Hey guys I am so so sorry for updating so late. I've been really busy with school and basketball practice that I am forgetting to post a new chapter for this story. Please forgive me this week if my break off so Im thinking of posting 2 chapters during this time.

Jack Pov

I ran back inside like nothing absolutely happen but I was worried so I ran to the kitchen making sure Kim and Ben were both here and thankfully they were.''Jack come have breakfast with us'' Kim said to me pleading for me to have breakfast then Ben looked at me with his big eyes. I signed and gave them a small smile I had to hurry and investigate.

''You know what Im not that hungry so you guys go ahead and eat ill be right back I have something to do'' I told them as I headed upstairs to my parents room when I opened it a little I saw my dad pleading my mom to stop drinking and my mom crying as my dad told my mom what he did last night.

I watched them for a long time then I saw my mom nodding and my dad crying he brought her into a hug I guess they have been talking since he came back. I closed the door quietly so the embrace would stay still, I walked into my room locking the door behind me and heading to my drawers that were next to my bed.

I opened the drawer to reveal my pocket knife with my Beretta pistol next to it and I know what your thinking a 17 years with a un-owned Gun well let me explain, One day when My parents weren't home I decide to go in their room and find some cigarettes or drugs- yes my parents get high.

Anyway I was searching in their closet one day and I found the pistol in a bank box and I decide that I would keep it by me so they wouldn't do anything reckless. So I kept the gun and looked up how to use and since Im not 21 and this is a handgun I decide to keep this secret, I looked at my pocket knife and switched it open revealing its sharp blade then I grabbed the pistol and opened the chamber showing I had a perfect bullet in there.

I put away the pistol and pocket knife but taking out the note reading it over and over again while my mind went blank, Who would do this? Why them? Who is this person? all these thoughts came into my mind and then Death what would happen if Ben or Kim would be killed.

All the sudden my door was knocked and I made sure everything was put away so no one would get suspicious, I walked up to the door but gripped the knob wondering who is this person. I held in my breath thinking it could it be my mom or dad talking about drinking and stuff.

''Who is it'' I moved closer to the door and now all I wish is that I have a peep whole to see who is at the door. I looked at my pocket and took out the paper once again reading it slowly and carefully just to make sure I didn't get anything wrong when I was reading it the first time.

''Jack, Its Kim is everything okay you were acting pretty weird downstairs I mean you just vanished so quickly I just wanted to check on you'' She says through the door which makes me lean on the door with my forehead If only you knew.

''Yeah Kim Im okay i'm just... checking on something Ill be right downstairs okay'' I grip the door knob lightly hoping she wouldn't try to come in my room or doesn't have the key to the room. I think about her the most and how she could get hurt and I would never want that in my life even if I was a heartless douche.

''Okay Jack Ill see you downstairs then'' I let out a sign of relief when I heard footsteps go downstairs and went to my drawer looking at the gun and pocket knife I grabbed one my shirts to put over the weapons.

I looked at my phone searching the messages, voice mail, phone calls, voice recorders nothing absolutely nothing. I went to the voice recorder and searched my recent one I had with the doctor.

''I don't think so Doc i'm just not going to do it''

''Not going to do it, Not going to do it you don't understand the consequences if you don't do this it is all a serious manner!''

''Oh yeah how serious could it be''

'' ... Jack if you don't do this then the cancer will spread and it make your life end''

'' I have heard this about this before and to be honest with you I don't really care whatever happens to me is for a reason right''

'' you don't understand how important this is you have to trust me on this''

'' I am living with 2 people who both lost their parents, and I have no time you see they... they cant control but feel miserable everyday and they make me do everything sometimes I cant sleep because they absolutely crazy''

'' I am going to be honest with you, When I first met you I thought you were arrogant teenager who didn't give one hell about his life and now when I am talking to you right now I realized that I was right. Jack you can fix your life you can become something more you can live isn't something you have always wanted to do''

''Listen Doc I have to go but if I change my mind I will call you okay but I don't think I will change my mind''

''Okay Bye ''

I decide to keep it just in case I change my mind I mean I told him I would do the surgery and the therapy I guess I could say that If my dad is willing to try why not me. I went downstairs with my phone looking at Kim and Ben who are watching t.v together, My head is turned to the window seeing the mail man driving away finishing the whole subdivision then a realization hits me.

''Kim um did you ever get your mail while you were here'' I said returning to them hoping they haven't checked their mail yet because maybe I could figure some things out. There had to be some clues about the anonymous person he couldn't just leave with one note.

''Um come to realize I haven't checked my mail yet maybe I should go and get it'' She said standing up but I stood in her way with my hand in front of her. I smiled and at and she gave me a weak one with a confuse expression with it.

''Actually Ill go get your mail, I need to go Jake's anyway to hang but ill be right back'' I lied through my teeth which she bought because she nodded her head, when I looked into her eye I saw disappointment. Why would she be disappointment I was going to be gone for an hour?

''Oh by the way Kim do you have your phone with you? and is it on full percent?'' I asked her before I leave with my phone in my hand. I want to make sure nothing happens before I leave I wanted to keep them safe from anything.

''Um'' She grabbed her phone then pressed her power button reveling it needs to be charge I let out a sigh and checked my phone that had 70% ''Oh I guess I need to charge here let me go get my charger'' She said reading to walk upstairs but I grabbed her arm.

''Here take my phone and keep it by you okay just promise me you'll keep it by you'' She nodded and looked at it with a confused face on written all over her. ''Jack what is going on why are you giving me your phone I don't get it'' I let out a low sign and looked up at her trying to figure what to say while being stuck in her gaze.

''No questions okay and try to be polite and make no trouble with my parents okay when I leave they will leave for work just make sure you lock all the doors when I leave and they leave'' I said pointing at the locks that were attached to the door ''Jack... your scaring me what happening'' I scanned her eyes and it was filled with amount of fears.

''Kim just trust me that ill be right back okay, don't be scared I will come back and on time so you can go on your um date'' She nodded and opened my phone with the screen to be unlocked and showing that I had a pass code she signed thinking of my pass code with her finger almost touching the screen. I chuckled and grabbed her finger lightly putting in my pass code with the phone showing the main menu.

''Im going to leave now to see Jake then go get your mail and come back okay'' She nodded with me pulling the door knob all the way, ''Okay but Jack I want to know what is going on when you come back'' I let out air and looked at the floor but nodded and closed the door all the way I heard the locks being put in so I went into my car began running the engine trying to memorize Kim's house this will be a long drive.

After 20 minutes of finding Kim's house I still couldn't figure it out until it hit hey why not use a GPS, So using the GPS gave me 10 minutes to go to Kim's house wow we don't live far. I got out of the car looking at Kim's house it wasn't small but it also wasn't big it was an okay size unlike my house which was big this house was quite nice.

I headed to their mail box and opened it but not taking the mail yet I looked around to see if people were here and thank fully no one was, Checking their mail was probably a nosy thing but in order to find this person I need more evidences or clues.

I grunt to myself when I couldn't find anything I looked around again hoping a note would be flying somewhere or a phone call, I turned around to see a dark shadow figure in Kim's house I had fear because I haven't brought anything no cell phone, Gun or pocket knife. I stayed in place waiting to the person to reveal its self or make any movement.

I cursed out loud to the person at the window I got a better look when he moved to the middle of the house he was wearing a mask that would only show it mouth and eyes, He wore all black but what cached my eye it that he had a gun in his hand not pointing at me but in his hand.

The intruder eyed me and I did the same wondering why he isn't saying anything to me? or coming down to kill me?, My eyes landed to the driveway with a rock on top of a note this was the note that the intruder left me. I walked up to the driveway never leaving me eyes on the intruder who was eyeing my every movement, I removed the rock and grabbed the note going backwards to see the intruder still there eyeing me this time I made no sound just walked backwards back to my car.

I put the keys in and started the engine right away when I got in the car looking back at the person who was still looking at me then I just left having one more glance at the person in black.

I finally made it back home but not leaving the car yet I didn't park in the driveway like I usual do I parked in a corner so I could read the note without any distractions, I made my way to my pocket while I took the note out looking at it while bring the other note I got out yesterday too.

Hello I see you got my other note, Now lets make this clear between me and you I only attacked because he stole something from me and I wanted it back but the problem with that bastard was he wouldn't give it back to me. You see Jack, I come from a family or gang that steals and when I do steal its mine not anyone else so I did Crawford a favor to kill him and not mess with me and I did the same to Karen Crawford when she ended her life. So here's is what going to happen I will call you at 8 o'clock, you answer and I tell you the plan now if you decline this plan I will march over to your house and kill your parents then torture Kim and Ben to death. Im not the only one who will help me I have my gang with me, so don't try to do anything stupid I will be watching you so keep your eyes open and answer the phone at 8.

-Anonymous

I clutched the notes in my hand with anger and grabbed the wheel with a heavy grip, ''Who are you'' I yelled in the car with no reply's I looked at my watch 7:30 I cursed to myself when The caller will call in any second. I walked out the car and ran to my house with the two notes in my pockets grabbing my keys and opening the door without hesitating to check Ben and Kim I did find Ben crashing on the couch he must be really tired these days.

''Kim, Kim where are you!'' I yelled in panic when I couldn't find her, I tried everywhere downstairs but I still couldn't find her I tried calling my phone but she wouldn't pick up. I turned my attention to the stairs the had footsteps I eyes traveled to the stunning lady walking down Kim had on, Yellow floral dress with black leather jacket, covering wearing a heels, on her long hair going into curly design, gosh don't I sound like a girl right now But she looks beautiful- Yeah she does agreeing with my head.

''Kim You look...'' I stopped midway when I took a closer look to Kim's face she looked like she was hurt and angry, all I was guessing that I had done something wrong just when I was about to say something Kim pulled out my phone and played the voice recorder in front of me the whole thing and I was shocked when she replayed ' I am living with 2 people who both lost their parents, and I have no time you see they... they cant control but feel miserable everyday and they make me do everything sometimes I cant sleep because they absolutely crazy''. Shit

I looked at her with shock but all she did was pull my palm and put the phone in my hand, ''I hope your happy that you finally confessed your feelings for us Jack The crazy Crawford siblings'' She told me walking away with me standing in shock ''Kim Kim let me explain come on'' I plead rushing over by her grabbing her forearm so she could turn around to me, I looked her in the eye while she had her arms crossed waiting for a explanation.

''Kim, Its not what you think the doctor was begging me to do surgery for my sickness and I told him no so many time but he wouldn't get off my back so I tried to give him a answer to leave me alone but that didn't work either'' I looked her the eyes she angrily let go of our gaze and turned her emotion to cold and hated like we used to do when we hated each other.

''That's the problem Jack you don't care, you don't care if you did die your just to embarrass to tell anyone, what is there to be embarrass about Your sick, You need medical help I don't understand'' she snapped at me while my anger was ready to bust to, Everyone had there reasons sure mines was different but it wasn't different to me.

''Its a shown of weakness! when you tell people your problems its like your weak that you cant handle your self, That.. that you don't know how to take care of your self'' I snapped widen my eyes when I heard the doorbell ring, ''Look Jack I don't have time for this I have to go on my date with Joe so just watch Ben okay'' I nodded as she left to answer the door in my corner I did see Joe wearing a plaid shirt and I smirked to myself so the loser couldn't buy polo.

I locked the door when Kim shut the door and checked on Ben he was full asleep he looked like angel when he did sleep. I Picked him up and carried him to the quest to sleep once I laid him down in the bed I made sure all the windows were locked and looked in the closet to see any intruders luckily there were none.

I looked at my phone time it was 7:58 I was waiting for the call and waiting and waiting then it rang with my smirk full on it was only 7:59 time to show your not afraid ''Oh so you call now what happened to 8 o'clock did you forget your time sitting in that empty house'' I smirked as I answered the phone, and I heard someone breathing hard over the phone.

''Who said I was in a empty house maybe Im in your house just waiting to kill you in a perfect time'' the intruder said with a deep voice I remained still trying keep myself together Jack Brewer does not show fear to anyone especially not to a murder.

''If you are in my house and I do see you I will make my move right away and kill you'' I breathed angrily while the intruder just chuckled with my anger still boiling at his voice. He wanted to make me angry so I could attack but I was firm about this and wasn't going to let this coward win.

''You gave me a note now explain to me why I should help you, or even trust you with this mission'' I asked over the phone placing firmly by my ear,

''Oh I think you know exactly why your are you going to do, this unless you want to see your precocious girlfriend and brother die'' I heard him chuckle evilly through the phone which made me want to find him and kill him. He got me I was now angry I could rip this phone out of my ear and chuck it at the window.

''What do you want'' I breathed in the phone turning around checking if anyone was in the house ''Now Now Jack didn't I tell you that I need you to get something back that belongs to me, You see is not just a business man he might tell you but he wasn't, He worked for me and made sure that I got everything I wanted so I wouldn't kill his family, Simon Crawford stole something from me and I want it back but I need you kid''

I forced myself to steady and check on Ben quietly and my luck he was still asleep. ''What did he steal from you and why do you need me to get it back? When you can get one of your bodyguards or in my case your weak ass assistants'' I angrily spat through the phone looking out the window to see if anyone was out there.

''Listen hear kid, Simon stole my briefcase not its not just a briefcase it has very important items now just because Simon worked for me doesn't mean I am the leader my leader is Christopher Jay Brewer- recognize the name'' I stopped walking and turned everywhere in my house, That name was more that familiar I knew everything for that name by heart.

I felt my breath hitched by the name Christopher was my uncle from my dad side, He was dangerous I knew he had assistants that were dangerous to Chris would always steal everything and if he was accused he would kill one of the assistants because they would jeopardize him from going to jail or even worse. He is the most dangerous gang leader.

''You didn't kill him did you it wasn't you it was my uncle, and whatever Simon stole was never yours it was his, you're just covering for him so I wouldn't go and bring this to the police It was him wasn't it Tell Me!'' I angrily yelled at the phone while I heard someone chuckle behind him it was him it was my uncle I could recognize it anywhere.

''Oh Jack and I thought you were the dumb I guess you figured it all out didn't you, Now Jack since you know I will give you a chance to watch your guest die'' My uncle laughed and I heard him pulling a guy like he was choking him or he was killing him but my fear is that he would come after Ben thank god Kim was out.

''You see what you did Jack because You figured out who I was I had to kill the guy who was talking to you in the beginning and now Im coming after you'' This time I chuckled and ran to my room grabbed my pocket knife and put it underneath my socks and my gun behind me while locking Ben's door.

''If You want me come get me'' I yelled through the phone hanging up after hearing a car door being closed, I hid the corner with the gun between my hands with bullets with me in my pocket it was fight not a war This Is a fight I will win, The sudden glass shuttering made me shock they were here and now it was time to fight, ''Jack, Jack where are you its time to die'' I heard my uncle chuckle evilly now the war is beginning.

''He not moving there is blood everywhere and it looked like it got his chest or side I cant tell its to dark please hurry I don't want him to Die Please!'' I heard a vision of blurriness making my eyes squint a little trying to regain conscious.

''Jack Jack your awake please just lay down don't move okay the ambulance will be on its way'' I saw her Kim still looking stunning even if her face was smeared with makeup and tears with her hands laying down my chest I let out coughs of blood to the floor.

''Ill be devastated'' I try to let out to my dry throat but Kim still looked confused so I grabbed her hand and looked up at her blood from my lips moving down to chin, ''Ill be devastated if you died'' I manage to say through my dry throat will Kim's tears continued coming down and she nodded her head while I let the darkness in when I heard the ambulance with Kim screaming my name to wake up but all I could do is let the darkness in.

I hope you guys enjoyed this chapter, I felt it was bad that there wasn't much Kick in here and sorry to say but there will not be any in Chapter 18 only 19 and 20. I hope I can finish this story before my new semester starts and probably at that time Basketball season will end so ill have extra time to write new stories.

Speaking of Stories if any of you guys are a fan of The flash and like the ship Snowbarry I wrote 2 stories about that ship so if you want to check it out go and ahead I would love your guys thoughts.

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Next Time On Pain and Love

-Kim goes crazy about Jack

-Mr. Bewer tells the truth about Chris

-Something happens that makes Kim go insane

-Who will be on Kim's side now?

See You guys next time in Chapter 18 see ya enjoy the holidays :)

-Kristina