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~Chapter Thirty-One~
~Jade's POV~
While the boys were getting ready, Alexa and I stood by the entrance of the stage watching the last of Ryan's set. Her last song was 'Girlfriend' by Avril Lavigne. I was so ready just to punch the bitch in the face.
"Is she serious?"
"That wasn't on her set list."
"She has no idea who she's messing with, does she?"
"Even if she did, I don't think she'd really care." I shook my head.
"Well at least the tour will be interesting."
"I was hoping for a quite laid back tour."
"With these boys?" She raised an eyebrow at me.
"I love my boys. But I guess as long as we don't have any trips to the ER, I'll be happy."
"Yeah, I can imagine." She laughed as Ryan came off stage.
She walked over to me grinning. I handed her a water, grinning right back at her.
"So what did you think?"
"Not too bad."
"I just love that last song."
"I'm sure you do."
She just grinned at me.
"You should head to your dressing room and change before you catch a cold. I'd hate for you to get sick."
"Whatever." She rolled her eyes.
"Oh Ryan, if I was you, I wouldn't sit on your couch."
"Why not?"
"I just wouldn't." I grinned at her.
"Whatever." She rolled her eyes and walked away.
"Oh my God, I can't not believe you just did that."
"Why?" I looked at Alexa.
"You are crazy Lady."
"Oh you have no idea." I laughed.
She just laughed as Kathy and Gracie walked over to us.
"Hi Mommy." She grinned at me.
"Hey Baby, did you guys have fun?"
"We walked Fluffy Marshmallow."
"That sounds like fun."
"It was. Auntie Lex, are you ready for your first BTR show?"
"Yes, Gracie Lou I am." Alexa grinned at Gracie. "I'm really excited."
"I was really excited my first show too. I know you'll love it."
"I'm sure I will."
Gracie grinned at Alexa.
"Who wants to go say good luck to the boys?"
"I do!" Gracie raised her hand and jumped up and down. "I do Mommy!"
"Do you now?" I looked down at her.
"Yes I do."
"Well then I guess, it's time to go say good luck to the boys."
"Yay! I love you Mommy." She grabbed Alexa's hand and dragged her towards where the boys were getting ready to go on stage.
Kathy and I just laughed and followed behind them. As soon as Gracie saw Kendall she was jumping into his arms. It warmed my heart to see them together. He didn't have to be as good to Gracie as he was.
"I swear it makes me tear up every time I see them together?"
"I know what you mean." I looked at Kathy and smiled. "It takes a really good man to be a father to someone else's child. It's one of the things that made me fall in love with him."
"What can I say, I raised him right."
"That you did."
Kendall walked over to us with Gracie in his arms, grinning from ear to ear. I couldn't help but smile back at them.
"Mommy, are you gonna kiss Daddy now?"
"If I was, what are you going to do about it?"
"Logie, take me away before Mommy and Daddy kiss, please."
Logan just took Gracie from Kendall. I could so tell that he was trying so hard not to laugh at Gracie. That would be so bad.
Kendall wrapped an arm around my waist and kiss the side of my head.
"You look good." I grinned up at him.
"What are you talking about, I always look good."
I rolled my eyes and smacked his chest.
"Abuse."
I just raised an eyebrow at him.
He grinned at me and leaned down to kiss me.
I pulled away laughing.
"You're so lucky your Mom is here."
"Really?" He grinned at me.
I just shook my head.
"Right, anyways. Good luck kiss?"
I stood up on my tippy toes and kissed him lightly before I stepped away.
"Good luck boys, break a leg. Make sure you flirt with all the pretty girls." They all grinned at me. "Hands in, Carlos do you want to start the tour off?"
"Of course Momma Bear."
After the short pray I hugged each of them as they go ready to go up on the stage. When I knew they were safe and ready to go, the rest of us where we were going to watch the show.
God I had forgotten how much I loved watching Kendall perform. It was like he became someone else and damn did I find that so hot.
"Please tell me I'm not the only one who finds them so much hotter?"
I just shook my head. I couldn't speak, I was memorized by Kendall on stage.
When the show was over, we meet the guys back in the green room. As soon as I saw Kendall I kissed him. I would have jumped him, but the guys were there.
"What was that?"
"A congrats on an awesome show kiss." I shrugged and backed away from him.
"I will take that." He laughed and pulled me into a sweaty hug.
"You're all sweaty."
"You didn't seem to mind that a few minutes ago when you kissed me."
"Beside the point." I grinned up at him.
"I think it is the point." He kissed my forehead and let me go. "Where'd my Mom and Gracie go?"
"Gracie fell asleep."
"Well I'm gonna go take a shower, you gonna stick around?"
"Yeah, I will see you off, no worries."
"Okay." He kissed me one more time before he walked out of the room.
I really wanted to follow him, but I just couldn't.
"You okay?" Alexa asked.
"Yeah, I'm okay." I shook my head and looked at her. "I will be."
"You sure? You look like your heart just walked out the door."
"He did."
"Then go after him. Kathy has Gracie, no worries I will take care of the other three."
"Thanks." I hugged her and then walked from the room.
When I got to the dressing rooms, Kendall was the only one in there.
"What are you doing in here Jade?"
"Why do I get the feeling you're mad at me?"
"I promise I'm not mad, I'm just a little sad that you're not coming on tour with me." He cupped my face. "I really want you there to wake up to every morning. I just want to share this with you. It may be our last tour together."
"I wish I was too." I turned my head and kissed his palm. "I would love nothing more than to wake up with you every morning."
"If you didn't have a job," I put a finger over his mouth cutting him off.
"If I didn't have a job, we both know I'd go crazy. I don't know how not to work."
"I know it's one of the things that drew me to you."
"I know it is." I laid my head on his chest. "I love you."
"Love you too." He laid his head on top of mine. "I love you so much."
"I'm gonna miss this."
"I am too."
"Go shower and then I will walk you up to the bus, okay?"
He nodded and let go of me. I blew him a kiss as he walked back to the shower area.
I picked up his clothes and laid out his traveling clothes. I wasn't surprised to find my panties still in the front pocket of his jeans. I was shocked he had them with him on stage though.
"What's so funny?" Kendall walked back into the room, with just a towel around his waist.
Just held up my panties with one finger, with a raised eyebrow.
"What, they brought me good luck." He took them from me and put them on top of his clothes.
I just laughed and shook my head.
"Go get dressed Casanova."
He grabbed his clothes and headed back towards the showers. I swear he put a little extra sway to his hips just for me.
When Kendall was done getting dressed we meet the other guys out by the buses. Kathy and Gracie had joined them.
"Okay, you boys be good."
"We will try, without you here, it may be hard." James laughed.
"There is no try, there's only do."
"Quoting Yoda now?" Logan raised an eyebrow at me.
"Damn straight I am." I pointed a finger at him. "Now promise you will be on your best behavior."
"Momma Bear." Carlos whined.
"Yes Carlos?" I raised an eyebrow at him.
"Never mind."
"That's what I thought." I laughed. "Alright Cubs, Momma Bear needs her hugs."
After our goodbyes, everyone but Kendall got on the bus. I really didn't want to say goodbye to him, I just wanted to drag him to my bus and make love to him all night.
"I don't want to go." I mumbled into his chest.
"Then tell Ted to shove it and come on tour with me."
"I wish I could, but I can't. I never break a promise."
"I know." He sighed. "I should go."
"I know." I let go of him. "I love you."
"I know." He smirked at me.
"Go, before they leave you."
"Bye Baby." He kissed me one more time before he got on the bus.
Once Kendall was safe on the bus and the door was shut, I waved to the bus driver and then headed over to Kathy's car. By the time I climbed into the front seat I had tears running down my face. I didn't think this was going to be this hard.
~Kendall's POV~
When I got on the bus, I just sat on the couch and stared out the window until we were far from the arena.
"You gonna be okay?" Logan sat next to me.
"I don't know." I looked at him. "I really wish she was here with me. Her and Gracie."
"I know you do. We all do. This tour won't be the same without them."
"No it won't be." I sighed and looked back out the window.
"Don't worry you guys will be together soon enough."
"Do you know something that I don't?"
"No, just a feeling I have."
"Right." I rolled my eyes. "How's Allie doing?"
"Cassie is driving her crazy, so the usual."
"Why?"
"Someone texted Cassie a picture of our opening act, and Cassie isn't too happy about it."
"Why?"
"Did you know notice how hot she was?"
"No," I shook my head. "You know I only have eyes for Jade."
"As I only have eyes for Allie, but you really can't tell me you didn't notice her?"
"No, I mean how could I? Did you not see what Jade was wearing?"
"Nope she's off limits. I put blinders on when it comes to Momma Bear."
I just shook my head and laughed.
"What I do."
"That's good to know Logan, good to know."
"Whatever, but are you sure you're gonna be okay?"
"Yeah, I'll be okay."
"Okay, well I'm gonna go talk to my woman."
"Have fun, keep the noise down, please."
"Put your headphones in." He laughed and headed towards the back of the bus.
God, I'm so glad there is only two to a bus this time around. I don't think I could deal with Carlos and Alexa being all lovey dovey.
My phone buzzed letting me know I had a text. I picked my phone and looked at the text, it was from Jade.
"I miss you already. :(("
"Miss you like crazy. I don't know if I can make it to Michigan with not seeing you."
"Me either, but it is what it is. I hate it so much."
"I know."
"I'm almost in tears."
"Don't cry, Baby Girl. I never want you to cry because of me again."
"I'm crying cuz I miss you so much."
"We can do this, can't we?"
"Yeah, we will still talk every day."
"Yes we will. Where's Logie?"
"In the back talking to Allie. God I am so happy there's only two to a bus this time around."
"I'm sure you are. So what are you doing?"
"Looking out the window, thinking of you."
"I'm thinking about you too."
"I wish you were here, so I could hold you in my arms. They feel so empty."
":(( I'm sorry, Love. I wish I was in your arms."
"That's what I'm gonna miss the most, just being able to hold you in my arms whenever I want."
"Damn you."
"What?"
"You're making me cry. I feel so bad, I want to be with you so bad."
"Then come be with me."
"I can't, as much as I want to, I can't."
"I'm sure Ted would understand."
"I'd just feel so bad bailing on him."
"I know, you would and I'd never ask you too. I know how much your word means to you."
"I really do have the best husband in the world."
"And I have the best wife in the world."
"Oh you make me blush."
"I love you so much."
"Love you too. You should try and get some sleep, I know you have to be so tired."
"I am, but I want to talk to you some more."
"Okay we can talk until you start falling asleep on me okay?"
"Thank you."
"Give me five and I will call you okay?"
"Okay. Hurry."
"I will."
I leaned my head on the cool glass waiting for Jade to call me. God this tour was really going to suck so much without her and Gracie. But I really did understand why she wouldn't bail on Ted, no matter how much she may want to.
I was going to miss her so much. It wasn't fair.
But it will make our reunion so much better.