Hey Guys so I decide to take time and think about my writing and grammar and I know its not the best so I decide to fix some mistakes okay a lot, because iv'e notice how you guys say my grammar is off so I took the time to try and fix I hope you guys could read it better or get the point of the story better don't be shy to review if it wasn't that good I could take it. Thanks for reading this A/N and Enjoy the chapter here we are Time for Kick :)

Kim Pov

I was ready, ready to tell everyone that Jack secret is he has cancer. Then when I was actually ready to tell the hole school he kissed me.I could say all the bad things about the kiss but I really couldn't think of one, I even kissed back I didn't even know why maybe I was just mad but the kiss was good .The kiss had sparks I could say, and many butterflies flew over me when I kissed him it was no other kiss I had before wait it sounds like I like him No that would be crazy and he did hurt me.

Well after the Kiss I walked to my car and sat there and thought of the hole situation but I also notice when the kiss finished I saw Joe leave with hurt I wanted to go find him but I couldn't. After thinking I got a call that Ben and I confused Ben never gets sick he might have allergies but never sickness I text Grace that I was leaving and she started that asking all these Grace was a nosy girl.

So I picked up Ben and he was really sick he was pale and his nose was stuffy his eyes was red to but I felt it was still allergies than sickness. Once I brought him to Jack's he was coughing and sneezing the woman told me he can't come to the day care until he is better so he wont get other kids sick.

I was really just taking care of Ben and thinking of the kiss I even got butterflies just when I felt his hands pulling me closer, Oh wait damn I'm not going to think of the kiss. I do not like Jack, I do not like Jack and just when I was saying that in my mind Jack came in.

He asked questions I gave answers then when he wanted to see Ben's bottle for his allergies he accidentally touched my finger and tingles went through my whole body and we just kept staring at each other like it was suppose to happen.

But eventually Ben coughed and I turned my attention back to him and put him to Bed and then when I was ready to leave the room Jack grabbed my forearm, ''We need to talk'' He whispered and I bit my bottom lip ''Yeah we need to talk'' Then we left the guest room closing the door so Ben could sleep.

We walked to Jack's room and stayed silence I mean what can you say Hi we kissed and it was surprising great, 3 minutes in silence Jack spoke.''So your going to stay with Ben until he feels better'' He asked me ''Yeah I have to even that means missing school'' I narrowed my eyes to the floor like it was great and clean which it was to my surprise.

''Well how about I take care of Ben and you go to school'' I raised my eyebrows at him and he just shrugged ''You know how to take care of a Kid'' I chuckled at him was I really going to let him take care of Ben? ''Hey even if I didn't have a brother I still would known how to make him feel better but I do need you how to teach me how to put him to bed'' I laughed which made him join to.

''Okay If it's no trouble then I'll teach you how to put Ben to bed'' He smiled showing off his white straight teeth and believe me they were prefect now wonder girls melt when they see his smile ''Its no trouble then'' He said still smiling ''You know you been doing that a lot'' He raised his eyes brow at me like I was crazy or mental, ''What'' I answered for him ''Smiling'' I saw a blush came up from the back of his neck and he cleared his throat looking uncomfortable.

''Um well that's when a certain someone came to my house'' He smirked and this time I felt a blush coming on Oh god why am I blushing I never blush with Jack never maybe Joe but not Jack. ''I know, I know its me'' I playfully said and he made a ''Pshht'' sound when I said it was me, ''No, It was Ben'' I raised my brow a little disappointment- Snap out of it Kim. ''Ben Makes You smile'' I smiled while crossing my arms my smirk ready to show off, ''What Can I say guilty as charged'' Then I saw a pink shade on his cheek and I decide why not tease him a little.

''Does he make you blush to'' This time he laughed and I couldn't help but chuckle to maybe my jokes should be told more, ''Okay enough teasing me you should know that I do care for Ben, Okay but really if you want I could stay home and you got to school while I take care of sick Ben'' I looked up at him and gave him a smile, ''Okay'' I finally said and I found myself looking at his lips and his hazel eyes Damn they were nice maybe that's why he is a good kisser.

''So...'' I said when an uncomfortable silence came into the room making everything that happened just 2 hours ago really awkward, ''So...'' then I saw him rubbing the back of his neck ''Um about today Kim, I know you probably don't want to bring this up but I am truly sorry that I told everyone about your dad, I mean I didn't know about your mom or Ben if I knew earlier I swear I wasn't going to say anything, If you don't want to believe me now just don't take Ben he needs someone who can protect him'' he told me looking straight in my eyes which I tried to avoid since they had spark into them Damn Him and His nice eyes.

''I'm not mad but I am still very upset because I wasn't even ready to tell my friends that my dad died but I still told them, I haven't even told anyone about my mom Just you, I'm not planning to tell Ben when he is older that my mom died he doesn't need stress'' Jack nodded and I looked at the floor feeling tears but not letting them escape I will not be weak.

''Yeah I understand, I mean I shouldn't even told you to tell me why you were here you just had many emotions running to know both your parents are not here'' I felt a tear come to the thought of it and I could tell Jack saw my tears and I did try not making any eye contact, ''Uh Yeah I got to go'' I said walking trying to wipe my tears but only to feel someone grabbing my hand looking up to see Jack Brewer with a freakin guilty look, ''I'm sorry I didn't mean to make you cry'' he soften his grip, and I felt tears pour down and all I wanted to do is get out of this room and pretend nothing happened.

''Just let go of my hand okay I don't need you seeing me cry'' I tried to get out of grip but he held it tight now making sure that I wasn't going anywhere without giving him an explanation, ''Why, why don't you want me to see you cry'' I narrowed my eyes to the floor with tears still coming and felt Jack come closer, ''It makes me feel weak and I don't want to be called or feel weak especially by you'' Not even looking at Jack I could tell his was shock at my action even my tone but the problem is that I was becoming weak and I didn't even have a perfect excuse on it.

I heard a sign and felt something come closer so I looked up and saw that I was chest and chest with Jack, We just kept the stare and then he brought his thumb up and wiped the tears that were on my cheeks, instantly I felt electricity he then brushed the remaining tears then looked at me straight in my eyes I saw him staring on my lips does he want to kiss me He got closer than I turned my head so he wouldn't kiss me I heard him clear him throat loudly then moved away from me and I looked straight.

''So if that's what we all have to talk about than I'm going to check on Ben'' I got ready to leave when Jack cleared his throat again loudly which made stop my tracks, ''No it's not all I wanted to talk about'' I turned my head to see Jack's jaw clenched like he was angry or mislead ''Then what is there to talk about'' I made a low squeal sound of course he wants to talk about the kiss. ''The kiss'' I made my mouth to a ''o'' probably knew we were going to talk about the kiss.

''Why do you want to talk about the kiss'' I asked he shrugged with no emotion that made me think of everything that has happened, ''I just want to make some stuff clear'' I signed and shook my head while he had a grin on his face that I wanted to slap off, ''Like'' Swallowing hard and making sure my knees were about not give up because if you see me now you could tell my knees were about to crack. ''Like the fact that, maybe I shouldn't have kissed I mean kissing you was over the line'' I nodded while finding myself agreeing maybe the kiss was over the line it was true I didn't think it was supposed to happen either way.

''Oh yeah and it not like it meant anything, I mean it was just a kiss'' I said to Jack who looked a little hurt but his eyes had a different perspective, ''Yeah the kiss was just pssh terrible'' I felt my stomach clench as his words spoke What was happening to me? ''Yeah... Just terrible I mean I had better kisses from different guys'' This time I saw hurt in his eyes I guess The truth is I wanted him to feel what I felt just a second ago. ''Yeah the same with different girls... much better kisses from them'' My eyes went wide was I bad kisser? it's not like he was my first kiss but was I really a bad kisser I've only had 2 boyfriends.

''So its settled'' I said shrugging my shoulder with a grin on my face which made me look how far we are and I honestly wanted to be closer, ''Yep its settled the kiss did not mean anything to each other'' He said walking closer to me that I could the room collide to make us closer, ''Yep nothing, nothing at all'' I said going closer to him for an odd reason that only led us inches apart, I could actually feel Jack's hot breath close to me that makes me shiver as I remembered the kiss.

We stayed like just staring at each other than a thought came to my mind and its that Jack is going soft I chuckled out loud at the thought of it I saw Jack raise his brow with suspicious, ''Why are you laughing'' He asked still having his brow raised and my chucked turned into giggles, ''No reason'' I said still giggling but on purpose so I would tell Jack, ''Oh come on tell me'' He pleaded his eyes soften like he was one of my friends that wanted to hear a joke that brought me into my thoughts Me and Jack friends wouldn't be so bad. ''Okay, Okay I just thought it was funny how soft you became'' This time his mouths hangs open like I told him the truth or confessed it to him.

''Me soft no Jack Brewer is never soft'' He said in cockiness while leaning on a wall with his arms crossed like he was a bad boy but I have to admit it he did look like a bad boy, ''Well You are becoming soft maybe you should hang out with me more I like this Jack better than ass whole Jack'' I chuckled then Left the room to see Ben not even checking Jack's reaction. ''Your Not the reason I'm soft... It's Ben'' He yelled behind me with me smirking that he couldn't see ''Excuses, excuses'' I yelled back Then walked into the quest room, I went up to see Ben fully asleep and I couldn't help but stare this perfect angle will not have a mom or dad to look up to and I'm not a perfect role model. I wish my mom and dad were here they can make everything better than living in a nightmare.

*The Next Day*

I finally made it to school- Okay so since you guys will ask how about Ben or Jack well I got that covered, So me and Jack planned that he will take care of Ben while I go to school and If Ben still doesn't feel better than I will take him to doctors for now we are giving medicine and letting him having enough sleep. Right Now Jack is home taking care of Ben while his Parents are in a club they haven't even met Ben and Yesterday was bad during the night Jack's dad came in my room bursting in wanting to have drinks with me, Thank god Jack heard his dad's loud voice and came in running in their stopping him before doing anything now I believe he is turning soft I could see it and I like it.

So here I am at school sitting on a bench waiting for my friend to show up with other students are around It was weird mostly every student came up to congratulating me on my relationship with Jack. I tried to tell them it was just in the moment or something but they wouldn't believe me so I let it go on, Jack has to fix this not me I mean He kissed me but I did kiss back.

I was using my phone while text my friend when I felt some weight siting down and I turned my head to see the guy that I used to have dreams about Joe Smith again and this time I might add that he does look hot in his light blue plaid shirt and his hair spiked up while his eyes turned lighter in the sun. ''Hey Joe whats up'' I said while he smiled damn his smile is gorgeous concentrate Kim and not on his hot face.

''Hey Kim so I came here wondering what are you doing'' He turned to me, while I held up my iPhone giving him a shy smile before answering his question, ''Me, well I am just waiting for my friend how about you'' I told him but I cursed to myself when I said ''Me'' of course he was talking to me who else would be Kim, ''Well Im actually talking to the prettiest girl'' He grinned and I blushed Damn your charms but don't worry I have something up my sleeves.

''Is that so so tell me who is this pretty girl'' I raised my brow and he looked taken back and now he was looking everywhere to see any girl but his luck ran out, ''Um, Um she is right there'' He said pointing to the oldest woman who had wrinkles everywhere but she could be the next Benny White which wouldn't be so bad Betty is so funny. (A/N: I love Betty White she is so perf) ''Glad she's your type'' I laughed which he joined to it was nice just talking to him he is a really funny person. ''Yeah she's a keeper but the truth is the most beautiful girl here is you'' I blushed hard while he smiled with his perfect teeth again this boy loves to use his charm and make me blush.

''Okay Kim I have a question and you don't have to answer because I know a lot of people came up to you asked you If you and Jack are a couple but I wanted to if it was true'' He had a disappointment tone when he asked if ''Me and Jack are a couple,'' ''No were not a couple why ask'' I saw shock in his eyes but all I told him was the truth no one should be shock, ''Wait you guys are not a couple but you guys kissed'' I shook my head with a grin appearing as I could tell his jealousy tone that made me think that he was extra cute.

''No it was just in the moment I guess why are you asking'' I looked at him and he nervously reached his finger and play with them so I stared at him with confusion, ''Oh well this might sound really crazy to you'' I nodded my head while he took a long time to answer the statement what is with this boy? ''What'' rolling my eyes on how nervous he was When I worked with him he was never nervous. ''Okay so I might have a crush on you'' I felt my whole body frozen maybe I didn't hear him or was shocked He has a crush on Me, ''You have a crush on me'' He nodded but I felt he was lying that's why I broke up with my second boyfriend because He lied to me after everything we had he lied that he wanted to date me, He just used me and tried to apologize and say it was all real but I didn't let him back in.

''How do you have a crush on me we have only known each other for a semester?'' I asked, Me and Joe only had one class together and I never thought he would like me more as a friends but its typical Boys Always Keep Secrets, ''I don't know I couldn't stop thinking about you when the semester was over I guess I missed you and then when I saw you kiss Jack I got really Jealous'' I went wide eyes I did see Joe leave when I kissed Jack and he looked hurt not jealous I shook my head looking down hoping this will all be a dream that I will wake up anytime soon.

''Why didn't you tell me before why now?'' I turned to him looking him in the eyes with him looking back our gaze felt like it was forever meant to be, ''I don't know I just thought you would reject me'' He whispered to me still holding the gaze that I broke and looked at the floor and took some glances at him he did seem hurt, ''Well back then I wouldn't'' I saw determination in his eyes and happiness even though he was still hurt by the way he looks at the floor, ''Do You, ugh, do you dammit, do you want to go out with me like to the movies or dinner'' Joe asked with his nervous tone I thought it was cute he was cute no perfect Snap out of Kim you don't want another boy hurting you.

''Im sorry Joe but no is my answer'' I told him and he looked down at his hands he was cursing under his breath I heard him it was heartbreaking trying to ask me out but I don't want to be hurt anymore, '' You do you not feel the same way I get it I mean I was being stupid when I thought you could return my feelings for you'' This time I felt hurt I didn't get it all the signs I gave him when we were friends and he didn't notice not once I was the one being stupid not him. ''Are you kidding me I've had a crush on you since I came to this school but I would let go of the feeling sometimes'' I told him by accident then covered my mouth I wasnt suppose to tell him I had feelings for him.

''So why wont you go out with me'' I looked straight at him like he was ghost I didn't know if I should tell him the truth or make up something but I listen to my heart, ''Because I have a feeling that your lying'' I knew he was frowning even if I didn't glance at him I could tell I am probably the meanest person ever I never want to hurt anyone's feeling. ''Why would I lie to you about me having feeling for you'' I shrugged and looked at him to get a better look and he was serious I decide to tell him the truth, ''I don't know a lot of guys have lied to me in the past and I don't want to get him again I'm sorry but I can't, don't want to believe'' I signed and he nodded with having a smile on his face he gently leaned forward and kissed my cheek letting me blush like crazy then he went up to my ear ''Then let me prove it'' I shivered at the thought of it but came into reality.

He sat up on the bench then yelled ''Hey guys'' then people turned the attention to him I looked up at him what was he doing he wanted to prove his feelings for me, ''So you guys Know Kim Crawford right'' Everyone nodded while I put my hands on my cheek feeling another blush coming God Please Don't do Don't. ''Well I have a huge crush on Kim Crawford there I said it I have a crush on Kim and I have had a crush on her for a longtime'' Everyone was shock even I was did he really do that I said Please Dont. ''And for looking like an idiot standing up here I just wanted everyone to know that so that's it carry on with your life'' Everyone vanished then he jumped off the bench and looked directly at me.

''I cant believe you just did that'' I told him ''Well I told you that I will prove it to you and if you believe me then I would like to take you out to dinner and a movie'' He smiled that made me melt but I still needed to trust him before actually saying yes, ''I dont know'' I bit my bottom lip looking down at the floor I was in a sticky situation some one help me. ''Fine Then I guess I'll have to go back here again and say everything over again until you believe and agree on that date'' He said putting one foot on the bench but I grabbed him arm maybe I should just go for it. ''Yes'' I said immediately which made him go cocky seeing that cute smirk on his face, ''Yes what'' He smiled which I returned maybe this isn't so bad maybe I should do this. ''Yes, ill go out with you'' I smiled and he grabbed my hand with electricity spreading through me this boy knows how flutter a girl, ''Kim I hope you know that I would never lie to you and I will be at every step that you take so its me and you'' I nodded through a smile and squeezed his hand maybe letting Jack stay home to take care of Ben was the best decision I ever made.

So I hope you guys could read or understand the story better with this version I think I will go with the version than my other writing so yeah Im looking forward to it, I will try and update more faster but school is coming and I haven't even go any school supplies yet so I have to figure something out. Again thanks for 7 reviews its amazing I hope I do get review on this chapter so finger cross but I would like to thank the reviewers who reviewed my other chapter.

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Again thanks guys now time for the hints of Chapter 14 which is interesting chapter to me so yeah cant wait for you guys to read it.

Chapter 14 hints:

-Kim take some time off to clear her head

-The Brewers have danger up their sleeves

-Jack seems to be more damage than Kim thought

Okay thats a wrap so thanks for the review hope you guys liked this chapter I did try my best for this chapter so read it and review it thank guys love ya

-Kristina