(Alternative ending)
ANDY P.O.V
It's 6am, I haven't had a blink of sleep. Shaun, he goes to America today, I haven't spoken to him in months. I don't know what's wrong with me either. I think I'm still in love with him, I love Justine too. I just don't know what to do. I looked across at Justine sleeping snuggled up and warm in my bed, she was so beautiful and I love her so much, but my heart is just screaming for Shaun, I carefully stroked her cheek with the back of my hand then sat up. I needed to tell Shaun. I don't care if it'll push him away or bring him closer, he just needs to know. I got out of bed and got my white shirt on, I heard a little croak, Justine.
"A-Andy…? where you going?"
"this is going to kill you" I sniffed, sliding on my jeans
"what?" she got up, turning the light on and coming over to me.
"Justine" I turned to her and put my hands on her hips.
"I love you, I really do, I know I do…"
"then what's the problem?"
"I-…I am still madly in love with Shaun" I felt myself tear up, I can't imagine how she feels.
"Aw baby, it's okay if you do…I understand, he means so much to you" wait what.
"H-He goes to America today…I want to go after him and tell him before it's too late, he just has to know, I want him to stop worrying about me.
"Come on, I'll take you." She said, pulling her own jeans on.
"really?" I asked, putting my himynameis jacket on and doing my hair in the mirror
"of course, even if it means we can't be together, we will always have our memories" She said, walking next to me and grabbing her jacket off the desk.
"you really are amazing Justine, I still want to be best friends at least, I can't get rid of someone as amazing and supportive as you from my life" I looked at her, she looked back at me.
"of course I'll be here and also, I've always wanted a gay best friend" she winked and spanked my bum playfully, going to the bathroom.
"heeey" I pouted and went after her, she laughed as she brushed her teeth then did her make up, I brushed my teeth and went back to my room, spraying myself with lynx, and putting my socks on. Justine ran in with her hair up and sat on the bed, sliding her boots on as I put my converse on. Justine then grabbed my keys.
"I'm driving" she said, running out to the car, I went after her, getting in the passenger's side. She started the car and pulled out, we put our seat belts on as she speeded down to the freeway.
"woah, why are you going so fast?" I asked
"well it's like, 7 now and it takes almost an hour to get there. We can't miss him."
"o-okay" I said, starting to get nervous, what if we don't make it.
Justine parked in front of the airport, we both got out and ran in, making our way up escalators and running through crowds of people.
"what time is it?" I asked whilst running.
"we have five minutes!" she said, speeding up, I ran besides her.
"I SEE HIM!" She said, pointing. I stopped and stared at him in the line with his ticket.
"SHAUN!" I yelled, running in his direction, he didn't hear, he was about to pass his ticket as I approached.
"SHAUN!" I said, my eyes welling up again.
"Andy?" he turned around, I jumped on him, wrapping my arms around his neck, pushing my head into his shoulder, I sobbed into him softly. I made it.
"Andy, what are you doing?" he said softly, wrapping his arms around me.
"I-I just needed to tell you how much I love you before you get on that plane. I love you so much Shaun, I just needed you to know that. I'm still so madly in love with you and I don't want you to worry about me." I sniffed, he held me tighter kissing my neck.
"Thank fuck, I thought I was the only one, I love you too Andy, I can't live without you."
"I need you so much" I whispered.
"I need you too…"
"u-um, what about me?" Brooke's voice said, I pulled out of Shaun's arms and wiped my eyes, he had a tear falling too.
"I-I'm sorry Brooke, I tried, I did, but I love Andy…"
"I-I get it Shaun…"
he bit his lip and turned to me "come to America with me?" he asked, I smiled.
"O-Okay, I don't have my things though"
"don't worry, it's only 4 weeks and I'll share with you"
"okay, and I should be fine, all I need is you" I smiled.
"Andy…here" I looked at Brooke as she passed me her ticket.
"thanks"
"good luck to the both of you" I smiled at her and looked up at Shaun, he held my hand and smiled at me.
"ready?"
"always" I smiled, we waved back at Justine and Brooke as they waved as we walked through to the plane door and going to our seats that were in front of Sinj and the others. Sinj's face was shocked, I gave him a bitchy smile and waved.
"hey" I said innocently
"what the-" He said, Tim nudged him. I laughed and sat next to Shaun. He looked at me.
"I love you so much baby" he whispered
"I love you too…" I whispered, smiling, he leaned in slowly and kissed me soft but tender on the lips as I kissed him back, the plane slowly took off. Here's the first step to forever, with the man I love.
