This summer was going great. By far the best, me and Beck were together almost every day. All of us went to the beach, the mall, everything! Me and Beck were always all over each other. It was hard to stay off, for the both of us. The rest of the group took to us nicely. Andre and Robbie were glad that Beck finally had a nice girl, and Cat squealed with joy when we told her.

Today me and Cat were going to the mall. We both needed new swim suits. We went through the day laughing and chatting.

"So what did you and Beck do last night?" Cat asked is with a smug little smile.

"We just hung out at his RV and watched movies. He made me Carmel pop corn with MnM's in them," I said. Carmel MnM pop corn was my favorite.

"Aw that's so sweet! Did anything else happen?" she asked grinning.

I started blushing thinking about last night. We ended up making out for awhile; he was very affectionate with me. I loved it. He ended up giving me a hickey which I covered up with my hair.

"Nothing," I started, "we just stayed up and talked." Not a total lie, we stayed up for a about an hour just talking. Talking about everything and nothing, I found out a lot about him. Like he was scared of bats, always wanted to go to Rome to drink coffee and that he was allergic to turnips.

"Have you guys ever done anything?" Cat asked as if it wasn't a big question. But to me it was, no one but Beck knew I was still…Inexperienced.

"Uh no not really," I said awkwardly, "have you?"

"Yeah I have," Cat admitted looking through the sale rack.

"What did you do?" I asked

"Well last summer when I want to camp I met up with my long time old friend Max. We only ever saw each other at camp, and one night we went out for a walk to the lake and we well…did it. It was so beautiful the moon was out, and it reflected on the lake. It was so perfect," Cat said with a dreamy look on her face.

"Did it hurt?" I wondered.

"Yeah it did but after awhile it felt amazing," Cat revealed, "do you think that you'll do it with Beck?"

"Shhh, don't talk so loud," I said to her as I looked around to see if anyone was listening. To be honest, I was nervous about doing it with anybody. I was scared that it would hurt or that something with me wasn't right. Also, I think that doing that was a big step for a relationship. I had to be sure that I wanted him to be my first. Although the thought of me doing that with Beck wasn't far from my mind…

I explained to Cat how I wanted to wait until I was sure, she agreed it was a good idea. Later that afternoon I had plans to go on another driving lesson with Beck. We had gone to the golf course a few more times after that one night to practice. I had gotten much better at driving. I was surprised I got this much better. Beck told me it wasn't anything like driving a real car out on the street though.

Beck picked me up that afternoon.

"You ready for your next step?" Beck asked when I got into the car.

"What's the next step?" I asked.

"You're driving my car," Beck said casually.

"What?" I asked scared, "what if I crash your car?"

"You're not gonna crash, you haven't crashed the golf cart in nearly a week," Beck said confidently.

"That's not very comforting…" I admitted.

"I have faith in you Tor," he said with a smile and lightly grabbed my chin and pulled me into a kiss. I was obsessed with his kisses, it still felt like the first kiss and make my heart flutter. Today he tasted like carmel coffee, I loved it.

"Ok…" I said smiling.

Together we drove to an empty parking lot. There was nothing around this giant parking lot.

"Alright let's go…" Beck said putting the car in park and getting out. I got out too and we switched sides.

We drove around the parking lot just in circles. Then he got of out the car and got into the cars blind spot so I knew exactically where to look when I needed to. We stayed there for a good hour practicing. Driving really wasn't as bad as I thought it was. Beck made it easy but I was still nervous for when I was going to tackle my driver test at the end of summer.

After awhile or driving we went and got some dinner and drove up to the Hollywood sign. We loved going up there and talked about acting and movies. We sat on the hood of his car eating our burgers while the sun was starting to set.

"So… me and Cat had an interesting talk today," I started to talk. I didn't want to say it but I also had no control over my mouth.

"Yeah what about?" Beck asked swallowing a bite.

"Well… uh… question game?" I offered. Before he had time to answer I threw out a question, "what turns you on?"

Beck seemed shock by my question but he had this sheepish grin on his face. I'm sure he wasn't expecting this but he seemed to go along with it.

"Well…" Beck started to say, "You're going to laugh if I tell you."

"So just tell me…" I asked now curious.

"Well… I like girls with long brown hair. I love running my hands through a girls hair when its really soft and easy to go through," Beck admitted blushing.

"Aw that's so sweet," I giggled, "I never knew that about you."

"Well why do you think Jade dyed her hair black?" Beck said laughing.

"Really? That's why she dyed her hair black?" I asked, "Why are you laughing at that?"

"I don't know at first I was annoyed that that was her excuse but it's kinda funny now," Beck admitted, "My turn… so what turns you off?"

Oh god, I meant to use this as chance to get him talking not me, "Um… well. I hate hugging guys that smell bad. I've hugged a lot of guys through out my life I love it when they smell nice."

"Hm I'll remember that," he said.

"My turn again… so have you ever," I said awkwardly, "well ever thought of…me? Like that…?"

Beck was turning redder and redder by the second and then sighed, "Yeah…"

"Do you want to…?" I asked

"Do you…?"

"I don't know… we haven't been dating for that long and no offence but I'm not entirely positive that I want it to happen…soon," I said trying not to hurt him. He seemed to understand.

"But you thought about it?" Beck asked as if to clarify.

"Um, yeah…" I confessed now refusing to look at him.

"Hey don't worry about it. We can do whatever you want when you want. Besides it might not even happen. Let's just let nature take its course, don't pressure yourself into it, you'll just end up regretting it," Beck said turning my face towards his.

I liked the sound of that. He was right, it would happen when it happens. I hope that some day we just feel it and it comes natural. Everything was going to be fine.

Ok I admit it. I'm fully attracted to Beck. After our conversation I spent more time thinking about sex. I had never had a real serious boyfriend, not one that I trusted enough anyways. I hadn't thought about sex this much till now. It had been a good 3 weeks since that conversation and now I noticed little things about him. His muscles, the way he moves, and one day when all went to the beach I noticed how amazing he looked with out a shirt. I wanted to run my hands all over his abs and his back.

I wanted him…bad. However he was being very polite about everything. I guessed it was because he knew I was a virgin. He took his time with things and never pushed his advantage when ever we were alone and making out. I wanted him to though, but I was too modest and embarrassed to ask him to. I didn't even know how to ask him to. I just hoped that one day he would do it.

Trina noticed my new small changes. I think she saw the way I looked at Beck and how I was often lost in thought. She took birth control to help her periods and she got me a prescription for month to month. At first I was embarrassed to take it but I was secretly happy. I had been on the pill for a week, I googled more information and found out it took awhile for the pill to become effective. Bummer.

One night out with Beck we had just gotten out of the movies. Cat, Andre and Robbie tagged along and all went their separate ways after words. Me and Beck were walking up to his car when I lightly leaned him against his car and ran my hands up and down his chest, neck and through his hair. He seemed to be enjoying it because he kept sighing a lot and saying my name.

When he finally couldn't take it he put his hands and my lower back and pulled me in close and went for my neck. It felt amazing he kept teasing me by biting and sucking on me. I was now doing what he was doing early by sighing a lot. I noticed he also ran his hand through my hair smoothly. He was turned on; I just kept hugging him tighter and pulling him in deeper.

That was when my phone went off, someone texted me,

"Of course." I whispered and pulled it out. Beck refused to let go of my lower back. I had never seen him look at me this way. I could see the fire in his eyes and the lust in his face. He wanted me…and god I wanted him.

I looked at the text it was from Trina, "Get home now! Super bad! "

"Something's wrong," I said now feeling nervous, "Trina never sends me texts like this."

"I'll take you home," Beck said looking concerned.

The drive back was silent. I started thinking of what it could be and only really horrible things came to mind. I started to silently pray the more and more nervous that I got. Once we finally got back to our house I saw Trina sitting out side on our porch chairs crying.

"Do you want me to come with you?" Beck asked worried.

"No I had better go alone, I'll text you though," I replied.

"Ok," Beck said and pulled me in for one last good night kiss.

Once I got out and got up to Trina I was getting more concerned. I could hear shouting coming from inside our house. What was going on?

"Tori! Mom and dad are fighting! Dad did something bad!" Trina sobbed out.

The arguing from the other side of the door stopped. Mom opened it tear streaked with red puffy eyes. What the hell? I never saw my mom cry. What could possibly be so bad that she resulted to this.

"Girls… you should come inside," she said opening the door more.

Me and Trina awkwardly walked into our home but it didn't feel like home. The tension was so thick you could cut it with a knife. Dad was leaning against the counter looking very stern and angry I had never seen him like this before.

"David…" mom said looking at him with her arms crossed.

"Holly," dad said, "do we need to include the girls?"

"I think they have a right to know!" my mom yelled and nearly burst into another sob.

"Girls…your mother and I are…" dad said looking at me and Trina, "your mother and I are separating."

Trina fell down onto the couch and began crying. I was in total shock. This had come out of nowhere. I couldn't believe it. It couldn't be true! We were the Vega family; we had been a family for my whole life.

"Why?" I whimpered out.

Dad seemed to be at a total loss of words, he now locked down to the floor ashamed.

"He cheated on me…" mom said as more tears streamed down her face as she calmly walked up stairs to her bedroom. Trina got up and stomped off to her room.

I starred at the man that I had called my father. How could he, our dad, do this to our mother? We had taken trips to the beach together and dorky family outings together…but it was all a lie.

"How could you?" I asked quietly and then I screamed out, "how could you do this to us?"

With that I ran out our front door.

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