It's a short one, but please enjoy.

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~Chapter Five~

~Jade's POV~

After Kendall left, I locked the door and made my way up to my room. When I started thinking it my room and not ours, I'm not really sure. But I really didn't like being in here, hell I hadn't even used the bathtub since he left. It all hurt too much.

I climbed into bed and cried myself to sleep.

When I woke up, I noticed the pair of arms wrapped around me. I sat up as much as I could to see Carlos wrapped around me. I smiled and snuggled back into his arms.

"Hey, you're up." Logan said softly and sat on the bed.

"What are you guys doing here?"

"Kendall called and said you'd need us."

I closed my eyes and took a deep breath.

"Jade, look at me." Logan softly commanded.

I opened my eyes and looked at him.

"What?"

"He may not know how to show his feelings the right way, but he does still love you."

"I can't do it again, what if he decides that he made a mistake and walks away again." I shook my head. "I can't go through this again."

"I know Sweetie." He lay down next to me. "I know."

"What should I do?"

"I don't know." He kissed my forehead.

I laid in the comfort of their arms and let my tears go.

It would hurt, but I would get better sooner or later. I just hope I was strong enough to hold out until the pain went away.

Once again watching him walk out my door broke my heart all over again.

God why was it so damn hard for him to fight for me? Why?

The next time I woke up, I was alone in bed. I sat up and ran my fingers through my hair. Looking around the room and not seeing Kendall's things was weird. It made the room feel so cold and empty. That in its self made me want to let him back in, but damn it I was just so afraid he'd run away again.

My phone going off brought me out of my thoughts. I reached over to the side table and grabbed it. It was Ted.

"Hey Ted, what can I do for you?"

"I have a huge favor from you."

"What's that?"

"The boys open act needs a tour manager."

"And you want me?"

"Yes."

"You have to know what's going on, I don't know if I can do this."

"I don't have anyone else that I trust enough to do this."

"I know Allen's not going on tour with the boys, so who's covering them?"

"We haven't found anyone yet."

"Really?"

"If it's really going to be that much of a problem, you don't have to do this."

"I want my own bus."

"Done."

"For real?"

"Jade, I will do anything you ask to get you on tour."

"Even after the pictures."

"That's your personal business."

"If I say yes, you tell no one, I mean no one I agreed."

"Deal."

"I have some stuff to take care of tomorrow with Allen, when I'm done I'll come see you."

"Okay I will see you tomorrow."

"Until tomorrow." I hung up and fell back on the bed.

"Momma Bear, you're up." Logan walked into the room. "Feeling better?"

"Kinda, but not really." I sat up and looked at him.

He rolled his eyes and crawled back into bed with me. He slid up behind me and leaned back on him.

"Where's Gracie?"

"She's spending the night with Kathy and Kent."

I just nodded and closed my eyes again.

"Can I ask you something, without you getting really pissed at me?"

"I guess so, I have no energy to get pissed."

"Have you ever thought about taking Kendall back?"

"Every damn day since he walked out the damn door, but I really just can't do it again." I looked over my shoulder at him. "What if I take him back and then a few months later he gets pissed again and then decides to walk away again. I can't put myself and Gracie again. Right now the fear out weights the love I have for him." I closed my eyes and laid my head on his shoulder. "I don't know if I could ever really trust him fully with my heart again. And you can tell him that word for word."

"Momma Bear, I would never."

"I know better than that."

"And so I do." I laughed. "I know he asked you to talk to me to see what he can do to get back with me."

"What would it really take?"

"He needs to prove that he's not going to run away again."

"Everything will work out." He hugged me close to him.

"I hope so, Logan. I hope so."

"Come on, Carlos and I made dinner."

"Oh God, you did."

"Hey we are fantastic cooks."

"I'm sure you guys are." I slid out of bed. "It's more my kitchen I'm worried about."

"So funny Momma Bear, we know better than to mess with your kitchen."

"Good Boy." I patted his cheek and then ran from the room, with Logan right on my heels.

When we got down stairs, Allen and James were sitting at the counter laughing at Carlos, who was covered in flour. But there wasn't flour anywhere in the kitchen.

"What the Hell did you idiots do?"

Carlos just gave me his puppy dog face.

"Go take a shower and then we'll have dinner."

"Okay, Momma Bear." Carlos walked towards me.

"Touch me and I will kill you."

"Oh come on Momma Bear, just one hug?"

"I will hurt you if you come anywhere near me."

"Fine you win." He pouted and headed down stairs.

I rolled my eyes and went over to hug James and Allen.

"So what are doing tonight?"

"Whatever you want to do." James winked at me.

"Movie night?"

"Sounds good, but no girly movies."

"But you said whatever I wanted." I pouted.

"She's right James you did, so we will watch whatever Momma Bear wants."

"See that's why Logan's my favorite." I laughed as Logan hugged me from behind.

James just rolled his eyes and started to pout.

God I really had missed these boys. Maybe going on tour wouldn't be so bad.

~Kendall's POV~

I was sitting in my parent's backyard staring up at the sky. I was so confused what I wanted to do about Jade. Did I really want to try and get her back? Or do I just want to walk away. God I don't think I have ever been this confused in my life.

"Everything okay Son?"

"I have no idea what I want anymore. I thought I would be happier if I pushed her away, so I wouldn't get hurt."

"But now you're confused now that she's back?"

"What do I do Dad?"

"Well one of the first things you need to figure out what you want. Do you want to get back with her, or do you want to let her go. But you can't keep playing her like a yo-yo."

"I know that. How do I prove to her that this is what I want?"

"Grow up and make her fall in love with you all over again."

"How?"

"You need to get back into her head, before you can get back into her heart."