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Chapter 3- Coming to terms with yourself

JJ downed the class of cold water, looking over at the front door hearing it slam shut. She saw her father walking into the kitchen.

"Wow you look like hell"

"Right back at ya" JJ said placing the cup down.

Her dad laughed putting his bags down leaning on the counter.

"You have a good night?" he said studying her closely

"Oh , the usual , had a bit too much to drink"

"Well , if your up for it , you fancy going for dinner later?"

"Sure sounds good."

"Okay , I'm gonna go get some sleep"

JJ sighed picking her cup up again , taking another sip knowing she had to let the drugs and alcohol get out of her system. As she walked towards the stairs she heard a knock on the door. As the door swung open JJ saw her Emily.

"Wow , your actually alive."

JJ moved out of the way , letting Emily in closing the door behind her.

"Before you say anything , can we go to my room. My dad just got back and he's asleep"

Emily nodded following JJ upstairs into her room. JJ closed her door standing with her arms crossed.

"Derek spoke to Will"

JJ looked up at Emily biting her lip nodding her head.

"why would you JJ?"

"WHY?1!"

"Why do you think Emily?"

"Honestly JJ I don't know I thought you were passed this who drug , drink , sex thing "

"I slipped okay , I needed It with everything that is going on I needed to feel alive."

"JJ you almost got raped last night , you were that out of it you didn't even notice , that he tried."

JJ looked at Emily not saying anything , pulling her arms closer to her chest.

"Look , I know that your not going to listen to anything that I say so , all I am going to say is that. You need to start realizing that people care about you. A lot and if you keep doing this more people are going to get hurt and end up dead. Including yourself. "

JJ watched as Emily barged past her leaving the room. JJ stood biting her lip hearing the front door slam close. She took a deep breath walking up and down her room. She was right. Emily was right. Every time she did this someone got hurt , she got hurt. She owed to her friends , to her dad and herself to stop and just be a normal teenager. JJ walked over the draws pulling it out grabbing the box pulling out all the packets running into the bathroom she opened them up pouring them into the toilet flushing it. Wiping the tears from her cheeks.

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JJ walked through the door of the restaurant her farther following behind. As they were been seated JJ looked around seeing Will sat at a table with another man.

"Will"

"JJ , hi"

JJ's farther along with Will's looked at one another.

"Sheriff."

"Agent , it's good to see you again."

"You two know each other?"

"Yes , Bill here is the new Sheriff. "

"Oh." JJ smiled.

"Join us."

The waiter pulled up two more chairs, JJ sat down next to Will picking up the menu , looking through it ,trying too avoid Will. He watched as she sat down picking up the menu , knowing this was going to be awkward for them especially with there encounter that morning. As the meal went on it became less awkward letting there parents do all the talking. JJ looked at Will giving him a soft smile.

"So dad how was your case?"

"Oh you know , the usual , we got the guy."

"Good"

Before anyone else could speak phones starting ringing , JJ and Will watched as there fathers answered there calls. JJ exchanged a look with Will.

"Sorry guys we gotta go."

"Okay , I'll see you later?"

"Yep."

JJ's father placed some money on the table leaving the teenagers alone leaving with the Sheriff. Once they left JJ looked round to see Will staring at her.

"Look , I'm sorry. Can we go somewhere and talk?"

"My mum's home"

"My house s free."

Will nodded getting up from his seat JJ following him. Once they got to her house. JJ sat down on the sofa Will sitting next to her. She pulled her legs up to her chest wrapping her arms around her kneecaps.

"Why do you care?"

"Look JJ I know I've only known you for a week , but I know what drug addiction does to people. I like you , I don't wanna see you get hurt. Or something bad happen to you."

JJ nodded biting her lip.

"I don't even know why I do it , I just"

"Makes you feel good , not you"

"Yeah"

"I wanna help you I do but I need you to try. Be willing too try"

JJ went to speak but no words came out of her mouth. She looked at Will tears forming in her eyes.

"Emily came round , what she said to me was right , I need to stop this and realize that people do care about me and want me to be okay. I don't want anyone else to get hurt because me. Not after last time"

As a tear fell down her cheek bones falling onto her hand. Will watched her closely knowing something bad must of happened. He reached out his hand attaching it onto hers , squeezing it tightly.

"I wanna stop."

"For real?"

JJ nodded biting her lip.

"Will you help me?"

"I can do that , but it wont be easy."

"I know. I've been there."

"I mean , it giving up completely without anyone knowing will be way harder. "

"I need too , I cant lose anyone else and If my dad finds out it will kill him"

"Okay , okay I will help you. But first you have to get rid of it."

"I already flushed it. All of it."

Will nodded pulling JJ into his hold watching as placed her arm over his chest burying her head into his ribs.

"Thank you , for last night. If you hadn't of gone looking for me. Id probably be wondering what the hell happened."

"Your welcome. And that dick is gonna get what's coming to him."

"I need too ask you to do something for me?"

"What?"

"Some of the stuff I've done. Its bad really bad and I need you , not too ask me but just be patient and let me tell you"

Will nodded giving her a soft smile.

"Okay"

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Will closed the door to his room , sitting down on his bed he ran his hand through his hair. Today was a success well he hoped it was anyway. He wanted to help JJ he really did. He did like her. She wasn't like other girls. And he was going to be her friend. Help her through this. He knew it was going to drain her. But she needed this. She needed to sort her life out. He was the guy to do that.

He couldn't get JJ's words out of his head , he needed to know what she had done. But he had to keep is word and wait for her to tell him. He already new it wasn't good but , he needed too.

She needed too stop all this , the drugs , the guys. The drinking. And if she was honest with herself she had stopped with the guys anyway. She felt dirty and unclean. And had managed to stay away from them. Until now. Will was different and she hoped he could be a good friend to her.

JJ walked into her bedroom laying down on her bed , she rolled over facing the wall seeing the picture on the draws next to her bed. She picked it up holding it close to her chest. Letting the tears fall.

"I'm sorry mum"

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