A/N: I'm horrible, I know. I took another long break, but I can explain. June 17th, my guitar teacher, who was like my older brother, got murdered. I have just been out of it, and I'm so sorry, but I'm back. JLove you all.
Anyway, here is another chapter of White Band Wars.
Katie's POV:
You know, it's funny when you think of it, you go through life, at a young age, with not a problem in the word. You believe in magic and fairytales and all things kidish and then one day, years later, someone decides, 'Hey, here you go, here's your pile of shitty life' and dumps it on you like you can handle it all. I guess how that's my life is at the moment. I'm living in my own, hell. With my step mother telling me to kill myself, my father, being a visible person, and then my brothers, the ones who actually care what I get myself into.
"Hello, Earth to Kates, hello?"
I blinked rapidly, looking up, seeing brown orbs staring back at me, Los.
"Hmm, what? Sorry." I muttered, running a hand through my messy brown hair.
"You okay? You like zoned." Carlos said, his voice in barley a whisper, I looked around, ohhh that's why, and it's three in the morning.
"Sorry, thinking." I muttered.
I wasn't lying, I was thinking, but I knew why I was zoning, they still had me on the little white pill, I forget the name of it, but it's supposed to slow you down, so you won't freak out when you wake up.
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"Let's see, servine, ceradine. Blah, blah, blah, words I don't know."
"Give it, they have her on, anti depressants, anxiety pills, no duh, I need those, and what seems to be a sedation."
I slowly opened my eyes to see my brothers, looking at my chart, okay, I know nurse Goody two shoes wouldn't leave that lying around, maybe but not nurse Goody two shoes, she was on top of everything.
"What are you guys doing?" My voice came out horse, dry like.
"Looking over your medications." Logan muttered, not even looking up.
I felt someone petting my hair, making me look up, Kendall.
"You okay?" He asked, which made me confused.
"Yeah, why?" I asked.
And they all glance at each other.
"You kinda had an episode, last night." James said.
I looked at him, then it all clicked.
"Oh, okay…" I said
It wasn't pretty. I ripped out the iv, cussed nurses out and they had to knock me out, totally Katie style.
"Yeah, let's never bring that up ever again." I said nodding.
"No problem." They guys said.
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I'm so tired, you have no idea, this is really starting to get annoying.
My father and step mother came in today.
It was wonderful. Please note the sarcasm.
Want a run down? Okay, you asked for it.
This is the whole conversation.
"We are so happy, you are okay sweetie." My father said, that's when the boys were in the room.
When the boys left, well…
"Why couldn't you have died, you should of done it Katie, you should of ended it." My father spat.
"Can't you just leave, I don't need you." My step mother said.
Yeah, not pretty.
A/N: It's short I know, I'm tired.