A/N: Running off of Vanilla Coke for this..

I shifted in my bed, glancing over at Jason, it was god knows what hour and I was dying to get a blade. That or some pills. I stood up slowly, the hospital floors ice cold under my feet. I shuffled out of the room quietly, my iv roller behind me. Which isn't really quiet since the thing squeaked.

I looked around to make sure no one was watching before walking out of my room and into the quietness of the hospital. I walked over to the supply closet cracking it open, idiots, didn't even lock it. I shifted through all the medical stuff until I found something that was like a blade, I dug it into the my skin feeling the relief flood over. "Thank the lord." I whispered.

I slipped out of the closet after there were three deep cuts on my upper arm hidden under the sleeve of my hospital gown. I walked down the hallway and stopped when I saw a figure.

"Sneaking out?" the figure came closer until I saw the familiar black haired high lighted with red streaks come into my view.

"Yeah, I guess so, Alexa you scared me." I muttered quietly. Walking back to my room. I knew Alexa but not personally, I heard she was a newbie at least for my standards.

"Hey, wait. Why were you in the supply closet?" she asked.

"Cutting." I muttered before slipping back into my room.

~!~

I woke up to the smell of pancakes. The smell made me uncomfortable.

"Wakey wakey, I got pancakes." I opened my eyes to see Carlos smiling at me.

"No." I said rolling over.

"Katelyn. Eat." He groaned.

"No." I said shaking my head.

"I swear to god if you don't eat I will tickle you." He said.

I snorted, "I'm not five." I said.

"But that will make you eat." He said.

"Shut up Los." I muttered.

~!~

I did end up eating one whole pancake which made me sick to my stomach. I was now chatting with Alexa in the court yard.

"Do you ever think of escaping here?" she asked.

"Yep, finally over dosing and going to hell." I said nodding.

"I don't mean it like that you goof." She said, "I mean like getting better and recovering." She said.

"Ehh, sometimes, when I feel good." I said as a nurse approached us setting a cup of water and a small plastic cup in front of me, medicine time. I easily knocked back the antidepressants and anxiety pills.

"I hate doing that." Alexa muttered.

"You and me both." I said nodding.