Lost Love, Lost Prince and Marriage?
Chapter 5
Dreams?
By Güera
Middle of Night, Saturday August 2, AC 198
My Dear Relena: I have finally realized my true feelings for you, Relena. Meet me at my house. I will be there waiting for you. When you come I will tell you how I truly feel once and for all. Go as soon as you read this.
Yours Truly
Heero
'He does care.' Relena thought as she read the letter Heero had sent her. 'I'll go right now.' She thought and as if by magic she was standing in front of Heero's house. Relena opened the door slowly. Inside she saw the most amazing sight ever. Heero had his back to her and he wasn't wearing his shirt so his bare skin was visible. His muscles were well toned. The sight made her knees weak. A woman she didn't recognize started walking over to Heero. Relena couldn't' see the woman's face because it was masked by the darkness. She calmly walked up to Heero and kissed him Relena expected him to turn her away but he did the opposite. Heero put his arms around the woman and intensified the kiss. The woman put her arms around Heero's neck. Both were embraced in a passionate kiss. This new sight made Relena want to vomit but it also broke her heart. 'How could Heero do this to me?' She asked herself. Relena felt that she was dying right there at Heero's house. In this doorway looking at them kissing passionately. The pulled away not because they wanted to but because they needed to breathe again. Heero finally turned to face Relena.
"Princess so you finally came." Heero said. Relena nodded dumbly. "Now you know how I truly feel about you." Relena just stared at him still in shock. "I don't love you. I never have and I never will." Relena already knew this but hearing Heero actually say it made it into reality. That fact hurt deeply.
"But." Relena started to say and found out she couldn't find the words she was looking for. All those years of being a politician. Being able to lie to someone face to face. Yet she couldn't lie to him. She could never do that. He never loved her but she will always love him. Heero pulled out a gun as if to kill her but it wasn't necessary. Relena's soul had already died. Her heart had been broken. And her mind refused to believe the truth.
"Should I kill you or let you suffer?" Heero asked Relena. She could only just stare at him with blank eyes. "I think I'll let you suffer. I'll enjoy that even more than killing you." Heero said and put his gun away. He turned to the woman next to him and kissed her. The woman kissed him back. Once again they were caught in a passionate kiss. Relena could only stand there and watch. The passion between Heero and the woman intensified. Relena couldn't stand it anymore. Her anger took control of her. A scream was heard. She ran toward to the two lovers. With one movement of her arm she separated them from each other and sent them flying to a wall. Relena wasted no time she picked up a knife and started to stab them both. Stabbing and stabbing. Soon both Heero and the strange woman were dead and bleeding severely. Relena couldn't believe what she had done. A born pacifist just murdered two people. The love of her life and his lover she didn't even know. But how could be she. Relena didn't understand why she did that. She killed her one true love. He never loved her but it still hurt. It was true he didn't care at all and he wanted her to suffer immensely. But that didn't matter. She still loved him. She screamed loudly. The pain was too much.
Relena woke up screaming. She was in her bed in her room. Safely in her own house. 'A nightmare. It was just a nightmare.' Relena thought. 'But it felt so real. I swear I could feel the blood on my hands.' Relena grabbed the worn out teddy bear from her night stand. The same one Heero had given her. 'Heero gave me this teddy bear as a token of his love.' "But Heero betrayed me!" She said and started to cry. Crying because her dream probably really did happen. It seemed so real. She looked down at the coveted teddy bear it was red. Relena threw it. She looked at her hands. They were red too, covered in blood. She screamed. Her entire room reminded her of her nightmare. Everything about it reminded Relena of the horrendous sight. She had to leave. She got out of bed and ran out of her room. She ran down the hall. She needed some fresh air. She headed over to the garden out back.
Diff. POV
A dark shadow jumped from the second story balcony to the garden out back. He made no sound as his feet hit the soft grass, moist with the night's fresh dew. He silently ran across the grass to the beautiful trees further back in the garden. He climbed the highest one and sat on one of the branches. He closed his eyes and began to think. Once again the war raging in him prepared for another battle. 'What am I doing here? Why did I accept this mission? I have nothing to do with Relena. I never have. And now I will never have the chance to. There are so many people who love her. Who want her. They just all have lust and want her for her body and I'm not going to let them have her. She's mine and mine alone. What am I saying? What she does is her business. I won't interfere with her personal life. +But yet you want to. You know you want to make Relena yours and only yours no one else's. + -No! She distracts you. You will never be able to complete your missions. If you're distracted, you can never protect her completely +But if you make her yours you won't need to go on any more missions. Your only mission will be to be with her. To give her your love. + -But it would never work. A born pacifist and the Perfect Soldier. You are two completely different people with different personalities. She will never love the Perfect Soldier. She will end up loving a handsome gentleman that is caring and doesn't run away.- +As the saying goes. "Love conquers all boundaries." If you love her, she must surely love you back. She loved you and still does.+ -No she doesn't.- +Yes she does!+ "Shut up!" Heero yelled out loud and jumped off the tree to the ground. His thoughts did not stop instead they continued to torment him. '+You love her you know you do. You always have and always will. She loves You too. And You know it. Why do you have to keep denying your true feelings for her? Why? It's not helping you any. It just makes your life worse.+ -No. You have to stay away from your emotions. Keep them sealed up. That is the only way to be truly happy. If You follow your emotions it will only result in your own destruction.-' Then in the middle of his thoughts he saw a figure running to him. The person caught Heero by complete surprise so when they crashed the person that was running fell on top of him. 'What the hell happened?' Heero thought as he lay on the moist grass. 'Who would be out here in the middle of the night?' Heero looked at the person on top of him. In the darkness it was difficult to see but the Perfect Solder has very good eyesight. Heero saw that this person had on sky blue pajamas, brown hair and was apparently barefoot. 'Definitely not a terrorist.'(AN: Terrorist in PJs and Barefoot. Ha ha ha.) Slowly the person lifted their head. The person sat up on top of Heero. Their legs on eight side of his chest. The person's face was hidden by their long brown tangled hair. The person grabbed their head and rubbed it. Apparently they were hurt when the two crashed.
"Ow, my head." The person said in a sweet voice. Heero was too shocked to respond. And as natural of a reaction as he had Heero spoke.
"Relena." He said in a voice so loving and caring almost not his own. Relena looked down at the person she was sitting on top of. Heero could now see her beautiful face and her precious eyes. Too beautiful to describe.
"Heero." She breathed just loud enough for him to hear. "Why?!" She yelled at him. "Why? Why did you betray me?" Relena continued to yell at him as she hit him. Relena gave Heero some weak punches on his face, head, wherever she hit. Although they were weak each one hurt him more than if he was hit by a gundam. The punches did not make bruises on his skin and he barely even felt them but his heart was twisted in pain because it seemed that Relena hated him. 'But why? Why does she hate me? What did I do? Why does she say I betrayed her? +More like what haven't You done? Remember how she cried in her room. You caused her grief she is in pain.+ -See I knew she didn't love you. If she did, she wouldn't be doing this.-' Relena's punches calmed down and she broke down crying. Crying softly. So softly that Heero couldn't figure out what she was doing. The cries increased and soon her entire face was stained with salty tears. Either from the exhaustion or the unpacifist outbreak, whatever the reason Relena's body went limp. Heero looked at her confused. She had her eyes closed and her cries had ceased entirely. Without warning she fell on top of Heero, her face almost hitting his. Heero couldn't believe it.
"My angel I will always protect you no matter what happens." Heero said to her and sat up. He wrapped his arms around Relena's body so she wouldn't fall and get hurt. 'I'm finally doing what I've always dreamed of doing. I'm hugging my precious angel.' Heero held Relena gently, his arms wrapped around her fragile sleeping body. He felt her warmth through her thin clothing and heard her soft slow breaths. Relena shivered as the cold air touched her uncovered body. Heero tightened his embrace. He did not want to let go but neither did he want her to catch a cold. Carefully he stood with Relena in his arms. Unconsciously she snuggled her head into his chest to feel warmer. Heero froze but quickly recovered. He gave his sleeping angel a kiss on the forehead. Relena stopped shaking and her face calmed. At the sight of that Heero showed one of his rare smiles becoming less rare with each passing moment he sees Relena. 'I love you even more my sweet angel.' Heero thought. He walked through the green paradise with Relena in his arms. They passed the trees, the bushes, and the flowers. Heero walked on the moist grass getting his feet wet, his clothes were now totally soaked but he didn't care. He had his angel and she had him. Nothing else mattered and although Relena was sleeping he still enjoyed the special moment they shared. Of course he'll never tell anyone. Not a soul will know of this except him. 'Maybe I'll tell Relena about this one day. Maybe.' Heero finally reached Relena's room inside the mansion and was saddened. Quietly so no one could hear them Heero entered the room. He walked over to her bed and gently lay her on top of it. Relena seemed to notice that her source of warmth had disappeared and curled up into a ball. Heero wanted to lay down on the bed with her to keep her warm but he resisted. He covered Relena with her sheets and started to walk out of the room, he then noticed a worn out teddy bear laying on the floor. 'She kept it after all these years? Oh my dear sweet angel, maybe someday. Maybe someday I will have the courage to tell you how I truly feel.' Heero thought as he looked at the old teddy bear he gave her for her sixteenth birthday. Heero put the old teddy bear in Relena's arms and she embraced it as if her life depended on it. Heero silently exited Relena's room and entered his own. His thoughts wandered over to his angel and he didn't stop them. He slowly drifted off to sleep with a picture of his angel clear in his mind.
Güera
Chapter 5
Dreams?
By Güera
Middle of Night, Saturday August 2, AC 198
My Dear Relena: I have finally realized my true feelings for you, Relena. Meet me at my house. I will be there waiting for you. When you come I will tell you how I truly feel once and for all. Go as soon as you read this.
Yours Truly
Heero
'He does care.' Relena thought as she read the letter Heero had sent her. 'I'll go right now.' She thought and as if by magic she was standing in front of Heero's house. Relena opened the door slowly. Inside she saw the most amazing sight ever. Heero had his back to her and he wasn't wearing his shirt so his bare skin was visible. His muscles were well toned. The sight made her knees weak. A woman she didn't recognize started walking over to Heero. Relena couldn't' see the woman's face because it was masked by the darkness. She calmly walked up to Heero and kissed him Relena expected him to turn her away but he did the opposite. Heero put his arms around the woman and intensified the kiss. The woman put her arms around Heero's neck. Both were embraced in a passionate kiss. This new sight made Relena want to vomit but it also broke her heart. 'How could Heero do this to me?' She asked herself. Relena felt that she was dying right there at Heero's house. In this doorway looking at them kissing passionately. The pulled away not because they wanted to but because they needed to breathe again. Heero finally turned to face Relena.
"Princess so you finally came." Heero said. Relena nodded dumbly. "Now you know how I truly feel about you." Relena just stared at him still in shock. "I don't love you. I never have and I never will." Relena already knew this but hearing Heero actually say it made it into reality. That fact hurt deeply.
"But." Relena started to say and found out she couldn't find the words she was looking for. All those years of being a politician. Being able to lie to someone face to face. Yet she couldn't lie to him. She could never do that. He never loved her but she will always love him. Heero pulled out a gun as if to kill her but it wasn't necessary. Relena's soul had already died. Her heart had been broken. And her mind refused to believe the truth.
"Should I kill you or let you suffer?" Heero asked Relena. She could only just stare at him with blank eyes. "I think I'll let you suffer. I'll enjoy that even more than killing you." Heero said and put his gun away. He turned to the woman next to him and kissed her. The woman kissed him back. Once again they were caught in a passionate kiss. Relena could only stand there and watch. The passion between Heero and the woman intensified. Relena couldn't stand it anymore. Her anger took control of her. A scream was heard. She ran toward to the two lovers. With one movement of her arm she separated them from each other and sent them flying to a wall. Relena wasted no time she picked up a knife and started to stab them both. Stabbing and stabbing. Soon both Heero and the strange woman were dead and bleeding severely. Relena couldn't believe what she had done. A born pacifist just murdered two people. The love of her life and his lover she didn't even know. But how could be she. Relena didn't understand why she did that. She killed her one true love. He never loved her but it still hurt. It was true he didn't care at all and he wanted her to suffer immensely. But that didn't matter. She still loved him. She screamed loudly. The pain was too much.
Relena woke up screaming. She was in her bed in her room. Safely in her own house. 'A nightmare. It was just a nightmare.' Relena thought. 'But it felt so real. I swear I could feel the blood on my hands.' Relena grabbed the worn out teddy bear from her night stand. The same one Heero had given her. 'Heero gave me this teddy bear as a token of his love.' "But Heero betrayed me!" She said and started to cry. Crying because her dream probably really did happen. It seemed so real. She looked down at the coveted teddy bear it was red. Relena threw it. She looked at her hands. They were red too, covered in blood. She screamed. Her entire room reminded her of her nightmare. Everything about it reminded Relena of the horrendous sight. She had to leave. She got out of bed and ran out of her room. She ran down the hall. She needed some fresh air. She headed over to the garden out back.
Diff. POV
A dark shadow jumped from the second story balcony to the garden out back. He made no sound as his feet hit the soft grass, moist with the night's fresh dew. He silently ran across the grass to the beautiful trees further back in the garden. He climbed the highest one and sat on one of the branches. He closed his eyes and began to think. Once again the war raging in him prepared for another battle. 'What am I doing here? Why did I accept this mission? I have nothing to do with Relena. I never have. And now I will never have the chance to. There are so many people who love her. Who want her. They just all have lust and want her for her body and I'm not going to let them have her. She's mine and mine alone. What am I saying? What she does is her business. I won't interfere with her personal life. +But yet you want to. You know you want to make Relena yours and only yours no one else's. + -No! She distracts you. You will never be able to complete your missions. If you're distracted, you can never protect her completely +But if you make her yours you won't need to go on any more missions. Your only mission will be to be with her. To give her your love. + -But it would never work. A born pacifist and the Perfect Soldier. You are two completely different people with different personalities. She will never love the Perfect Soldier. She will end up loving a handsome gentleman that is caring and doesn't run away.- +As the saying goes. "Love conquers all boundaries." If you love her, she must surely love you back. She loved you and still does.+ -No she doesn't.- +Yes she does!+ "Shut up!" Heero yelled out loud and jumped off the tree to the ground. His thoughts did not stop instead they continued to torment him. '+You love her you know you do. You always have and always will. She loves You too. And You know it. Why do you have to keep denying your true feelings for her? Why? It's not helping you any. It just makes your life worse.+ -No. You have to stay away from your emotions. Keep them sealed up. That is the only way to be truly happy. If You follow your emotions it will only result in your own destruction.-' Then in the middle of his thoughts he saw a figure running to him. The person caught Heero by complete surprise so when they crashed the person that was running fell on top of him. 'What the hell happened?' Heero thought as he lay on the moist grass. 'Who would be out here in the middle of the night?' Heero looked at the person on top of him. In the darkness it was difficult to see but the Perfect Solder has very good eyesight. Heero saw that this person had on sky blue pajamas, brown hair and was apparently barefoot. 'Definitely not a terrorist.'(AN: Terrorist in PJs and Barefoot. Ha ha ha.) Slowly the person lifted their head. The person sat up on top of Heero. Their legs on eight side of his chest. The person's face was hidden by their long brown tangled hair. The person grabbed their head and rubbed it. Apparently they were hurt when the two crashed.
"Ow, my head." The person said in a sweet voice. Heero was too shocked to respond. And as natural of a reaction as he had Heero spoke.
"Relena." He said in a voice so loving and caring almost not his own. Relena looked down at the person she was sitting on top of. Heero could now see her beautiful face and her precious eyes. Too beautiful to describe.
"Heero." She breathed just loud enough for him to hear. "Why?!" She yelled at him. "Why? Why did you betray me?" Relena continued to yell at him as she hit him. Relena gave Heero some weak punches on his face, head, wherever she hit. Although they were weak each one hurt him more than if he was hit by a gundam. The punches did not make bruises on his skin and he barely even felt them but his heart was twisted in pain because it seemed that Relena hated him. 'But why? Why does she hate me? What did I do? Why does she say I betrayed her? +More like what haven't You done? Remember how she cried in her room. You caused her grief she is in pain.+ -See I knew she didn't love you. If she did, she wouldn't be doing this.-' Relena's punches calmed down and she broke down crying. Crying softly. So softly that Heero couldn't figure out what she was doing. The cries increased and soon her entire face was stained with salty tears. Either from the exhaustion or the unpacifist outbreak, whatever the reason Relena's body went limp. Heero looked at her confused. She had her eyes closed and her cries had ceased entirely. Without warning she fell on top of Heero, her face almost hitting his. Heero couldn't believe it.
"My angel I will always protect you no matter what happens." Heero said to her and sat up. He wrapped his arms around Relena's body so she wouldn't fall and get hurt. 'I'm finally doing what I've always dreamed of doing. I'm hugging my precious angel.' Heero held Relena gently, his arms wrapped around her fragile sleeping body. He felt her warmth through her thin clothing and heard her soft slow breaths. Relena shivered as the cold air touched her uncovered body. Heero tightened his embrace. He did not want to let go but neither did he want her to catch a cold. Carefully he stood with Relena in his arms. Unconsciously she snuggled her head into his chest to feel warmer. Heero froze but quickly recovered. He gave his sleeping angel a kiss on the forehead. Relena stopped shaking and her face calmed. At the sight of that Heero showed one of his rare smiles becoming less rare with each passing moment he sees Relena. 'I love you even more my sweet angel.' Heero thought. He walked through the green paradise with Relena in his arms. They passed the trees, the bushes, and the flowers. Heero walked on the moist grass getting his feet wet, his clothes were now totally soaked but he didn't care. He had his angel and she had him. Nothing else mattered and although Relena was sleeping he still enjoyed the special moment they shared. Of course he'll never tell anyone. Not a soul will know of this except him. 'Maybe I'll tell Relena about this one day. Maybe.' Heero finally reached Relena's room inside the mansion and was saddened. Quietly so no one could hear them Heero entered the room. He walked over to her bed and gently lay her on top of it. Relena seemed to notice that her source of warmth had disappeared and curled up into a ball. Heero wanted to lay down on the bed with her to keep her warm but he resisted. He covered Relena with her sheets and started to walk out of the room, he then noticed a worn out teddy bear laying on the floor. 'She kept it after all these years? Oh my dear sweet angel, maybe someday. Maybe someday I will have the courage to tell you how I truly feel.' Heero thought as he looked at the old teddy bear he gave her for her sixteenth birthday. Heero put the old teddy bear in Relena's arms and she embraced it as if her life depended on it. Heero silently exited Relena's room and entered his own. His thoughts wandered over to his angel and he didn't stop them. He slowly drifted off to sleep with a picture of his angel clear in his mind.
Güera