Ever felt like life got so crazy that you can't get a reign on it?
Mother Nature Chapter 4 Out Of Control
It was so wrong yet so very, very right. I was getting what I wanted and what I deserved. I was getting attention and love even if it was for one night, because I knew I would have to return home to my beloved Tsuna in the morning. The man down on the floor treating me like princess saw me and fell in love with me. He begged me to let him touch me and he would do anything for me. I wonder silently if he was drunk, but he was in his right state of mind, just obsessive. He wanted me and I… wanted something. So I invited him into my hotel room and we took it to the chair. I made a couple of rules for him:
1: He couldn't kiss me.
2: He couldn't leave any visible marks on me.
3: He couldn't do anything to me unless I gave him my consent.
We exchange no names just guarantees that tonight will be a night that we will both remember and enjoy. So far I was enjoying it, but it was so wrong. I'm married and I have a child, though my husband is anything but loyal to me. He didn't even tell me he was in the mafia and I got married to him and he left me for three years. I don't get any flowers, gifts, not even presents for Tsuna. It was all so vexing and I will make him regret it.
I smiled sinisterly. If his love for me is real, then this will hurt him so very much.
I grabbed the man by his brown locks and made him look at me. My eyes felt warm and I can feel the anger and lust seeping into me as I pushed him down and straddle him. The man was excited and he let me take control. I kissed him roughly, kissing and nipping his neck making him moan and I could feel him hardening in his clothes and I thought, 'No good.'
"Remove your clothes," I said huskily and the man all but shred his clothes. He lifted me by my waist and I realized how much bigger he was and it sent pleasant chills through me. He set me on the bed and I pulled him into another kiss. I sighed. I rolled us over so I was on top again. I kissed his neck and I started to lick his chest and nipples and I slowly made my way down to his navel while playing with his cock. I think I teased him beyond sanity because with a grunt he was on top of me and he put everything into me.
I cried out in pain. Oh god he was big and he filled me completely. He pushed and pulled into me with speed and precision but treated me with gentleness taking care of my needs and wants. Again no words were spoken we knew each other well enough. We were both reaching our limits and we released.
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I purchased a phone on the way home. The man gave me his number told me to call him if I'm ever looking for company. I told him I was married and I had a child. He told me:
'Then you marriage is obviously a horrible one considering your eyes with filled with hatred.'
I looked up startled. The man chuckled.
'I seen lonely house wives that have children and they stay home and watch their kids obediently, but you, you're something different, you look like you went through hell and back and falling towards the pits of despair.' The man blue eyes stared into mines. 'I like you hell I might even love you. You have such wonderful eyes and I can tell you sacrificed a lot and gained nothing in return. Let me be the one to give you something. I know I can't replace your husband and I can't step your world yet, but give me a chance. You'll see, I'll be everything and more to you.'
I can't tell if those words were just talk or not, but I needed something that would get me through my day. I needed a little bit of happiness I claimed to have. My son, my beloved Tsuna may be my everything, but he's going to grow older and have friends and lovers and I can't be there, because soon I will have to play ignorant to a lot of things should my son follow Imeitsu path in like.
I walk into the Yamamoto Takesushi shop early that morning before a crowd started to form. It was a Saturday. And I wasn't surprised to see Yamamoto already cutting fish up. Today for the first time in months, I was a happy, happy camper.
Yamamoto gave me a strange look as I spoke to him. To anybody else they would've just mistaken it as a look of surprised, but I can tell he knew what I did. I don't know how sharp he is but it didn't matter because what I do isn't any of his business so long as I don't get hurt.
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Flowershop: So I had a one night stand and I feel amazing. I mean the man that had me that night was so strong and caring. I knew what I was doing was wrong, but…it felt so right. I know I should be loyal to my husband, but can you blame me for what I did after all, my husband lied to me and left me for three years without any contact, and it pisses me off. I mean who's to say he doesn't have a mistress lying around. I know I exaggerated that one, but it makes me so angry though. How could he do this to me? But was I wrong seeking comfort in somebody else's arms?
Crystal: Hell no. Your husband is gods knows where and he expects you to just sit there and twiddle you thumbs and wait for him? Girl you every rights to do what you did and getting a divorce should be your next step.
Gypsy4: Two wrongs don't make it right, but Crystal does have a point no matter how brash it is.
Crystal: Whatever.
Henrietta: Did you do this out of spite and wanting to get back at him?
Flowershop: I'm not going to lie, I was angry and truthfully I don't think I'm going to ever stop being angry, but I did out of want and need. I needed somebody to hold me, I wanted somebody to touch me in a way, I need, no, want somebody to feel this empty void in my life. And if my husband not going to do it, then I'm going to find somebody who is willing to do it. And when I do find that person, I hope it hurts my foolish husband. I'm wrong aren't I?
Burret: Honey, hell hath no fury like a woman scorn.
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