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It had been a little over two months since Alexis had gotten back together with Randy. Alexis did her best to stay away from Adam in that time. Since she had gotten back with Randy she couldn't handle being around the person she loved and know that he would never feel the same way. On the other hand, things with Randy were so much better. There would be sometimes when he would got back to being his old self, but then he would do a complete turn around and be fun and happy again. Her feelings were growing for Randy, but not by much. She was pretty sure that she would never be able to love him the way she did Adam.

The only people that knew about Alexis and Randy were Nattie and Eve. They were defiantly not happy about it and kept bringing up Adam. Alexis didn't want Adam or Jay to know. They would be so upset and disappointed if she told them her and Randy were together again.

"You okay man?" Jay asked as he and Adam sat in their hotel room on the couch. Adam looked so upset over the past 2 months. Jay never saw Adam and Alexis together anymore. The night Alexis told Jay about how she felt about Adam everything changed for the worse. Jay thought that after that night things would be perfect and by this time Adam and Alexis would be together, but Alexis had been so distant lately.

"No, Jay. I don't think I am." Adam leaned back and ran his finger through his long blond hair. He missed Alexis so much. He missed them hanging out and having fun. He missed being with her and seeing that gorgeous smile of hers. He missed the girl he loved so, so much.

"I know you miss her a lot man. I hate seeing you like this." Jay had known Adam for over 20 years and this is the first time he had ever seen him like this. He needed to do something.

"I don't know what happened. One day we're nearly together at all hours and now I see her maybe for like 10 minutes tops. Did I do something? Say something? I just don't know and its killing me, Jay." If it was something he did or said he would apologize and try to make things right, but he didn't know. Alexis was pushing him away and it was breaking his heart.

"I'm going to go over and talk to her. Maybe I can find out what's wrong." Alexis was not only steering clear of Adam, but was also acting different when Jay would get the chance to talk to her. Jay got up and made sure to grab his wallet, phone and key card.

"Can you please tell me what she says?" Jay nodded and left Adam sitting by himself in the empty hotel room.

Alexis' hotel room was on the other side of the floor so it took Jay a minute or 2 to get there. Jay raised his hand to knock, but before he could, the door swung open. He was face to face with a man that he though was out of Alexis' life for good.

"Oh, um…hey Jay." Randy said awkwardly. So much for keeping his relationship with Alexis secret. It was Randy's day off and he wanted to see his girlfriend. Randy had to be back on the road though to get to the next show so he and Alexis just spent time hanging out. They really didn't do much. Randy understood why Alexis would want to keep them a secret, especially from Jay and Adam. As much and Randy wanted to rub it in Adam's face that he was back with Alexis, he couldn't.

"What the hell are you doing here?" Jay thought the worst. There was no way. Would she really do that? Would she really go back to him?

"Why I'm here is none of your business." Randy said in a cold tone.

Alexis had come to door to see what was going on. When she saw Jay she knew she had some explaining to do. "Baby, just go okay. I'll call you later." Alexis gave Randy look that clearly told him to shut up and leave. She didn't want a confrontation between Randy and Jay.

Randy gave her a quick peck on the lips and left, not wanting to be late catching his ride with John.

Jay could just imagine Adam's reaction when he found out that Alexis was back with Randy. He wasn't going to tell him though, he just couldn't. Adam needed to hear it from Alexis.

"You want to explain this?" Jay wanted an explanation as why she went back to Randy when she said that she was in love with Adam.

Alexis took a deep breath and took Jay's arm and pulled him into the room and closed the doors behind them. "Look, Jay I, I'm sorry I didn't tell you, its just that I knew how you react and how pissed you would be." This was not the way she wanted Jay to find out.

"Yeah, I'm pissed that you didn't tell me, but I'm even more pissed that you went back to him. What the hell were you thinking? That he would just make a complete 180 and be totally different? You said you loved Adam and then you go back to Randy. That makes no fucking sense!" Jay took a deep breath and tried not to get worked up. Yeah, sure a girl he considered a little sister went back to a total douche that cheated on her not once, but twice, but there had to be a good reason why she went back right? "Why, after all the shit he put you though, would you go back to him?"

"He's changed Jay. He's different from how he was before. And he helped me realize something that I should have realized on my own, before I let it get so far." She hated seeing Jay mad like this. Jay was usually a happy person always cracking a joke, but when he got upset be got pretty scary.

"You said that last time and look what happened! He cheated on you again. And what are you talking about? What did he make you realize?" He was trying not to get upset. He really was, but it wasn't working.

"I kept telling myself that maybe I did have a chance with Adam and I let myself fall more and more in love with him.. But then Randy made me realized that Adam will never see me as anything more then someone he considers a sister. I still love Adam, Jay I do, but its not gonna work." Alexis was sure it wouldn't work with her and Adam as much as she wished it would.

'He fucking loves you!' Jay wished he could tell her that. It would solve all these problems. But then again he wanted Adam to tell her. Jay didn't know what say or how to respond. He knew it would work between them, but if he said that, he would be basically saying that Adam had an interest in her and he couldn't say that. He would pretty much give Adam's secret up. On the other hand, if he said that it wouldn't work it would o\push her farther into Randy's arms. "That doesn't mean you go back to that cheating bastard! He's gonna break your heart again and with how you've been treating Adam, he's not gonna want to help you just so you could do all this crap again!" Jay knew Adam would do anything for Alexis, but he had say that to try a get Alexis to think about how this is effecting the Rated R Superstar.

"Randy is different now! He's not gonna cheat on me again and what do mean with how I'm treating Adam? He's fine, I haven't done anything to hurt him."

"Oh, if only you knew how wrong you were. You've nearly fucking killed him. You not being there has destroyed him, Alexis did you know that? He thinks he's done something to hurt you because you're barley talking to him anymore and the last thing he would ever want to do is hurt you. You need to tell him about Randy, Alexis. If you really still loved him, you'll tell him." Jay turned around and stormed out of the room slamming the door behind him. He hated being so hard on her, but he had to.

Alexis didn't think that he being so distant would hurt Adam. She didn't want to hurt him by not being around, but it just hurt her to much to be around him. He needed to know that he didn't do anything wrong. She needed to tell him about Randy.

Poor Adam and Daaaaannnnngggg, Jay went all out lol.

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