Hey guys , so here is chapter 2 , hope your liking this so far. This chapter is rated M

RATED M

Chapter 2 -needing or wanting !

As the next few days went by , JJ kept to herself like she had done for the last few months , but there was one person who was breaking her wall , she didn't no why but he was like no one she had ever met before. He was different , he could make her smile and feel warm she didn't no why.

There she sat in class staring down at her desk waiting for the class to start , she felt a presence around her. She looked up to see Will sitting down In her seat , she gave him a soft smile picking up her pen getting ready to write , when her hand started shaking. She put her pen down, holding onto her hand taking slow deep breaths.

Will watched her carefully as he sat down at his desk , he saw her hand start to shake when she picked her pen up. He had seen this before. He new exactly what was going on with her. He looked away shaking his head trying not to get angry. He didn't want to believe someone so sweet could be doing stuff like this. After class had ended he followed JJ to her locker seeing her , she was acting strange he could see that from a mile away.

"JJ"

JJ jumped hitting her head onto her locker door turning around seeing Will.

"Oww"

"Sorry, I didn't mean to make ya jump"

"It's okay I just"

"Your still going to the party tonight?"

"Yeah , yeah. I know you wanted to pick me up. But can I just meet you there instead."

"Sure , any reason why?"

"I just have something I need to before"

Will nodded closing her locker door for her , hearing the bell go off for next lesson.

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JJ walked into the house kids all around her drinking and dancing to the loud music, she walked around looking for a certain person. She walked towards the stairs seeing the guy she was looking for her. She pulled the cash out of her top handing it over, taking the packet out of his hand. She walked into the kitchen pouring the bottle of vodka into the cup along with some coke. She picked up the glass taking a long sip , knowing tonight she was going to feel the rush once again.

Will walked in Emily and Derek behind him , they all looked around seeing JJ stood in the kitchen downing a drink.

"Ohh I'm so glad someone else is in the same mood I am"

JJ laughed into her cup , taking a last sip before pouring herself another. Grabbing 3 other cups for the rest of them. Will watched as Derek and Emily disappeared to go dance leaving him and JJ alone.

"So you manage to do what you wanted to do?"

JJ nodded holding the cup in her hand moving closer to Will

"Yep"

He nodded seeing she was a bit out of it. He wrapped his arm around her wasit , so she didn't fall. he looked at her right in the eyes. Seeing her staring back.

"I need to go the bathroom , I'll be right back"

JJ winked at him before walking out of the kitchen heading up the stairs into the spare bathroom , she pulled the packet out of her bra taking out the drugs sorting it once again. She leaned against the skin letting her body relax before taking a sip of her drink knowing soon she would be in a real party mood. She walked back down stairs seeing Will stood in the kitchen talking to some girls. She rolled her eyes walking over to him pushing the girls out of the way.

Will watched in amazement was JJ jealous? , he looked at her seeing her eyes were blood shot and her pupils were dilated.

"JJ don't you think you've had too much to drink?"

"NO"

He raised his eyebrow at her holding her up once again.

"You cant make me stop"

"You wanna bet?"

Will grabbed the cup out of her hand placing it down watching as she stared him down grabbing the vodka bottle from behind him she walked off back upstairs. Will ran his hands through his hair , taking a deep breath he didn't want to believe this at all. He poured himself another drink heading off to find his other new friends.

"Hey where did JJ go?"

"She ran off with the vodka bottle"

"Of course she did"

Will smirked taking another sip of his drink.

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He watched as she stormed away from him , carrying the bottle walking upstairs. He new any moment now the drugs would kick into her system along with the drinking. He followed her upstairs pushing her into one of the rooms. Closing the door behind him

"WHAT THE HELL"

JJ fell forward pushing her hands out for support as she hit the bed. Seeing the guy walk towards her.

"Anderson?"

"Yeah"

"What are you doing?"

"You what I'm doing you owe me"

"HA , no I do not"

"Yes you do"

He walked towards pushing her down on the bed sitting on top of her kissing her. JJ didn't react at first but soon followed kissing him back dropping the bottle onto the floor, she wrapped her hands into his fair, feeling everything start to kick in. she started to feel dizzy and really warm. She closed her eyes trying to make the burled

vision go away. She kept her eyes closed making everything go dark.

Will was getting worried , he new he should go and find her. He walked around seeing if he could see her anywhere. He walked up the stairs checking every room to find nothing , he walked towards the last room barging through the door. He found her laying out cold on the bed him on top of her. He walked towards him pulling him away punching him in the face. He pulled JJ up seeing her still not moving. He patted her on the cheek , seeing her slowly move. He stood up wrapping her arm around his shoulder , half carrying her out of the room and down the stairs to the front door. He ignored all the looks form everyone carrying her to his car. Placing her in the seat. Driving off.

Emily watched as Will dragged JJ out. She gave Derek a look of concern , noticing someone walking down the stairs with a bloody noise. Derek walked up to him pushing against the wall punching him once again.

Will placed her down on the bed taking off her shoes, seeing her roll over. The packet popped out of her top , Will took it looking at the substance in the packet. He closed his eyes placing it on his bed side table. He walked into the kitchen turning on the cold water tap. As the hours of the night went by he watched as she spelt. Out cold no movement. Knowing she was going to feel rough as hell in the morning.

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As the next morning came around Will opened his eyes , jolting awake. He looked down to see JJ still asleep. He let out a sigh sitting up running his hand through her hair. JJ felt someone's hand on her face, she slowly opened her eyes adjusting to the light.

"Owwww" she said quietly

She looked around not recognizing where she was. She looked up to see Will sat next to her.

"What am I doing here?"

"You passed out , I found you Anderson was trying too."

"Oh god , he didn't did he?"

"No , I got there just in time."

JJ nodded closing her eyes again feeling a shooting pain in her head. Will passed her the glass of water watching as she downed half the glass.

"Have you got anything for this headache?"

"Yes , but your not having any of it"

"Why?"

"Cos , you were high and drunk , adding more drugs to your system will probably make you overdose."

"well it never has before."

Will laughed standing up picking up the packet throwing It on the bed next to stared at the packet. Looking back up at Will.

"It's none of your business what I do"

"NONE OF MY BUISESS , JJ if I hadn't of found you when I did you'd be waking up naked in some dudes bed not remembering what you had done."

"Look it's my life I can do what I want"

"Okay you do that but when you end up in hospital , I wont be there."

"GOOD , cos I wouldn't even want you there."

JJ stood up putting on her shoes grabbing the packet off the bed storming out, walking home. She couldn't believe him. He took her stash and had yelled at her. It was her life she could do what she wanted. Will walked around his room , trying to clam down he cared about her he really did. He didn't want to see her get hurt. He knew what it was like to lose someone to drugs. He wasn't going to lose someone else.

JJ got home walking up to her bed hiding the drugs in her draw. She sat down on her bed running her hands through her hair. She took off her clothes walking into the bathroom standing under the shower letting the hot water flow over her body. After minutes of standing she finally fell to the ground clutching her knees to her chest. Letting the tears fall.

It had finally hit her , Will was right she was stupid and off guard she was almost raped and didn't care. But deep down she did, she hated who she had become not caring what guy she gave it too or got it from. She lost faith in herself. And didn't know if she could get the old her back.

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