A/N: Final chapter! Hope you enjoy : )
"WHAT? I gasped, clutching onto Dougie's arm so I didn't pass out.
I looked over at Danny who was looking at the floor as a tear rolled down his soft cheek.
"I-i-is it true?" I stammered.
Danny slowly looked up, he was fully crying now. "I'm sorry." He wept.
"D-doug, did you know?"
He quickly whispered. "Yes, Danny told me."
I couldn't believe it. I felt like my life had ended... there was nothing important anymore. Harry lying... Danny knew... this was the end for Danny and me... it was too much.
"Excuse me." I muttered before quickly walking around outside the club, I found an area where there was a little fountain and a bench. I wasn't sure if I was allowed to sit here – but right now I really didn't care. I needed to think. I sat on the bench; all I could hear was the faint music coming from inside and noisy crickets in the bushes behind me.
Lots of thoughts went through my head. Firstly, Harry having amnesia. Why would he lie? What is he trying to do? I still need to know when Danny found out... and why Jay had anything to do with this. So also Harry loved Danny? How did this happen? Harry is homophobic and ever since Dan and I became a couple he was nothing but cruel to us. He beat Danny up outside that club? Why the hell would he do that? And the question I wanted to know the most was – did Danny like Harry back?
I tried my hardest to answer all of those questions but just couldn't think of an answer. I suddenly jumped when I heard a voice calling my name.
"Tom..."
I looked up, it was Danny. He came and sat next to me on the bench.
"Tom please... please forgive me!" He wept into my shoulder.
I didn't know what to say... I needed answers before I forgave anyone. I was still so confused.
"I need answers." I muttered, trying not to look into his eyes.
"Yes, anything! I'll tell you everything!" He cried.
"When did you find out about Harry not having amnesia?" I asked, quietly.
"The first time I visited him. When you were out round your parents house, the day after the accident." He replied.
"And that's when he told you he- lo-ves you." I choked out.
"Not exactly..."
Could this day get any worse? "How long have you known then?" I asked, not sure whether I wanted the answer.
"You know that day, when we were all on the tour bus... before you and I confessed our love to each other. When he went to talk to me in the other room..."
"IT WAS THEN?" I yelled suddenly, making Danny jump.
"I'm so, so sorry!" He cried again. "I turned him down saying that I loved you so he just pretended that he was homophobic because he hated our relationship so much..."
"Oh my god." I whispered. "So what was the whole thing with Jay, or don't you know?"
"Jay came to me, and told me because he was scared. Apparently Harry threatened him..."
"T-to do what?"
"T-t-to kill you." He whispered, faintly.
"To kill me?" I exclaimed, astonished.
He nodded, slowly.
"But why couldn't Harry just do it himself?" I gulped.
"I- I don't know...probably so he wouldn't be the one in jail. Jay obviously was hurting himself, having to do it. I don't know how Harry threatened him... but it must have been bad..."
"I- I think I need to talk to Jay...But also why did Harry beat you until you bled outside that club if he lo-oves you?"
"I was getting him quite angry. Telling him that I loved you and would never love him. Most of it was my fault though, all the bruises and blood was from trying to hurt him but obviously he hit back so he wouldn't get hurt." Danny quickly said.
"Dan...it would never be your fault."
He smiled at me.
"Dan...what else did Harry do to you?"
"Well...you know the time when you went out with Joel, leaving me and Harry alone? H-h-h-ee..." Danny burst into tears.
"Dan, it's okay! You can tell me! What did he do to you?" I asked, pulling him closer to me.
"H-he tried to rape me." He whispered.
"Oh my fucking Jesus, Danny!" I gasped.
"I know! I tried to tell you but I just thought you'd hate me!"
"So that's why he left to go to Doug's?"
"Yeah... I called Doug and asked him to ask Harry to go round his house. Which Harry said yes to..."
"Was that the only time he tried to...or..."
"Once before..." He muttered.
"Oh Danny...If only I would've known! I'm so sorry!" I cried.
We both sat there for a few minutes before Danny spoke.
"D-do you hate me Tom?"
"No! I love you Dan, you're my everything. I don't care anymore that you kept this from me... all that matters is that there are no more secrets. We can move away from everyone...from Harry...I just want to be with you." I smiled, finally being able to look at him.
"O-oh Tom... I love you too! Let's go away! Just you and me... anywhere!" He smiled.
"I'd love that, Dan." I giggled. "But Dan...I'm scared...do you like Harry that way...at all?" I asked.
"God no!" He laughed.
We sat there looking at each other for a few seconds before he suddenly leaned forward and pressed his red lips to mine. I closed my eyes and felt him put his arms around me, pulling me closer. Cupping his chin in my hand and brushing a hand through his silky hair, I slowly pulled away.
We exchanged smiles before I quickly stood up.
"I really should talk to Jay. You really should talk to Harry..."
"I'm scared though Tom...what do I say to him?"
"Just tell him that you don't like him in that way and that we're going away together..."
"Alright...you look for Jay. Harry is probably still by the entrance... probably having a smoke now."
"Okay... and if you see Doug, can you tell him I'm sorry? For all this happening on his birthday..."
"Will do."
We both separated and I went in a search for Jay. I figured he would probably be by the bar, near the entrance where we came in, so I made my way over there.
I suddenly felt a vibrating in my pocket and reached to take my phone out...it was a text from Danny.
Danny: Missing you already xxxxxxxx
I smiled and couldn't help a soft tear run down my face for how much I loved the man.
Me: Missing you too babe :P xxxxxxxx
I quickly sent the message then looked around for Jay. The music was still just as loud, I could still hear it thumping on my chest.
Just as I expected, Jay was sitting by the bar, on his own.
I went over and sat next to him. He took one glance at me and went to stand up to leave.
"Wait Jay, stay. It's okay... I know everything." I smiled, pulling on his arm.
He came and sat back down, looking at me awkwardly.
"Y-you don't hate me?" He asked, looking down.
"God no! Its fine...I know it must of been hard for what Harry asked you to do. But whatever he threatened you with... I honestly don't care. I'm just so glad that there aren't any more secrets and I just want to start my whole life fresh again." I smiled at him.
Without warning, he jumped on me nearly making me fall out of my chair.
"Tom, I'm so glad that you don't hate me!"
I laughed, slowly pushing him off of me.
"I could never hate you...you are my best friend." I smiled.
We both sat there for a few minutes just saying soppy friendship things to each other, I wasn't sure whether Jay was drunk or not...
I was also starting to wonder how Danny is...talking to Harry. That is if he found him.
Jay suddenly broke the silence. "Hey Tom, do you remember this song at all?" He grinned.
I listened to the song and realized it was Halo by Beyoncé playing. That was the song that we danced to in that club before the accident...
Before I knew it, Jay was standing up and holding a hand out to me.
"Oooh no! We're not going to slow dance to this again, are we?" I giggled.
"Yep!" Jay smiled.
I got up and walked over to the dance floor with him. There were lots of other men who were dancing crazily together, so I guess we didn't look that weird.
I put my arms around him and rested my chin on his shoulder as we slow danced. I was giggling the whole time at how bad both of our dancing was.
When the song finished, Jay leant forward and kissed the front of my hand. "T-thank you for the dance." He grinned, nearly falling on me.
I was pretty sure he was really drunk by now.
I quickly glanced to the entrance where Harry and Danny were shouting at each other, a nervous looking Dougie standing nearby, watching.
"J-jay. I have to go." I said, quickly giving the taller man a hug before running outside.
"GET THE FUCK OFF ME, HARRY!" Danny yelled, pushing Harry backwards.
"Dan... I love you." Harry whispered.
I'd never seen the man with them kind of emotions before. Who knew that Harry could actually love anyone apart from himself?
I walked closer over to the two arguing. Dougie looked so terrified, I shot him a look to try and tell him how sorry I am. He just smiled telling me he understood.
"Uhhh fucks sake... look who has turned up." Harry sneered, looking me up and down.
"Harry please...can we just leave this! Danny isn't interested in you!" I shouted.
Harry gave me the dirtiest look I have ever seen before!
"Fuck off! Danny loves me back...he just won't admit it!"
"Harry! I'm tired of your bullshit! We all are!" I shouted, gesturing to Danny and Dougie. "Danny and I are leaving to go away together! There's nothing you can do anymore!"
Harry suddenly grabbed Danny's arm and pulled him over towards the road, to get to his car.
"GET THE HELL OFF ME!" Danny yelled at the top of his lungs. He pulled off of Harry with such great force he went toppling backwards into the road right under a car...
"DANNY!" I yelled, running over. The car had suddenly stopped as the driver jumped out.
"I'm calling 999!" He yelled.
"D-danny!" I wept, kneeling down next to the man. His top was ripped along with his flesh and his whole chest was deep red from his blood.
"Tom! Oh my god!" I saw Jay running over, kneeling next to me. He put his arm around me.
"No! Danny! Don't die! Please don't die!" I sobbed.
I pushed my hand to his chest and dreaded what I felt.
No heart beat...
...
...
...
"THIS IS YOUR ENTIRE FAULT!" I screamed at Harry, who was crying on the edge of the road.
"Dan, I love you. Nothing will change that! Forever and always!" I smiled at him, looking into those blue eyes one last time as they fluttered closed and a smile appeared on his lips.
And that was the last time I saw those blue eyes.
~ The End ~
A/N: Woww this is really the end! I found this chapter so hard to write, having to keep on changing everything. I swear I re-wrote this at least 10 times! Well...hope you've enjoyed it and not got upset at the ending...
It's going to be really weird not writing this anymore as I started writing on the 28th of April.
A massive thanks to everyone that has reviewed and/or read this story! If you have any questions at all, feel free to ask me and I'll see if I can answer :P
I also have another story planned which will be a Pudd story :P If I go with the idea then I'll probably start writing after I get back from holiday (on the 17th of August.)
Also, who's seeing McFly Hyde Park on Saturday? I will be there :D
Byeeeeeeeeee for now!
Xoxo