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Opposites 30
The abnormal break-up
NORMAL POV
"Jeez, I never wanted to wear this," groaned Ichigo looking down at his outfit, "Stupid Rangiku and her obsession with fashion…"
"Come on Ichigo, you were planning to go out wearing running pants and some gay shirt," said Matsumoto
Everyone was dressed rather nicely, Ichigo was forced to wear dark blue jeans with a white polo shirt.
"See now everyone looks nice," grinned Matsumoto and came out of the bathroom wearing a flowing shirt with shorts.
"Well then let's go out," mumbled Hisagi grabbing the car keys and passing two to Ichigo and Hitsugaya. Hitsugaya walked over to Hisagi and whispered thing in his ear, "Fine, fine. You two go have fun."
Hitsugaya nodded and without a word, he grabbed Hinamori and walked out the door.
"Where are they going?" asked Ikkaku
"A date."
"WHY CAN'T I GO ON A DATE TOO?!" complained Ichigo
"Well you never asked did you? Come on let's go," said Hisagi and everyone went into their designated cars.
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"Hitsugaya-kun, why'd you want to go on a date all of a sudden?" asked Hinamori while Hitsugaya was driving
"We barely have any privacy, it's good to have some time to just relax," answered Hitsugaya, "Plus you only have three years to live, why not we just live up to it."
"He said it as if it was nothing," thought Hinamori and gave in to a small smile
"You're right," agreed Hinamori, "So where are we going?"
"I'd like to make it a surprise," said Hitsugaya with a small grin
"Why won't you tell me Shiro-chan!" pouted Hinamori
"If you do a face like that I seriously won't tell you."
"Fine then, don't tell me."
Hitsugaya let out a small chuckle and could see that Hinamori was fairly annoyed.
"We're already here you know," said Hitsugaya and rolled down her window. She looked outside and saw a play ground.
"A playground?"
"It's the play ground we would always go to," said Hitsugaya and got out of the car. When Hinamori opened the door, she saw two young kids playing at the sand pit.
"You know, I think I want to grow old with Takuma!" said the girl with a grin as she started making dirt balls
"Stop saying such weird things Meru," mumbled the boy with a small blush
Hinamori laughed and stood right next to Hitsugaya who was leaning against the hood of the car.
"Shiro-chan, we were like that weren't we," sighed Hinamori and enlaced her hands with his, "I wish we could be like this forever."
"We will," said Hitsugaya with a firm voice and making his grip on her tighter, "Which reminds me, are you going to stop modeling? Hana's been bragging me about it, she keeps asking for you since you stop answering her calls."
"Oh crap! I totally forgot to call her," realized Hinamori and smacked herself
"And, what are you going to do with soccer? You all can't just quit you know, or else there won't even be a team," shrugged Hitsugaya
"I forgot about that too!" freaked out Hinamori
"I knew it. Anyways, I already gave out your retirement contract for soccer, I don't want you playing with that weak heart," said Hitsugaya and was met with a surprised Hinamori
"You did that for me?"
"I didn't think you'd want to give up modeling."
"I'm surprised you know."
"I'm not that dumb."
"Do you think it's possible for you to stop loving me," asked Hinamori out of the blue
Hitsugaya looked over to Hinamori's face to find her looking into the distance, not sure of what kind of answer she's looking for.
"Who knows," said Hitsugaya, "I did stop loving at you at one point."
What Hitsugaya failed to see when he said that was her hurt look which disappeared after two seconds.
"Your right," laughed Hinamori uneasily and let go of his hand, "Then I have a small request for you."
There was an uneasy silence that filled the air and the small distance between Hinamori and Hitsugaya. He knew that the moment she let go of his hand, something was weird.
"I really want to thank you for bringing me here, I really do," said Hinamori and Hitsugaya felt the distance between them starting to grow farther and farther. He could feel her letting go of him slowly by slowly, "I want you to—."
"Don't say it, Hinamori. If you're going to tell me to break up with me or stop loving you because you have a weak heart or something, then don't say it," told Hitsugaya and took a step towards her, "I will stay by your side, I promised. So just let me be."
"Ah, that promise? I take it back then, I take it all back. I take my whole childhood with you back," said Hinamori without showing any emotion to him and just showing him his back
"If you take it all back, why do I think that you're crying your eyes out right now?"
"I'm not!" yelled Hinamori and turned around to show him that she wasn't, and his eyes widened to find her eyes dry, with not a drop of tears raining down her cheeks, "To be honest, now that I think about it, I was just in love with your memory. You were such an important person to me that I couldn't stop searching for you. I went to the extent of being some murderer, a model and a stupid soccer player."
"Why'd you do that much for me then?"
"I told you! It was becau—."
"No. Tell me why you were searching for me that badly, and don't give me the 'because you're an important person to me' bullshit anymore."
"There's nothing more to say, that's it."
"Momo, please," pleaded Hitsugaya and his eyes brought despair to Hinamori, she couldn't say no to them, she never could, ever since they were children.
"You wanna know? Fine. It's because I loved you so much and I longed to see you once more before I die or something, I held the fear of not being able to see you in my heart. Yeah, I wanted to cry, scream or yell out your name but what good would that do?" mumbled Hinamori and that was when she started to lie, "I think I'm going to keep a distance from you now. I don't want to get too attached or anything, you know? I'm kind of tired I guess."
"I get it now, so when you kissed me last night, and said I love you, you didn't really mean that then? And the time when we were at the beach, and all the other times we held hands or held each other or teased were all some kind of joke?" asked Hitsugaya with frustration
"NO! I mean, I just, I can't do this anymore, alright?"
"You know, at first, I thought you were some stupid geek with stupid glasses then I find out your some model, then some soccer player and an agent. I accepted all that, all of it. Then now you're saying you're done with me? I'm not a toy to play with Momo, I'm human too!" yelled Hitsugaya and clenched his fist, "You know what else is really funny? The way you're saying you're tired of this when I'm the one who put up with everything, even your past."
Hinamori widened her eyes, and hung her head down, she was about to say something but closed her mouth, unable to express herself. But all she knew was that she was getting annoyed at every word Hitsugaya said towards her, "What an asshole."
"Let me say one more thing Momo. At one point, I really wanted to have a life with you, I searched for a heart transplant for you, I wanted to have a family with you. I wanted to love you my whole life. I eventually found a heart transplant for you and I was about to sign you up for the surgery, but hearing you say all this, it's as if you're eager to die," said Hitsugaya
There was still no answer from Hinamori and she let Hitsugaya go on with his rant.
"What is it with you Momo? One moment you love me then the next you don't. Why'd you start thinking like this anyway? Did your friends tell you to break up with me because when you die, I'll be in pain?" asked Hitsugaya
"Maybe so," said Hinamori and looked up with a smile, still with no tears forming in her eyes, "Just let it all out Hitsugaya-kun."
This just pissed Hitsugaya even more, "What the hell is her problem? I'm saying all this shit and she doesn't even drop one tiny tear?"
"I loved you, I still do. But if you want to be that far apart from me, I'll do what you say, but don't come running back to me, saying that you want me again, because the if you do, I won't accept you like this time," mumbled Hitsugaya and walked towards his car door, "By the way, we have to go out on a boat date tomorrow night."
"What? Why?" asked Hinamori startled with his sudden order
"Stop kidding around. Just because you're not my real girlfriend, it doesn't mean you're not my fake girlfriend anymore," mumbled Hitsugaya, "You're back to a tool now and you're going to do as I say, whether you like it or not."
Hinamori looked away from him and reluctantly nodded. Hitsugaya stared at her and his heart wouldn't stop hurting.
He wanted to run to her and bring her into a hug, he wanted to hold her just a bit longer than usual, but he couldn't. He wanted to, but he couldn't. Hitsugaya knew that she wanted this, and he would just have to accept that. Without thinking properly, he accidently leaked out the words he wanted to tell her.
"I really do love you Momo but if you want me to stop, I probably won't."
Hitsugaya was at first startled by his words but smirked and stared at her confused face as she turned to face her favorite pair of eyes.
"To be honest, now that I think about it, it's not a hard problem to solve. You're telling me to stop loving you, which I can't," said Hitsugaya as he leaned against his car door and crossed his arms across his chest, "It seems as if you're the one who stopped loving me, so I guess I just have to make you fall in love with me again."
Hitsugaya smiled at her, a real genuine smile, and he opened his car door, "Hey get in. We're going back."
Hinamori stood there unable to move or say anything, "Why?"
"Why what?"
"Why are you trying so hard to get me back? Why can't you just leave me be?"
"Well, I guess I'm worried about you, you're just like a kid, I can't leave you be. I want to make sure that you're only mine as well," explained Hitsugaya and looked over at her, "I want you to know that you can love me and only me."
Hinamori clenched her fist and bit her lips before she said anything, "Stop acting so full of yourself! I can love other people!"
"Prove it Peachy," teased Hitsugaya and let out a small laugh, "Maybe if you weren't so flat-chested you might get someone who's better than me, or who'll accept you more."
"I'll prove it!" defended Hinamori with a small blush
"Hinamori, you don't need to. I want you to only love me and no one else," said Hitsugaya
Hinamori blushed a bright crimson, "What's with this guy? I said that I don't want him anymore and yet he's so persistant! He's making this even harder for me."
"Let's goo!" complained Hitsugaya from the car
"Coming idiot," mumbled Hinamori in annoyance
"I heard that!"
"I'm glad you did," huffed Hinamori and slid into the car, "What is it with you? Can't you tell that I want to break up with you this badly?"
"Well we kind of did break up, I'm just not taking it seriously," mumbled Hitsugaya as he turned the engine off, "Plus it's a good chance for me to make you jealous, I can play with other girls and you can just stand there and watch thinking 'man I could've tapped that man.'"
"You disgust me," insulted Hinamori
"Please, you love me," laughed Hitsugaya and sped off from the playground
"You're really an idiot," whispered Hinamori
"I'd rather want you to call me stubborn."
"Fine. A stubborn idiot."
Yet I can't stop my heart from beating
YAY! Chapter 30 is done! Chapter 31 will be posted up soon!