(That song Tris is singing is Do It Now Remember It Later by Sleeping With Sirens :D ~savingpoppunk

"Remember when they said that what we want can never be done" I sang along to the song, highlighting a sentence in my textbook.

"Shut the fuck up I'm trying to study!" Lynn yelled, throwing a pillow at me.

I looked up at her and furrowed my eyebrows. I took an earbud out and looked up at he while she laughed. I took the pillow from beside me and threw it back at her.

Now, you may be wondering who Lynn is. She's my roommate and the only friend I have on this entire campus.

"Dont sing the song if you can't scream it." She laughed looking back at her book. I rolled my eyes and put my earbud back in.

Not long after that I heard my phone vibrating beside me. I looked at the name that came up on the screen. Tobias.

I took my ear buds out of my phone and my ears before sliding the answer button and pressing the phone against my ear.

"Hey babe." I heard his voice.

I smiled. "Hey."

"I know you're smiling." He said laughing.

"I am I'm just happy." I said giggling.

"Hey Tris?" Lynn said. I looked across the room at her. "Take it somewhere else?" I nodded and got up off my bed and walking over to the door, leading out into the hallway.

"Sorry. Exams soon." I said once I got in the hallway, closing the door behind me.

"Its fine, when are you coming home?" He asked. I heard him fall onto his bed.

"Two weeks." I began to walk down the hall towards the balcony, hopefully no one was on it.

"Thank god." Tobias said.

I opened the door to the hot almost summer night.

"Can you believe a year ago we would be studying for High School exams?" I asked sliding the door closed behind me.

"I know right. I feel old." Tobias said laughing.

"Dude, you're 19 almost 20. Shut up." I said standing against the railing, I looked up at the moon.

"I miss you." Tobias said. "I can't wait to see you."

Tobias stayed in Chicago. He went to the collage there. He didn't want to leave much behind, but it makes me guilty every time he tells me he misses me because I left him behind.

"I miss you too." I looked at the 5 floors beneath me at the grass.

"I'm looking for an apartment online." I told him.

"Your not staying with your dad?" He asked. I heard his refrigerator open then close again.

"Nah I might stay with Christina if she doesn't stay with Will." I said turning around and looking through the door.

"I'll stay with you." Tobias said.

"I highly doubt my brother and my dad want me staying in an apartment with a guy." I said laughing.

"Come on you're 19." He argued.

"I know but still you know how they are." I told him.

"I know, but what are they gonna do when we get married and have kids?" He asked.

"Hold up!" I yelled. "Marriage I'm sooo for, but kids?"

"What you don't want kids?" He asked. "Oh wait. Never mind."

"Uhhh yeah?" Let's just say I'm well maybe a virgin.

"You're lucky I love you enough to respect that." He pointed out.

I rolled my eyes and took my phone away from my ear to check the time. 10:49 pm.

"Tobias, I've gotta go I love you." I told him.

"Love you too. Talk to you tomorrow." He said before I heard the click. I miss his voice already, I miss his lips, I miss the way he held me, I miss everything about him.

I opened the sliding glass door that led inside and closed it once I was inside. I walked down to my room, that wasn't far. I opened the door and saw Lynn lying on her bed singing the same song I was earlier.

I slammed the door and she bolted up, pulling her headphones off. Her short dark hair with purple, blue, and green highlights messed up.

I laughed at her and walked to the desk in between our beds and plugging my phone in to charge, before sitting on my bed against the wall.

"Why do you look all depressed?" Lynn asked sitting on the edge of her bed.

"My boyfriend wants kids." I said looking up at her.

"And?" She asked.

"I'm scared of sex." I said before putting my head in my hands.