Katsuo sighed, nibbling at the energy bar in thought. It had taken him all night to decide what to do, and when he decided he would ask Daichi out to a club, the sun had come up. He was nervous, butterflies fluttering around in his stomach. Being with a man.. Well, to be completely honest, he'd never had a crush that was a guy, and he'd never crushed this hard on someone before. Obviously, his uncle had no problem with it, and neither did Daichi's parents, but what was it like? He wasn't even sure if he was bisexual, or just bi curious. He liked women, but he apparently liked men too. If Daichi had been a girl... would that have made a difference? Would he have asked her out the moment he met her?.. him...
Katsuo sighed, looking up from the table, which he had been burning holes in with his eyes. Miyagi was looking at him with piteous expression.
"What are you looking at.." He grumbled into his energy bar. There was no need to look at him like that, he's not dying from some incurable disease. Miyagi shook his head, muttering about 'kids these days', before he moved to give Shinobu a peck on the cheek. Katsuo watched, wondering if he could ever be with someone, loving them like his uncles loved each other.
What does it feel like, Katsuo thought as he watched the two lovers, smiling. What does it feel like to love someone so much it hurts?
His uncle notices his unease and smiles, remembering the days and nights he would spend dreaming of being wrapped in Miyagi's arms.
"Miyagi." Katsuo calls, still thinking of what is, and what it could be. "How did you find out you were bi?"
Miyagi froze. So this was what the boy had been pondering as he glared at the table. But Miyagi didn't have an answer to the boy's question, so, instead, he took Shinobu's chin, going in to barely brush his lips upon the younger man's. He made a slight noise and pulled away, turning back to face the blushing teen.
"I knew it when I first kissed him." He smirked, but was whacked over the head by a flustered and angry Shinobu.
"Don't you lie to my nephew!" Shinobu shouted. "Don't, or I might just poison your food like a ninja. And don't say stupid stuff like that!"
"Ah, so it's like you calling this destiny?"
"GAH!" Katsuo laughed. They were so dysfunctional, and he loved his uncles because of it. It was so much easier than trying to live with his own parents. They were always so uptight, real buzzkills. He loved his mom and dad, he truly did, but they always ruined his fun.
"And you." Shinobu turned on Katsuo, and he instantly stopped laughing, giving his uncle a silly grin.
"What about me?" He cocked an eyebrow and sat back in his chair. It was amusing to see his usually stoic uncle act so flustered and upset.
"Don't believe anything he says." Katsuo just nodded compliantly, watching his uncle reprimand Miyagi. The two of them looked kind of.. cute, Katsuo thought. One was a playful tease, and the other was easily embarrassed, but still strong-willed.
In a way, they made this longing for a partner grow. Seeing them, together, look so happy, made him sad that he had no one he could treat like that, no one to hold, or kiss. He was only seventeen, but he was just more sexually and emotionally mature than most teenagers.
He clasped his hands together, furrowing his eyebrows. "Hypothetically speaking.." He started, but paused. "... If I wanted to ask someone out tonight.. a guy.. how would I do it?" Katsuo looked up as Shinobu nudged Miyagi forward, as if to say 'this is your job, deal with it'.
Miyagi grimaced slightly and sat down opposite of Katsuo. How was he supposed to know? He'd never asked a guy out, it was Shinobu who had stalked him for three years before coming on to him.
"I'd call him." Miyagi said, caught off guard. Since the day he met the boy, he always seemed to love
women. "Why do you ask?"
When he awoke, Daichi groaned and stuffed his head beneath the pillow, his eyes and nose throbbing from the medicine. He had always hated medicine. It was sickly sweet, and messed with his senses. Beside him, his cell phone began to ring, and looked at it tiredly. To answer it or not to answer it, that was the question..
He picked it up, groaning into the receiver. "Hello?"
"Daichi?" Oh, it was Katsuo. Daichi was suddenly wide awake, a blush staining his cheeks as he sat up. He stretched slightly, and outside, the sun shined bright. A perfect day.
"Yeah, it's me." Daichi smiled, getting out of bed and padding over to open his door. Glancing at his clock quickly, he checked the living room and kitchen for any signs of his parents, and smiled when there were none.
"I was wondering.." Katsuo stopped, and the silverette made a noise of confusion. Why did Katsuo call him? What is he trying to ask? "I just.. Do you want to go out?" Daichi's eyes widened, albeit in joy. But as he was about to answer, Katsuo spoke up again. "Y'know, to a club or something." In a flash, his happiness was gone, replaced by a quiet sigh.
On the other side of the conversation, Katsuo was inwardly hitting himself. Why, why was he so stupid! Why did he have to go and say that?! Miyagi was opposite him, rubbing his forehead. Kids these days...
"Yeah, sure. That sounds good.." Daichi replied, and Katsuo blinked in surprise. The boy just agreed to going to a club. He began to smirk.
"Gotcha, I'll meet you at your house at six." And Katsuo hung up, looking at his uncles happily, then hugging the two of them. "Thanks!" He parted from them, and headed for the door, giving them a wink. "I'll be back around one in the morning. Don't wait up!"
"Hey, wait a secon-!" The door slammed, and Shinobu sighed. No one could keep up with that kid. He felt Miyagi's arms wrap around his waist, hot breath tingling on the skin of his neck. A crimson blush covered his cheeks as he squirmed around in his lover's grasp.
"Shall we continue?" Miyagi asked softly, relishing in the soft gasps as he bit on the blond's ear, smirking wide when he felt Shinobu nod.
A/N: WELP, TURNS OUT MY EXAM WAS A FAKE *TEAR* AND I STUDIED SO HARD TOO! GRRRRRRRRRRRR... I still have more though...
invisblemage: O.O Y-You... you pick up on everything! I can't get anything past you! Well, the thing is... you were supposed to ignore Anna.. And I feel really horrible saying that, but it's just what I did, and what the reader was supposed to do... GAH, but I still love your reviews! They're so beautiful! I really can't thank you enough, because you've kind of re-established my own confidence in my writing! *GLOMPS* And, oh gosh, my writing is rain.. I wish I could write with rain, that'd be awesome! But, if it's rain... does that mean I write with rain? I like rain, a lot, too much.. Nehehehehe, thank you~ THANK YOUUU~ and about that marriag- *shot dead*
Pinky5907: *is revived* O-Omg, another reviewer?! (invisiblemage, you have some competition *shot*) THANK YOU! I'm glad you like it so far, and that you think Daichi is awesome! :)
Hey, well, tomorrow is animazement~ so I won't be writing at all! But I should get the club (*winkwinknudgenudge*) scene up by Tuesday. Until then, thanks for reading~
