Awkward silence filled my room.
I sat on my bed as Shinsuke sat on my desk and Abuto and Kamui sat on the chair that sat in front of a small dining table that sat in the middle of the room.
I stared down at the floor, not liking the silence that filled the room.
I was forced into this room in the Harusame ship and, not understanding why, my so-called captain, Abuto, and my brother came into the room with me. I wanted them to leave me by myself in this room but no, they just had to come in here. I let out a small sigh as I moved my eyes over to Shinsuke who stared blankly at my desk.
"Shineko," he suddenly called, making me jump.
"Y-yes?" I answered.
"Is it true?"
He didn't have to tell me what he was talking about.
Somewhere inside me already knew that he was going to ask me this question sooner or later; and this also tells me that he was there with us when we had that chaos at Kabuki-chou.
"I don't want to talk about it," I answered, glaring at Abuto who was awkwardly fidgeting in his seat.
"Is it a yes or a no?" Shinsuke asked, obviously not getting my message that I do not want to talk about it.
"Wait... What he was saying was all true?" Kamui suddenly came into the conversation.
I wanted to punch him in the face right now, really bad, but I forced myself to stay how I am at the moment. I do not want to cause so much trouble at the moment.
Shinsuke and I stared at each other, waiting for the other to answer that simple question that Kamui asked.
Say it, Shinsuke. Say it.
But he never did. He sat on my chair, casually, like he was waiting for me to say it. No, he knew that I was going to answer Kamui's question.
"So? No one's going to answer my que-"
"It's all true," I murmured, looking down, ashamed and feeling guilty at the same time. Why was I felling ashamed? Why was I feeling guilty? ...I don't know how to answer those question, but the only thing I ca say right now is... I was 100% sure that Kamui would look at me with disgust showing in his eyes and...
"Well, this is entertaining. Isn't it, Kamui?" my brother suddenly said, looking at Kamui, mockingly.
I couldn't get myself to look at Kamui so instead, I looked at my brother. What was he trying to do? No one would ever know. What in hell is going on in his head? No one would ever know.
I hate what 'love' does to you. It makes you go crazy. It makes you do what you have never done before in the past. It makes you do anything for the person who you fell in love with.
I hate it.