Chapter 5-Particular Fondness
Things were slowly getting back to normal well as normal as Dean and Sam's life was. Bobby had informed them of a few easy jobs in the area.
They would head out hunt and then head back towards the hospital Cas stayed at. Sam noticed his brother would never take to many jobs to far away wanting to be as close to Cas as possible. After a month of this behavior Sam decided to confront Dean about his particular fondness for Cas.
"Hey Dean…can we talk?" Sam asked. "What's up Sammy?" Dean asked through bites of hamburger. "You know we should really be hunting those Leviathans out there, Bobby's been keeping tabs on it for us. I've noticed you don't seem to want to pursue anything past the state line though. Can you tell me why? Sam explained. Sammy knew damn well the answer but he wanted Dean to actually open up for once. "Sam…you know why." Dean grumbled. "Dean tell me what's really going on with you and Cas." Dean took a deep breath could he really tell his brother this.
He didn't even know what it was between him and Cas. He had no words to explain what he felt and with Cas's condition how could he even know if Cas felt anything. "Sam…I don't know how to explain this can't you just leave it alone?" Dean asked. "Why do you do that Dean…when you don't want to deal with it you just push it aside? If you keep doing that you are gonna explode on someone someday. Sam said with that serious look in his eyes.
"Look Sam I promise I will tell you everything until my face is drenched in freakin tears but just not right now. Don't I have to know what the hell I am feeling before I can share them Dr. Phil?" Dean replied. Sam smiled "Ok Dean but this isn't over, you will talk to me." "Yea yea my brother the stubborn bitch." Dean teased. "Well you're a stubborn jerk." Sam said through laughter. Dean laughed to and knew that Sam would be satisfied for the moment.