A Broken Full Moon

Ch.9 Heart Caves In Pt. 1/2

(Yet-Switchfoot) = 9.0 Wolf's Bane

*So for emma217 and anyone else who is curious I am continuing this story with season. If Teen Wolf does have a season 3 I'm also going to do that, so the story will probably be on hold for that. I'm going to write the sequel which I will post I think when Season 2 is at episode 10 or so. I'm still deciding if I'm going to separate it into two stories or not. So yup I think that's it. Were almost at 80 reviews! You guys are the best. And review some please. I want your opinions, what all of yawl think. Thank you for reading this.*

"So?" Eli asked. I asked "what?" Eli glanced at me as we treaded through the hallway. Eli said "you've been all mopey today. Something's on your mind." I sighed I hated that he could read people so easy, or well at least he could read me easily. I hated that no matter how much I tried I couldn't get Derek's words out of my head. "You think I love you? This between us isn't love, its attraction and that's all it's going to be, Alex. Besides, you're damaged goods right?" I shook my head to rid myself of those thoughts as I opened my locker. Although I agreed with him now, if the alpha was around I wanted Derek to go after him. The longer the alpha stayed alive, the longer Scott would be miserable, and the town wouldn't be safe. I had concluded that I wasn't going to be selfish about Derek; I was going to let him go. And that what he had said was true, all of it.

I turned to Eli and answered "nothing, really." Eli scoffed and I asked "you don't believe me?" Eli answers "hell no." I was about to argue when he shut the locker and pushed me gently into it with my back against it. He chuckled as he said "because I can tell when you're lying. Your nose scrunches up some"- he flicked my nose as he lightly leaned into me.

His hair was falling into his face. He continued "and your eyes narrow a little, while your voice cracks some. It's cute though."

My face flushed and I stayed silent for five seconds until I said "what was that? Oh, you need me Stiles? I'm coming!" I slid out of his way and turned and dashed for my next period. I heard him chuckle as he said "only you, Alex."

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"No, Scott!" Scott whined "but Alex. Derek will kill us if we crash, but he won't kill you! Please, Alex!" I sighed as I closed the door where I tucked in Rome who had fallen asleep with me and mom. The three of us had been teaching him braille. After I got back from working at Gloria's, I had immediately made dinner, and mom and I got to teaching Rome. He was knocked out after thirty minutes. Stiles and Scott had come home after mom decided to head to bed too.

Stiles said "c'mon Alex, I'm too young to die. He scares me, and if you do this…Scott will do whatever you want for…a day." This peaked my interest, while Scott blurted "what?" I asked "anything?" Stiles gave Scott a look and they had that weird telepathy thing that I never got, when I was younger I'd feel left out but now I know that it's their thing. Scott finally let out a breath and said "fine. Let's just go." I smirked as we walked out the door.

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"Oh my god! We're gonna die!" I rolled my eyes at Stiles who was sitting in the back and next to me was Scott. I say "really Stiles?" He only gripped my seat tighter as he put his head between us. I saw Scott looked panicked and I said "chill guys! I got this." They shot me dubious looks as I revved the engine and pushed the stick forward and made a sharp turn. "Faster?" I asked. I glanced at Scott and focused back on the road, I saw Scott look back and then Stiles and Scott respond "much faster." I pushed my foot on the accelerator as I switched gears and revved the engine as I went up to 110 MPH.

Stiles gripped the seat and Scott held onto his seat with a steel grip and then Stiles said "they're gone." Scott asked "what?" Stiles turns on his dad's police radio talkie. Sheriff hurriedly comes on "all units, suspect is on foot heading into the iron work." I exchanged looks with Stiles and Scott. I sighed and I looked over at the two and said "hold on." Stiles said "why?" and I pulled an abrupt and fast U-Turn. They yelped and Stiles fell back into his seat. I smirked as I said "that's why."

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I pull up into the iron work and Stiles yells "get in!" Scott hurriedly slid into the back as he opened the door. Derek-I am not calling him eyebrows anymore-jumped in the car as Argent fires at him as he gets in. I revved the engine and sped off while flipping him off. Scott yells "what part of laying low don't you understand?" I rolled my eyes as Derek growled "damn it! I had him!" Stiles and Scott put their head in between the seats Stiles asks "who? The alpha?" Derek bit out "yes! He was right in front of me and the freaking police showed up." He glanced over at me and waited for something. I guess he waited for me to say something, but I was going to give him the cold shoulder for as long as I could. I smirked to myself, as I faced forward and slowed down some. Served him right, I wasn't even mad at Scott for blaming the murders on him. Even if what he said was true, he didn't have to be a dick about it.

Stiles defends "hey, they're just doing their jobs." Derek sends Stiles a look. Stiles flinches and cringes into my seat. Derek looks back and glares at Scott "yeah, thanks to someone who decided to make me the most wanted fugitive in the entire state." I speed up some as Scott said "can we seriously get passed that? I made a huge dumbass mistake. I get it." I raised my eyebrows looking at him through the rear view mirror. Stiles cut in "alright! How did you find him?"

Derek looked at me and then in between them and scoffed. Scott asked "can you at least try to trust us for half a second?" Stiles "yeah, all of us?" Derek glowered at Stiles. Stiles replied "or just him. I'll be back here." I grinned at Stiles. He was going to drive Derek crazy, and that just amused me. Derek took a long glance at me and said "the last time I talked to my sister she figured something out. She found two things, first was a guy name Harris." My eyebrows rose and I almost swerved Stiles asked "our Chemistry teacher?" Meanwhile Scott contemplated "why him?"

That definitely was a good question why would our Chem teacher be involved with something dealing with werewolves? Derek answered "I don't know yet." Scott asked "what was the second?" Derek pulled out a piece of paper and held it up mostly for my benefit as I parked alongside the road and Derek said "some kind of necklace." It looked familiar but I didn't know where I had seen it. Derek who had been looking at me asked "what?" Stiles cut him off "you know what this is?" I looked at Stiles and Scott as I answered "I've seen it but I don't remember where." Scott said "I've seen it on a necklace. Allison's necklace." I sighed as I looked at all of them and revved the engine and shifted gears. Derek said "get that necklace."

Scott answered "I know." After that there was an awkward silence as both Scott and Stiles leaned back in their seats. I drummed my fingers on the steering wheel. The moment of awkward silence lasted two minutes before Stiles cut in "alright! What is going on with you"- I cut him off as I turned on the radio and the song 'Super Bass' by Nicki Minaj "boy you got my heartbeat running away, beating like a drum and it's coming your way, can't you hear that boom, badoom, boom, boom, badoom, boom bass?" And I turned the station.

I hurriedly turned it again when Rihanna came on "I know you've been hurt by someone else, I can tell by the way you carry yourself, if you let me, here's what I'll do, I'll take care of you" and I finally turned the station and thankfully 'Animal' by Neon Trees came on, "…oh, oh I want some more, oh, oh what are you waiting for? Take a bite of my heart tonight." I sang the lyrics softly as I took the Derek's car to hide in some abandoned warehouse where my Camaro was at the moment. As we all hopped out of Derek's car I said "alright, c'mon guys let's go." I almost ran to my car but Derek caught me swiftly around my upper arm and said "Alex, wait." I gulped and I faced him and he said "I want to talk to you." I replied "really? We all want things sometimes but you can't get what you want all the time." Scott pulled Stiles away some. Derek closed his eyes and said "I'm not good at this." He opened his eyes and said "sometimes I do or say stupid things that I don't mean, without thinking. And last night- what I said- it was one of those moments."

I raised my eyebrows and he said "just…I want to know that after all we'll be okay. That what we have- I want it to keep going." I looked at him in disbelief even though a huge part of me just wanted to forgive him and continue with it but I couldn't do that, where would my self-respect be? "okay?" I snatched my arm back as I said "you think we'll be okay, Derek I can barely stand being in your presence and you want us to be okay?"

"All attempts have failed

All my heads are tails"

Derek stepped closer to me as he said "I just want to know that I won't lose you." I said "You were right. Derek what we have I can't- we can't- I can't risk being hurt and right now with alpha on the loose, I can't risk Scott being in trouble. You were my friend and I don't want to stop being your friend I just….it hurt, what you said and I want to hate you so bad" He gulped and I felt tears burn in my eyes.

"She's got teary eyes,

I've got reasons why"

I continued "but I can't. And I'm trying to get over it. You haven't lost me forever but for now I'd rather just be your friend." I walked away from him. It was only half true, I didn't want to be friends because whether I liked it or not I was falling in love with him.

"But you haven't lost me yet,

No you haven't lost me yet

I'll sing until my hear caves in

No, you haven't lost me yet"

Scott and Stiles were in my car and didn't say a word although Scott shot me sympathetic glances while Stiles looked concerned. No doubt Scott had given Stiles the play by play. I dropped Stiles off and drove home with Scott.

"You going to be okay?" Scott asked me as he stopped in my doorway; I replied "yeah, I think so." He smiled at me and walked back to his room. Not only did I have to deal with an alpha, my brother being a werewolf, hunters in town trying to kill my brother, my brother being in love with said hunter's daughter, other people getting involved, and people dying now I had to deal with loving a sour wolf. I thought all I would have to worry about was senior year and Rome.

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"So you need help with English?" I asked Isaac. He blushed as he nodded and said "yeah, I guess." I asked "well, I can help you. Let's see um, how about after the game? We can study at your house? Or during school." He shook his head and said "no, my house is not good for this." I said "well I have a free fourth period today, since we have a sub." Isaac sent me a small grin and said "that's great! I have study hall." I spotted Scott and Stiles arriving and I said "awesome meet you in the library then?" He nodded and I left running to catch up with them. "Hey guys!" They nodded and Stiles said "like I said talk to her." Scott insists "she won't talk to me." Scott questions "what if she only like takes it off in the shower." He had a glazed look in his eyes as Stiles said "that's why you ease- that's why you ease back into it get back on her good side, remind her of the good times and then you'll ask for the necklace."

I slap Scott on the head "you're thinking of her in the shower aren't you?" Scott "yeah." Stiles "alright stay focused. Ok. Get the necklace, get alpha, get cure, and get Allison back. In that order got it?" I roll my eyes and say "try and good luck." I walk to my locker and grab my art utensils out as I switch some books out. "Alex?" I turn and see Eli there. I said "oh, hey Eli. What's up?" He replied "the sky." I rolled my eyes as I shut my locker door. I said "cute." He chuckled and said "so I wondering when you want me to teach you." I blinked and asked "teach me what?" He chuckled as we walked to my class and said "remember some Tae Kwon Do moves?" I widened my eyes and said "Oh, yeah. Um, how about after the lacrosse practice tomorrow we can use the field." He nodded and said "cool, catch you later." I nodded and walked into my class.