A/N: Hey everybody! I'm back, even though I didn't go anywhere. It's been over a week! Anyway I'm happy about some of the comments about the last chapter.

fauchocolat- Thank you so much for these sweet and enthusiastic comments. They were really nice to get! I'll try my hardest to go slower and add more emotions and thoughts. But at the very it still will be short. Six chapters at the very most.

Anyway. Onto this sweet/demented chapter! I don't own Junjou Romantica or make any profit off this story! (Misaki POV)

"That's where you come in." Akihiko said with conflict written all over his face. I gave him a questioning look.

"What do you mean?" He gave a loud sigh.

"We need you to bring out that...thing inside you and kill those guards." I looked at him with wide and disappointing eyes.

I mean I've always dreamed of having my first time; guy or girl. To hold or be held and to kiss or be kissed. I wanted Akihiko and he made it pretty obvious with the blunt words 'I want you' and stuff. I wasn't sure I was wanting to go as far as make others lose there lives, just so I could be with someone intimately. I was still scared of It myself and scared of what it might do to Akihiko if it was let out..

I stared back at into his eyes. He seemed to know what he was doing. I bet if I were to ask if he has been with someone before and he were to say yes. I held his hand and squeezed it tight. I thought and thought about it and maybe there was a way to be together without having to kill anyone. I gave a sad smile at him and my eyes started to drift around outside. They wandered until they landed on Hiroki.

"What if we can still be together without having to kill anyone?" He raised an eyebrow and looked at me as if though I were crazy.

"How? Like you said, there are guards on every corner of this place. It's impossible to be together." He said pessimistically. If it's one thing I've learned in this place is to be optimistic and think of ways to make yourself better. Not bum me out with all this impossible crap even though I was just doing it a second ago. I smiled at him and faced a dazed Hiroki who was smiling like a idiot, texting his boyfriend.

"Hiroki." He gave a confused look and turned to the love sick guard. "Hey Hiroki!" I yelled and he snapped out of it and ran over to us. The chocolate brunette looked at us curious and he looked at Akihiko and glared.

"Did he do anything to you Misaki?" His tone was angered and looked like he was ready to beat the crap out of Akihiko who didn't seem to fazed by my guard. I shook my head fast and stopped his glare. "Oh. Then what did you need?" I turned to Akihiko for a quick look and he returned it and my eyes went back to Hiroki.

"Well we were wondering...would it be possible for...me...and Akihiko...to be..you know...together?" He looked confused and I wanted my hardest to slap my face with my hand. I was about to be evasive again until the silver headed man started to talk.

"We want to know if we are able to have sex in this place without having to worry about those security guards." I stared at him for a moment with utter shock. What the hell was wrong with this man? Did he just tell my guard that I want to have sex with him in this...this..looney bin! I mean it's true, I do and all but be a little more settle about it. He looked at me and shrugged his shoulders. "What? You were taking too long." I had to resist the urge to hit him.

"Wait. Didn't you two just meet? And now you're wanting to have sex?" We looked at each other and smiled and nodded. "Wow. I'm not sure how I feel about this, but if you really want to, go ahead." I nodded once more.

"Okay. Now that we got that settled, how can we be together?" I yelled irritatedly and Hiroki just rolled his eyes.

"What do you mean 'how'? What do you want me to do?" I stood up and faced him and I swore that I could almost feel Akihiko's heated gaze on my ass. I hit the top of his head, but his eyes were still on me.

"We want to know if you can get rid of all the security guards around my room and move them somewhere else?" He looked at me while he was thinking and he raised an eyebrow at Akihiko.

"Why can't you guys just go to Akihiko's room?" I thought for a minute. Yeah why didn't we just decide to go to his room. He mentioned that he gets scared of what he sees at times but he hasn't killed anyone or disabled them for the rest of there lives. I looked back at him myself and looked as though he was watching a bird fly.

"We can't go in my room. I have an annoying roommate named Miyagi. It's not so much as he's annoying, but every time I go into the room, This kid and him are either arguing about something or fucking each other. I like to hang out in the lounge." I nodded understanding and Hiroki did the same. He looked back at me and gave us an irritated sigh.

"Fine. I'll get all the security guards away from your room. I'm only doing it because I know what it's like to be in love. But not in the nut house. So when do want me to do this?" I looked back at Akihiko and he shrugged his shoulders. I thought to myself once more and tried to think of a special day. Then it hit me.

"How about June 19th?" Hiroki gave me a genuine smile as I sat back down next to Akihiko. He looked at me confused as though he didn't know about June 19th.

"What's so good about June 19th?" I smiled and kissed him on the cheek.

"It's my birthday. I'm turning 19 that day." His beautiful lavender eyes widened and I kissed him again. "It's okay. I think it'll be the perfect day." I reached and held his hand in both of mine while my thumb rubbed over it.

"It will be." Akihiko leaned in and pecked me on the mouth. I rested my forehead on his and smiled into his eyes.

"I'll set it up. Anyway, time for you to go back inside Misaki." He said while looking at his watch. I reluctantly got up and so did Akihiko. I reached up and gave him one last kiss on the mouth. I let him go and smiled.

"I'll see you tomorrow." He nodded and I went back inside with my guard.

For the next few weeks, Akihiko and I got to know a lot about each other. I learned that he was rich and grew up alone, that he helped the FBI by using his...gift, and that Hiroki and him are childhood friends. He also told me that he writes stories, mostly fiction. He said that many of them are of dreams he wish had come true and the rest are of visions he sees. Everyday he brings me a new story to read and I spend all night reading them; feeling as though I'm connecting with him in a non intimate way. He was one of those few guys in life that want you for you and not sex, even though as I got to know him that he is a real pervert!

Finally, the day came. That day I turned 19 and the day that I was going to lose my virginity to the most amazing man in the world. People may think how they get to know and love someone in less than a month but you just do. He's sweet, caring, hot, nice, kind-hearted, and just someone I love being around and miss the second I not with him.

We met outside by our bench that we kinda claimed as our own, and waited for Hiroki to give us our okay. His idea was to trick every security guard saying that there was a code red emergency meeting involving all staff. While he was walking by, he was going to give us a signal (which was have his hands behind his back) and tell us to run inside. When we finally saw what appeared to be the signal, we ran inside hand in hand. As we were running, we kept looking around to see that there wasn't any guards around and surprisingly, there weren't any. Until this one guy.

We ran up until we reached my room. But outside, there was this huge guy standing there like he was important. I leaned over and started to whisper to Akihiko.

"What the hell are we going to do? He's huge!" Akihiko thought for a moment and then smirked.

"In the next the 30 seconds, he won't be here." I looked at him curiously. "Remember how I told you how my visions are demented. Well, you'll take care of him." He said as he walked away about a meter away from me.

"Aren't you gonna watch?" I asked sarcastically and he just brushed it off.

"Nope, I can keep watching it over and over again until he officially dies. Have fun." I rolled my eyes and walked over to the man and he looked at me suspiciously.

"Do you need something?" I shook my head and stared at him with intensity. Soon my body started to act up and next thing I knew I started to claw and rip the man's skin and arms apart. My nails grew longer and I started to brake and twist the mans neck and slowly rip the man's head off. Sadly, I wasn't done. It tore open the guy's torso and saw nothing but fat and organs. His heart was still beating and it ripped it out and stepped it; causing blood to go everywhere. Once it felt that it was done, I gained back control and felt to the ground exhausted.

As I started to see straight once again, I saw Akihiko walk up to me and hold out his hand. I took it and stood up and realized I had blood all over me.

"You made quite a mess." I turned around and nodded. A shiver ran down my spine as I looked back at the impressed man.

"Yeah. Now I'm all bloody and the disturbing thing is that it isn't my blood." He chuckled and whispered in my ear.

"So. Your clothes will end up on the floor anyway." I blushed as he lead my into the room and he looked around the room and saw all the books I had. "You know this has been on my mind for a little while but you came here when you were eight. How are you able to read all these books?"

"Since they knew my age and hoped that I'll never be stuck with It forever. So they had teacher come in past a 10 feet range and just teach me. Of course there were guards around, but I never acted up." Akihiko turned around and looked at me. He walked towards me and put his hands on my hips.

"Happy Birthday Misaki." I smiled and he kissed me on the mouth. I took a step back and took off my tee shirt. I wiped the rest of the blood on my skin with the inside out part of my shirt. I went back to kissing him. His lips were soft and warm and I put my arms around his neck. His tongue slid inside my mouth and we fought for a battle of dominance which of course he was winning. Soon we needed some air and we stopped for a minuted. Akihiko's mouth latched onto my neck and I moaned with pleasure.

My hands were exploring his chest and I began to unbutton his white dress shirt. Once I finished, I pushed his shirt back and felt his strong, toned, and pale white chest. Those cold, icy hands played with my nipples and I was moaning too loud with pleasure. He looked up at me and stared me at me in the eyes. We started to unbutton each others pants and dropped them on the floor. All that was left was each of us, was our underwear.

We took in each other and he pulled me close. Akihiko and I resumed kissing. He bent down put his an arm under my knees and lifted me up to put me on my bed without breaking the kiss. Just as his kisses started going lower and lower, he started to show me how real love can be. The tingling sensation of the person you love, caressing your body as though it were about to break. It may have hurt at first, but soon it was filled with undeniable love and pleasure.

When we both climaxed, we laid there in my single size bed; panting. We held on each other once the after glow of sex started to kick in. I looked up from his chest and into his eyes.

"I love you Akihiko." I said happily. "Thanks for the best birthday of my life."

"I love you too Misaki." He whispered. "You deserved it."

After about 15 minutes of soaking up each others company, I started feeling weird. It felt like it was coming out and but different than it would. I started fighting myself and could feel like it was angry or upset about something.

"Akihiko, get up. NOW!" I yelled as I started feeling weird and let out a scream. My hands were shaking and I didn't know what was happening. Ever since It came inside my body, it never act up like this. I was fighting for coherency while trying to figure out what was happening. Akihiko was near the door, but it didn't look like he was scared. He wanted to help, at least that's how I thought his face looked. He walked near me and kept saying my name.

"Misaki." He reached down and held my hand and soon I felt this thing leaving my body and I was losing consciousness.

"Misaki!" He yelled and the last thing I heard was.

"MISAKI!"

A/N: Cliffhanger! Hahahaha I enjoyed that and I feel ashamed that it took me long to write and I was planning on writing a new chapter of Young Love and I have a surprise for all those that love The Battle for One!

Hoped you loved my new chapter. Until Next time!