Hey! Yes I know, it's been a while and I'm sorry. But if read my newly updated chapter on Another Girl Another Planet, you'll already know that my mum took my laptop away, I was only able to use it for revision plus I had exams all of last week. But! I was able to write one chapter for this, but I wrote too much so I've split it into two chapters. The next part of this chapter will be uploaded on Wednesday the latest.

In this chapter you'll have a slight insight to Emily's past

Enjoy! :)

Disclaimer: Don't own Skins

Chapter Seven

I push her up against the wall. Both of us are panting heavily, trying to regain the oxygen our lungs crave. After a moment, I grab he legs and hoist her up, letting her legs wrap around my waist. I kiss down her neck, across her collar bone and onto her shoulder. I push her spaghetti straps down, kissing down onto the top of her chest. Her ragged breathing sounds in my ear as I tease her by running my nails down the insides of her thighs. I kiss down her chest, pushing her top down and taking a hard nipple in my teeth. She moans as I run my tongue across it and suck on her nipple, biting down lightly. I move my hand further up her leg, past her skirt to her covered cunt. I stroke her wet folds teasingly through the fabric, making her moan louder. I push the fabric aside and slip two fingers inside of her. I pump in and out of her whilst I kiss my way up her neck and to her lips again. She rocks her hips against me, adding more friction. She moans louder as she gets closer to the edge. Her walls clench round my fingers as she comes. I place her down roughly and pull my fingers out, wiping them on the inside of my shirt. She nods her thanks and walks back into the club. The drowned out music fills the air when the door opens then dulls again as it closes.

I know, I know. This looks bad, I left Naomi hanging whilst I went out and fucked some random up against the die of the wall. But hey, this is what I normally do. But normally when I do, I don't feel guilty; I feel satisfaction that I can make a girl come that hard. But this time I feel nothing but guilt. I feel fucking guilty! Emily fucking Fitch feels fucking guilty for fucking some girl. What the hell is happening to me? I never ever feel guilty after fucking someone. But you've never fucked someone else while being in love with someone else...Shut up brain...

Drunk and a little high on a pill this dark hair guy gave me, I stagger to my destination wherever the fuck it is.

I gaze up at the apartment "Wow" I say laughing to myself when I stumble slightly. I hobble over to the bell thing and press the buzzer.

"Hello?" A groggy male voice sounds through the uh-fuck-the talk thingy. I giggle drunkenly.

"Oopsie, sorry I buzzed the wrong house. Unless I haven't then your voice has gotten increasingly manlier" the guy huffs and puts down the magic talking box.

"How fucking rude. I was having a perfectly good conversation with him and he puts it down" I slur my words and point to the silver box and look round for no one in particular. I try again, no one answers. I press the buzzer for longer. Finally a voice sounds.

"Hello?" a sleep FEMALE voice sounds through. I giggle into the intercom-

"INTERCOM! That's what it's called." I giggle again "You finally fucking answered. Listen, one of your-"

"Emily?" the voice sounds more awake.

"Yeah it's me, as I was saying-before you rudely interrupted Jesus! - One of your neighbours is extremely rude-"

"Hang on, let me come down stairs"

I hold onto the intercom tightly "No don't go. Let me finish telling you the story. Anyway, your neighbour is very rude; I was having a lovely conversation with him-"

"Emily" the voice sounds behind me.

I glance back "One second I'm having a conversation with my friend here" I turn back 'round to the box "Then he goes and-" I look back as the face registers "Oh fuck, hey, you're here, I can tell you now" I stumble towards her. I trip over my feet and fall forwards; she catches me before I face plant the floor-hehe that would be funny. I start to laugh, my face is pushed into her boob and I feel something poking the side of my head.

I point and laugh hiccupping slightly "Somebody's excited to see me" I sing. She groans and stands me up properly.

"Emily, what the fuck are you doing here?" I sway and smile lopsidedly, I take in her plain face, messy blonde bed hair, robe covered body and piercing blue eyes.

"I've come to see you haven't I Naoms. Now, let me finish the story" I throw my arm down, stomp and pout like a toddler.

"Emily, can you come inside please? It's freezing out here" she moves towards me, trying to guide me in through the door. I pull out of her grasp and sit on the floor and cross my arms, again like a toddler.

"Fucks sake Emily go inside"

"NO!"

"Go inside!"

"NO!"

Naomi bends down and grabs my folded arms trying to pull me up "Emily, stop acting like a fucking five year old and come inside" I look up at her and smile, I jump up stumbling slightly but I catch myself quickly.

"Trying to get me in your bed already Naoms? Don't we need a first date before that?" I stagger past her into the building.

"You just need to say yes first" she mutters, but in my drunken state, I don't catch it and stumble into the elevator.

"As I was saying, you really need to talk to that neighbour of yours. So fucking rude it's un-fucking-believable" I laugh as I fall into the elevators doors. Naomi reaches out and grabs my arm and places her hand on my stomach to steady me.

"Can't keep your hands off me can ya?" I try to wink at her but end up blinking forcefully. At least I get an eye roll.

We exit the elevators and Naomi takes me into her apartment. She places me on the settee.

"Emily, why are you here?" she asks a hint of worry in her voice.

I smile again "I wanted to see your beautiful face" her cheeks flush red "Aww you look so fucking adorable when you blush" I stand up and survey the room

"Where's your fucking drinks cabinet?" I ask trying to take a step forward, but Naomi's hand stops me. Even in my drunken state I still feel the heat from her touch on my skin.

"Emily sit down, you need to sleep it off" she pushes me down. I start to panic; memories come flooding back to me. The pain, him yelling at me, shoving me. I thrash about, looking around frantically for an escape route.

"Get off me... Don't touch me... Don't let him touch me! Get him away" I start to cry as my vision is blurred by his face, his hand coming down towards me. I feel arms circle around me but I thrash about harder, trying to get out of his hold. Her face comes into view, berating me.

"Sssh, its okay, its okay. No one's going to hurt you, he's gone" I hear the comforting words circle around my mind.

I slow down my movements. I feel kisses on my head, calming me; a comforting hand rubs my back. I stop my thrashing. I go silent for a moment, my vision clears up. Piercing worried blue eyes stare at me. Then I break down. I cry and cry. I can't stop crying, it just all come rushing out. Years of holding it all back, year's pact fall off emotions come flooding out of me as I'm being cradled by a girl I only met a week and a half ago. Once my eyes have dried out from tears, I fall into a deep sleep.

And so, the plot thickens. Dum dum dum. I hope it made you all teary, I know I got a lump in my throat as I wrote it :'( poor Emily. But good on Naomi! Helping her even though she doesn't know what is going on.

I hope I ended it well... bit on the fence about the ending :/

Like always, criticism welcomed with open arms xD

Cheers xx

P.S If you're wondering how my test went, they were fine. I got my history and spanish reading results back. History= D (but I didn't finish the paper) Spanish= C. I still have maths (calc and non calc) english lit & language and grahics results to get. Tomorrow I have a philosophy and ethics exam and I have an Art one coming up so fingers cross I do well xD