Lost In My Mind

Dean Winchester

No matter who you are, it's always hard to lose someone you thought you could trust.

I didn't even see it coming.

I was too distracted.

After a deal with Death, Sam had his soul back and we were really hunting together again. We didn't have to worry about Crowley anymore because he was taken care of and though there were new monsters, we worked as a team to get rid of them. In its own way for my life, things we back to normal.

But just as I was getting used to having my family back, one of them had to turn around and betray me.

After everything that we've gone through with him, after everything he's done for us and us for him, Castiel was supposed to be one of the good guys. He's a goddamn angel for Christ's sakes. But as it turns out, he's just another guy looking out for himself.

Little by little these last couple of months we've come to find out that Castiel has been lying to us about almost everything. He's the one that ripped Sam out of Hell without a soul and since that time he's been working with Crowley. For nearly a year and a half he's been his right hand man. He tricked us into thinking Crowley was dead so that we'd stop hunting him. They've been working on a plan together to find Purgatory. Castiel wants to take in the souls so that he's strong enough to beat Raphael in the civil war in Heaven. He thinks he's saving the world but any plan with a demon involved has evil at its heart. A part of me understands though. He wants freedom to live outside of what destiny says. But like I told him before, freedom to do what you want doesn't give you permission to do whatever you want.

We have to stop them. It's not gonna be easy but we've got to find some way to keep them out.

We're heading back to Mystic Falls now looking for the one girl that might know how to keep the door to Purgatory closed.


Disclaimer: The characters are the property of the CW

A/N: This is another short update but I wanted to get something out there. I'm in the middle of vacation so there hasn't been too much time to just sit and write. It's another filler but it's needed to fill in the gap on the Winchester's end. Longer, better updates are coming!

P.S. Reviews are always welcome!