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David, I'm sorry, I didn't want to worry you... I had good intentions, you were so happy! I'm sorry!
I felt angry just with the sound of her voice. I never thought I'd feel that for Anne in my entire life.
"So, you think this is how it works? You do this to me and believes that by apologizing, things will be perfectly fine? I had the right to know, Anne! You disappointed me! He's my Best friend! What if he had died? You would just send me an invitation to the Month's Mind mass?"
I could jump down her throat. I was trying to control myself...
"You know what? I should have told you… Maybe you'd act like I did. Do you wanna know how my wonderful trip really was? I drank things I didn't even know that existed. For about 3 weeks, I can't remember being sober. I attended parties thrown by people I don't even know, I saw and did things you can't even imagine. I slept with a guy that I don't even know the last name, just because he took me to my room, as I was to drunk to go by myself. And do you know why I did all of this? To try to forget the fact that my brother was lying on a hospital bed, and I didn't know if he'd be alive the next day! I wanted to forget, I didn't want to suffer, David! See why I didn't want you to know?"
I started to cry, and so did she... But I could't believe what she had sais... How could she have been so irresponsible, having her first time with a guy she doesn't even know? I was feeling angrier...
"What do you mean, you slept with a random guy? Nice attitude, Anne! And you always judged me, and always said your first time would be special... I bet it must have been very special to wake up next to a completely stranger!"
"Dave, I wasn't feeling well, and you're not helping me with these words..."
"Help? So, it was you who needed help, while your brother was in a coma you were drinking and throwing little parties, you are such a good sister, he is gonna be very proud when he finds out!"
"You're not gonna tell him, are you?"
I felt like going out and telling everything to Matt at that same moment.
"Oh, beyond all of this, now you're a liar? Wow Anne, you were always my best friend, and I thought I could rely on you, actually I relied too much on you…"
At that moment, I thought we would never be friends again.
"Ok, David, I guess you have a new life now, it would be a total waste of your time to stop for a few moments and try to understand, instead of shout like a maniac, right? You know what... I just don't bother anymore..."
She unlocked the door and left, and I was alone with my anger.
After she left, I was thinking about all of that, and feeling so angry with her. Of course I had the right to know! Matt is my best friend, I felt betrayed for not being told anything... And thinking about him... I didn't even know how he was, if he was really ok... I decided to go back to their place, to talk to Matt. We went to his room, and I asked how he was doing. He said he was almost totally fine, and he told me everything that had happened. He asked me to go easy on Anne, because it was his fault too, he asked people not to tell me anything, so I wouldn't lose focus. But still, I couldn't forgive her...