"Speech"

'Thoughts'

Dreams

LOY – Scene change

LOY-SU-NU-LOY - change prospective

Like any other f my fics this has no BETA READER

Love of the Yakuza

Chapter Nineteen

Sasuke Kneeled by the body "I called Itachi and You first" Deidara said as he stood by Kisame.

Itachi stood opposite Sasuke who was shining the light on the body slipping some latex gloves on he pulled the gun from the bodies jacket "a magnum this guy is serious" he said standing up checking the magazine and seeing if any bullets were missing.

"If he's serious why is he dead?" Deidara asked.

Itachi looked over at Deidara "I'll talk to you later Deidara, Kisame take him and Kiba to the car" he said.

Deidara crossed his arms "I'm not a child"

Itachi didn't look at him "well you're acting like one" he said.

Deidara huffed and walked with Kisame "wait" Sasuke said they all stopped "Kiba can I burrow Akamaru I mean he got this far"

"Sasuke I know you want to find Naruto but"

Sasuke looked up "don't" he pleaded

Itachi sighed "no yet Sasuke lets just take the body to Orochimaru"

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Kabuto walked into the autopsy bay Orochimaru stood by the body that was laid out on the slab "let's just hope this body tells me something" he said picking the scalpel up from the tray sitting next to it.

Orochimaru moved and slid down the chest bending the skin back "there's already a scar" there was a beeping sound "oh shit" he cursed "Kabuto leave"

"What do you mean" Orochimaru spoke over him "for once listen to me Kabuto. You need to leave" he told him.

"Orochimaru-Sama" Kabuto pleaded moving towards him.

Orochimaru turned and put his hands to stop Kabuto from moving "we're both going to die if you don't leave" he said.

Kabuto looked over his shoulder as the guys chest was filled with a bomb ready to detonate in a minute "I can't leave you" he pleaded

"Go"

He walked forward and held onto Orochimaru's hands "I've never told you this but I love you I know you've always been in love with Jiraiya but you can't chose who you fall in love with" he shook his head.

Orochimaru looked up at him placing his hand on Kabuto's cheek "if we die we'll die together" Kabuto said covering his hand with his.

Orochimaru sighed closing his eyes.

Leaning his head forward Kabuto leaned his forehead on the older man's closing his eyes.

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Outside of the medical centre a man walked along the road as he held onto the leash of his dog when suddenly the building blew up and he crashed to the floor.

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"And in other news Sennin medical centre mysteriously burned down today at 13hundred hours, Orochimaru sennin's and his medical assistant was caught up in the blast it has come to a great shock for the residents of Konoha"

"fuck" Izuna threw the remote and it smashed against the TV screen "Fuck" he stood and pushed the chair back as it toppled over "it was meant to kill an Uchiha" he sat down in another seat reaching for the phone he put it to his ear "Bring me Naruto now" he said.

"All deaths to the Uchiha's that was supposed to be my plan killing every Uchiha in sight if it's the last thing I do my family will die"

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Sasuke sat at the desk surrounded by folders and papers "another name on the list gone" he put a line through the name there was a knock on the door "come in" the door opened.

Anko came in with a tray "I bought some Lunch tomato soup" she placed it down.

"Thank you Anko" he rubbed at his temples.

Anko stepped back with his arms behind his back "Sasuke may I speak freely" she asked.

"Sure" he leaned back into the chair.

"Naruto is going to fine it's obvious this masked man is only out to hurt Master Fugaku and al the blood relatives so why kidnap Naruto when he has no blood relation to you isn't it obvious that the person terrorizing us is in Uchiha" Anko explained.

Sasuke looked up at the door as she left "family" he mumbled moving the list of paper and rummaging around for another folder "family"

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"Ah" Deidara whimpered, Deidara cried out "Itachi" Itachi removed his hand from Deidara back side.

Releasing Deidara who collapsed to the mattress face first, Itachi stood up by the side of the bed "I've told you how much you can get hurt and you still go off on your own" Deidara cried burying his face into the pillow "do you want me to be like Sasuke?" he asked "withdrawn don't you see if something happened to you I wouldn't live with myself" Itachi explained "do you understand?"

Deidara moved his head and watched Itachi pace up and down shaking his head Deidara turned round onto his back "yes" he whined "I'm sorry Itachi" he said "it won't happen again I love you"

Itachi sighed running his hands through his hair and kneeled beside him "I love you to Deidara Uchiha" Deidara sat up from the bed reaching into his pocket Itachi took a small box.

Deidara's eyes widened "It"

Itachi sat back on his legs "Deidara would you do the honour of marrying me?" he asked opening the box.

Deidara sat on his knees reaching forward and taking the ring from the box and looked at the design "I don't know what to say" he stuttered.

"Say yes Deidara" Itachi said.

Deidara looked crushing forward he hugged Itachi round the neck "yes" he said kissing him on the lips "of course I'll marry you"

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"Father" Sasuke called opening the door and fell back by the image "sheesh" he said covering his eyes.

Minato gasped climbing off Fugaku's lap "could you give us a moment Sasuke?" Fugaku asked as Minato covered his body with the dressing gown form around his waist.

Sasuke turned and left shutting the door behind him.

The door opened a few minutes later Sasuke was leaning against the wall with one leg propped up 'Naruto's gone missing and everybody is going around as if everything's normal'

Minato walked out the door "excuse me" he said walking off with a gait to his step.

"Come in Sasuke" Fugaku said. Sasuke pushed himself off the wall and walked into the room Fugaku was sitting at his desk "shut the door"

Sasuke shut it behind him "I need to know everything about Izuna Uchiha"

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Tsunade cried "Orochimaru you stupid idiot" she cried as Minato held her.

"I'm so sorry Ma" Minato stated.

Tsunade wiped her tears "it's that bloody masked man I told my brother not to work with the Uchiha's and as usual he didn't listen and went ahead with it in the end" she rubbed at her face as she pulled away from Minato.

Minato bit his bottom lip "I'm sorry" he whimpered.

Tsunade took his hand "it's not your fault Minato" he said Minato's lip quivered "it's okay"

Minato licked his lips "so what is happening about my grandson is there any news" Tsunade asked.

Minato shook his head "no Sasuke is hell bent in finding him" he explained "and Fu has every single one of his employees on it"

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"Izuna was a kind hearted boy when he was younger however he had a massive ego the size of Russia him and Madara butted heads a lot" Fugaku explained.

Sasuke leaned his elbows on his knees "you never did tell us how he died?"

Fugaku leaned forward on the desk "Izuna died in a fire 10 years ago" he explained "Back than Uchiha's were meant to marry a bride to conceive children however Izuna didn't want that life so father disowned him because he wouldn't take the path dad wanted he packed his stuff stole some money and ran off"

"A year in Izuna started to contact us and we kept in touch however once Father found out he threatened us that he would stop giving us money if we cut all contact from him and he never forgave us for doing it" Fugaku explained leaning back into his seat

"We escaped but the place burned before he could get out"

"Did you find the body?" he asked.

Fugaku shook his head "the house was beyond recognition so we assumed his body burned in the fire"

Sasuke stood "so makes you think he is actually dead if you didn't find the body how can you know?" he asked "Father I've checked every associate to this family and I thought why is one person going through so much trouble to kidnap Naruto if he's after you and the Uchiha's unless he is one" he started before Fugaku could answer.

"It's not possible Sasuke" Fugaku stated.

Sasuke put his palms onto the desk "if you don't believe me than I'll find Izuna myself" he said storming out the room

Fugaku sighed and made sure Sasuke was out of ear shot picking the phone and dialling the number "Madara we have problem Sasuke seems to think Izuna is alive"

"Sasuke where you going" Itachi said following him.

Sasuke opened the door of the car "I'm sorting this out once and for all" he said placing the keys into the ignition and getting in.

"Sasuke don't be stupid" Itachi said placing both hands on the door of the car stopping Sasuke from shutting it.

"nice engagement ring Itachi" Sasuke complimented hitting his head onto the steering wheel and it beeped loudly "I love him Itachi I never got to tell him that" Sasuke sobbed looking up tears slid down his face "he's gone and I can't tell him that I love him"

Itachi reached over and kneeled by the car Sasuke's whole body shook as he sobbed and squeezed the steering wheel making his hands go all white "Sasuke" Itachi put his hand on his "I'm coming with you I don't want you to get hurt"

Sasuke shook his head "no"

Itachi stood and pushed Sasuke to scoot over seat "come on Sasuke move over" he moved to the passenger side and Itachi sat in the driver's seat shutting the door and putting their seat belts on Sasuke leaned his head on the door as they drove.

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Izuna opened the door and walked further in "Izuna-sama" Mizuki walked in behind him "you promised my last payment so that I could leave,

"Mizuki shut your face or you have no body to spend the god damn money" Izuna stated.

Mizuki stepped back as Izuna carried on walking.

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Itachi and Sasuke walked into the house "Uncle Izuna lived here for a few years there must be something here that will lead us to him" they walked upstairs once they searched downstairs.

Itachi opened one of the doors and peeked inside "there's nothing here" Itachi shook his head "after all this time he's a dead man" he explained.

Sasuke opened the door next to the one Itachi looked in. far in the corner the wall looked out of place than the rest he walked in and tapped on various parts of the wall once he tapped the hollow part he stepped back and kicked the wall. It broke from the force it lead to another flight of stairs.

Sasuke and Itachi looked at each other walking up the stairs there was another door opening it wide it was connected to another room. It wasn't much in the way of decoration but it was only occupied by a large wardrobe and a small desk with a few numbers of pens in a container.

Walking towards the wardrobe Sasuke pulled it open inspecting the space while Itachi opened the drawers in the desk Sasuke looked up at the shelf he took the box from the top. Moving to place the box on the desk and sitting on the edge he opened it.

Itachi sat in the chair rummaging in the box Sasuke picked an opened envelope up "their letters?"

Itachi sighed "what type of letters?" he asked.

Sasuke opened the page "their love letters from Madara" he said "My dear Izuna" he read

'I'm not the one for declarations of love however Love is like the wind; I can't see it, but I feel it. Whenever you touch my face embrace me, look at me I get this overwhelming feeling that projects through your eyes'

Sasuke sighed "their having a love affair" he said looking over at Itachi who walked towards him and took the letter from him and finished reading it

'Most people won't understand the bond me and you share however as my brother my blood I know that you were created for me as my soul mate. It's getting harder to see you even if we fight often and we share more time apart than together I know that nothing can stop us from loving each other.

All my love Madara'

Itachi finished Sasuke sighed as he reached down as another was sitting on the top he opened the next one "This one is dated 19th November 1998" he said

"Izuna

It's the end of the day and I was thinking about you, as usual. I want you to know how much I sincerely love the times we've spent talking. It means so much to me. It truly seems like I've known you forever and I honestly can't imagine life without you now. There will be no looking back, no second thoughts and no regrets. I want you and need only you ... and that love will only grow stronger.

Sometimes life hits you with unexpected things that take you totally by surprise. All I can say is you're the best surprise life has given me and your capacity for love, caring, and understanding never ceases to amaze me. I've truly been blessed by finding you and I'll never let you go even if I have to run to the ends of the earth.

Madara"

Sasuke shook his head and placed it on his lap "they loved each other but they couldn't be together, Itachi this just proves that he's alive" Sasuke explained there was a few more however that was only a few lines long just places where they could meet secretly.

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Fugaku still had the phone to his ear as he spoke into the receiver "after all this time Madara and he's been alive" he said.

Madara sighed "you really think so"

Fugaku shook his head "when it burned down yes I did but I'm not sure now" Fugaku licked his lip "do you think he's taking revenge for what happened 10 years ago?"

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Madara licked his lips "I don't know Fu" he looked down at his desk "but I got to find him before anybody else does" he hung slamming the phone back down the desk he stood pushing the chair back so it hit the back of the wall walking over to his coat Madara reached inside and picked a key from his inside pocket.

Walking over to the side where a cupboard had a lock attached to it. Unlocking it he opened it wide on the top shelf he reached up to pick another box from the shelf he placed it on the desk and sat back down on the chair.

Unbuttoning his top button he took a chain from around his neck slipping it over his head he used the small keys that was on the chain to open the small box opening it Madara picked the first two letters from the top.

Madara

Each night before I sleep your sweet voice echoes through my mind. As I rest my head on my pillow a smile seeps through my soul, knowing that you and you alone have made me whole.

Without you I would simply be surviving, but with you I am living life to the fullest. Because of your love my spirit has been rejuvenated.

The simplest pleasures in life bring me so much joy that it is hard to find the words to describe them. A walk in the park becomes a reality based metaphor... it is our journey together hand in hand forever more.

Even in our moods, regardless of the irritations of daily life we manage to make each other laugh. The sound of your laughter rings through my ears and touches my heart. Our banter that may seem odd to others makes us giggle to no end. The difference between you and I are very few, yet they are there. But we accept those differences, embracing them because they are part of something we love about one another.

It isn't about looks, nor money but the simplicity in life that we find so attractive. Knowing we could survive anywhere as long as we were together.

Love is not a job, love simply is. Unconditional love is what I offer you, and with you I receive the same. You are my heart of hearts, my soul mate, friend, lover and partner for life.

Love Izuna

Madara stroked the paper and moved it to the desk laying it down he picked up an un-opened letter from the bottom which was dated 9th October 2001 Madara's birthday he breathed out before using his letter opener and took the letter out.

Madara

My love, I cannot stand this. It is just too hard to be away from you. I am usually okay, but at times like this (especially tonight) it just becomes too much to bear. I cannot sleep tonight from thinking of you.

I just have to tell you, Madara, to share with you that sacred part of my inner, secret life, the thoughts I think that everyone has but does not always say. I know that sometimes pride gets in the way of expressing emotions. I believe that is the cause of my reticence in telling you how I feel sometimes, that and the fact that passion in an extreme state can be scary, you almost just want to shut it away for fear that it will eventually destroy you. I think of my feelings, my love for you not with craving or with hope or even desire, but just with a kind of wonder that such things could be. You have opened my eyes to how love should feel. I can promise you this, I will never again settle for less.

But, at this time in both of our lives, we are surrounded by possibilities of choice, open doors and wide horizons, which I know, may come between us. But I also know and hope that they could eventually bring us together, with both of us being better people for the time we spent apart. And so for now I function between maybe and maybe not. It's a strange mixture of love and sex and sorrow and hope and longing and faith. And even though you are far away, you're all that I can see, I carry you with me through all my days and I miss you more than I can say. Also, Cameron, remember this - I love you no less than if you were right here now.

I know I have a tendency to be impetuous at times - thus the reason for this letter. I think I will mail it now, before I consider what you might think of it. I love you and am waiting for the day when I can feel your arms around me again.

Love always,

Izuna

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Sasuke rubbed at his face "but Itachi I don't get why he's so bitter for. Dad" he stopped mid-sentence.

"What?" Itachi asked.

"Father said he was disowned because he wouldn't marry the bride his father picked out for him but I don't get why he's doing what he's doing" Sasuke picked the last one "there's this last one it was dated 14 years ago 16th June 2000 but it's empty" he looked up "maybe Izuna still has this one"

Sasuke put his head down "Uncle Madara and Izuna couldn't love each other the way they wanted because they were banded together by blood"

TBC…