Chapter 9:
SOOOOO SORRY FOR NOT POSTING QUICKER!
Ally's POV:
"Wait, what did you forget?" I said slowly hoping he wouldn't say condom.
"I forgot that we were JUST friends. I really wanted us to be friends, but it won't be a good friendship if we already have…. You know." He said.
I was really scared. I didn't know what he was going to say. I thought there was a possibility that I could have a little Austin or Ally inside of me.
"Austin. Are you saying we can't be friends?" I said about to cry.
"Ally, I really want to be friends, but how? I ruined it. I can never look at myself in the mirror and realize what I did to my dear "friend", Ally. I just wouldn't be fair to you. I never want to hurt you like I already did."
"But Austin! I am just as responsible!" I said begging to him.
"Ally, I don't want to live with that feeling that I ruined your life. We can't be friends. I like you too much."
"You like me too much? I don't understand Austin. Lots of couples do "it." Why can't we?" I asked.
"Ally, we aren't a couple. And we weren't at the time. I don't want a rep that I just have sex with a girl, and then they are dead to me. I know too many guys like that, and I don't want to be one of them. I'm sorry Ally."
He walks away from me. I felt like dropping to the ground and crying so maybe he would come back. But I knew he needed to be alone. I was dying inside. I liked Austin a lot, and I couldn't have him think he ruined everything.
When I got home, I went to my room and cried myself to sleep. I wouldn't stop crying until Austin was back in my life.