Hey guys I know it's a really late update but been super busy, had my last couple weeks of college so had to get all my work done, and it was a bank holiday and been doing longer hours cos I need money for my holiday/vacation at the end of the month. I will remind you all near the time. haha anyways here is the latest chapter hope you enjoy and remember to review and get people to read thanks. And I love you guys and your reviews makes me smile :D
Chapter 20
There they all stood, listening to the bagpipes play, and the gunshots go off. JJ stood staring at her fathers coffin. Her hand placed on top of Will's as it laid on her waist, she felt the tears fall down her cheeks. Watching as everyone placed, the white roses onto the coffin. She couldn't feel anything, she blocked everything out. It was just her. She didn't care what everyone had to say. All she had being hearing all week was that people were sorry. And she honestly didn't care.
She let go of Will's hand slowly walking towards his coffin, placing her red rose on top of the rest, she took a deep breath, trying to keep her emotions locked inside. After everyone gone back to the house , JJ looked around seeing everyone from her dad's work, people from the town, and the family she hardly ever saw, she looked over at her friends, knowing that they were all worried about her, she hadn't said much over the last few days. To anyone, not even Will.
Leaving the dining room, JJ walked up the stairs into her bedroom, walking around to her bed, she slid down to the floor, pulling her legs close to her chest.
Will, Emily and Spencer watched as JJ, walked up the stairs.
"Is she okay?"
"I don't know…she hasn't spoken in two days"
Will raised his eyebrow putting his drink down, heading up the stairs, Will walked into the bedroom, seeing JJ's head leant against the bed. Sliding down next to her. He said nothing, both of them sat there in silence. JJ leant her head onto Will's shoulder. She was scared, scared of losing someone else she loved.
"Jayje…."
JJ bit down onto her lip, hearing Will's voice. She closed her eyes taking a deep breath, slowly looking up at him.
"I don't wanna be alone anymore…" she said quietly looking right into Will's eyes.
"Your not. You have me, your friends and your family."
"MY FAMILY IS GONE!"
"JJ !"
Will pulled her close into his hold, so she couldn't escape.
"I am your family. We all are….."
JJ let a single tear fall down her cheek, feeling Will's thumb brush it away.
"He's gone, there both gone."
JJ started to sob into Will's chest, the first time. She had feeling let her emotions out, since her fathers death. Will held her close. Kissing her head, whispering clam words into her ear. Trying to clam her down. After she finally stopped crying, they sat in silence once again, JJ laid with her head onto Will's chest, her fist holding onto his shirt, leaving it crinkled. While Will ran his hand through her hair. Looking down at his girlfriend, he saw she was fast asleep. Slowly moving out of there hold, Will picked JJ up, carrying her onto the bed. Taking off her shoes, he pulled the covers over her. Placing a gentle kiss on her forehead.
Walking back down the stairs, Will ran his hands through his hair, walking back over to his friends.
"How is she?" Emily asked rubbing her stomach.
"Asleep" Will said taking a deep breath.
The group of friends all exchanged a look each other.
"So listen man…." Derek said wrapping his arm around Emily.
"We've all been thinking and we thought, we should all go away, before the baby is here….and that….."
Penelope cut in.
"That my buttercup could do with getting away from here."
"You a' know." Will said nodding "That seems like a good idea. And hopefully she will come."
"But where can we go?" Reid asked
"Somewhere warm."
"Well, I have to go back and finish my last week at the academy but….."
"How about Hawaii ?"
"Sounds good, I mean I'm sure our parents would chip in soft of a leaving present?"
"Lets ask. Tomorrow. Right now. Where here for JJ."
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JJ woke up , finding herself in her bed, sitting up slowly, she looked up at the clock on her bedside table, seeing the time. Climbing out of bed JJ. Walked over to her closet, pulling out some comfy clothes. Once she had changed and tied her hair onto the top of her head. JJ made her way downstairs, to find the house clean. Walking into the kitchen, she saw all her friends making dinner.
"hey sleeping beauty."
"Hi…." JJ said sitting down on the spare stool next to Will.
"You hungry?"
"Actually, yeah I'm starving"
"Well good, because there's plenty of food to go around."
JJ gave Derek a little smile. Will took hold of JJ's hand. Watching as he turned towards her.
"You okay?"
She nodded, looking down at his hand.
"I feel better."
"Good, because we all have something to ask you."
JJ raised her eyebrow.
"How would you feel about getting away from here for a couple of weeks. Just us lot."
"Depends. Where you all thinking?"
"Hawaii"
JJ looked at everyone wide eyed.
"I'm in."
After discussing the ideas for the group holiday, and looking online at deails. They all decided to call it a night. In which JJ didn't mind all her friends staying over. She needed to company. Walking into her bedroom. JJ felt Will wrap his arms around her waist kissing her neck. Leaning her head back onto his chest. JJ took a deep breath, placing her hands on his.
"Thank you…"
"For what…" Will said between kisses
"For letting me, just be alone. And not pushing me to talk…."
"JJ…." Will said turning her around In his hold.
"I can't imagine the pain you are in. and feeling right now. But no matter what. I'm here for you. Whether you wanna push me away. Or open up to me. I will be here. Everyday for the rest of our lives. "
JJ smiled a little. Leaning in close kissing Will deeply on the lips.
"I love you.."
"I love you too."
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