So some of your reviews were surprising. I know my story's confusing, even I get confused sometimes. But hopefully this chapter will wrap up the confusion.
By the way, when I meant I accept all reviews, including criticism, I actually wanted to hear what I could do better. I didn't want someone saying 'Oh my god. Your story's sooo boring, blah blah blah'
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For the people who actually have been reading, and supporting this story thank you so so so much! I know it might be a bit boring at the moment but this chapter might be able to change the flow of the story…. KISSES AND HUGS TO ALL OF YOU! Anyways, chapter 26!
Opposites 26
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Hinamori's POV
I kill fast. You don't feel anything when you kill fast, plus I don't like hearing people scream, it gets a bit annoying and maybe even a bit painful. But who cares.
I do this all for him. I do it for that boy who I gave my heart away to.
"Miss me?" spoke up someone from behind me, and I turned around to see some white haired boy who seemed awfully familiar.
"Missing someone I don't even know seems stupid," I answered
"Wow. You've got some guts to say that to me," grinned that boy
His hair. Voice. Eyes. Face. It all seemed too familiar. But even if I try to remember where I've seen him. I can't. It's like there's this stupid lock to remember my memories.
"You may not even care to here this. You may not even give a shit. But I just want you to know something," he said
"Yeah and what's that?" I asked, as soon as I saw him try to grab something near his jacket, I pulled my gun out. Instinct.
He didn't even flinch. All he did was take off his bulletproof jacket, drop his guns, daggers, and swords. He grabbed his earpiece and smashed it with his foot.
"You can kill me if you want. Stab me as much as you like. Do whatever you want to do with me. Whatever you do, I will forgive. I will forgive you for every single mistake you made, or for every person you've killed. Just come back to me."
"Shut up, I don't give a shit about you and you don't know shit about me," I glared, and for some reason my arms were trembling. Why? Why was I scared to shoot this boy? What is he? Who is he?
"I do. I know you, I want you, I need you, I love you," he said and opened his arms wide, as if welcoming me into his arms, "Shoot me. Go on."
Silence filled the whole place. He said what he had to say, now it was my turn to do something.
"I can't kill him."
Why?
"Because. I can't."
Why can't you.
"Because that was the boy I gave my heart away too."
The gun slipped from my hands, and without thinking I ran into his arms. My head hurt from all the memories rushing back into my head, but everything seemed normal. All the memories that rushed into my head was like water rushing through a river. Calm yet fast.
"Shiro-chan, you're late."
"For?"
"Rescuing me."
He felt him chuckle a bit and he hugged me back tightly. He suddenly melted the darkness that surrounded me. It was the warmth of his hug that made me feel bright, happy. I don't know. It made me feel safe.
I don't kill for him anymore. I don't kill for anybody.
I'm not a killer. No. Not anymore.
I quit.
NORMAL POV
"Where the hell were you guys?" shouted Matsumoto as she took a seat in the van, "I searched every single place but none of you were there and when I finally find this white haired idiot, he's hugging Momo as if everything was totally fine!"
"Oh. We kind of stayed in the van," laughed Rukia uneasily
"And why is that?" growled Matsumoto through clenched teeth
"Hitsugaya wanted to go alone," said Hisagi with a shrug, "On the bright side, everything's fine now. Well except for Aizen, but who gives a crap about him."
"I'm quitting the agency," spoke up Hitsugaya for the first time after the rescue. Hinamori's head rested on his thigh and was fast asleep.
"WHAT?! You're going to quit being an agent?!" yelled Matsumoto grabbing Hitsugaya's cheeks and shaking them vigorously.
"Don't make me repeat twice!" muttered Hitsugaya and tried to push her hands away
Matsumoto let go of his cheek and crossed her arms, "Look. Hinamori's back to normal, everything's fine. Why would you want to quit the agency?"
"We kill. We fight. We get hurt. For who? Who do we do all this for? The government? Is it for humanity? Are we fighting for justice? We're just a bunch of teenagers who know how to fight, kill and destroy. We don't even know the first thing about living life to the fullest. At least other teenagers that aren't like us live normal lives. They go to school, learn math, English, history, physics, and all that crap that we were forced to learn when we were take time to learn, while we were trained and trained. Aren't you guys tired of this? Don't you ever wonder what we're doing all this for?" said Hitsugaya and everyone listened intently
"To be honest. I agree with Toushiro-kun on this one. We live everyday as if it's our last. We take people's lives without even knowing the reason of why we're killing them sometimes. I know we might do this all for humanity. But, I want to live. I don't want to die, I have so many things I want to do in this one life," agreed Orihime and gave a nod of approval to Hitsugaya, "I want to quit too."
"Then I'm done. I want to live normally too, normal high school life and normal romance drama," yawned Ichigo
"What made you say that though?" asked Hisagi
"It was Hinamori," answered Hitsugaya and smiled
Flashback
"Shiro-chan. Don't you get tired of fighting?" asked Hinamori as she walked out of his embrace
"Oi, you can barely stand don't try standing on you—," warned Hitsugaya
"I'm tired of fighting, of seeing blood on my hands every night, of having nightmares of the people I've killed and I'm sick of having the fear of losing the ones closest to me," said Hinamori and smiled at Hitsugaya, "I'm quitting the agency and I'm going to live. Normally. No blood. No fighting. No Aizen. Nothing. I'm going to grow up, maybe be a model or a soccer player, and I'm going to live. I have only three years left, why would I want to use it to fight when I could do so many other things."
She looked at her hands and looked up at Hitsugaya's, "Our hands were never meant to be a weapon or tool for killing. It was to support each and every single person we care about."
"You're not as stupid as I thought you were Hinamori."
"Well. Maturity comes once in a while," laughed Hinamori
End Flashback
"I want to be next to her, I want to be there every step she takes, and I want to be the one she loves even when it's her last breath," said Hitsugaya and touched her soft hair.
"We might as well all quit then," laughed Matsumoto and shrugged, "I don't want to be the only one who becomes the party pooper. Come to think of it, I really want to go wild sometimes."
"Yeah! I always have to feel aware of my surroundings, and that's so frustrating," agreed Rukia
"But how can we even quit?" asked Renji
"That's true. The agency needs us the most right now," said Ikkaku
"Don't worry. I got that covered. We're actually under a three-year contract. It'll be exactly three years after… two minutes. As long as we don't sign the contract again. We're fine," said Hisagi
"Normal high-school lives huh? I wonder how that'll turn out like," shrugged Yumichika
"A whole lot better than this life we're living," said Renji
"WHAT? You all want to quit?" yelled Ukitake
He slumped in his chair and shook his head, "I guess nothing can be done about this. Fine. You all are good to go, but remember. One word out about the agency, and your heads are gone."
"Yes sir," gulped Renji and had sweat rolling down his face
"About the school we're enrolling to, don't tell us it's some karate school," said Hitsugaya
"No of course not," laughed Ukitake and smiled, "It does have karate as a club activity though. In case you were wondering."
"Too bad I wasn't wondering that," smirked Hitsugaya and everyone was ready to walk out when Ukitake called the mback.
"Here's the key for the apartment room. It's a suite. I'm sure it'll fit everyone," informed Ukitake and threw the key to Hisagi. Hisagi grabbed it and smiled.
"Thank you Ukitake, for everything."
"Anytime. Now scram, I've got work."
They all exited the building, and once they did, Ichigo was the first one to shout at Hisagi.
"What the hell did he mean when it was a suite?! And that it would fit everyone?!" yelled Ichigo
"Oh. Right, I didn't tell all of your. We're living in an apartment. Together. All of us. Isn't that amazing?" laughed HIsagi and walked off in a grin
"Was Hisagi always like that?" asked Renji pointing at the back of the walking Hisagi
"Naw. I gave him a bit of sake, that boy's so weak sometimes," giggled Matsumoto and followed Hisagi, "Hey! Where are you going? The car's that way."
"Knew that!" said Hisagi and made his way towards the four cars lined up near the building
"Oh god no, you two are definitely not driving," yelled Rukia and grabbed the keys from Hisagi and Matsumoto, "Ikkaku, Hitsugaya, Ichigo catch!"
Ikkaku and Hitsugaya were able to catch the keys Rukia through and hopped into one of the cars.
Two of the cars were an SVU, the other was an open car with a roof and the last one was a lean black Porsche.
"Dibs on the Porsche," screeched Ichigo and ran into it with Orihime. Renji walked in the Porsche with them, but was dragged out by Rukia.
"Do you not see this lovey dovey atmosphere?" pointed Rukia and Renji certainly did see some pink aura
"That's disgusting."
"Come on. We're riding in the SVU, Ikkaku and Chad's tagging along with us."
"Hinamori, come on," yelled Hitsugaya as he took a seat in the open car.
"Coming Shiro-chan!" replied Hinamori and took a seat next to him. They were lucky to not have Matsumoto and Hisagi with them.
Guess Ikkaku and Yumichika were not lucky at all.
"WHY THE FUCK DO WE HAVE TO BE STUCK WITH THESE BRATS?!" yelled Ikkaku as he was driving. Behind him was Hisagi and Matsumoto laughing at everything they saw.
"Come on Ikkaku, it's not that bad!" laughed Yumichika
"Hey Hisagi! Look at his hair!" pointed Matsumoto and started tugging Yumichika's hair.
"Such pretty blue hair!" giggled Hisagi, "Pull it harder Rangiku!"
Matsumoto started pulling his hair even more and that was when Yumichika snapped.
"SIT DOWN SHITHEADS! OR ELSE I'M GOING TO GO BACK THERE AND PLUCK EVERY PIECE OF HAIR YOU HAVE!" shouted Yumichika, both Matsumoto and Hisagi sat back silently.
"I think we should stop annoying him…" sobbed Hisagi
"Stop crying!" slapped Matsumoto
"I can't!"
Within five minutes, both of them were back to laughing.
Life was back to normal.
But these teenagers don't know the first thing about normal.
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