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Story:

I'be been waiting for him to wake up for about an hour now. He's absolutely adorable when he's sleeping. His face is so peaceful and this is how I like to see him. As I am beside him I want to look at how my cuts are doing. I glance and see that they're just little red lines by now.

He started to move but I didn't notice. I was too busy staring at my arms. I was thinking -how am I related to Hikaru when I do this to myself?- His voice ended up breaking me of my thoughts.

"Don't even think about it" he said staring at me.

"How?" I responded with no real clarity over what I was saying.

"How what?" He asked crawling closer to me.

"How am I related to you? I am nothing and you're everything anyone could want. I'm a disgrace, but you're perfect" I explained looking down.

"How can you say that about yourself?"

"Because its true. You're the exact opposite of me. You're so perfect. That why I... Never mind" I said hiding my flushed face.

"Kao, you saved me and risked your life for me. You're not a disgrace, you're my hero"

"Don't. Don't say that" I said a bit more harshly than I intended.

"Huh?"

"Don't get my hopes up for nothing. Don't get me excited then misunderstand me and hurt me" I responded more calmly than before.

"What are you talking about?" He asked lulling my head up so we saw into each other's eyes.

"Nothing, just drop it. You guys can come back in" I called hoping they'd come in and save me from the impending conversation.

"Kao, just tell me what's wrong" he demanded pinning me to the bed.

"Okay fine. I love you Hikaru. I love you more than a brother. I love your voice, your hair, your sparkling eyes, and your confidence. I know it's wrong so I've tried to keep it hidden. Happy?" I emphasize the question lot while trying to catch my breath.

"I am happy. I'm happy you told me, but I'm afraid I don't feel the same way" he said as the bothers walked in.

"A bit late you guys. Thanks for helping give me a broken heart" I said accusingly.

Honey looked surprised at did Mori. Kyoya looked dissapointed and Tamaki looked as if he were hour to cry. The couldn't have come in 2 minute sooner? No it had to be after Hikaru rejected me. Perfect timing you bunch of traitors.

"Kaoru, don't"

"Don't do what? The only thing in my life that gave me a will to live. The thing I've wanted for so many years has just denied me! I hate everything. I hate life. I hate you all!" I screamed running by all of them.

Tears stung my eyes and face as I ran from the hospital. My heart had broken into billions of pieces, then was disintegrated. I didn't want to live anymore. Whats the point when the only thing you've ever loved doesn't love you back?

-Hospital-

"What's going on?" Hikaru asked not grasping the full picture as usual.

"You asshole!" Kyoya said punching Hikaru in the face.

"What the fuck Kyoya?" Hikaru yelled holding his now bleeding nose.

"You were Kaoru's only reason for living. You and you alone. And when you turned him down, you destroyed his will to live."

Kyoya said going for another punch.

"I can't be his only reason for living" Hikaru said dodging the punch this time.

"You were. He loved you and you alone with all of his heart. And you broke it. You've destroyed your brother's pure heart" Kyoya explained further.

"Wha... Oh my god! What have I done?" Hikaru asked as things started to click a bit more now.

"You've destroyed your brother's will to live. Therefore you've pretty much killed him yourself" Kyoya said as he walked out of the room.

Hikaru stood there dumbfounded. Kyoya had never hit anyone before. Hikaru started to think about his brother. He thought about how close they used to be, and all the fun they used to have. He then tried to imagine life without Kaoru, needless to say, it didn't go so well.

"I have to find it's too late" Hikaru said dashing out of the hospital frantically trying to search for his younger brother.

-Kaoru-

I've collapsed. I have ran across town and my legs caved underneath me. But I'm almost there, just a few more blocks. I rest for a minute before I realize that running away won't solve my problems. Nor would hiding, so I decided on the one thing that could truly stop my pain. I then remembered that I passed a cliff not too far back.

"Kaoru!" I heard someone shout from behind me.

That was my cue. I took off in a dead sprint towards the cliff. Whoever this person is, they are going to be the only witness to my death. The cliff came into view, and my eyes started to fill with tears. Not with sad tears but happy tears. Soon, I wouldn't be hurting anymore.

As soon as I reached the cliff a hand was on my shoulder pulling me away. I struggled and fought, but it won and pulled me back.

"What do you want?" I asked closing my eyes.

"You to stay alive" it said in response.

Wait. That voice. it's not just anyone's it's...

"Hikaru?" I asked looking up.

"Kaoru, please don't leave me" he pleaded gripping me tighter.

"But Hikaru, with me gone, nothing ill be holding you back" I said trying to convince him to let me jump.

"There would be something holding me back if I did let you jump" he said quickly.

"And what is that?" I asked.

"The memory of you!" he shouted.

This shocked me. He doesn't fully hate me? But I thought for sure he hated me.

"You...You don't hate me?" I asked still in a bit of shock.

"I could never hate you. How could I hate the one I love?" he said emphasizing the word love.

"Don't. please don't say things that aren't true" I begged as more tears fell down my face.

"They are true. Kaoru look at me!" he demanded.

I don't look up. I don't want him to see my tear stained face. But he did something that made my eyes almost pop out of my head. He kissed me.

His lips were just as soft as I thought. He prodded against my lips in order to deepen the kiss. Once I came back to my sense,I kissed back with all my might. We stayed like that, lips locked, for a good amount of time before we broke for air.

"Believe me now?" he asked with his usually cocky arrogant smile.

My response was one I severely wanted for so long. I leaned over and placed a kiss on his lips, that of which he seemed to enjoy.

Author's Note: Hey I know it's been a while. But I haven't forgot. Things have just been a bit heck-tick. Anyway, leave a review and I'll respond to it. Also check out another story I posted on a site called Wattpad. My account name there is camteen17. Its a corpse party fic. Anyway I love you all and I will see you guys in the next chapter. Bye!

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