Hey fellow FFlovers, this is the last time I'll probably update for now before next weekend..please stick with me. I got marching band camp. all week all day. I also got soccer starting on Thursday, which is my B-Day so..bear with me. A nice review would be the best present.

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(Ahsoka)

I was meditating for a while now, until someone tapped me, forcing me to detach from my flashback, which I was sort of glad for.

I mean what would happen next, my dad was basically waging war on my Uncle Roku, with a knife at his throat. I didn't want to even consider the fact that my uncle could be evil enough to try to drown me on purpose, I mean what purpose would it serve him. I couldn't turn into my parents. I can't hate him if I have no reason. Sure, give me a good reason, then maybe I'll hate on him. So, he broke one pinky promise, it wasn't enough for me to assume he was out to get me, just to get a cheap swing at my father, for ruining his childhood.

"Much conflict I feel in you."

I felt confused, I was afraid, for myself, Lux, my people, for my uncle. I didn't know why my father wouldn't allow Uncle Roku to be a heir just incase I went away and never came back, like now, when I seeked safe house with the Jedi. I didn't come here for shelter I came to be trained and to be taught the skills I needed to survive on the battle field, you could call me a soldier. Princesses spent hours pampering themselves, not fighting aside men in wars, they chased boys, not Separatists. The funny thing is I chased a boy, and he was a Separatist.

"Unsure of yourself you are."

Yoda closed his old wise eyes. I felt like he was reading my forehead, I could imagine the words: fear, confusion, and yearning would be up there. I might as well add anxiety to the list because I sure as heck, wanted to get this over with, and get on with my life. I felt like everyone was still waiting for me decide, like the war stopped waiting for a deserted soldier.

I could feel his presence around me. I took a breath and felt the wisdom wisp around my face, tickling the outsides of my lekku, causing a chill up my spine. I was more than intimidated, "Master Yoda." I addressed him formally, the old man turned his head to look at me. I could feel a stronger increase in the knowledge I felt in the air. Yoda started talking slow paces with his trusty walking stick (one could call it a cane).

He tapped me and I got up, resisting the urge to bend down to talk him, as I felt he would be offended. I would rather not feel Yoda's wrath. I stood at my full height looking down at him, giving him respect, "I..I don't know what to think.." I looked to him for guidance, like I did when I was younger.

"Confused you are. Why are you?"

I opened my mouth to answer him, but he put his hand up, and stopped me from uttering a single word.

"I..don't know if I am ..ready..yet.."

It sounded more like a question, he raised an eye brow.

"Feeling fear..are you?'

I gulped, he was going to lecture me on the base of the Code, about how my fear could lead me to the dark side. I wasn't in the mood for a lecture, and I bet if he found out I was having attitude, he would brand it as anger.

"Not, at all. Just a little anxious."

"Leads to Fear, Anxiety does."

"I know. I don't know if its my place ruling my People. "

I was scared for a lot of things: Lux dying, my parents dying (which already happened), waking up and realizing this all had been a dream, everyone finding out Lux was here, and fear for my people. Funny, how I call them my people when I can't even relate that much to them, and if anyone was more qualified for the job it was my Uncle Roku.

"Listen to your heart you should."

"I..I can't..I don't think I know how to."

"Something you are not telling me, are you?"

Yoda snapped his finger and I fell onto my knees, Yoda put a hand on my forehead, over my heart going through the flashback I just went over. He knew a bite of my past, he saw where my fear and conflict sprouted, I could tell he was affected. After watching his facial expressions, he backed away from me.

"Understanding your silence I do."

I swallowed, and then he said the obvious, "Have an attachment with King Roku, your uncle you do. You want him to rule. Forgive him you do, but forget them you cannot, right you are. Contact Roku I will"

I turned on my heels to go, "Great." I bowed,"Thank you Master."

Yoda cleared his throat and I froze, "Have an attachment with young Lux you do."

Why'd he have to be so wise?

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(Lux)

Remind me to never go into Ahsoka's room again, remind me to never stay the night there.

I slip out her quarters, only to run into Anakin who was on my back again, "It's not what you think it is.."

I tried to make myself look as innocent as possible. Afterall, we didn't do a single thing,. All we did was cuddle, I had no shirt on, and she was wearing her lightsabers, so in a way it would be a three-way if we'd have done it. Heck, I don't blame him for branding the situation as he did from first sight.

Ahsoka had a cruel way of saying 'good morning'. Who am I to say she didn't send him to stall me? There was something she didn't want me to know, but I wouldn't be a good boyfriend if I didn't let her know I was onto her.

Anakin gave me a smug look, "Had fun, kiddo?' I tried to pretend I was clueless. "I said, Did you have fun with my padawan?" He was serious this time, I backed into the door, as my foot activated the mechanism that caused the door to open, I stumbled into the room, trying to shut it before Anakin's mechanical hand came up and blocked it from closing. Anakin got ideas, as he gazed into his padwan's room, seeing Ahsoka's lightsabers lying on the lower bunk, and the various things scattered on the floor, "You like it rough, huh?" What the heck?

I knew I shouldn't entertain Anakin's imagination, with a quickly thought up comeback, that he could turn around and seriously burn me with. I should have expected this from the master of the girl I loved, she was a bit of an ass today and she was taught by an even bigger ass. Ahsoka took after his dasstardly ways. I shook my head, "I imagine you know Master Skywalker?" I shut Ahsoka's room catch him off guard quickly cleaning up, dropping a freshener.

I slid outside to Anakin, "I don't kiss and tell."

"Seppies don't kiss and tell, eh?" He narrowed his eyes, "She ran away from you didn't she?"

I waited to damn him, he said everything I didn't want him to say, "Where's your girl?" A dignified looking human woman with brown hair in a ponytail, came skipping down the hallway bumping into Anakin's right side, he held her close. I recognized her without Anakin even introducing her.

"Padme this is Lux. Lux this is Padme."

I shook the hand of the woman who was, a close friend of my mothers. It was her who introduced me to the hottest girl in the universe, and she was my inspiration for at first getting into politics. I had her to thank for my successes.

"I think I remember you..Lux is it?"

I nodded. Anakin gave me a look, not understanding why we knew each other since he never heard about that voyage, since I guess Ahsoka didn't tell him, but only insisted on mumbling about some guy named Lux. Anakin could hear about him in her dreams and I guess maybe he figured out a little bit, about the kiss, and the whole Death Watch thing, and I guess they grew distant.

"Yeah. Have you seen Ahsoka?'

I hoped Padme might have run into her on her way over, but after she shook her head no, I looked to Anakin, who was unwilling to help me, like the jerk he was. I knew he knew where she was, but when Padme asked him he said he didn't. He never lies to her so I believed her. I started walking down the hallway, looking, when someone smashed into me. I hope its Ahsoka.