A/N: YOOOO I DECIDED TO THIS JUST BC and I'm still unsure of what to do with this story and if I should continue. This might be short or a different type of writing style. Everything's been difficult lately and I'm trying not to overwork myself. ^^' This is all I had written in my notebook at that time so it's really short. Sorry about that.
Kurt laid there on the bed, his brain going through a multitude of different things, all about the same topic. He turned his head towards his boyfriend, sleeping peacefully.
Carefully and quietly, he got out of bed, trying not to wake up his sleeping boyfriend. He slid out of bed and got into the shower, brushed his teeth, did his hair, but even that didn't take his mind off of things.
He walked out of the bathroom, a towel around his waist. He glanced at their bed and Blaine appeared to be asleep. He unceremoniously picked out his outfit for the day and was about to put it on when he hear a voice say;
"You sore, baby?"
He jumped, not knowing Blaine was awake, almost dropping his towel. He didn't say anything but the pain in his heart hurt more than the pain from last night. He had been so focused on Blaine's confession last night to be thinking of anything else.
The silence was deafening and Kurt swallowed hard.
"Did you mean it?" Kurt asked curiously, in a quiet voice.
A rosy pink blush appeared across Blaine's face, "Yes," He confessed once more, "I've known before, I had the feeling but... once we started dating I realized how much I really love you." He smiled.
Kuer stared at the wall, his heart beating out of his chest. He took a deep breath and looked down at the floor.
"I'm not sure I wanna be with you anymore."
Blaine's eyes widened and he almost fell out of the bed, he stared at Kurt with eyes shining brightly, "What?" He asked, trying to hide the quiver in his voice.
Kurt gulped, "I am not sure if I want to be with you anymore." He admitted.
Blaine shook his head, hoping his ears deceived him. "No, no! Kurt, it's... it's not that big of a deal!" He exclaimed.
"IT'S A HUGE DEAL!" Kurt cried, stepped back, throwing his forgotten clothes onto the ground, lifting his eyes from the ground to look at Blaine, "I don't want this! I don't want... I don't want your love! I should've known not to go out with you."
The younger boy had tears in his eyes, "Please don't," a sob escaped from his lips, "Please don't leave me, babe... Please. I love you so much." He sniffled.
"Please, just go, Blaine..." Kurt closed his eyes, trying not to cry. "I just need to... figure this all out, Okay?"
Blaine put his face in his hands, "Only if you promise you'll call me later."
"Okay," He sighed once Kurt nodded to him. He got off the bed, completely naked, making Kurt blush. "I'll get dressed and then go." And with that, Blaine scurried off to the bathroom with a t-shirt, boxers, and sweatpants.
The brown haired boy fell back onto the bed, feeling like the most horrible person in the world. He absolutely broke his boyfriend's heart. But he didn't mean to! He just doesn't want to reciprocate Blaine's feelings. With a heavy sigh, Kurt got up and put on his clothes as well. He was already finished with Blaine got out of the bathroom, which was surprising. When Blaine opened the door, it was clear that he took so long because of his crying.
"B-Bye..." Blaine croaked, sniffling, eyes red and puffy.
Kurt walked over to Blaine, feeling the guilt of all this coming back to him, "I'm so sorry, honey." He whispered softly placing a soft kiss to his cheeks.
"Me too," Blaine pulled Kurt in for an embrace and inhaled Kurt's scent before reluctantly leaving, mumbling, "I love you. I'm sorry."
Kurt sat there, staring at the ceiling. Blaine loves him. He loves him. When Kurt started this relationship he thought it would just be a bit of fun, but god, he didn't want love. He doesn't want his heart broken.
Why is his life a bad Lifetime movie?
Blaine anxiously got ready to go to school. Would Kurt talk to him? Kurt promised he could call him but would he talk to him at school?
He climbed into his car and drove to school and went to his locker. He went to first period, pre calculus, which he shared with Kurt. Would Kurt even dare to look at him?
As he walked into the class he noticed that Kurt wasn't there. Was Kurt just late? Or did Kurt skip so he wouldn't have to see Blaine?
He pulled out his phone and sent Kurt a text, asking if he would be at school today. They may be fighting or broken up or whatever but that didn't mean he didn't care about him.
Only a few minutes passed by when the simple reply came. No.
Is it because of me?
His phone vibrated.
Possiblily.
Blaine put his phone away and tried to focus on his work. He failed. He continued on in his daily school life doing everything to ignore the feeling. In his third period, Kurt sent him another text.
Can you meet me at the park? The one by school? I know I'm asking you to skip but please. We need to talk.
Blaine grinned to himself. Did this mean there was still hope left? Blushing, he sent a quick reply saying he'd be there in half an hour.
Kurt spent all morning debating on a lot of things. On his relationship with Blaine. Their experiences. Most of all, on whether he loved Blaine or not. After some hard thinking, he decided. He didn't. He definitely felt something strong for Blaine. But it wasn't love. However, he liked him a lot, and Blaine loved him. Blaine was the most important person to him right now.
That's why he sent that text to Blaine.
Kurt was sitting under a tree. It was windy, chilly, and it looked like it was about to start raining. He wrapped his arms around himself, mentally scolding himself for not bringing a god damn jacket. He shivered, and desperately tried to cool himself off.
"Shouldn't you have brought a jacket?" A sweet, soft voice asked him from his left. He turned his head and saw Blaine about five feet away from him. He was wearing that sweater that Kurt loves so much. Around his neck was a big, soft-looking blue scarf. He was wearing black, tight jeans. He also had a fleece blanket wrapped around himself, despite his cozy sweater.
He stood up quickly,"B-Blaine?" A small smile tugged at his lips, "Hi."
Blaine ran up to him, as did Kurt, and they shared a warm embrace, Blaine picked up Kurt and spun him around, like they did in those cheesy, cliche movies.
They were both giddy to see each other but Blaine's small smile soon faded. He looked worried and sad, like a puppy who just got scolded. "So, um," he cleared his throat, "Where... where are we? Our relationship...? Is this the end?" He asked, trying not to make his voice not sound sad.
Kurt shook his head, smiling at Blaine, entwining his fingers with his boyfriend's, "I thought about it," Blaine flinched, "But then I thought about how I was being mean and selfish. And how... you mean so much to me, Blaine. I need to get over my fear of being hurt. Besides, who else is ever going to love me?" Kurt said, surprised he didn't stutter from embarrassment or from how cold it was. Although, he was shaking.
"You should know by know that I'm a cliche idiot," Blaine was smiling sweetly at Kurt. He took off the blanket wrapped around him and wrapped it around his gorgeous boyfriend. Kurt blushed at the gesture.
They stared into each others eyes and soon enough, the rain started. The park smelled of rain, the dirt turned to mud, washing all the gel out of Blaine's hair rapidly. But Blaine didn't take his eyes off of Kurt. His boyfriend blushed.
Slowly, he leaned in, pressing his lips against Kurt's soft pink ones. Their lips pressed against each other's. It was soft and sweet, slow and gentle. Their passion for each other was breathtaking. Kurt lifted his hand to tangle his fingers in Blaine's soft curls.
They smiled against each others lips, Blaine not have a care in the world. All that mattered is that Kurt was with him. That Kurt wasn't leaving him.
A/N: Okayyyy, das it sorry. Please take time to review.
