Kim's Pov
Right after I accepted Joe request to date me, Me and Joe decide to hang out more at school to catch up since I haven't seen him in forever and yes our relationship isn't official but he is taking me out tomorrow to dinner and movies so I am so excited but a part of me feels that it wont end good. When School ended I went to library and studied for an hour then headed back to Jack's house but I went to my old house first I just wanted to see it since it had really good memories about it, I finally made it and it looked the same nothing bad happen to it but it is for sale from the same woman who told us to move that made me go instantly mad over it I got out my spare key I had for this house then walked in.
It was different inside the couches and chairs were gone in the living room, The kitchen had a dull place the tables were still there but all the designs were taken away, The fridge and cabinets were empty the rugs were gone, I headed upstairs and saw that me and Ben's room were empty the room was now badge. The beds were still there but everything else was gone, I looked at the house this wasn't right this was my fault Me and Ben moved I felt tears coming when I headed back downstairs the spot where my mom committed suicide it brought me to think about everything she said to me I love you and Ben, Please forgive me I need to see my husband.
The stain was gone but you can still see some of the blood the thought of my mom killing herself made me have more tears- gosh I need to stop crying The memory was terrible all the good memories were gone and being replaced as hell, I finally left the house realizing that I have daydream every terrible thing in this house I need to move forgive and forget with wiping one tear I was gone. I finally went back to Jack's house opening the door with a spare key Jack gave me yep The Jack Brewer gave me a key everyone go crazy, I walked in putting my bag next to the door and stayed still as I heard the sound of screaming and hitting then I heard Ben screaming and I got worried.
''No!, Stop!, Stop! Jack!'' Ben screamed and I followed the scream and saw Ben hiding behind the corner of a wall he was still screaming like an innocent boy who just lost his pet I already had tears in my eyes when I see Ben scream, I tapped on his shoulder when I reached to him and he turned to me and Jumped on me hugging on me while crying which made me very upset. ''Ben what's going on'' I asked him while tightening my grip as he cried and cried and I shut my eyes as I heard whip shots all I wanted to know is What is happening?
''Someone is hitting Jack I think its his dad'' He said still crying I went wide eyes his dad I thought he would be out all day I mean that what Jack tells me everyday why would someone hit Jack I wanted answers I put Ben down and clutch down on his level at his beautiful eyes staring at me with fear, ''Ben I need you to go back upstairs okay don't come down until I come up okay, I'm going to see what happening'' I said and he grabbed my arm and held it to him shaking his head in many emotions I loved Ben I do but Jack is important to I needed to see him.
''No, No Kim don't go he will hurt you please stay with me Please'' I looked at him giving him a shy smile then leaning down gave him a kiss on his forehead and hugged him tight but kept firm as I still heard the whip sounds, ''No Ben it will be fine, Go upstairs and I will handle everything trust me if he hurts me I will hurt him back okay I love you'' He nodded and went upstairs while I followed the sound of a person grunting and whips it was freaking me out that Jack is getting beaten now.
I walked and walked and the grunting was getting louder and then I heard a man screaming very loud it was hurting my ears, ''If you ever dare to touch me, I will kill you this will be much worse than last time do you remember it last time, I am your father and you will show me respect'' Then I heard the loudest whip and a loud grunt that made me stop my track and hear it. I gasped loudly when I walk into a room with Jack shirtless from the back holding onto a chair and his dad with a belt and beers on the table some of them broken then I see cuts and scars like he was whipped everyday and it made me broken inside who would do this to their flesh and blood.
Jack's dad heard my gasp and turned around to me with bloodshot eyes and then smirked scanning over my body stepping closer to me, ''Well, well who do we have here,now what was your name again..Kim" Then he moved closer to me that my back was hitting the wall with my body froze in place I couldn't do anything for now he had control, "If you touch her or do anything to her I swear to you I will end you I will fucking make your life to hell" his dad laughed evilly then turned to him a whipped him again I shut my eyes tight as I heard groan in pain I was being weak I was do nothing just standing there watching an abuse happening.
"Go Kim okay don't worry I have everything covered Please... Please just go" Jack whispered and his dad smirked at how soft Jack's tone was he was a pure evil man and I wanted to slap that smirk off his face, ''Now, Now why don't we let her stay and watch or how about she insists to do the same thing you're doing it seems you are very fond of this girl why not watch her in pain to'' He smirked and in the corner of my eyes I saw Jack was trying to escape the ropes.
''Run Kim, Just run take Ben just get out of the house it's not safe'' Jack yelled I nodded in my head ready to run to Ben but felt my whole body froze when I saw that Jack's dad was in my way with a broken beer bottle it got me to a point where I was just speechless praying for my life nothing would happen, ''Where do you think your going huh to tell the cops about this no no I don't think so'' He breathed out with a smell of alcohol and now I backed into a wall with the broken beer swinging at me but not touching me yet I couldn't control it anymore this dad needed to leave a lesson about being a douche.
''Your a monster you hit your own son, is that what you do for a living abuse your kid You Are A Evil Person And Monster'' I whispered and I found anger in his eyes and I watched his eyes turned to blood-shot and gripping my way to run I was going to die goodbye world Take care of Ben for me, ''He Is Not My Son! I Don't Even Love Him As A Son! I want Him Dead but I want you Mostly to Rot In Hell'' He said bringing the broken bottle closer to my neck and I felt my throat getting caught then I closed my eyes and open them again waiting for the nightmare to be over.
''You Scared princess well don't worry this wont hurt a bit, It will hurt like hell'' He said putting it closer but what he didn't know that I took defense classes before for 2 years after an intruder invaded our house but I couldn't really remember anything but why the hell not try. So I grabbed the bottle quickly out of his hand and hit the front of it on his head causing drips of blood to drop that made him get away from me but only getting angrier, He charged at me but I ducked at him and grabbed both if his arms and put it behind his back leaning him against the wall.
He was struggling to get out of my force and I was keeping him firm and then I turned to see Jack still trying to get out he was practically trying to flee and I could see his wrist so red I don't want him to be hurt, ''Jack... Please stop don't'' I whispered to him and he stopped and relaxed his muscles were not tensed anymore but Jack's dad was. I turned back to his dad and reached up to his arm so I can get his wrist which I got to my level I put a hand on his wrist and the other hand holding his arms I went near his ear cursing at him for hurting Jack and making Ben cry.
''If I found out that you touched Ben then I will make sure you wont be pinned to the wall next time because you will be dead and you better belive me I will'' I tell him and I can feel him smirk which made me more and more angry, ''Then maybe you should start now because I did touch you little piece of shit that is your brother'' I grabbed his hair and pulled his face to the wall hard then pulled his arm higher and gripping it harder than I used my hand that was on his wrist and put my thumb on the outside of the inner part of his wrist that is called the ''Spirit Gate'' and gently put pressure and I felt him relax and not struggling so I guess those defense classes paid off.
I let go of his dad and turned him around and saw he was a sleep that was close with blood dripping down his forehead, I went to the kitchen and got scissors then went back to Jack and cut the ropes that remain in his wrist I could tell his wrist had rope burns and his back was bleeding with drips and drips to the floor he turned around to me and I looked at up at him he had anger in his eyes he could kill someone now.
''Did He hurt you'' He said with soften caressing my cheeks and my face I felt warm with his hands on my face but I could still sense that he had anger with his eyes, ''Jack...'' I felt him getting stiff which got me scared I could see his veins ready to pop out ''Did that bastard touch you or not'' He said looking at the boding that was asleep I looked at him and put my hand on his cheek he turned back to me rage and anger spoiling his eyes.
''No but he was close Jack Please calm down'' Then I remembered Ben how Jack's dad did touch him letting the anger this time control me I let go of my hand from Jack's cheek and bit my lip hard with anger while Jack looked at me with confusion. ''Im sorry but honestly I didn't know what I would do if he hurt you.. and Ben'' I almost blushed red but focused on the real topic that really mattered to me.
''What did he do, did he touch Ben? Jack'' He looked down at the floor I notice the blood on his back ''Jack tell me I deserve to know what happen he is my brother'' I begged and he nodded being into a deep thought I looked at him straight in the eyes waiting for an answer, ''Yeah, my dad he came home early really drunk and I didn't even notice him coming in but Ben was downstairs and he walked in and saw Ben for some reason he got really mad and picked up Ben really hard, while I was getting Ben's medicine I heard Ben scream so I ran to him and saw my dad touching and I tried to take Ben away from him gently, but he wouldn't let me so I gripped on my dad's arm and threaten him to put Ben did and that's when all this happened'' He said pointing on the belt and the broken beer but my eyes traveled to his shoulder seeing as much red marks I decide to have a quick look.
''I want to see how bad is it so turn around'' He signed and turned around and I gasped most of his back is 2 main cuts on the side with a scars everywhere and blood everywhere but I couldn't help how muscular Jack's back was- Snap it out Kim now is not the time. ''You need to get cleaned up let me get the first aid'' I said tapping on his shoulder making him turn around and shrugging it off like it was nothing, ''No Kim its fine just leave it to me I could take a shower or something'' I raised my brow and looked at him again this time I frowned at his request did he always do this when his dad beat him?
''So you could just get it infected no the least I could do is help you clean your wounds for saving Ben'' He smiled and nodded looking at once more checking if there was any injuries he was protective he really meant it when he said he would protect me and Ben, ''Okay ill be in my room while you get the first aid and check on Ben make sure he's okay'' I nodded while he headed upstairs I took a deep breath then went to go get the first aid and then ran upstairs to the quest room to see Ben crawled up in the bed sobbing, he still looked sick and he looked like he hasn't slept all day His nose was red, he had bags under his eyes and his whole face was pale.
I went up to him and tapped on him lightly on his shoulder he opened his eyes still watery but what I notice more that broke my heart was that he was holding a picture of my dad that he gave Ben on his birthday, ''Ben'' I whispered to him he clutched the picture and looked at me with watery eyes for a boy who shouldn't what beating is he already had to deal the fact that his mom and dad died.
''Kim what happen'' Tears still flowing down his face I frowned at his actions because it is just terrible how he just cares I will never have a brother like him Ben is one of a kind, ''Nothing buddy Jack's dad had a really bad today'' I looked at him with a lie escaping my mouth but I knew I had to do this I have to lie so he wouldn't worry so much, ''But he hurt him just mommy like did to you'' I went wide eyes He remembered that memory was over 4 months ago I would never think he remembered I didn't want him to no I couldn't I had to protect my brother no matter what.
''Jack was only getting on his dad nerves because his dad was picking you up'' I saw the sadness is his eyes when I changed the subject that got me to think more and more Why Did Jack's Dad Hurt Ben? ''Ben did Jack's dad touch you'' and he nodded looking down at the brown floor dripping tears through it I just looked down at him wanting to see if he was injuries or not. ''When he touched you did he hurt you?'' I questioned while He nodded again taking a glance at his arm then at me I grabbed his head and kissed his forehead to show him it was okay to be scared and tell the story.
''Where'' I asked and he signed taking another glance then fully showing me his arm that had a green/purple bruise it was big and underneath his wrist I could tell he was scared but I wanted some answers because I might just Kill Jack's dad for doing this, ''How did that happen Ben'' He looked like he wanted cry again but nodded to himself like he had to say I saw his hazel eyes turn darker and show much fear here and there he would take a glance at the door, ''When, When He Picked me up, I, I got scared because he was squeezing my arm then when, when I was screaming he told me to shut up and kept squeezing my arm until I had to shut up'' Ben said crying and I hugged him and he returned it crying on my shoulder my anger was railing because of the story who could ever do this to Ben.
''Is Jack hurt'' Ben said pulling away from the hug a few drops of tears still spilling from his face I pouted making my lips a thin line thinking of a lie to tell him, ''Maybe a little he has some scratches that I will take care of'' I said holing the first aid he gave me a small smile and looked at the floor raising his chest and taking deep breaths. ''Can I come and see him'' He had a wish to see him I could see it through his eyes and the way his tone was I knew I should let him see Jack but he looks very tired and stressed I had to take care of that first.
''No You will be put to bed because I know you didn't sleep I can see through your eyes'' He yawned and nodded while I got him to bed and made sure he was actually asleep and when he was I gave him a kiss on his forehead and looked at the angel in front of me ''Im so sorry you had this life Ben all I want for you is a perfect life not a nightmare'' I whispered to Ben and watched turn to a comfortable place to sleep in.
Then I left the quest room making sure I closed the door the whole way then I walked over to Jack's room and saw him talking on the phone and angrily with blood still on his back but I still couldn't help to stare at his six-pack maybe I'm staring too much. I walked in when the conversation was over and saw Jack looking at me calming down with his chest rising up and down I only hoped that nothing weird goes between us while i'm taking care of his back.
''So rough conversation huh'' I put the first aid on the bed I felt a stare from the corner of my eyes I turned around to Jack a shirtless body who need to be assist, "You don't even know the half of it" I gave a small smile and noticed blood dripping from his back and onto the floor I looked at the ground thinking about how Jack's dad whipped and how Jack was okay with it. "Let's go to the bathroom where no blood will spill" I said losing my thought and focusing on Jack he nodded and showed the bathroom to me and I walked in and all I have to say is: damn it was huge It had a tall shower, a hanger, Rugs, and a Jacuzzi tub that was huge I might add the space was not crowded it was a perfect bathroom that I want.
"If you're done checking out my bathroom I would like to get started before there is a puddle of blood in here" I nodded and got out bandages, and alcohol then I notice that Jack had 2 huge cuts and the rest were scars first I grabbed a paper towel and put water on it and tried to stop the blood after like 10 minutes I got it to an okay stop. ''Okay now turn around so I can put alcohol on you so this will sting a lot'' I smirked holding up the bottle and he turned around leaning his arm on the counter of the sink he knew that this will sting by the way his veins were popping out in the corner of his neck I was going to enjoy this.
''You're probably going to love this am I right'' I saw him smile in the mirror and gave him a smile laughing, ''oh hell Yeah so hang on and pray to dear god because this will hurt like hell'' I laughed putting extra alcohol on his cut I heard him muttering some swearing words wish made me almost bursting out loud laughing but keeping it in, ''How did that feel'' I giggled instead of laughing he just leaned more on the sink and stared at the mirror through me I knew he was angry about this but hey I got a good laugh about so should he.
''Like I was in fucking heaven'' He gritted then I actually did laugh but I had to focus so I put on a moisturizer healing so the cut will not be infected once I was finished with it I put some large bandages but the cut was pretty long so I put 2 large bandages across from each other and I did the same with the other cut. ''Okay I finished you can turn around now'' I told him while gathering all the supplies and putting them away I felt him turn around then I turned around when I finished putting my supplies, My mistake to turn around because now I was chest to chest with Jack and his abs damn his six-pack, I stared down at his abs for the longest time then his chest which I could say where muscular.
"Someone staring" I looked up to see Jack smirking then I rolled my eyes and scoffed pretending to not be attracted by Jack's abs but it was hard to concentrate when 6 full of packs are in front of you, "Please I've seen better you're is alright" I said with no amusement and teasing him he rose his brows at me and grinned looking up and down at my body with his arms crossed, "Alright ..honey I have the best six-pack in the world" He smirked touching his pack like it was golden and superior this time I grinned crossing my arms and looking up and down at him just to mock Jack.
"Not better than Zack Efron, Taylor Launter or Channing Tatum now those abs huh beautiful" I smirked looking straight at this time he stepped closer and I just looked at him not even noticing it, "Those abs are fake they use drugs to get abs, Now these abs are pure and real no drugs used'' I bit my lips and looked down at his abs again and it was pure and fit which makes it even worse since we are very close now. ''You want to touch my abs don't you'' He said wiggling his brows and I laughed he looked like a 3-year-old and sounded like on I decide to keep my self up and tease him.
''Hell no I can touch any abs I want but you're I don't so I'll pass'' He chuckled and then stopped and took deep breaths like he was out of oxygen I got a little worried about his shortness of breath Then all the sudden I knew Jack was able to breathe right I'm just wondering why he didn't go to the hospital yet to check how to cure this cancer?
Then he started to step back a little hitting the back wall. He looked really dizzy he was starting to be pale, then he started to cough and it was loud I could tell he was trying to get rid of the cough but it wasn't going away. ''Jack, Jack whats happening what can I do'' I said going closer to him but he shook his hand and pointed to the door, ''Nothing *Cough* Just Go *Cough* I'm fine'' He coughed once more letting blood flow from his mouth bit I refused to leave and tried to help him but his stubborn ass wouldn't let me, ''No Jack I'm going to call the ambulance okay there going to help'' I got out my phone starting to dial but only to have my phone taken away from Jack who took it and layed his head one more time on the wall then sighed and stood up.
''Its Fine Kim look the cough is gone'' He said standing up straight like nothing happen but I did notice a little blood on the side of his lips so I got closer and he looked at me with confusion when I stood in front of him more than I should, ''You got a little blood there'' I said pointing the side of my lips he looked confused and a little anxious I mean who can blame him today was all blood day for him.
''Where here'' He tried getting the blood but was hitting the wrong spot I laughed and reached up to him and wiped the blood with my thumb I felt him staring down at me and when I finished I looked at him to and let my palm fall on his chest I couldn't help but feel electricity when I touched his chest, I looked up and saw him leaning down and then I was leaning up wanting to feel his lips with me once our lips brush I thought about Joe so I pulled away and looked away.
''Uh, Um I have to go and see Ben but you just rest about your back so yeah I have to go'' I said running out the bathroom and going to the quest room not turning back rethinking of the almost kiss again why do I always want to kiss Jack? I made it to the quest room and quietly went in to see Ben still sleeping I was thankful I locked the door and leaned on it thinking about the almost Kiss then Joe Did I cheat on Joe for almost kissing Jack?
Okay that's a wrap now I just want to apologize and apologize for the very slow update I swear to you guys that I have worked and edited this chapter since the first day of school but it been very hard since already I'm getting homework everyday, High school has already been hard on me with all these work I have to do and tops on that I have been really sick for a whole week. The teachers are very rude I thought I would kill all of them when I saw them I hate school is my main idea.
Now back to the story so again I am very sorry but I don't if I will update sooner like I said before^ School is giving so many homework I can't even.. But I will try I swear this is my story I love it and I want to finish and let you guys read it and I will NOT Leave this story I'm just taking a break to finish my school work.
Tell me How I did to this story I felt it was rushed when I wrote it but just leave me your guys comments and I will take them into consideration for the story, Heads up the next chapter will not be in present time It will be a flashback but we will have Kick in there so just letting you guys now I am still writing chapter 18 so I will have to finish that first.
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Hints for chapter 15 here they are:
-Kim has mixed feelings
-Kim feels broken
-Something sets Kim off
-The truth of the rivalry is revealed
The next time I will see you I hoped you liked this chapter please make sure you review Thank you all for the support I need :)