Life sucks. Honestly. You're stuck here just to watch the man you love walk away; you have to put up with your mum and brother whining about how messy your room is. I'm old enough to do what I like. Why can't they just leave me alone? That's all I want to be right now. I heard a knock on the door as my thoughts mushed in my head.
"Who is it?" I sighed
"Bradie"
"What do you want?"
"I need to speak to you about something"
"fine. Whatever, come in" he walked in, he didn't look himself
"uh, Bradie? You feeling alright?" he sat on my bed and looked at me
"Shaun told me about you and his little fling" I just stared at him. Why would Shaun do that.
"Andy, listen to me. I kinda figured this and the way you looked at Brooke with jealousy was so weird. Like, why would Shaun's best friend do that? I don't think that of her at all-"
"Shut up Bradie! Please! I still love Shaun I can't handle this right now"
"I know you do, that's what I'm here to talk about"
"w-what?"
"I know you love him. Even though he doesn't know what he wants? Go for him. You love him"
"but Bradie-"
"go" I bit my lip, he stared at me seriously, I awkwardly got up and made my way out of the house to my car, got in and started the engine. I'm scared about how this will turn out.

I got to his house shaking. I was full of adrenaline; I went to the door and knocked. Shaun opened it.
"Andy…?"
"Shaun, I NEED to speak to you. Like, right now."
"oh. Wanna go to my room"
"please"
"okay, come on"
we walked up to his room and as he closed the door. I don't know what to say, I had too much to say.
"so…?" Shaun asked. I ran up to him and held him close, smashing my lips to his, he gasped and kissed me back slowly, I clenched my eyes shut as we kissed. My stomach exploded with butterflies, I was begging for more, I held him close, making the kiss more passionate and then he pushed me off. He looked at me stunned, I looked the same to him.
"w-what are you doing Andy?"
"Shaun…" I didn't know what to do so I got on one knee, he looked at me worriedly.
"Shaun….from the moment I met you it was love and I want you forever, I know I've fucked up and I'm a shitty boyfriend and kisser but I seriously love you. I've never loved anyone the way I love you. I'd fucking die for you. Don't you understand? I love you so much Shaun and I don't know if this speech is enough to make you believe it since it's off the top of my head but I really, really love you. Shaun Donald Patrick Diviney, will you be mine?" He stared at me, biting his lip. "A-Andrew, you're amazing. I love you too, so fucking much" I smiled the most I have smiled in months right then and there I got up and wrapped my arms around him as he hugged me back.
"thank you Shaun…" I whispered
"don't thank me…thank you…" he whispered back.

SHAUN P.O.V

I hate school, I have to be away from Andy and all I want to do is be with him or play guitar. Why was school even invented? No one likes me. The only best friend I have is Bradie. I didn't even spend my lunch and recess with him, I always went to the "haunted" bathroom, I felt better there even after everything that happened there I like being alone. If I'm not with Andy or if Bradie doesn't feel interested, I'm alone. The only good thing about my life is Andy, I love him so much, in so many different ways. I looked into the mirror and sighed and fixed my smudged eyeliner. I hate school so much, so much it makes me want to die, I get teased for my hair and eyeliner. I am who I am, who cares if I'm different…who cares if I'm bisexual…but as soon as I'm with Andy, he makes me feel better. I'm so bored in here, it wouldn't kill me to walk around the school or chill with Bradie, right? I walked out of the bathroom, I already feel insecure as fuck. I walked down to where Bradie usually is, he wasn't there. Fuck. I sighed and sat there anyway and grabbed my iPod out, stuff going back to the toilets, I put in my earphones and listened to My Chemical Romance, they're basically my drug right now. I couldn't wait till after lunch though, I get to go home and Andy is picking me up. I smiled at the thought of him and grabbed my book "How To Kill A Mockingbird". This is my happiness when Andy wasn't around. I kept reading and reading, this book is amazing.
"Oi, faggot" I heard someone yell, I looked up. It was Daniel's brother. Ha, fuck life, I pulled an earphone out.
"what do you want?"
"I just wanted to tell you that I'm taking my brothers place so watch out" I laughed under my breath
"you're in year 7, go play with your Spiderman toys, you're not 'cool' just go away."
"fuck you, I swear I'm going to make the rest of this year so shit for you"
"go ahead, see if I care" I mumbled
"starting from now" he grabbed some girls icy pole and threw it at me, I gasped as it hit my eye
"you immature little CUNT!" I got up and had my fist in the air, I punched him right in the nose, fuck.
"OW! Wait until I tell my brother about this" he cried softly, walking away. I was frozen and shocked at what just happened. I'm furious. It reminded me of the past, I hated the past. The little fucker set me off. I'm upset and pissed. Fuck this. I grabbed my bag and put my stuff in it, storming out of the school. Not like the school would care, I stormed half way to Andy's then started to slow down as I got tired. I got to the door and knocked, Andy opened it and I bursted into tears. What was wrong with me? He wrapped his arms around me.
"Sh Shaun, you're okay. I'm here. What happened?"
"I-I hate school! I hate life, I-I'm nothing" I said without thought, he squeezed me tighter.
"no Shaun, you're amazingly beautiful, you deserve to live. I love you. Come on"
I sobbed softly as he took me to his room, he closed the door behind him and turned me, wiping the smudged eyeliner that my tears caused.
"Shaun, calm down. Baby, please" I took deep even breathes
"Shaun…what happened?
"D-Daniel's brother…threw an icy pole at me, it went e-everywhere and I got pissed and punched him in the face." I heard Andy breathe deeply.
"At least you defended yourself…"
"but Daniel will come after me and chop my fucking dick off! I punched his little brother! If anyone punched Liam in the face I wouldn't be happy!"
"calm down Shaun, baby I'm here" he wrapped his arms around my again, I sighed into the hug and closed my eyes. He rubbed my back up and down, calming me. I breathed deeply.
"I love you Andy"
"I love you too Shaun…"
I looked at him and kissed him lightly, he kissed me back softly and then pulled away.
"Baby, you look tired" he said
"I just want you though"
"come on" he pulled me to his bed and we laid down, he wrapped his arms around me, I turned to him and kissed him softly, he slowly slid his hand to my waist, I rolled him over and got on top of him, he put his other hand on my waist, I kissed him soft and slow and slid my tongue in. He battled with my tongue slowly, making me exhale deeply. I pulled away before anything else could happen.
"I don't want to go home with a boner Andy"
"you asked for it but" he giggled
"shut up" I blushed and looked at the time and giggled.
"what you giggling at mister?"
"Bradie's going to be home soon, I have a plan for tonight to freak him out."
"which is?"
"since this is a little place for only you and Bradie at the back of your house, I was wondering if we could fake sex and moan so loud so he thinks we're having sex and we could rock the bed back a-"
"say no more, I love you" he laughed "perfect plan"
I smiled "I love you too, I'm going to text mum and ask if I can stay" I got off him and quickly texted mum. She texted back that it's fine and that she'll drop off my guitar later. I laid next to Andy again and we cuddled, watching TV.

Later, it was time for Bed. Bradie was already in bed. Andy and I were giggling about this plan.
"Andy, take everything off besides your underwear" I said, taking my clothes off.
"What if I'm not wearing underwear…?"
"I-…W-…Well you could put some on" I said awkwardly, he giggled
"I'm joking, I'm wearing underwear" he said, taking his clothes off. I got under the cover and held it up.
"my body is waiting" I giggled, he laughed and got on top of me, spreading my legs, I bit my lip.
"now how do we do this?"
"just…kiss my neck, I'll start moaning and then after a while, start humping me and I'll start screaming with pleasure, got it?"
"got it!" he smirked and started kissing my neck soft and slow, I exhaled softly. He started to add tongue and sucked my neck softly, massaging the spot with his tongue, I moaned softly, he started to hump slowly, I moaned louder. I forgot that this may actually make me hard. He started to go faster, still making out with my neck, I groaned and bucked my hips up onto him, he moaned.
"fuck Shaun, we didn't think this through"
"just, don't stop. Please." I moaned in his ear. He kissed down to my chest and kissed it soft and slow with his tongue, I wrapped my legs around his waist as he thrusted harder. Fuck, he was making me horny. I closed my eyes and moaned even louder, I was imagining him actually thrusting into me which made me even harder.
"S-Shaun, remember to scream" he said breathless from thrusting so fast.
"o-oh Andy!" I cried out.
"m-mhm Shaun"
"I-I want you in me Andy, f-fuck me" He stopped and looked down at me, I blushed.
"are….are you serious?"
"only if you want it to be"
"maybe later, I wanna do this first"
"I-I have an idea"
"what?"
"I'm gonna ride" I rolled him over and sat my crotch right on his and started rocking back and forth. Fuck, it felt amazing.
"oh Shaun, faaark!" Andy moaned, I started to rock faster and harder, bouncing slightly. I didn't care how loud my moans were, the impact was so amazing.
"S-Scream baby…" Andy whispered in a moan. I kept going and felt an orgasm coming on, fuck. I didn't want to stop.
"Scream Shaun!" he whimpered, I threw my head back
"O-OH YEAH ANDY! RIGHT THERE, DON'T STOP O-OH!" I cried out, It wasn't even fake, Andy laid me down and got on top, thrusting against my crotch hard and fast. I cried out "YES ANDY OH GOD YES!" I panted and moaned. And then there was a knock on the door, I panicked, but Andy wouldn't stop, I bit my lip to contain the orgasm coming, I started whimpering and panting.
"S-Sh baby" he whispered to me
"W-What Bradie?!"
"you're disturbing. Go to sleep, I'm going to have nightmares" Andy giggled, moaning softly.
"night Bradie" he looked down at me, he thrusted once more harder, I cried out and came, starting to pant as did he. I grabbed him by the back of his neck, slamming my lips to his. We kissed for a couple minutes and then he pulled away.
"I Love you Shaun"
"I love you too Andy" I smiled.