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Chapter 4-starting , to fix your life.

JJ walked through the doors of the school , heading down the hallway seeing Emily stood at her locker. She walked over to her standing in front of her holding onto the strap on her bag.

"I know you don't wanna talk to me , but can you just listen"

Emily nodded crossing her arms over her chest.

"I'm sorry you were right. I was stupid and a idiot , and I need to stop. I am going to stop. And im just used to thinking of myself without having others worrying."

"We do worry."

"I know that , well now I know that. So do you forgive me?"

"Your going to stop?"

JJ nodded

"Yes , Will's gonna help me"

"Will?"

"Yes , I promise , no more guys in clubs , drugs, drinking"

"Okay , but if you need help just tell one of us ?"

"I promise"

JJ smiled hugging her best friend . She was going to do this. She needed too , she needed to focus on her friendship. And school work.

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She stood listening to there convocation around the corner. She peaked her head round seeing them stood at Emily's locker. A smile crept across her face. Knowing she finally had some dirt to use against them. She was going to ruin her. Once and for all she just needed a great opportunity to do it. As he saw her stood he wrapped his arms around her waist. Feeling her jump.

"WOW , wow its just me."

"Aaron you scared me"

"Sorry babe I really am what are you doing?"

"Nothing !"

"Haley !"

"I was just nothing."

Aaron looked around the corner seeing Emily and JJ. He raised his eyebrows turning around to his girlfriend pushing her against the locker kissing her deeply. Knowing exactly what she was doing. Will and Derek were walking down the hallway seeing the top couple kissing , they walked past shaking there heads walking round the corner seeing JJ and Emily. Once they reached the girls Derek wrapped his arm around Emily's wasit kissing her cheek. Emily leant back onto his chest blushing.

"Hey ladies you two made up?"

"Yes" JJ said smiling looking at Will

"What's with the face?"

"Oh , we just caught Aaron and Godzilla kissing"

"Ohh" JJ said laughing.

Once they had got everything they needed , JJ watched as Emily and Derek walked ahead of them , Seeing Emily in Derek's hold seeing them so happy. Made her feel a bit jealous. She new she shouldn't be but she couldn't help but feel awkward. Since all her friends were in a relationship. She was the odd one out. Well was. There was now Will.

"So your still up for this right?"

"Yes , I've promised you and Emily and myself. I need this"

Will nodded. Smiling a little.

"Meet me out on the pitch after my practice. We can go for a run you need to keep in shape."

"Okay , I'll go home and change after school and meet you back here."

"Great , now come on we got a lot of experiments to do"

JJ rolled her eyes following Will down the hall into the classroom.

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JJ walked onto the pitch over to the bleachers sitting down watching Will at his soccer practice. She put her hands in her pockets to keep herself warm. It was getting chilly but she would soon be warmed up. Once he had finished he walked over to her. Sitting down next to her taking a long sip of his water bottle.

"Hey"

"Hey , your pretty good"

"Thanks, you play?"

"I used too , I had to stop when I broke my leg"

Will nodded holding his bottle in his hand. Looking at her staring onto the pitch seeing Aaron and Haley

"She steal your spotlight?"

"Sort of , yeah"

"Forget about them. Where here for you , so lets get started."

Will grabbed her hand pulling her up off the bleachers and started running around the track. JJ laughed as he pulled her too her feet. She jogged next to him both of them starting off slowly.

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"What are they doing?" Haley said staring at them as they ran.

"Running"

"You know what I mean"

"I guess there hanging out"

"He's a good player. He cant be seen with her."

"We cant stop him and anyway he will soon realize how psycho she is"

"That he will"

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After the 10th lap JJ fell to the ground. Panting for air , she sat up slowly taking slow sips of her water. Watching as Will sat down next to her.

"That was fun."

"Yeah , if you can call been out of breath and sweaty fun"

JJ and Will both laughed as he looked at her raising his eyebrow.

"Not like that."

She hit him in the leg.

"I mean"

"I'm kidding , sex keeps you fit as well "

JJ smiled shaking her head at Will.

"So we gonna do this everyday?"

"Yes. You also need to start eating more ,your gonna start getting weak not wanting to do anything so you need to keep active."

"Okay , I'm gonna want to keep taking it too aren't I?"

"Anything that will give you a kick yes. So if you get a headache anything you cant take anything for it."

JJ nodded biting her lip looking down at her hands.

"I'm scared"

"I know , and it really isn't going to be easy JJ. But if your willing to try then it just shows how strong you are"

"How do I , how do I stop myself if I'm alone?"

"just tell yourself that you don't want it. That your body doesn't want it."

JJ looked up at Will. Nodding her head slowly.

"I'm hungry , are you?"

JJ nodded a tiny smile popping up on her cheeks.

"How about we go home get changed and you come round too mine , I'll order us a pizza?"

"That sounds good and anything to get me away from my dad and his girlfriend."

"Your on , come round about 7"

JJ smiled standing up with Will, as they both headed too there cars. JJ placed her bags in the bag seat. Sitting down drivers seat she leant her head back taking a deep breath.

"I can do this."

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JJ walked down the stairs pushing her arm through her hoodie. She walked into the kitchen grabbing her keys off the side.

"Your not joining us for dinner?"

JJ looked up at her dad and his girlfriend both stood cooking away in the kitchen.

"As fun as that doesn't sound , no I'm off to Will's to have pizza"

JJ grabbed her phone heading out the door, closing it behind. Driving off over to Will's house.

"Wow , she's gotten stubborn. "

"She's just adjusting."

"Paul , she's going too , she's been through a lot over the last couple of years."

"Yes , I no that Anglia , but I think it gets to her more the fact I'm dating her shrink."

"She'll get over it at some point."

"I hope"

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JJ knocked on the door placing her hands in her pocket , waiting for Will to answer the door. Once the door opened JJ, saw Will letting out a little smile. She stepped in the house taking her hands out of her pockets following Will into the living room.

"Your just in time, the pizza just got here."

JJ nodded sitting down next to Will , taking a plate adding a couple slices of pizza. She took a bite sitting back on the sofa placing the plate onto her lap. Once she had finished eating she put the plate down on the table sitting back bring her legs up onto the sofa wrapping her arms around her legs.

"So you okay? , you seen distant"

JJ looked up at Will nodding.

"Yeah , it's just weird seeing my dad dating my shrink"

"Wow."

"Yep , I guess I'm just worried she's gonna tell him some stuff about me that I told her in therapy"

"She cant even if she is dating your dad you told her , as a patient."

"I know , I guess I just , I know he has the right to move on but all I can do is think about my mum."

Will moved his hands towards JJ's squeezing it tightly

"What happened? , what happened to make you do all this?"

JJ looked at Will taking a deep breath she looked down at there hands running her thumb across the top of his hand.

"3 years ago , Aaron and I used to date. His step brother was throwing his party. My mum told me I couldn't go." JJ let out a little laugh

"And me being me , I ignored her and suck out. When I got there it was full of college guys and some guys from school. I had a couple of drinks and I ate some of the cake. Which at the time I didn't think anything of it until."

"You ended up"

"Yeah , anyway I ended up alone in Aaron's room and well he was trying too , but I wouldn't let him. So I kind of went psycho on him."

Will watched as she took a deep breath.

"I ended up running out of the party away from there, I called my mum and she came to pick me up she was on her way home from work. We were yelling at each other the whole way home , at how irresponsible I am. Then we stopped at a right light. We were too busy shouting we didn't see the light turn green and a car , the guy was drunk driving the wrong way and he crashed right into us."

Will saw the tears falling down her cheeks. He watched as she wiped them away taking other breath before carrying on.

"I woke up in hospital , I had a few cuts and bruises a broken leg and ribs. My mum. She didn't make it."

"I'm so sorry."

"Yeah , everyone is and everyday I blame myself. If I hadn't of gone then she'd still be here."

"Hey, you don't know that it , if that's the route she took everyday there's no saying that guy wouldn't of hit her car anyway."

JJ sighed quietly looking down at there hands again. Will watched her carefully moving closer to her. Watching her head move closer to hers. He didn't know what he was doing but he moved his face towards her. There lips inches apart there mouths were almost touching he could feel her breathing. Before he could make another move. The front door opened his parents walking in. JJ pulled away wiping her eyes. Trying to hide the fact she had been crying.

"Oh , I didn't realize you had company"

"It's alright mum"

"Yeah ,I was just leaving."

JJ smiled standing up grabbing her phones and keys from the table.

"I'll see you tomorrow , still going for a run right?"

"Yep , definitely"

JJ nodded giving him a little smile walking past his parents out to her car. Once she was parked in her drive way. She shut her engine off taking a deep breath, trying to process everything.

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