marry me?
chapter 31
cats pov
"see you guys!" i told the gang waving goodbye and shutting the laptop, i turned to sam in haydens oversized hoodie on me slung off my shoulder a bit.
sam got up and stood behind me, putting her hands on my shoulder "well kid, we should get ready if were gonna go out " she bent down kissed my cheek and turned around again and started getting new cloths on.
i turned around to see sam was fully dressed again, i dont how she does that.
i got up and started redoing my makeup and got dressed in my own cloths, hayden lent me his. hes such a nice guy hes like so awesome i can not even!
after about 45 minutes of groaning asking if im ready to go yet later thanks to sam, we finnally left and got on our way.
sam called a cab to the hotel well hayden did, we canot speak french with anything, waited outside the hotel patientley, well i did.
"so how you likeing it here so far?" sam asked with our arms linked togther "like paris and, being married?" she added
"well, i guess" not that i dont love sam with all my heart just i dont really like paris as much as i thought i would have, like i agree its beautiful and such out here its just not my place.
"ugh! wheres that stupid taxi already!?" oh theres sam again, well she just. shes her.
after 15 minutes of complaining and groaning from sam the taxi had showen finally and we were off. i could hear sam muttering things about the driver as we got in.
i leaned over to sam and whispered in her ear "could you not, he was just late and he apoligized" i whispered angerley "well he was late still i dont wait for people"
she told me annoyed.
one akaward radio silence ride later we were there finally.
me and sam turned around to see the effiel tower finally, it was huge and gleaming with light beyond wonder. it was amzing, this is the only thing that has really changed my mind about paris, i think this is beauitful and worth being here for, a slight breeze pulling at my skirt but a refreshing one that i can go with.
this is breath taking no other words for it.
"lets eat im freaking straveing" sam said tugging me with our linked fingures.
i payed attetion in gym, i didnt like gym, i hated it, but i still tryed no matter what, i liked haveing good grades to flaunt around well maybe not flaunt but like haveing good grades and it always worked for me, i got 2nd in the race of our grade for track every year because stupid stacy carmicheal always won over me always congrantlated me for getting 2nd, made me sick. oh my god i sound like sam.
point is i can run for days and have energy for days so getting up these stairs was a breeze but for sam.
"oh my god, ar-are we ther- there yet" sam asked breathless getting up the stairs like a child and useing her hands, she lay on the platfrom on her back completeley drained and she sure looked it.
" sam."
"y-ya kid?" she asked breathing heavy still
"were not even half way up, weve been walking for 3 minutes. theres an eleavator"
"THERES A WHAT!?" sam yelled sitting up
"i asked you at the bottom, 'do you wanna take the eleavator or stairs' but you were distracted by the hotdog guy and the women standing infront of him" i said annoyed
"she was h-" sam stopped when she saw me giving her the 'im gonna throw you off this structure if you finsh that sentance' "ha- herdoius" she corrected
she jumped flailing " were taking the elavator come on" a blush rushed to sams cheek well she tryed to act cool and got the eleavator.
"your cute when your embrassed" i said smileing
" shut up" she quickley remarked huffy crossing her arms over her chest her face getting more red, i just leaned againsit her she smiled and wrapped her arm around my shoulder.
"your always cute" she told me, i stood up on tippy toes and pecked her on the cheek, shes the greatest really coundet be with anyone else. really sam i love you.
we finally got to the top where our table awaited.
"look at that view!" i said rushing to the railing "ya, um its nice" sam said smileing akawardley and steping back towards the eleavator and stopping again, i rasied a brow and looked at her suggestiveley.
"sam?" i asked looking back at her still " why dont we just, move the table, back a bit" she started putting one step and reached for the table slowley dragging it with both hands.
sam puckett? afraid of heights? no way. this is great.
i walked towards the table crawling onto it and sliping my legs between her arms she was supprised and flinched a little still keeping her grip on the table for dear life i crossed my legs and put my hands on top of hers.
" sam" i said devilishley "you. are afraid of heights" i added
her eyes went wide as she looked at "no, um no! i am not" she retreated in speech, she so is.
"in all these years i never knew what you were so scaced of. your so cute" i told her just grinning the whole time.
she flinched a neverous smile and her face went really red " no. your adorable" i recorrected and was like shes so, sam.
"lets just eat" she huffed dropping to the chair under her me still infront of her, she looked down and sheepishley asked me "can you please move and sit down" she asked quickley and rushed very neverous, i dont know why shes so neverous today, like is it the fact that were up so high or that were married because i know she gets like that sometimes.
we sat and chatted for the long while well waiting for our food to come.
which it did and we ate sam seemed really off tonight, like she only ordered one meal. somethings up.
she threw dont her napkin "k lets go" she said always jogging to the eleavator.
"sam! wait" i laughed calling her back, i was still in my seat, she turned quick with a questioning look on her face "come here sit, were on the effiel tower, lets just sit and enjoy!" i told her waving her back.
"sam whats up?" i asked very seroius "im worried?" i added, her face changed instantley to annoyed and sad, i started getting up to walk towards her
"hey, whats wr-" i started to rub her arm for her to forcefully pull away "sam" i questioned, ok now i needed awesers
" im sorry just.
can we go now?" she asked scared " whats wrong?" i asked concerned
she sighed and pushed her hair back with one hand "i just,
when i was like, 7
my uncle decan brought me. here. " she looked off to the side smileing for a breif second and shoke her head "he brought me up here. on this level, he picked me up a bit to let me see over the railing, it was so nice out that day, but. " her voice was getting more and more shakey as she talked.
"he moved like an inch, i slipped up a bit. i fell over. i caught this bar" she said kicking the bar under the railing with her foot, we kinda endded up walking over to the railing and leaning on it somewhere in this.
"he, leaned over so worried to get me back over. he did get me, well obviousley" she said chuckleing " and he was trying to rebalence himslef to this side." i took her hand and intwined our fingures hands togther sitting on the railing
"he moved foward way to much. he, fell forward. " she said, her hand got shakey and little tigther, i could feel her heart beat though her hand she started laughing again
"and- and um- ya.
just remembering it. like it was slow motion. a movie.
seeing the blood just" she was tearing up and voice cracking "went so far. just went everywhere. on everyone. "
"i just. never wanted to come back here again. risk that chance. espeailly with our kids"
i looked stright up with big eyes
kids? she wants. kids? oh my god. yes thank you! ok calm your slef, this is a sad time.
thats horrible. really i cant believe of all the things shes gone though. this sounds the worst ive heard. i m hurting just hearing it.
"sammy" i said hugging her, she wrapped her arms around me instantley with a very tight grip and brust into tears into my neck.
" i feel like its all my fault!" she sobbed very har , she cryed harder than ive ever seen her before, she gripped my sweater in fear sobbing, wrapped my arms tigther around her and rubbed her back and head tying to sooth her and calm her down.
"baby no, it wasnt youyr fault it was just an accident" i told her she seemed to listen.
"thanks cat. i love you" she dove back into my shoulder with a hug so much more calmer
"you get me " she added
" i love you too ammy, i do. and you get me too." i told her.
she brought her face back to mine, i looked into her red puffy eyes, she started smileing like crazy, whicch made me smile big too. i pulled her in for a kiss she smiled into that.
"time to head back?" she asked
"lets go" i awesered
we startedour way down and waited for our taxi to come. i flet something brush againsit my leg i looked down, there was beautiful tuxedo kitty under my feet.
i picked up the kitten, it was just a baby, tiny, adorable.
"if we must keep it" sam said still looking out for the taxi. "oh lets" i said cuddleing it
oh we where keeping this cat wheater sam liked it or not. back to the hotel we go.
just me and sam again.
and sir bubbles, still working out his name.
first things first.
thanks for
being here guys i love you know that
please review i love you reallyyyyy
after this whole thing thank you guy. now i know what life is and friendsship really is
for everyone who supported me through that desion thank you
i hope you do.
love carly