Dear readers of PNNYM,

Well. I have some bad news. And I'm not really sure how to say this.

I was about three pages into Chapter 10, when I realized I really don't like this story. When I started it a year ago, I did no planning at all. None. Zip. And now, three pages into Chapter 10, I realize I have some major plot holes. MAJOR plot holes.

So I have a few options now.

Option 1: Scrap this story. This would be the easiest way out. I have come to realize that my characters are too under developed, and enormously unrealistic. I don't even like them! I did a really, really bad job with this story.

That leads me to Option 2: Major rewrite. Go through the entire thing, fix all my many mistakes, and change it completely. Correct plot holes, add more depth, figure out a plot.

So, I'm torn. I spent a long time writing this. It would bother me to see my work go to waste. But I also am of the opinion that this story is beyond saving. (Did I mention I have no plot? I didn't even plan it that far!)

I'm telling you this to let you know why there are not going to be any updates for a long, long while. I am still trying to decide if I should delete this story all together, or put the effort into saving it. That is where my readers come in. As far as I know, no one is particularly attached to this story. Help me judge this one. I don't know anyone on FF- I don't really know what the proper protocol for this is.

I can't PM. However, if you want to send me an email, it is ausland . ff at gmail. Or leave me a review.

I won't take this story away without any warning. I don't want to abandon it- so it is either rewrite the whole thing when I could be spending time on my other (better) stories, or scrap the entire thing. Tell me what you want- I'm not really doing this for me anymore, it's all for you.

Ausland