Yeah um… Chapter Five… Pretty Dramatic shit huh… I wanna make sure SOMEBODIES reading this, can anyone review out there to let me know I'm not wasting my time on shit?
Come Back
"Frank? You don't look so good" Mikey said, putting a hand on my shoulder. I had slumped over, my head in between my legs so I wouldn't pass out. My baby was in a coma, and you expect me to be perfect and jumping around? "Um… I'll be right back, I'm gonna go shower and get changed, I'll be back, I promise." I muttered, getting up and running out of the hospital and all the way home. I came here in the ambulance so how else was I supposed to get home?
The hot water ran down my skin as I hurried to get ready. Poor Gee, this was all my fault, I shouldn't have smoked after detention, I should've waited. Jumping out of the shower, I attempted to wash the red stains off my face from when I was crying, but it was still faintly pinkish in areas. Combing my hair, it fell instantly into my eyes, and that was okay with me. I got dressed in Gee's favorite outfit on me, black super skinny jeans a tight red V neck, my black leather jacket, red fingerless gloves, and boots. I knew I would be crying but I still put on black eyeliner. Walking out to my old black car, I thought about how I would survive if Gee died. No, he'll be okay.
I walked into the waiting room to find Ray asleep on Bob's shoulder, which was soo adorable, Donna crying into Mr. Way's chest, and Mikey talking to the doctor. "Hey buddy" Mikey whispered and hugged me. "Can I see him?" I asked innocently and sweetly, and the doctor looked concerned. "Are you sure?" He asked, and I said I was positive, and he led me in.
The steady whir of machines that I guess kept Gee alive was the only noise in the room besides the steady beep that let me know Gee was alive. "Oh Gee" I whispered and sat on the bed, looking at him. He was so frail, his pale skin looking like it would break if you touched him. His cherry red hair was the only color, and even that was a little bit duller without his pretty smile to match. He still had on the waterproof eyeliner, and to tell you the truth, he was hauntingly beautiful. "Excuse me, sir? We found some objects in his pockets, one of them was a box with the name "Frank" on it, is that you?" The nurse asked, motioning to a small box that sat on the table. I nodded and got up, walking cautiously over to the table. Opening it, a ring shone brightly. The silver ring had a gorgeous black stone in the middle, surrounded by smaller red crystals. "Oh my goodness" I whispered and found a note underneath the pillow it sat on. Frank was written in flawless calligraphy, god damn that romantic bastard.
Dear Frankie,
Hi baby, yeah, this ring is for you. No, it's not an engagement ring, Mikey succeeded in changing my mind about that, it's more of a promise ring. Frankie, I promise to love you, forever and ever, no matter what. You brought me out of the darkness and into the light baby-boy. I love you, love you forever and beyond sweetie.
Trust me, I'll tell you in person tomorrow,
Gee
A lone tear ran down my cheek as I slid the ring onto my ring finger. "I'll tell you tomorrow" I repeated, and the nurse looked like she was about to cry. "I'm sorry" She whispered and left the room. "Gee, I'll be right back darling, if you can hear me, I don't want you to think we're talking like you're not here, at least, not me" I whispered, kissed his forehead lightly, and left to go to the mall, to buy Gee the perfect ring, one to replace the black one I knew he bought to match mine.
"Hello sir, how can I help you?" The snooty lady that always follows you around the room asked after looking me up and down. "Hi, I'm looking for a promise ring, one sort of like this one" I described, showing her the shining ring. "Um, I don't have one like that here, but you can custom make one" She said and brought me into a room in the back with a computer. "Take your time, if you have any questions, feel free to ask me." She assured me and left the room.
"Hmm" I thought, looking at all the choices. I'll get a tinted black silver band…. The sound of clicks filled the room as I looked at every possible choice. I finally found the perfect ring. Black band, a red crystal in the middle, and little silver diamonds that changed colors in the sun. "Sir, would you like to have an engraving too for the special lady?" The woman asked, and I sighed. "I'd like to have an engraving made for the special guy actually" I answered blankly, and wrote down the engraving. She blushed, took the engraving and my debit card and left to go and ring me up.
I walked out to my car holding the ring box in my hand cautiously and I drove to the hospital again. Ray was awake and they invited me to go for food, and I agreed. I ordered a smoothie, if Gee was going to be fed by a straw this entire time, so was I. "Frank, you have to eat" Bob said, but I declined. Bob and Ray bought the same sandwich and sat with me at a booth and we ate.
Ray tried again to get me to eat but I declined, so he just snuggled into Bob's side. "So, you two?" I asked again, and Bob blushed. "Yeah" Ray answered, hugging Bob amourously. A slight feeling of jealousy ran through my heart. They get to be all lovey and out in the open, but I get to sit here, hiding our relationship and waiting to see if my fucking boyfriend will wake the hell up! GOD FUCKING DAMN
I sat in Gee's room, snuggled up into his side until visiting hours were over. "Sugu ni amai mewosamasu" I whispered and kissed his forehead. I learned a little Japanese over last break and that meant "Wake up soon sweetie"
Day 2 Without Gee
I woke up to the blaring alarm for school and sighed, slamming my hand down on it. I guess I'll go to school today, I decided and got up to shower and get ready. Walking back from my shower with a towel wrapped around my waist my phone had a message on it.
One New Message from – Mikey
Hey bro, you coming to school today? I am and so are Bob and Ray
I sighed and answered that I was and walked to my closet to find something to wear. I decided on a black old hoodie, black jeans, black fingerless gloves and my black and white Converse. After running a hand through my slightly damp hair so it fell over my eye and applying black eye shadow, I decided to walk to school. Opening the door and walking to my locker, I kept my head down. Yeah, I was late and I missed first period, oh well.
I went to my locker, opening it and trying not to cry at the sight of Gee. Grabbing my book, I walked alone to Intermediate Band.
"Okay class, for the next three days, you will be working on your own for a project grade. You will write a serenade and perform it tomorrow or the day after" Mrs. Pittman said and I knew who I was going to write it for, and I knew what I was going to play also. Camilla looked right at me for a while, smiling, and then turned back and played something on her flute. Ahh shit, she's going to write something for me isn't she?
40 minutes later I was done practicing and I was ready, but this wasn't for a grade, this was for Gee, it's his song now. "Frank, why aren't you practicing?" Mrs. Pittman asked, noticing how I was doodling. "I'm done" I answered simply. She scoffed and walked over to my seat. "Let's hear it then" She said and I started off with a simple guitar piece then started singing.
To Unexplain, the unforgivable
Drain all the blood
And give the kids a show
By street light, this dark night
A séance down below
There's things that I have done
You never, should ever know
And without you is how I disappear
And live my life alone
Forever now
And without you is how I disappear
And live my life alone
Forever now
I stopped playing even if there was more because I realized I was being stared at. "I didn't know you could sing Frank, that was great" Camilla complimented, clapping. Mrs. Pittman looked yet again embarrassed because she thought I would be shit. "Good job" Was all she said before she walked away. I smirked and leaned back in my seat, doodling things such as "Frank Way" or "Gerard Iero" Or just simply "Frerard".
Five Hours Later
The final bell rang loudly and everybody almost ran out of the room, all except me, Ray, Bob, and Mikey. We sat there until our teacher told us to get out and we walked out, talking about random stuff. Well, not me, I was thinking about Gee, how he felt right now, whether he was in pain and we just didn't know. "Hey guys? I'm gonna go ahead to the hospital, see you" I muttered and walked a little bit faster in the direction of the hospital, taking out my ring and placing it on my ring finger.
(Ray's POV)
What the fuck is WITH Frank nowadays? It's all about Gerard I mean, yeah it's sad but really, it doesn't have to be your whole life. "Nothing going on between him and Gerard my ass" Bob mumbled and I smiled, agreeing. "I know- holy shit what is that on his finger?" Mikey started to say, staring at the metal that shone on his ring finger. It wasn't there all day, did he just put it on? "Okay, now I'm suspicious" I muttered, staring at Frank until he turned the corner. We started talking about maybe meeting up later, but stopped when we saw Frank run the other direction.
(Frank's POV)
I thought for a second after walking for a while, and realized. Everyone says people who are in a coma actually can hear, smell, taste, touch, but they just can't see. I could play for Gee, and keep a guitar there. I ran in the other direction, heading home to get my best guitar, Angel.
I set out again with the guitar case on my back and saw Mikey walking home. "Frank? What's that? And what's on your hand?" He asked, starting to walk in my direction. "It's my guitar, and it's nothing" I answered simply and started walking again. "Shit, FRANK" Mikey yelled, running after me. Curse smoking, I thought when Mikey caught up to me. "Frank, stop. Answer me, why do you have your guitar, and WHAT is on your hand" He asked again and I decided to improvise. "Well, I know people in a coma can still sense stuff except sight so I was going to keep Angel at the hospital and play for him, and the ring is a present" I muttered, trying to get past him, but that fucker is TALL.
I made it past the Snorlax of the human world and got to the hospital to find Gee, as coma-ee as possible. Sitting down on the hospital bed, I put my bag in the corner and picked up Angel from the case. "Hey Gee, I really hope all those scientist bastards are right and you can hear me, or I'm just an idiot" I said, stroking his cheek lovingly. "So, um in band, we're writing serenades, and guess who I wrote mine for" I whispered, getting Angel ready. "Trust me, I'm shit at singing but still…" I muttered and started singing. I felt like nobody was listening until I turned around and saw a nurse looking in, but who the fuck cares? This time, I kept singing past the first chorus
Who walks among the famous living dead
Drowns all the boys and girls inside your bed
And if you could talk to me (HOLY SHIT THAT WAS TRUE)
Tell me if it's so
That all the good girls go
To heaven
Well heaven knows
That without you is how I disappear
And live my life alone
Forever now
And without you is how I disappear
And live my life alone
Forever now
Can you hear me cry out to you (Please hear me)
Words I thought I'd choke on figure out
I'm really not so with you anymore
I'm just a ghost
So I can't hurt you anymore
So I can't hurt you anymore!
Oh, You wanna see how far down (Well You CAN'T)
I can sink
Let me go
FUCK! (Yes, the nurses winced at this)
So, you can
Well now so, you can
I'm so far away from you
Well now so, you can
And without you is how I disappear
And without you is how I disappear
Oh-
Forever! Forever Now-
The nurses clapped and cheered and I just blushed.
(Gee's POV! AUUUUUUUUUGH!)
Okay, it's dark, better open my eyes. Wait, WHAT, MY EYES WON'T WORK. I'M FUCKING BLIND. "Uh oh, come on, don't go in a coma now" I heard and tried to speak, anything, but nothing worked. A steady beep was all that I heard for a while, and I realized how UNCOMFORTABLE this bed was. After what I thought was 10 minutes, the bed started moving. Am I in a hospital?
The next thing I heard was a conversation between a man I assumed was the doctor and my parents. My mom burst into tears, which made me want to cry. The only thing that came to mind was Frank, how would he react? The next thing I heard was Mikey whose voice was extremely shaky. "Coma" Was all I heard, and a stifled scream, Frank's voice. Oh no… I fell asleep for a second, but woke up as soon as Frank's voice filled the air again. "Can I see him?" I heard, and my heart skipped around in my chest. Boot clad footsteps filled the air. Oh shit, I thought, the ring.
"Oh Gee" Frankie's deep velvety voice whispered, sending my heart aflutter. He sat down on the bed, and I almost felt eyes on me. "Excuse me, sir? We found some objects in his pockets, one of them was a box with the name "Frank" on it, is that you?" Some lady, probably a nurse asked, and I cursed. No, he couldn't find the ring, not like this, especially not the note. I heard Frank open the box, whisper something I didn't hear, and the paper unfolded. Ahhh fuck.
A minute later I think, Frank repeated the last part "I'll tell you tomorrow" and the nurse apologized, even if it wasn't her fault. God damn, I shouldn't have been all babyish on him, he's a grown man…. Hell… "Gee, I'll be right back darling, if you can hear me, I don't want you to think we're talking like you're not here, at least, not me" Frankie whispered and I felt him kiss my forehead. I wanted to scream "Don't leave me" anything, make him say, everyone else is ignoring me, not him though.
Why can't I fucking wake up?
Awwh, I hate these sad thingies, but it had to be done… Well um… 2767! ^.^
