Miku's past is revealed! As for Miku and Luka's relationship, I was considering for Luka to be Miku's mom (No, not a yuri couple for a certain person out there) but I bagged that idea for certain reasons I don't want to talk about for the moment.

A little that has been going on. I wonder if I should write a fanfic based on Circus-P's iNSaNiTY or perhaps one based off of...idk...Poptropica? PAD? I really don't know. I'm also interested in doing "Cat Food" by doriko, but not Romeo and Cinderella. There are too many fanfics based off that.

So the end to this is coming. Thank you for the reviews! God loves you!

Disclaimer Note: Don't own Vocaloid or "Letter Song" by doriko.

IA's POV (Finally!)

I knock on Miku's door at around 9. The door swings open as I begin to speak, "Hi Miku! How are you feeling-Oh my God!"

Miku's clothes aren't put on properly, she looks terribly sleep deprived, and she is shuddering like she is in a shock, "Hi," she says weakly.

"Are you okay? Do you need to go to the hospital or something?" I ask worriedly.

"No," was the quick response.

I think for a moment, "Is something wrong?"

"Not really," Miku smiles, "I guess I'm just not quite used to being home yet. I was tossing and turning the entire night."

"Oh," I say with relief, "Anyways, I came over to ask you if you wanted to go on vacation with us."

"Um..."

"We're going to Europe. We'll be there for a month and I think it'll be really fun if you come along," I try to persuade her.

Miku scratches her head, "I don't know. I kind of arranged a trip to somewhere else."

"Oh," I'm disappointed, "To where?"

She looks into the distance, "I'm not quite sure what it is called. But I'll be gone for a long time."

I'm confused by her explanation. As I'm trying to digest what she said, she smiles slightly and says, "I think I should go pack. I'll see you later."

She closes the door gently as I try to make out what she said. She is moving to someplace? No, I don't think so. I shake my head as I walk away. She'll come, I just know it.

Miku's POV

I lean against the door. Don't get me wrong, I would love to go with her, but I have other plans.

I look at the bottle and the crumbled piece of paper that lie on the nearby table. I hate myself. How could I forget? I didn't want myself to forget, I just wanted myself to be happy...

But that was 10 years ago. A 6 year old me would have never know such a thing could happen. I close my eyes and try to digest the information I found online.

Sister, dead. Mom, sent to jail and died in jail. Dad, disappeared the night the police came. His body was later found in a nearby river and investigation showed he had died of hypothermia.

My entire family was dead and now that I remembered, I didn't want to live alone. I wanted to be with my sister, my abusive mom, and my cowardly dad.

It was a foolish wish that could never happen.

Of course, unless I died as well.

IA's POV

"So does Miku want to come?" My dad asks while helping himself to some ongiris.

I'm not sure how I should reply, "She doesn't know yet. I'll give her some time to decide."

"Well that was in the morning right? 10 hours have passed, I think she should have made her mind," my mom replies.

"Girls are so indecisive. She probably will need a week to decide," my brother IO butts in.

"Shut up," I tell him, then to my parents, "I'll ask again tomorrow."

"That'll work," my dad says.

"Excuse me," I say quietly. Then I stack up my plates and leave the room. I walk to my room where I sit on my bed and hug my pillow.

"Something is wrong with her, right?"

I look up, "Yeah...I'm just worried."

IO sits on the edge of my bed, "I don't want to admit it, but I kind of want her to come with us. The more the merrier as they say. Besides, she was pretty cool."

I nod, "She was a great friend. And she still is."

Whatever the problem is, I hope you will be alright, Miku.

Miku's POV

It's a windy night. There is a full moon in the sky and it is so cold I can see my breath.

It's perfect.

Standing on the roof of the apartment, gazing at the dark city lights around me, it is the perfect moment. I'm a little scared though. I wonder if it is painful...

I grip the railing and am prepared to jump. But then I hear a voice. It's softer and more childish, but it is mine.

If you are happy right now
The things about me that day
Are you still remembering them?

In that, there's something painful

There's me that cried but
Those tears, gently,
Bring them back to your memories

Something inside me snaps. I don't want this I never did. I wanted to be happy and I was, the only thing I regretted was forgetting.

But now I remembered, and I wasn't going to forget that memory. I retreat from the edge of the railing. I had great times with my sister back then, but this wasn't the solution to getting those days back.

I'm not going to die, not today.

And done! I think one more chapter is needed to sum up the story.

Yeah, she tries to commit suicide, but then she understands so then she "cancels" the trip she was going to take. I think I did a pretty good job, just that there is stupid auto correct on an ipad. Also there might be a few typos...

But please review! I spent a while on this so please review! You know you want to.

Please review. It'll make Miku happier.