Thanks to those of you who have liked/followed this story. If you have any comments on how it's going, let me know. I like watching Amy and Reagan on the show, but deep down I know she would go running back to Karma if Karma felt more than just friends...as bad as that would feel for Reagan.
I blinked hard in order to banish Karma from my thoughts. When I opened my eyes I saw that Reagan was watching me.
"Are you OK?" She asked with concern. "Did ..did I do something wrong?"
I shook my head and realised she was being studied "what?" I replied brightly "god...no..of course not...it was umm educational and umm...totally fucking hot and you...I mean that thing...you did... with your tongue.." I smiled at Reagan who was now smiled back and finished my sentence "...well it was just like WOW!"
Reagan leant into me for a kiss. As I kissed Reagan I tried to forget about Karma about the fact that at the point of my first orgasm with someone else (Liam didn't really hit the spot) I had pictured Karma. Shit! That wasn't suppose to happen. I couldn't enjoy kissing her when I was still trying to get over what had just happened. I had just fantasied that I was in bed with Karma instead of Reagan. What the fuck was wrong with me?
I broke away from the Reagan's lips and smiled "I...I'm sorry.." I pulled away and mumbled "... I really need a drink. All this kissing is thirsty work." It was a crap excuse but I didn't give her a chance to question it as I started moving to the edge of the bed "stay right there OK!" I told Reagan positively who was now looking more than a little confused and disappointed. "I will be RIGHT back" I promised as I reached into the cupboard and pulled on some sweats and a t-shirt. "Is water OK for you? Or umm would you prefer something else?" I asked as I went to open the door.
Reagan was sat in the bed naked with the bed sheets wrapped up around her, the concerned looked back on her face. "Umm..actually..I'm fine." She said the disappointment clearly noticeable on her face and in her voice.
"OK" I said brightly trying to not make a bigger thing than this was. I quickly opened the door and slid out carefully, closing the door behind me. Once outside and alone I slumped against the wall and closed my eyes. Damn you Karma Ashcroft! I thought to myself as I told myself it would be OK. That it wouldn't happen again. That I would climb back into bed and make love to Reagan and everything would be great. It WAS great..well it was up until that last minute.
I knew I couldn't be long so I quickly ran downstairs.
"Hey mum" I called out
"Hey you!" My mum said chirpily "you're awake!"
Walking over to the kitchen I looked over at her not sure what she meant. I opened my mouth to ask, but my mum got their first.
"You missed Karma" she said matter of factly.
I stopped on the spot. And in my mind I screamed WHAT?
"Ummm...what do you mean.." I asked. I could feel the embarrassment in my cheeks and on my neck.
My mum replied oblivious to what had just happened upstairs "Karma...she popped by to see you...she went up to your room, but said you were asleep." She said.
My heart stopped beating. Shit Karma had been here. Had been right outside my bedroom door whilst Reagan was making me moan. Shit. Shit. Shit.
"Amy" my mums voice broke my thoughts. "Umm yeah?" I replied still trying to comprehend what had just happened. "I...umm must have nodded off" I lied. "I...I've just come to get some water".
I walked to the kitchen and grabbed a glass. Why had Karma come here? Hadn't I made it clear enough at the restaurant that she wasn't helping things. Then why come here...even after that. Even after I was so mean to her. My head was buzzing with the possible scenarios as I reached in the fridge for a bottle of water. The coolness from the fridge felt great on my flushed skin. I grabbed the glass and filled it up with ice and then made my way back up to my bedroom. Back up to Reagan who was waiting naked in my bed...why exactly was I thinking about Karma again?
I opened the door to the bedroom to find an open window and an empty room. Reagan had left. Climbed out the window the way she had come in. I couldn't believe it. There was a note on the bed. 'Call me once you know what you really want shrimp girl.'
Fuck! I had screwed things up well and good. I grabbed my phone to call Reagan and then I saw it. The message from Karma that sat clearly on my screen.
It's killing me knowing that you are not in love with me anymore... Because I am with you. K
