So I know I said I was going to update earlier but I didn't have time. I will try to post either tomorrow or Thursday with my version of the season premier.
Amy's POV
I wake up at 5 a.m. and decide to just get up knowing I won't be able to fall asleep, not that I really got much last night. I spent most of the night tossing and turning thinking about the impending conversation I'm gonna have with Karma today. I don't know whether or not to tell her about what happened with Soleil. I know I should tell her about me sleeping with someone if I want to have her friendship back, but I don't know whether I should say it was with Soleil. Karma doesn't exactly like Soleil, and I can't lose Karma. Even if I only have a friendship with her, it'd be better than losing her all together and she's the one person I can't live without. It was why I wanted to get over her, because my feelings aren't worth losing her over. But I know my heart's never giving up, but I also know just being her friend is enough. I hope. I know I should ask Soleil what to do since it does involve her and I don't want her to be surprised if Karma confronts her.
When I finally decide this, I look over to my alarm clock and see that it is 6:30. I decide to get up and take a shower since Lauren will probably take one too. When I get in, I feel the water spray my back causing me to hiss at the pain from the scratches I forgot I had. This action though makes me hit my head against the wall when I realize I have Gym with Karma, and we have to change, and my locker is right next to hers. Crap. Now I really need to tell her, because there is only one way to get scratches like that on your back. Fuck.
After I'm done, I see that its 7 a.m. and I head to my closet to pick out my clothes. I choose a white v-neck, black skinny jeans, my red sneakers, and my beanie since I don't feel like doing my hair. I grab more of Lauren's concealer and try to hide the marks Soleil left, because while I'm most likely going to tell Karma, I don't feel like getting stared at by everyone or teased by Shane.
Which reminds me that I have to find out why he told Liam everything when he promised not to. I wish this wasn't so complicated. I wish I could go back to before Shane outed us, maybe then I would still have Karma as my best friend and I wouldn't have had to suffer from these feelings. The sound of Lauren coming out of the shower pulls me out of my thoughts. Reminding me that we need to talk because I really want to know why the hell she would sleep with Liam. And also, where the hell she was yesterday. I see that it's 7:45 and wonder why it took me so long to get ready, but then realize it's because I kept getting lost in thought.
Just as I walk out, Lauren also comes out of her room looking about as tired as I feel, signifying she didn't sleep well either. "Are you okay?" I ask. "Not really. I had to go to the pharmacy yesterday and get the..." she cuts herself off during her rant when she realizes what she said. I feel my eyes widen and I can't help but say "You didn't use protection?!" This causes her to wince as if ashamed before replying "I don't know but I don't feel like taking that risk. You're luck you can't get pregnant with your one-night stand." Making me nod in agreement. It could have easily been me that slept with him, if I was drunk enough. "Why did you sleep with him anyway?" I ask not being able to comprehend why since she hates him about as much as I do, or at least I think so. "I honestly don't know. I think it was because I was mad a Tommy for dumping me, and since he basically idolizes Liam, it would hurt him if he found out. But he's not going to find out is he?" she says the last part that leave no room for discussion. I shake my head and say "Not from me. Although I'm probably going to tell Karma about me." This causes her eyebrows to rise in shock before saying "Wow. I didn't think you had it in you. Are you going to tell her about you sleeping with Soleil or just saying you slept with someone?" "I don't know yet. I'm going to talk about this with Soleil since it also affects her." I confess. "When are you going to see her? I thought she did independent study and rarely went to school." she asked in a confused tone. I then explain everything to her while we walk down to the kitchen. "Whoa, you do realize Karma's going to be pissed, especially if you tell her it was Soleil you slept with." Lauren says. "I know, I know. I'm fucking screwed." I say. We both just get cereal since we're too tired to make something else. We eat in silence and when we finish she offers to take me so that I don't have to ride the bus with Karma. "No thanks I'm good Soleil offered to take me and we need to talk" I say, and as if she knew we were talking about her I get a text from her saying she was there. I grab my bag and head to the door with Lauren since usually leaves at this time. When we get outside, I head to Soleil's car.
"Hey, you look like you didn't get much sleep" she says. I roll my eyes and say "I didn't and when I did sleep it was restless. I kept thinking about today." She starts the drive to the school and asks "Are you going to tell Karma?" "I'm definitely telling her about me sleeping with someone, but I wanted to talk to you about whether or not I should tell her it was you." I say. She nods and thinks it over for a little bit before answering "I would tell her if I was you, because she'll definitely want to know who it was with. And, you really shouldn't start a friendship all over again with lies, especially if she finds out from someone else. It's what got you into all of this." I think about what she said and nod in agreement seeing her point. "But won't you care if she confronts you?" I ask doubtfully. "Not really plus if she confronts me about sleeping with you, instead of me knowing about you two faking it, I might be able to see if she really only sees you as her friend or something more." Soleil explains as we get into the school parking lot. We get out and I see a lot of people staring. I say good-bye and head to my locker. As I walk to my locker, I suddenly get dragged to the roof. I turn and see the person who dragged me is Karma. "We need to talk." we say at the same time.