Amy's POV
I slumped on the bed. Reagan's note in one hand, my phone in the other. How the hell did I get myself in this position. I looked at Karma's text message and I felt the tears start to form in my eyes. Oh Karma! Why now? Why did you have to wait until now. A few weeks ago these words were all I ever wanted to hear. I would have done anything to hear that Karma felt the same way. That she realised what she felt for me was more than just friends. But she hadn't. She had broken my heart. It had hurt so much, but I had started to accept that just because I felt that way about her, didn't automatically mean she felt the same way about me. I had accepted that Karma liked boys...not girls...where as I had realised that I liked girls. I had liked Karma...and I liked Reagan. Really liked Reagan...but I had messed it up with her. Why had I messed it up?
The sex had been A-MAZ-ING, she was soooo fucking sexy, but why did I have a fantasy about Karma? Was it when she was outside the door?
I felt embarrassed at the thought of Karma hearing the way Reagan was turning me on, making me moan. Was that what had made Karma send that text message? Had she been jealous?
I sat there weighing things up in my mind. I loved Karma with all my heart, but I couldn't deny the feelings I had developed for Reagan...I didn't want to deny them. They felt too good.
With Karma everything was so easy. We knew each other inside out. With Reagan it was all so new and a little bit scary. I closed my eyes and flopped back on the bed and listened to what my heart was telling me. I needed help. I grabbed my phone and called Shane.
He listened silently as I explained what had happened and then he told me not to be so stupid.
"Ams...this is a no brainer. You know and I know it. Get your arse round there now."
I smiled as I knew he was right. "But what do I do about..." I started to ask
"Amy don't worry about that right now. Go get what you want!"
I smiled as I knew he was right. I had to go now.
"Thanks Shane...what would I do without you?"
"I dread to think!" He replied
I quickly changed into something sexier and then ran down the stairs.
Her mum was still watching the TV, she turned round at the sound of Amy running down the stairs.
"Where you off to all dressed up?" She asked "I've ummm got a second wind so heading out with some friends. I'll probably stay over, so don't worry."
"Ok well let me know where you are sleeping?" My mum asked as I pulled the front door behind me.
"Will do" I smiled as I said under my breath, although I don't intend on getting much sleep. I headed off down the street.
I stood outside the door nervously waiting for it to be answered. I heard voices and laughter behind the door. I swallowed hard and took a deep breath as the door began to open and there she was... Reagan.
"Amy!" She said as her mouth dropped open in surprise.
"Hi." I said with a smile "we need to talk!" I said assertively.
She turned round to look back at her flat mate Courtney who was standing in the hallway, coat half pulled on. They must have been going out somewhere. I had for here just in time. I watched as Courtney smiled and nodded at Reagan and took her coat off, heading into the living room.
I saw the hesitation in Reagan. Who still hadn't invited me in. I needed to convince her. I reached up with one hand and placed it on her cheek "I choose YOU" I said softly as I leant in and kissed her lips.
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