with barely any light left from the sun. Stars were already making their appearance in the night sky, along with a gorgeous picturesque full moon. Edward immediately knew what to do with Maria after their evening meal, which he had convinced her to sit at his table while they handed their mounts to Rodger. Edward continued to carry the sleeping Daniela and the couple carried the young girl to her bed before making their way to the dining room. Edward offered his arm to Mary, who took it with a smile and they made a slow pace to their destination. Edward took the moment to quiz his angel further.
"What do you think your parents are thinking about your stay here?" Edward smiled sincerely interested.
Mary shook her head with a laugh, "Mama will perhaps be wondering if I have found a wealthy husband and then wondering when I will return home with the news. You see, that is the only way my father and I convinced her to let me come to Dodgewood. We told her that this journey was to look for a proper match out of the normal circles in Merriton."
Edward laughed, "And your father? What would he be thinking?"
Mary smiled, fondly thinking of the Bennet patriarch. "My father will be thinking about whether or not my sisters are doing well and how his grandchildren are faring. He will be thinking about how to vex Mama even further and delighting when he finds new ways to do so. He will be wondering whether or not I am happy and safe here. He will also, perhaps, be wondering if I have found that proper match I am 'searching' for."
Edward chuckled, "And have you, Maria?"
Mary paused thoughtfully, "Well, I would hardly call it proper but he is of a high status and that will simply thrill Mama. She will be simply terrible with her glee. Papa will be pleased if I am pleased and if he deems this man acceptable in caring for his last unwed daughter."
Edward looked at her with confusion and Mary smiled before saying, "I think that we are late to our meal, your lordship and it would not do to have it grow cold on us."
The lord nodded and quietly led his love to the dining room and helped her take her seat near his place at the head of the table. Mary smiled at him and then smiled at Mrs. Garwood when she placed a bowl of an unknown but decadent soup before Mary. The maid winked covertly at the woman and Mary shook her head with a smile. Edward watched the woman thoughtfully and was mesmerized as she ate. It came to his realization that this was the first day he had seen her eating habits before. It was a trivial thing to marvel at but… nevertheless it was another thing to find attractive about Mary. She was as graceful while eating as during her playing the pianoforte. Only, the act of eating created many more uncontrollable highly 'improper' thoughts within the lord's mind. He was lost in such a thought when Mary spoke.
"I believe it is a lovely evening for a walk through the gardens, milord," she remarked shyly.
Edward looked at her, stunned at her bold initiation of such an activity. "I am sorry?"
Mary blushed and looked down at her, now smoked ham and something French, filled plate. "I believe it is a lovely evening for a walk through the gardens," she repeated. "Tonight's air could spark some answers to many unsolved questions."
Edward arched a brow with a smile, "Indeed? Well, then I propose we take that walk. In fact, I simply could not eat another bite. The weather is too fine for us to be idling away at the dinner table."
Mary smiled at him and nodded, "I feel the same way, milord."
Edward stood and moved to help his love from her chair. His heart was beating at an alarming rate and his mind was in a clamor with all the hopeful thoughts running through him. Mary's condition was much the same as her love. She was gathering her courage to give the young nobleman the answer he so wished to hear. Edward took Mary's hand and settled it within the crook of his arm. Then, neither aware of the meaningful stares they received, they proceeded outside of the castle towards the gardens. Edward stared at Mary as they walked towards the maze slowly.
She was breathtaking in the moonlight. Then again…Edward thought wryly, that she was breathtaking in any light. The roses he had left on her pillow were still wound within her hair and the free tresses fell in waves down her back. Her skin was incandescent and almost sparkled in the ethereal moonlight. Her eyes shone like emerald stars and her lips looked ripe and kissable. All of these traits completed a look that mimicked that of a fairy or beautiful elfin creature. The young lord was mesmerized as his heart pounded with the hope that she would grant his dearest wish.
Mary looked at the nobleman she was about to give her hand to. He was strikingly handsome in his black coat and cream breaches. His ebony curls shone in the moonlight and his sapphire eyes sparkled with passionate emotion. His face was serious and it took Mary's breath away with its intensity. They did not speak as they traversed through the maze. The only sound was the birds, the wind, and their breath. When they finally reached the center and Edward led Mary to sit on the nearest bench, they gazed at one another before Edward cupped her cheek. Mary closed her eyes with a sigh and leaned against the gentle palm.
"Have you thought about my proposal, Maria?" he murmured softly, his other hand moving to cover the one she held in her lap.
Mary opened her eyes and gazed at him. She bit her lip thoughtfully as thoughts rushed through her. This was it… the moment of truth, the moment that would decide her future. Slowly, she brought her free hand to rest over the hand that cupped her cheek and gave the lord a sweet smile. Her jade eyes misted over with tears and took a deep shaking breath as she leaned closer to his form. Edward nearly shook with hopeful awareness and he too leaned forward.
"Maria?" he murmured.
Mary smiled at her nobleman's impatience, "Yes, my lord. Yes, I will marry you."
Edward looked into her eyes, stunned for a moment as his heart and mind burst with emotions and thoughts. Then as her words caught up with his racing mind, he gave a wide smile and brought his lips to hers in a sweet passion filled kiss. He wrapped his arms around Mary's waist and brought her closer to his chest. Mary's arms wrapped themselves around his shoulders and she laughed lightly in the kiss as tears streaked down her cheeks. Edward broke the kiss to move and press feather light kisses on her forehead, nose, eyelids, and cheeks. He sighed and rested his head against her shoulder, his arms still tight around her.
"Say it again, love." He murmured. "Please, tell me again."
Mary smiled and kissed his forehead, "Yes, my lord. I will marry you."
"Call me Edward," he demanded softly. "Oh, sweet heaven, I love you so very much!"
Mary made a strange mixture of laugh and sob, "I love you. I do love you; so much my very being could not survive without you."
Edward moved and took her lips again. This time, however, was a deeper more intense kiss then before. Mary's breath was lost as she returned the kiss shyly. Her fingers moved to tunnel in Edward's hair and he groaned against her mouth. His tongue darted out to explore her cavern once again and Mary's shyly returned within his own orifice. They kissed deeply, tenderly, passionately. They kissed until they were lost to everything but themselves. They forgot where they were and nearly forgot who they were with their passion. Edward brought Mary closer until she was sitting on his lap. Mary gave a small gasp and moan against his mouth. Finally, Edward pulled away from the kiss, leaving them both gasping for breath. With a sigh, he rested his forehead against hers. They both held their eyes closed as they panted for breath in the cool night air.
"I love you, Maria," he murmured. "I wish I could wed you at this very moment, my darling."
"I love you, my lord…"
"Edward," he interrupted pointedly.
Mary laughed and kissed him lightly, "I love you, Edward. I wish the very same."
"Well, we could escape to Gretna Green…" he teased.
Mary shook her head at the impossible man within her arms. "My mother… not to mention my sisters, will murder you for such a thing. No, my love, I believe we will simply have to be patient and endure the wait."
Edward groaned and leaned against her shoulder once more, although this time his lips nuzzled against her neck. "Propriety dashes my hopes again. I will have to rid you of your unconceivable fondness of propriety."
Mary chuckled and rested her head against his, "I believe you are very close to succeeding. If it were not for my mother and sisters' wrath, we would be halfway to Scotland at this moment. However, I do not wish for my husband to be murdered before I can name him so."
Edward laughed and kissed her lightly, "I love you. You are the most beautiful woman in the world. You are an angel from heaven and I am blessed to have your heart. We will be so happy together, my sweet."
Mary sighed and smiled, "I know and I cannot wait until we are wed for our new lives together to begin. I love you, Edward."
Edward closed his eyes and smiled widely, "I love you, Maria Bennet. I love you. I love you. I love you."
Mary gave a light giggle and moved to rest her head against his chest, "You are beginning to sound repetitive, my lord."
"It is Edward to you," he chuckled and kissed her forehead. "And I do not mind if I sound repetitive. I especially do not mind if it is to sound the words of my love for you."
Mary smiled and closed her own eyes, "Well then. I love you, Edward Gerard Eckert of Dodgewood. I love you. I love you. I love you."
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(Author's Note: So draws the end of Part III. I hope everyone finds this piece of what I'm considering my 'Fan-Fiction' masterpiece (I'm seriously just kidding), to be enjoyable. I enjoyed writing this particular section and I am sure everyone realizes why. I wish to thank all of those who have reviewed my story. I appreciate all of your comments, questions, and critiques. They are very important to an aspiring authoress. To answer a question, Mary's pet name 'Maria' is pronounced 'Ma-ree-uh'… only with that Spanish inflection on the 'R'. I can't really explain that part really well. I hope that is an acceptable and understandable answer… Sometimes I don't even understand what I write. Thank you again to all my reviewers and to any person who was gracious enough to read my tale. May your lives be blessed. –Kittenprophetess)
(Play-List for Part III (Chapters Five & Six))
(P.III) "A Whole New World" -Disney's Aladdin
(C.5) "How Can I Not Love You"-Unknown 'M' + "Wait for You"-Elliot Yamine 'E'
(C.6) "Come What May" Moulin Rouge-Ewen Mgregor and Nicole Kidman 'M+E"
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