The past couple weeks have been hard. Finding out about Andy, the break up, just Gah, why did I even love that whore? Just hfvkjsdn I'm so dumb, really. It's a Saturday and I have nothing to do, Andy and Bradie went away for the weekend. I'm just sitting here watching TV and thinking about Andy, Bradie…and Andy…I'm just worried about him. I continued watching TV and then an ad came on for a Blink-182 concert, I sat up and had a mini heart attack. Oh my fucking god. "MUM! MUM! MUM COME, COME, COME LOOK AT THIS!"
"WHAT SHAUN! WHAT DO YOU WANT NOW!?"
"BLINK CONCERT!" I said with a massive smile on my face, she sighed
"Okay, how many tickets?"
"3 PLEEEEEEEASE!"
"Sure thing, I'll just call them up and get the tickets"
"yay! I love you mum"
"love you too Shaun" she smiled and went to the kitchen, calling up the number and I continued watching TV and thinking, I think Andy will enjoy this. He'll love it. It's on his birthday, how much more perfect could that be? I just can't wait to tell them Monday.
yay, Monday. Spent the weekend cleaning and doing homework, I just hope Andy's okay. I hope he'll cheer up when I tell him, I really do. I don't think I've ever been so happy for a school day, like, ever. I did the usual daily routine for school and left for school. I feel different. All fuzzy and warm inside I don't know why.
I got to school and ran to Bradie and Andy "hey, hey guess what?"
"What?" Andy and Bradie smiled
"I got us tickets to Blink-182 for Andy's birthday"
"oh my fucking god, are you serious? Oh my god thank you Shaun I love you" Andy smiled and hugged me tight and then Bradie joined in and we all laughed. I can't wait for blink.
After school we decided to go to Andy's and Bradie's and do whatever. We went to Bradie's room eating some chips.
"OH MY GOD IT'S SPIDERMAN" I giggled
"Shut up, Spiderman is epic" Bradie said.
"oh I know"
"but that's like me and batman Shaun" Andy added
"I know" I looked over to Bradie's cupboard "wow, Bradie, you play guitar" I grabbed the guitar and strummed a few chords I learnt in Mr Samuels class last year
"yeah and don't touch it, it's really expensive" Bradie got up and took it off me
"he can also play violin and piano" Andy whispered, I giggled
"show me your violin Bradie" he looked at me with wide eyes
"Andrew!", Andy burst into laughter not long after I did
"n-no seriously, show me" I said breathlessly
"okay" he went to his cupboard and pulled this little case out and took the violin and the bow and started playing a soft little tune
"wow Bradie, you're actually pretty good"
"I've been learning for a while"
"wow"
"yeah"
"I might go, we do have that homework and I don't want mum to crack it"
"then go" Andy smiled at me
"bye Shaun, see you later" Bradie said
"bye Shaun!" Andy said
"bye guys!" I said as I ran out the door, making my way on the bus and then home, I went to my room and thought about how much my life has changed, I don't know if it's good or bad, but I feel more myself this way.