Boys
I kept going to their house, mainly because of Matt, but everytime I was there, I tried to take a peek of her room, to see if she was there… and when she was, I cursed Matt for being there too, and I couldn't join her….
One of these days, Matt told me there was a new night club in town, everybody was talking about it, and he asked me to go with him. I was excited, it had been a while since the last time I had gone out... I went to their house so we could go, Anne opened the door in her pajamas, and I froze. I asked if she wasn't coming with us, she said she couldn't, she had to wake up early… I couldn't hide my disappointment, I was sure she was going too... when I was beginning to insist, Matt showed up, just for a change…
Matt, always Matt! But okay, it wasn't his fault... but he didn't have a clue…
There was a commotion at the night club, I already expected that… a lot of girls wanted to talk to me, but I didn't feel like talking to anyone of them, first of all, they were only interested in the famous guy, and then, all I could think about was Anne… Matt, on the other hand, took advantage of the situation and hook up with a lot of girls…
We were always going to parties, everytime I was home. Anne always came up with an excuse not to go along… I don't know what she was afraid of... and I always got wasted, I wanted to forget about interviews, photoshootings, concerts.. I don't know how we managed to get home, sometimes I ended up sleeping over at Matt's, and Anne would take care of us…
One of these days, we got very very wasted, Matt even more than me, he just couldn't stand up… we got to their place, Anne was still awake. She took Matt to his room and I stayed in the living room, I was still having trouble walking correctly, so I sat on the couch. She came back and took me to the bathroom, I had to lean on her so I wouldn't fall down. She put me under the shower with my clothes on and everything, and I started to get a little better. I noticed she wasn't much sober herself, she was getting wet too…
I slipped on the wet floor and fell on her, she grabbed the shower box so she wouldn't fall. She got wetter, and I was holding her, with no strength to get up. I looked into her eyes and I couldn't help it, I kissed her… but I was traumatized by Matt, I decided to get out of there and find a place where he wouldn't interrupt us.
We crossed the house, getting everything wet on the way. I was mad with desire for her, it had to be that night, otherwise I was gonna explode….
We got into the garage, I closed the door... I didn't turn on the lights, her face was lit up only by the glow of the moon, and it still had some drops falling, which made her even more beautiful...