A/N: YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~! Oh my god I haven't updated Miracle in a while... So much to write...
The next day, at school, Blaine picked Kurt up from his house and drove him there.
"You know we are gonna get boarded with questions, right?" Kurt asked Blaine, looking out the window.
Blaine turned his head to Kurt for a breif second before concentration on the road, "Really?"
Kurt nodded, looking straight ahead this time, "Yeah, and we are going to get a couple name."
He saw Blaine grin in the corner of his eye, "Like Finchel, or Puckleberry?"
When he heard a high squeal, he turned to him, "I take it you want a couple name?" He asked, failing to hide his grin.
"Hell Yeah!" Blaine yelled, "I mean, uh... M-mayb-" He stuttered, blushing.
"Shut up. I think it's adorable."
Blaine and Kurt walked into the halls of McKinley, hand in hand.
Kurt kept his usual, icy, facial expression, which is hard if you have Blaine Freakin' Anderson, holding your hand.
It is just hand holding, he thought, Calm down.
But this was just crazy, he never felt so many fucking butterflies in his stomach.
The only person he had a 'crush' on was Finn, and he is his freaking step brother, now! He barely even had anybody like him, besides Mercedes, until he told her he was gay. He pretended to like Rachel so he wouldn't date Mercedes, which made her bust his window on his car. Come on, Blaine's not that great, with his... his stupid hazel eyes, and his stupidly adorable personality and his ability to make you feel on top of the world, Kurt thought to himself. Shit, you can NOT fall for this boy, it will end in heartbreak, he promised himself, but wasn't he already falling for him?
"... Kurt? ... KURT." Blaine yelled, getting Kurt to snap out of his thoughts, and defensively glared at Blaine before he realized it was him, his gazed softened, "Sorry, force of habit. I guess I kinda blanked out."
Blaine laughed, sadly, "It's okay..."
"So, um, anyways-" Blaine was cut off when Mercedes and Tina grabbed Kurt and started pulling him away.
"Sorry, Lover Boy! We need him!"
A feeling of loneliness hit him, as he no longer felt Kurt's soft hand in his, leaving his empty.
"Spill. It," Mercedes said, looking down to where Kurt was sitting.
"Now." Tina said.
They were in a janitor's closet, trying to get everything about Kurt and Blaine's relationship from him.
"Did you guys have sex yet?" Mercedes asked.
"No! We just started dating, do you think I'm the type to have sex on the first date?!" He exclaimed, blushing.
"Did you guys kiss?"
Kurt looked around, "Yes,"
"With tongue?"
He narrowed his eyes to the ground, blushing a dark red, not responding.
Mercedes and Tina nearly pounced on him with excitement, "My boy had his first kiss!" Mercedes exclaimed, happily.
This brought memories of Kurt's kiss with Karofsky, all the fear and sadness came back to him. He bit his lip as he remembered the horrible feeling of Karofsky's tongue being shoved down his throat.
He laughed sadly, "...Yeah I had my first kiss now..." he sighed, "Exciting." He smiled a very fake smile.
The girls both noticed this, "Hey... Kurt, you okay?" Tina asked sincerely.
Kurt snapped out of his bitter thoughts, "What? Of yeah, of course." Right after he finished the bell rang.
He quickly got up and walk toward the door, "Gotta go, don't wanna be late." He said quickly walking out and to his class to escape from them.
Once in the classroom he hurried to his seat and rested his head on the desk.
Fuck everything, he thought.
"Mr. Hummel...? Wake up!" Kurt's teacher, Ms. Morris, yelled at Kurt, knocking him out of his slumber.
He woke up right away and was shocked, he never fell asleep in class before!
"I am sorry miss, it won't happen again." He said, taking in his surroundings on his right side and glaring at the people who stared at him.
Ms. Morris sighed, and rubbed her temples, "Well, since you are particularly well in this class, I will not punish you, but if you do it one more time you will get detention for a week!"
He nodded, "Good. Now as I was saying..." She continue with her lesson.
Kurt then took in his surrounding on his left side, but the only thing he noticed was Blaine sitting beside his, smiling right at him.
That feeling he gets when he smiles at him, God, he hates getting that feeling, he hates feeling weak under his gaze. But alas, he couldn't bring himself to hate the guy who made him feel this way. He probably would never. No, he couldn't at all. This boy, was his boyfriend. The word boyfriend sounded so weird coming from him. He never had a boyfriend and he most certainly never had sex. Oh my God, Blaine probably isn't a virgin! What if he wants to do stuff and-and I'm horrible at it! The I will tell him I'm not ready! He will understand... right? Oh God, Oh God, Oh God. He could feel the heat rising to his cheeks as he thought about this. Alright, calm down Kurt, don't worry every thing will be fine! ...I hope.
He, once again, got lost in thought, until he realized he was staring at Blaine the whole time and stared at the front of the room.
Once the bell rang Kurt quickly grabbed his stuff and headed out the door.
Soon enough Blaine caught up with him, "Why did you run off so fast?"
Kurt did a hand motion meaning 'nothing'.
Blaine went right beside Kurt and grabbed his hand as they walked in the hallway still getting weird looks.
After a while they were still getting looks and it was pissing Kurt off, suddenly he let go of Blaine's hand.
Blaine looked up at him sadly, "Are you okay?"
Kurt nodded swiftly before looking around and seeing not as many people staring. He kissed Blaine on the cheek, "I'm good, I'll see you later, bye!" And he diapered somewhere in the crowd of students roaming the halls.
He left, leaving Blaine feeling like shit.
Kurt knew that glee club would start in soon so he was getting ready to leave.
He felt bad, but he wasn't supposed to show his feelings. People saw him vulnerable around Blaine, then they would start throwing more slushies at him, and he worked so hard to get them to go down. Now, he only got slushied one time every other day.
Once he got his stuff out he closed his looks, and turned to start walking to glee club.
And bam, just like that Karofsky was slushing him, "Where's the other faggot?" Karofsky asked him.
Kurt glared at him, "Fuck off." he hissed.
But Karofsky, of course, didn't, "Damn, now I have an extra slushie..." He said, smirking, and slushied Kurt again with his other slushie, "Bye Fag."
He left right after, as Kurt groaned in annoyance, he went to the bathroom, washed off, and changed.
One he was finally clean, he made it to Glee club.
He casually walked in, his hair slightly blue from not being able to get all of the slushie out and skin slightly blue as well.
"Hey babe, wh-what happened?" Blaine asked him as soon as he walked in, noticing that he was obviously slushie before coming here.
"Nothing," Kurt said in a quick rush, walking over to Mr. Schuester and talking to him quietly.
"Okay guys, Kurt has the floor."
Kurt grinned as he walked up to the front, and nodded towards the band.
The night is deafening
when the silence is listening
and I'm down on my knees
and I know that something is missing
because the back of my mind is holding things I'm relying in
but I choose to ignore it because I'm always denying them
Blaine gasped, this song, and God, Kurt was singing it to him. Plus, it was a song by one of his favorite Indie artist!
I'm a bit of a manic when it's not as I plan it
'cause I start losing my head then I get up in a panic
Remember, when we were kids and always knew when to quit it
Are we denying a crisis or are we scared of admitting it?
Kurt stared right at Blaine, last night he did research on "LIGHTS" and saw this song, he instantly fell in love with it. He understood completely wh Blaine liked her so much; she was amazing.
I don't want to know
Kurt walked over to Blaine and grabbed him by the arms, and pulled him out of his chair, dancing with him.
I just wanna run to you
and break off the chains
and throw them away
I just wanna be so much
and shake off the dust
that turn me to rust
Sooner than later, I'll need a saviour
I need a saviour
Blaine was grinning from ear to ear, dancing with Kurt, when Kurt suddenly slowed their dancing into slow dancing.
It will never change
if you want it to stay the same
I really hate it
but I know it's hard to choose if you're chained
and when it's all you control
'cause you got nothing else to hold
You're getting tighter and tighter
It's getting harder to let it go
I don't want to know
Kurt sped up his dancing again, running around the room, pulling Blaine with him.
I just wanna run to you
and break off the chains
and throw them away
I just wanna be so much
and shake off the dust
that turn me to rust
Sooner than later, I'll need a saviour
I need a saviour
They heard the 'awws' come from the girls as they watched the dancing while Kurt sang, Blaine than sang the next part, since it was short.
Stand me up and maybe I won't be so small
Free my hands and feet
and maybe I won't always fall
Save me
While Blaine was singing, he was grinning at him, grinning at the man he can call his boyfriend, and they sang in unison for the next part.
I just wanna run to you
and break off the chains
(Save me)
and throw them away
I just wanna be so much
and shake off the dust
(Save me)
that turn me to rust
They softened their voices while he sang the last part of the song.
I just wanna run to you
(Just wanna run to you)
and break off the chains
(Save me)
and throw them away
I just wanna be so much
(Just wanna be so much)
and shake off the dust
(Save me)
that turn me to rust
Sooner than later,
I'll need a saviour
(Save me)
I need a saviour
Kurt was breathing hard when he finished staring right into Blaine's eyes, he slowly leaned in closer to his boyfriend until their lips meet.
The glee club busted out into applause.
Blaine pulled away, smiling at him, the boy he could kiss and hold, the boy he call his boyfriend.
"So I was wondering if you wanna come over to my house?" Blaine asked Kurt when they walked out of Glee club.
Kurt turned his head towards his boyfriend, smiling, "Sure, um, just let me call my dad."
He took out his phone and called him, "Dad?... Um, Can I go to, um, a friends house? ... Yes, it's Blaine... Why not?... Please dad?... Thanks, dad... I love you too, bye." He hung up and smiled towards Blaine, "Let's go."
He took his hand and they walked out to the parking lot.
Blaine pulled their hands up and kissed Kurt's hand, making him blush a scarlet red.
Once they finally got to Blaine's house Blaine slowly pulled into the parking lot and was glad to see his dad wasn't there.
He and Kurt went up to his room, and awkwardly sat on the bed both boys blushing and in a uncomfortable silence.
"So you wanna watch a movie?" Blaine asked Kurt nervously, gesturing toward the stack over movies on her drawer.
Kurt just nodded, and Blaine asked him what he wanted to watch, until they decide on Tangled, both loving that movie.
Both keep sneaking glances at each other, until it Kurt started watching his favorite part of the movie, smiling at the T.V. completely distracted.
Until Kurt finally turned to Blaine, noticing him staring, "A-Are you oka-" Before he could even finish, Blaine pressed his lips hard against own.
Kurt felt the heat rise up to his cheeks, he kissed Blaine back, completely forgetting the movie he was so interested in about 7 seconds ago.
He licked at his lower lip, asking for entrance, and he shifted so that he was lying on top of Blaine, while Blaine's hand fisted into Kurt hair, trying to pull him closer, as if it were possible to be closer than they were right now.
As the a few minutes passed, their kisses got more and more heated.
RINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!
Kurt, startled, bounced off of Blaine and falling off the bed, before answering his phone.
""H-Hello...? Kurt managed to say.
"Kurt! Me and Tina are- Why do you sound out of breath?" Mercedes questioned Kurt.
"Oh, um, you just startled me when you called!" He lied.
"...Right... so anyways, we are having a girls, night, oh and also, Rachel will be coming too, wanna join?"
"Um..." Kurt said as he glanced over at Blaine who was smiling at him, before glancing over at the movie, "Uhhh, right now?" He asked as he watched his boyfriend reach out and grab his hand.
"Well duh!"
"I, um," He muttered as Blaine got off the bed and crawled on the floor next to him, giving him a kiss on the cheek, "... Sure. Bye." He hung up.
He turned and saw Blaine watching him with a raised eyebrow, "Who was it and why did they interrupt our hot make-out session?" He asked, blushing at his own words.
Kurt blushed as well, "Well, it was Mercedes and I, um, am going to meet her and the girls..."
Blaine's face fell, as he stared at Kurt for a while, "Th-That s-sounds fun... have a great time..." He mumbled.
Guilt. Kurt felt guilty as he watched as Blaine turned saddened right away, "I-I'm sorry, babe, but I'll call you later, okay?" He asked, trying to make Blaine happier.
His boyfriend simply nodded, giving him a fake smile mumbling an 'okay' and letting Kurt kiss him on the cheek before he exited out.
Kurt exited Blaine's house, feeling horrible, for just leaving Blaine.
He didn't only feel horrible, he felt selfish.
If he was being honest with himself, he didn't say yes because he wanted to hang out with the girls, he knew that, the more he was with that boy, the more he fell for him, and he couldn't let himself fall for him.
Although this boy liked him... a lot, there is no guaranty that he will never hurt him. This shit happens when relationships happen, Kurt knows that, although he has never had a boyfriend before Blaine, he just knows that.
Once he arrived at Mercedes house, he didn't noticed he was in tears, so when he rang the door bell for Mercedes house, and she answered but looked worried, he noticed.
"Oh my God, Kurt! What's wrong?" Mercedes asked, pulling Kurt in as Tina and Rachel went to them.
Kurt hastily wipe away his tears, "N-Nothing's wrong!"
Tina immediately went to his side as did Rachel.
"Kurt don't lie." Tina said, "Now tell us, what's wrong?"
He slowly looked up at them, tears falling down his face more often, "W-What if I'm not good enough for him? I'm not am I? This is just some stupid prank isn't it?"
"Shh, Shh, Kurt, come on." Mercedes said, grabbing Kurt's hand to the kitchen and letting him sit on a chair at a table before she went to the fridge and pulled out four containers of ice cream and getting four spoons.
"It's not a prank Kurt." She said, patting him on the back before she, Tina, and Rachel, all sat down at the table next to him.
"Maybe not but..."
Rachel looked at Kurt sincerely, "But what Kurt?" She asked, opening the tub of ice cream in front of her, eating it.
He looked up slowly and stared at them, "I think I'm falling for him..."
Tina ate her ice cream before asking, "What's wrong with that?"
"I-I can't fall for him! I can't! I know he will just end up hurting me and I will get my heart broken! I know not to get too attached to things or people! He makes me feel these... these stupid feelings and-and I can't have them! I am not supposed to show my stupid emotions, if I do, I could get killed for just walking hand in hand down the hall with him! Do you know how stupid people are these day?! A-And I am so fucking selfish, I left him here and try to neglet him just s I wouldn't have to feel this way and... I-I just can't..." He admitted.
The girls shared a glance before they all got up and gave him a big hug.
A/N: Thanks for reading loves! Can't wait till this weeks Glee! Cute Klaine Skype scene! Yayayayay~ Love them. I want ice cream... Also the song in this is "Savior" by LIGHTS!