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Been a very long time indeed, I haven't written in years, so excuse me for being rusty and again mistakes which im sure I have missed

'Okay, so let me get this straight. Rosalie took down three footballers, in six inches stilettos, singlehandely?' Eric asked, shaking his head in disbelief, biting down on a Mighty Burger. 'na-uh, no way I dont believe it'. He took a long swig of his milkshake and lent back in his seat. Angelas eyebrows knitted in annoyance and threw a fry at him.

'Dont be sexiest, why cant a woman take on three guys in six inch heels, you couldnt even take on one girl in three inch heels, you douchbag' Eric ignored the comment and ate the fry Angela threw at him and smiled at her. Angela huffed 'If you wernt busy grinding on that wasted girl you would have witnessed that beautiful moment when Edwards smug smile was wiped away'

'I can't help it if ladies throw themseleves at me'

'You're such a idiot'

I had been silent throughout the entire conversation not really knowing what to say, I absentmindly played with a fry whilst Eric and Angela started a mini food fight. We decided to catch lunch at the new burger restaurant that just opened up in the mall.

'Guys can we not! We're in public, jesus! Act your age' Mike interjected once he got a soppy ketchup fry flung into his hair. He tried to wipe as much out of his hair as possible with his napkin but to no avail. I smirked at him, fussing over his hair. I glanced at my phone hoping to see a text from Rosalie. I hadnt heard from her since friday night. As i was just about to type out a message I was interupted.

'Excuseee me, where was my invite to this event' Jessicas shrill voice sounded from behind me making me jump. Urgh I can not bare to listen to her voice with this headache. I twisted in my seat pulling down my shades to give her a dirty look. I still hadnt gotten over my hangover from friday night, my drinking game is so weak.

'Wow sorry Jess I thought you was in seattle this weekend' I tried to nonchalantly say while rolling my eyes in Angelas direction, whilst mouthing the words 'fuck me'. Angela tried her hardest not to react, but a slight snort was clearly heard by Jessica.

'Oh man Jessica you missed such a great party on friday! It was live!' Mike enthusatically said. 'Im so glad Rosalie asked me to go' I raised a eyebrow, at this comment but choose to say nothing.

'What is in your hair Angela?' Jessica asked, chosing also to ignore Mike. The girl makes it so bait shes inlove with Mike. It's obvious hes not interested, its sad really to see someone so desperate.

'Blood of my enimies, what the fuck do you think it is?' Angela said whilst waving a fry extremely coated in ketchup, damn she really does smother everything with that nasty stuff, I couldnt help but laugh out loud much to Jessicas annoyance.

'Heard about your little dyke drama at the party by the way Bella, the whole towns talking about how Edward and Rosalie got into a little fight. Gosh I hate it when ladies act like men, fighting and all, so unladylike' Jessica flipped her hair over her shoulder and quickly checked her nails in the most uninterested way she could possible do. I knew she was trying to get a reaction of some sort out of me but I wasnt going to take the bait. I shrugged my shoulders, not even bothering to turn round.

Angela let out a extremely obvious fake laugh, 'Why mi'lady let me not mention the unladylike thing you did last summer then!' Jessicas face turned beetroot red and whispered a barely audioable 'You wouldnt dare'

Mike rose his eyebrow at Jessica and cocked his head.

'Anyway i must go now! Things do to people to see' and with that Jessica was gone in a flash. Thank god.

'Yeah yeah more like things to see people to do, fake bitch' Angela muttered. 'Anyway, has anyone studied for that english test we have tomorrow?

As I had predicted all eyes were on me when I pulled up in the car park. It hardly helped that my shitty car backfired as I pulled up into a parking space. Typical. Sitting in my car i willed myself to get out. Relunctly I gathered my bag and hopped out. I began the ascent up the stairs whilst staring down at my phone like it was the most interesting thing. I managed to avoid all eye contact from my car to the front doors. I could practically feel eyes glued to the back of my head, could hear my name being whispered. Damn I wish i had Rose here with me now. Nobody would be making there discussions so obvious right now if Rose was walking here with me. I darted into the nearest bathroom and quickly ducked into a stall. Thankfully nobody was in here. Scrowling down the list of names in my phonebook finding Rosalies. My thumbs did a little akward dance whilst i debated what to say, we still havent spoken since friday night.

'Hey Rose, missed you today in the carpark, the whole school is talking about what happened on friday night... Today is going to be hell! wish you were here Bx'

The last reminder bell rang just as I hit the send button. Fuck im going to be late for English! i flew down the corridoor and threw open the door. 'Sorry im late' I quickly turned to close the door.

'Ayo Lesbo! There you are!' Urgh im going to kill Angela.

'Angela!' Mr Coopers booming voice reverberated throughout the whole class. 'Test conditions!'

Much to my embarresment the whole class had looked up from their papers to watch me walk to her desk, oh how I hate Angela at this moment in time. I hate being the last into class with everyone probably scrutnizing the way I walk, my ass, and more then likely my mismatched choice of clothes. I caught Alice staring at me and I tried to smile as best as I could only to be met with a cold blank look. Yikes, guess she's on Edwards side. Just then my foot got caught somebodies strap of their bag and I nearly fell ontop of Alice, just about managing to put my hand out to save myself. I muttered a quick sorry. 'Easy tiger, im over here' Angela waggled her eyebrows at me. I punched Angela in her arm as I walked past her desk whispering 'Arsehole' in her ear as I took me seat next to her.

'I'll be copying you yeah? cool thanks brah' Angela lent towards me, her hush voice tickling my neck and ear, making a involuntary shiver run down my spine. 'As always' I replied, getting my pen and paper ready.

I looked at the board and read the tittle of the mini essay they should be writting. '1000 words that describe love in a destructive and manliputive relationship'. Ha, I could write a hundred thousand word easy on a manliputive relationship. I let out a long sigh and began.

By the time Mr Cooper had called for all pens to be put down, I had scribbled out nearly three pages in 45 mins. 'Dude stop, tests over, we can leave now dork' Angela gathered her books and slid them into her bag just as the bell rang. 'Catch you later alegator' I finished the last concluding sentence and handed it in at the front to Mr Cooper. 'Well didnt someone have a lot to say on the matter, good luck Miss Swan, grades will be given out by the end of week' Bella akwardly smiled and slipped out the door.

The rest of the day was uneventful, I arrived home to find a note left on the kitchin table from Charlie informing me that he'll be away all week, due to some homicides recently in Seattle he had to deal with. I crumpled the note up and threw it away. Great home alone. Whatever shall i do with myself. House party? ah yeah right, ill be just putting some chicken nuggets into the oven and quietly doing my homework till I go to bed. I am no rebel.

A loud bang sounded from the front door which startled me out of my sleep. I jumped up of bed, knocking my laptop to the ground and raced downstairs to be welcomed to outline of edward through the frosted glass.

'BELLA! i know you're in there, open the door we need to talk' he pounded the glass with his fist making me jump again. Is the arsehole drunk, what the actual fuck, its nearly one in the morning.

'Edward go home, you're just drunk'

'Baby im not, please we have to talk. Im sorry please just open the door'

I hesistated but acquiesced anyway and unlocked the door. We had to talk at some point, atleast this time we don't have a audience. Worst mistake ever. He barged his way in making his dominating presence very known.

'Is she here? Your Girlfriend?' He demanded

'Nodoby is here Edward, what do you want?'

He stood with his back to me a few paces infront. His breathing was deep as if trying to control himself, his back muscled tensed and fists coiled. He slowly turned. The once beautiful face contorted into such anger it made my heart race.

'I loved you so much you know'

I didnt know what to say, all I could feel was fear. Fuck why did I open the door. The smell of beer and stale ciggerettes was overwelming making my head feel light. I couldnt couldnt help feel a pang of regret.

'What, nothing to say Bella?!' he stormed forward, pushing himself up against me and pinning to the wall. 'We were together for nearly a year, we were happy and one day you just leave forget everything we had, all because I wanted to take you to prom!?' Edward had me by the neck clenching hard. Maybe he was right, maybe I did make a mistake, but there was somthing about Rosalie, I felt somthing undeniable, somthing I couldnt just ignore for the girl.

'Edward you're so going to regret this in the morning'

'No I wont, watching you suffer like I have will give me nothing but pleasure' His voice was slick and slimey as he whispered hotly into my ear. Giving it a wet lick.

His fingers were squeezing more tightly around my windpipe now and I was starting to see stars.

'I never loved you, I dont know what i ever saw in you' I chocked out. She felt his fingers losen slightly, then all of a sudden a loud smack resonated the house, and all I felt was blinding pain on her right side of my face. The force was so strong that I fell in a heap on the floor.

'You bitch, im going to hurt you for that. But not now, I want your girlfriend to watch. I'll see you soon' he bent down and kissed Bella roughly on the mouth and stormed out the house without another word.

Motherfucker. I clutched at the wall and eased myself up and slammed the door shut and locked it firmly. Edward had never hit me before. I reached up and gingerly touched the area around my eye, ouch. Atleast im not bleeding, but im sure i'll defiently have a bruise in the morning.

I refused to cry, conceal dont feel. I went into the kitchen and grabbed a bag of frozen peas from the freezer and took it to bed. Edward has truely hit the lowest of lows. Tomorrow i will see Rosalie and tell her what had transpired tonight between Edward and me.