Quick chapter I know it's short but I have things planned for later in the story :) ~ savingpoppunk
The rain didn't even bother coming down a little at a time, it just came down all at once.
With both of my parents not being alive and me not really as close with my brother as I once was, it was hard to talk to anyone anymore.
I climbed the hill towards my parents grave.
I stood in front of my mom's tombstone looking back and forth between hers and my dad's. I sat down in the wet grass, the rain still coming down hard.
"Hey mom. Hey dad." I said. "I miss you guys but I came here to tell you guys something important I have no one else to tell and I can't tell the person who it's about." I sighed and continued. "Tobias told me he wants to marry me someday but the way he asked me it sounded like he was proposing. I'm not ready for that. I'm only 20 I'm still in college and I can't have a family. I know you guys were young and you don't want me to be the same way. Tobias told me a at the beginning of summer that he applied and got into the same college as me. I'm happy for him but he did it to be closer to me and I've been thinking about just us being less serious or just friends. I've been thinking about just friends more than less serious. I lost you both and I can't move away from that." The rain was getting worse and it was actually cold for summer.
"I love you guys but I have to go." I said before standing and walking down the hill back to the car.