Hi guys I am so so sorry for updating so late I have so much work in school plus I just joined for my basketball team and it been a pain I tried to make this easier but its harder than I thought please forgive in return I brought you guys Chapter 15 *Having an innocent look* I hope you guys can enjoy this chapter sorry for taking forever.

Kim Pov

I wasn't able to sleep it was the middle of the night and I couldn't sleep and its was for 3 main reasons The first reason was because Ben was coughing the night, The second reason was that I was still terrified of Jack's dad coming but Jack told me his dad actually went to his friend's house to sleep there, And the third reason was that me and Jack almost kissed and I'm sorta-kinda dating someone.

Why does it feel weird now? Why did he had to kiss me? Why Now out of all the years he picks now? I thought he hated me and the first kiss meant nothing but why did he almost kissed me again?Uggh all these stupid questions popped into my head, It made me think of me and Jack more does he want to be with me? I mean we have gotten closer since I moved in but I didn't think we would actually get along.

I never felt this would happen again, When I was actually starting high school I met a sweet Jack He was nice and gentle then it happened after a week he was set up to meet me and try to go in my pants to him I was another girl who would bang him I actually had a crush on him like a crush, I even thought I was in love with him well that was Jack now he was a womanizer, douche and a bully.

Then Joe that was a different story I've known him for a whole semester. You see we were in the same English class and we were assigned as partners for a project and I notice that he was shy when he worked with me. But then I actually got to know him as a real person he actually liked Scary Movies, Skateboarding, Video Games and Sports. He has a sister and a brother and his mom and dad are divorced. After learning everything about Joe I developed a huge crush on him that I would have dreams about him I know its weird Then when the semester ended I never saw Joe again well maybe walking down the hall but that s was it.

Now with Jack I hated him so much for that one thing he did to me in high school because I have never been so embarrassed and humiliated in my whole life.

*Flashback*

It was the week after I found out about Jack just wanting to use me for a bet he never really liked me for me I had so much anger like I wanted to kill him, I am so done with men and their ways.

''Kim, Just forget about Jack the bastard was just going to use you he doesn't deserve someone like you Kim'' My friend Stacy said trying to help me over the Jack thing I called her the night I found out and she has been really supporting me since she was the first person I told her I had a crush on Jack.

''I Know I know Stacey It's just that he was so sweet and gentle and I would never imagine that he would do something like this I mean what persons does that'' I turned to her closing my locker and leaning on it thinking of all the sweet memories we spend together which was all a Joke he was a joke.

''A sneaky one but just remember that there are other fishes at sea'' she smirked pointing her head to Joe which made me slap her arm lightly, not only did I have a crush on Jack I had one for Joe to I really got to know him as a person and we shared some commons things which made me think about our friendship and relationship.

''You know I can't date him he doesn't he see me like that all I am to him is his English partner and I think i'm done with guys and breaking my heart'' I look over my shoulders to see a part of Joe friends and a part of Jack's friends, Jack friends were knows as ''The popular'' and Joe's were known as ''The losers'' They would say but I didn't care about Joe's group name.

''Come on Kim live a little who knows maybe prince charming will sweep you over you feet'' Stacey pleaded she has advised me to go for Joe and tell him I have a crush on him since Joe apparently treats me like a princess and the way he looks at me but I refused it since I didn't want to embarrass myself if he doesn't feel the same way.

''No way Stacey I will forget about boys and their disgusting ways do you hear me I Am Done With Boys'' I practically told her a little loud I might add and Stacey looked at me like she was going to tell Joe herself, I got a nervous pit in my stomach like she was actually going to do it she wasn't scared of anything really she wants to be a good friend and help me out.

''Oh Hey Kim Kim, Hey Guys ill see you later'' I turned around to see Joe running towards me with a smile oh his face also noticing the new haircut making him extra good-looking yes I admit it but come on if you saw a hot guy you would melt I waited for him and Stacey went behind me so it can be ''more private'' but it really not if she is behind me.

''Oh Hey Joe whats up'' I said with a smile and felt Stacey smirking behind me she knew what she was planning on doing and I had to make sure she wouldn't do anything stupid making me look foolish or anything.

''So I was just wondering if you...'' He was looking for the right words but I knew the answer or I guessed the answer because of his shutter I hoped he was nervous and maybe was asking me out so I'm going to guess that's what he was doing.

''Yes Of course'' I said with a wide smile and I saw sparks in his eyes ''Really'' He smiled and I nodded and I turned my head to Stacey who was smiling and rose her thumb up giving an approval and I gave her a wink in return turning my head back to Joe who seemed pretty excited about the situation.

''Oh that's great so I'll meet you at your house at 8 and then we can study then'' He said turning back to his friends with my wide smile disappearing to a sad frown I turned around to Stacy who looked guilty and I just looked down feeling stupid that he would ever ask me out, He was boy who couldn't see my feeling for him and I was a girl making herself foolish to ever think it could work.

''Studying, Studying yeah I knew he meant that'' I said trying to make it sound like I didn't agree to a date I knew my heart broke but I needed to face the fact that I needed to get over him if he doesn't feel the same way it has to be the same with Jack he used me and I don't think I could ever forgive him for all the pain he caused me.

''You okay Kim'' Stacey said rubbing my arm supporting me I could tell she was guilty and probably thought he was going to ask me out, ''Yeah I guess a little part of me wanted it to be a date but I guess that will never happen'' I said shrugging off my shoulders and looking between her and Joe she put a hand on her heart then pointed to me.

''Its good to know that you still have one guy that could be in your heart'' she said trying to comfort me, trying to cheer me up and let me be my own person and I knew I could it might take time to heal but it isn't very hard to forget the boy who used you or the boy who wont repay the same feelings you have for him only time can matter.

''Yeah the one guy who only thinks as me as a partner nothing else'' I turned back to Joe who caught my stare smiled and waved at me which I returned back I looked at Stacey who had a ''awe'' face on her she always thought me and Joe were always the right pair or couple I turned my head a little to see Joe laughing with his friends.

''Maybe but he is still the one guy that can make you smile'' I sadly smiled at her and then the bell rang for lunchtime making everyone hurry to lunch and getting their food while Stacey linked our arms together and widely smiled at me showing her pearly white straight teeth.

''How about this we skip lunch and actually go out there's a diner around here my treat'' She smiled which I returned and we started to walk to her car together I knew this would help me cheer up just being with all the stuff I was going through. ''Fine lets go I'm starving all this talk about boys is making me hungry'' I laughed and she join to then we headed off to her car and drove off to the fancy diner.

*An hour later Heading Back to School*

Once me and Stacey finished our lunch from the diner that was really close to our school we headed back but I wanted to go to my locker to pay back Stacey because I didn't want her to waste her money on me. I spend my time talking about boys and probably annoying her so I wanted to return the money she spend at me to the diner it seemed more fair.

''Seriously Kim what do you now get about ''My Treat'' you don't have to pay me back'' Stacey said as we walked by my locker to get my wallet I told her that she was leaving my side until she got her money back and that even means that I have to tackle her with the money she knew I was a hard head about this I just wanted to do a good thing.

''Actually I do for boring you about my boys problem so how much was the total again and don't act like you don't know the total'' I asked getting my wallet I knew Stacey had the total and she probably remembered the total she just didn't want to tell me because she felt bad what happened to me with Joe and Jack but I couldn't care less about me.

''Nope Not telling you because I told you is was my treat and that means that I paid while you ate come on now do you get it now'' She examined and I rolled my eyes at her stupidity I crossed my arms having my wallet in my hand but she just wouldn't spill the total which was getting me frustrated I just wanted give her darn money so the guilt wouldn't continue.

''Come On Stacey I want what was it again $10, $15, $20 I have all of them come on Stacey just tell me'' I begged while she shook her head and then she took out the receipt from her handbag then look at it than at me twice, She released some air and turned the paper a little then she moved closer to the paper bringing it close to eyes and I rolled my eyes on how childish she was.

''Fine you want the total'' I nodded and she continued on looking more and more at the paper ''Okay the total is..'' Then she ripped the receipt into tiny pieces while I had my mouth wide open She couldn't but She did.

''Great Stacey just great here just take the 20 that s was probably the total anyway'' I said pulling a 20 out near her but she shook her head and pushed my hand with the money back and smiled sweetly at me thanking me but also declining it.

''No Kim please keep it i'm serious, I don't need it my treat is my treat got it okay'' She begged with a puppy face making her dimples show Damn Her Dimples they were so deep and nice making her look even more gorgeous, she was always a good friend no matter even when I was down she was able to pull me back up and help through all the pain.

''Ugggh Okay but next time is my treat got it'' I smirked which she returned then we chuckled at how dumb our smirks are it was nice just hanging out and not talking about other boys just relaxing and having fun with just us that what I call a best friend.

''Crawford hey Crawford'' I turned around to see Jack coming up to me with a smirk on his face his friends in the background looking at us with laughter I couldn't help but glare at his stupid friends then wanted to have another laugh make me a laughing stalk, Stacey moved behind me as Jack walked closer she put an arm on my back and whispered stuff so I wouldn't lose control.

''Look Jack whatever it is I have no time for you excuses'' I explained when Jack got near me and we were standing face to face now Looked at him with my arms crossed and he gave me a soft look and went closer to me and I didn't move or flinched and he brought his hand up and moved some hair from my face that the wind bowled into it.

''Hey, Hey I just came here to apologize about everything I'm serious so no hard feeling right'' He apologized and I bit my bottom lip nervously then I felt a hand on my butt squeezing it so I grabbed the hand and leaped it forward to find it Jack's hand then stared back at him as he grinned and I gave him a dangerous glare I so wanted to kill him now.

''Jack I told you I'm not that type of girl'' I got really angry and that smirk on his face wasn't helping either he knew that I didn't like this he knew I wasn't ready for ''sex'' or anything else. I talked to him about it but he said that he wasn't that type of guy to be in relationships he said he would never be in a relationship and will never love a girl.

''Crawford Baby we both know that your just that type of girl'' He said loudly earning laughter's from his friends that were behind us cheering on Jack for his jokes and I glared at them while Jack laughed with them and turned back to me with a smirk on his face I heard Stacey mutter some swear words under her breath about Jack and his friends.

''No Im not whats wrong with you are you high on something now'' I angrily asked him taking his hand off of my palm angrily which only got him madder in his eyes instead of hazel eyes they turned into a cold heartless brown his veins popping from his neck I took a small step back I have never sen him so mad before he looked like he could murder someone right now.

''Don't you touch me, Don't you dare ever touch me again'' He gritted angrily and I looked at him with shock and Stacey noticed it to I exchange looks with her in wide eyes and she did the same staring back at Jack his cold never leaving this time Stacey stood next to me and got up to his face glaring at him and he turned his cold stare to her.

''Look Jack you have to calm down okay go back to you other friends we don't want trouble'' she tried to explain to him but he angrily turned to her breathing up and down while I just stood there and stared I was surprised about everything that what was going on in front of me people were walking by wondering the same thing but I stood dumbstruck.

''No but you do want revenge don't you huh you both want revenge for what I've done well I've got something up my sleeve to'' He muttered with an evil smirk and I went wide eyes this time moving forward to Stacey and asking her to move to the back while I had to deal with Jack His wide eyes staring at me and me glaring at him.

''Revenge Look Jack I know what you did made me mad but I don't want to have revenge on you okay so calm down'' I tried to explain then he turned back to me the evil smirk getting worse as he took a long time to think then he turned around to his friends I didn't know what he was doing but it did make his friends laugh out loud really loud.

''You honestly want me to think that look around honey this whole school is only about one thing when a boy breaks your heart and its revenge'' He told me while I just stared at him I mean I would be lying if I said I didn't want him to feel my pain that he caused to me, It seemed like he didn't really care that I was hurt by him he just thought it was a good laugh.

''Even if I did want revenge I got nothing I got nothing up my sleeves'' I cried out like I was desperate to get out of this situation while he smirked and chuckled evilly staring at me like I was easy to fool and it was true I fell for every trick he used on me the sweetness, gentle and never usable I was the fool to think it was all true when it wasn't.

''Don't worry baby I got something up my sleeve so just wait until the end of the day because the revenge will be sweet'' I stared at him with disbelief while he popped his collar in a ''cool way'' then wanting to turn back to his friends but I grabbed onto his arm making him turn back to me with confusion on his face when I turned him around.

''Why are you doing this I never did anything to you were the one who used me to get into my pants'' I said whispering the last part I was beyond angry on his plan then he bite his cheeks and chuckled looked over his shoulder aiming right at Joe while he was looking over us glaring at Jack then he looked at me his glare leaving making his eyes soft.

''You know its funny how you say you're not the type of girl I want but then when you come back you suddenly throw your self at Joe'' Jack said pointing to me and leaving his glance to Joe back to me which surprise Joe me throwing myself at him? Wait was Jack jealous I was talking to Joe earlier I didn't even think he saw us talking he was busy laughing with his friends.

''First of all I was not throwing myself at Joe and second are you crazy and third why are jealous if I did throw myself at him'' I smirked which he returned in an equal level but making it more out this time Stacey returned as she heard Jack's loud voice and stood right next to giving me a small smile which I returned and went back staring at Jack with my arms crossed.

''Not at all baby I just have a reputation to keep and that means that I bang, date or make out with every girl and you and your friends are the only ones left'' he turned around to Stacey and winked at her while she looked at him in disgust and flipped him the bird while I glared at Jack how stupid he was being I was mad I can feel it.

''Maybe you should have tried better at being gentle and patient because all I see is a guy who is very horny'' I yelled really loud which made the school laugh and he glared at me while I smirked at him finally letting him feel what I felt but it didn't work he didn't look like he was hurt just angry like the last time he was just glaring showing his anger.

''Revenge'' He mouthed at me once I was ready to go to class which made go in shock what have I done? I turned back to Stacey as Jack left with crowd while the bell rang and Stacey was just as shock as I was, She tried telling things were going to be okay that maybe I should just leave the school but I told her that I wasn't going to let him make me suffer and more.

Right after that I went to class but only thinking about the revenge Jack was going to give me what was he going to do? How will he embarrass me? Whats is happening? Once I finished 6th hour I headed out searching for my friend Sara she would know what was happening her last hour was in the same class with Jack so she would tell me.

''Sara'' I screamed her name when I found her by her locker ''Kim come here, I need to tell you something important'' I reached up to her and gave her a small smile and she puffed her cheeks and let out a small breath of air then looked nervously at her hands while I continued to wait on what was going on I still didn't what was going on.

''Okay so you know how I'm still in the same last hour as Jack'' I nodded and let her continue ''Okay so I heard him talking to his friends about a revenge that you deserve and then he told me that before you leave you'll find him in the main part where the doors are'' I nodded and thanked her and she gave me a smile while I was ready to head down.

''Thanks Sara I hope you dad will be okay text me if you need anything okay'' Sara's dad is very sick he just came back from war with a sickness or disease he has coughed and got fevers easily so I hoped that everything will go okay he is in the hospital resting and the doctor taking test on what going on its been hard for her family so I gave them my blessing.

''No Im coming with you my dad is really important to me but a friend is what you need right now'' I hugged her and we walked to the main part of the school where I saw Jack with a smirk on his face when he caught me waiting then his friends were wooing him as we walked closer than his smirk grew more and more while I glared at him and his friends.

''Well, Well Crawford are you ready to witness what I have up my sleeve'' He said coming closer to me with the school surrounding us and I gagged at him he was acting like a big jerk but I wasn't going to go home and cry about him he ruined me once but never again will he ever stoop over me I was going to show him that I'm not weak and I can be tough.

''Sure whatever but I'm still pointing out that you were the one who was using me not the other way around baby'' I said mocking the ''baby'' part which only made his ego bigger making me anger grew stronger he whistled loudly and winked making the girl woo on him they loved Jack like he was a piece of meat but to me he was just something to lose.

''Well it did seem like you liked it a lot when I did use'' He shouted to the crowd which resulted me to roll my eyes and I felt Sara tugging on my arms I turned around to her and she had pleading eyes on her, ''Kim you don't have to be here we could just leave we don't have to see or hear what this asshole has to say'' Sara pleaded and I turned back to her and Jack who was waiting for us to finish with a smirk on his face.

''No I want to stay the way he used me he wont get to control me anymore this revenge he wants is final and then it will be over so Come On Jack Show Me Your Revenge'' I yelled at Jack which made him smirk wider the crowd got more and more excited the teacher staying in the back looking at us making sure nothing bad happens to anyone.

''Gladly'' He said with his last part of word then vanished through the crowds somewhere but I was waiting impatiently I might add then after 3 minutes I got annoyed, ''Hurry Up Brewer I don't have all day'' I said the annoyance in my voice making it loud while the crows stayed still waiting for anything and I looked at Sara and she shrugged her shoulder.

''Attack!'' I heard someone scream I leaned forward to only get attacked by multiples of water balloons which got me to scream my lungs off I was socking wet my whole clothes were wet and damped and everyone else laughing their heads off making it die down when Sara steeped in with a huge angry face on her like she could kill someone.

''Really Jack this what you have up your sleeves it pathetic'' I said turning to Sara reassuring her that we are leaving now then we took a few steps only hearing the whole school creating a huge laughter which I didn't know why until, I turned around to see a huge poster with me soaking wet in my bikini smiling my hand on my hip but I was mostly shocked what the poster said ''Kim The Hoe Gets Wet For Anyone''.

Now I realized why they got me wet and threw water balloons at me because ''I Could get wet for anyone'' then I turned to every person to see Joe even staring at me so I bit my bottom lip and looked down I didn't want to look at him I felt ashamed and embarrassed to even catch one glance at him Jack has finally ruined me like he wanted to do.

''Your sick Jack! You think this will get you girls this will only get me kicking your ass'' Sara Yelled trying to reach Jack because she was beyond angry all she wanted to do is slap and hurt Jack but I pulled her back and Gave her ''No you wont'' look then turned back around to Jack who was laughing with his friends and the crowd I glared at him.

''Really Brewer Really that's what you got come on I could you could do better this is just Stupid'' I yelled at him but he just shrugged as if it was nothing I watched every movement he was making that, ''True, True but you also didn't deny so I proved my point okay 10 dollars to look at picture of the hoe naked'' He shouted at the crowd and to be honest I felt really embarrassed.

''You're Pathetic Just know that'' I turned around leaving Sara since I was so cold and needed to leave I heard him calling my name over and over but all I felt was feeling a tear coming and One thing that stayed in my mind was I really a whore? I didn't throw myself at anyone so why does Jack act like I do I hate him now and I will forever.

To make my day go perfect I bumped into someone while I was crying really such a perfect day Then I looked up at the person to see it was Joe who was looking at me with a worry look ''Kim'' He whispered when he saw a tear drop at my cheek then I turned around to Jack corner to see him smirking at me then back at Joe. ''I have to go'' I said moving out of his way I was embarrassed to look at anyone now I knew Jack was no good why did I even liked him.

*Flashback Ended*

After that my feeling for Jack left and we hated each other for the rest of the school year and we would always prank each other and no not for fun or laughter for revenge, Now I can't even explain my feelings for Jack its like he was a new person but I do really like Joe ugh why do I must have feelings for both I mean for Joe but Mixed for Jack.

''Kim'' I heard a little whisper and I lifted myself up to see Ben sniffing and looking like he was crying I felt my heart-break as I stared at him he looked like he was in pain, ''Oh Hey buddy How are you feeling'' I got up to walk over to him and he shook his head I wanted to hug him he was so hurt for some reason I think he had a bad dream.

''I cant sleep'' he said in a whisper which got me worried how didn't I notice when I was in my flashback I am a terrible sister for not noticing, ''Whats wrong Ben'' I clutch down to the level he was on and he looked at me then looked at his terrible shaking hands I grabbed on hand of his and gripped softly then his eyes turn darker as he was talking.

''Nightmare, I had a nightmare of Jacks dad but he wasn't hurting Jack he was hurting you and I got so scared Kim i'm so scared without mommy and daddy I have no one'' He said in a verge of tears and I moved closer to him so shocked on what he said I was hurt that he knew his mom and dad weren't with him I felt a tear leave my eye then looked at Ben.

''Ben listen to me you have me okay without mom and dad you still have me okay and I promise that no and I mean no one hurts you, you're a good person and I'm so lucking to have a little brother like you'' I told him kissing his forehead gently and he smiled then I smiled back at him even if it was really dark I could see his eyes shinning and his hands stop shaking.

''Kim can you sleep next to me I don't feel comfortable if you're not next me'' I smiled and nodded and the bed was basically a queen bed with another one across which was mine. Ben moved over a little for me to fit in the bed perfectly then I put my hand into his hoping that his nightmare would go away. Right after we felt comfortable I could say I drifted to sleep and I was glad that I had Ben next to me because he was the brother I always needed.

Hoped you guys liked this chapter I thought the flashback was a little boring but you tell me how It was I think next chapter will ten times better than this so buckle up for the ride haha. Again I am very sorry about my late update but I am sorry to tell you this... I will probably not update for a long time since I just got bad grade and I have to raise them up in order to stay in basket ball.

I will try to get the next chapter by thanksgiving break but I don't know for sure since I'm getting a tutored for my grade I very busy this year but I will try to finish this story, About the next chapter so I will work very hard on it to make it more interesting I promise you guys thanks for the supports that I got on last chapter reviews.

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Next time on Chapter 16 Promise, Protect, Keep

- Jacks thinks about things that surround him

- Jack and Kim have a heart to heart talk

- Jack get mad over something Kim tells him

- Trouble accrues for the Brewers and Crawfords

Okay so I hope you guys liked this chapter hopefully I'll have Chapter 16 ready for thanksgiving again thanks for the support out their I will try to finish this story Thanks and see you next time :)